October 20

Emma

She had been trying. She truly had, but women threw themselves at her. How couldn't she fight them off, let alone resist the urge to not fuck them. Literally that is all they are, fucks. She had cut back a lot, but she could admit she was a horn dog.

"Hey Em," Sarah a very flirty girl smiled at her. Emma had hit it a few times since she had started living with her grandmother.

"What's up?" Emma nodded taking a swig of her beer.

"Not much." She shrugged, "why is it you are always a way from the crowd when I find you?" Sarah lit a cigarette.

"Multiple reason but," Emma snagged the cigarette from her mouth and took it into hers coolly, "Mostly because I know you would find me." She let out the cloud of smoke. Emma had decided to hide away from the crowd for the time being. She chose an area near the barn where no one she thought would be able to find her.

"You're lucky I like you or I would kill you for taking my smoke." She playfully stepped closer. "Are you still with Hailey?" pulled out a new cigarette.

"I never was with Hailey," Emma took step closer.

"That's not what she is making everyone believe," Sarah wrapped her arms around Emma's neck.

"Even if it was true, that has never stopped you from enjoying amazing sex with me before. " Emma gently leaned in biting the other girl's neck causing her to moan. Emma pulled away connecting their lips. Emma pushed the girl up against the nearest wall. They kissed a little longer before Emma Started rocking her thigh into Sarah's most sensitive wet spot. As the girl moaned her own hardness grew becoming almost unbearable. Emma's phone started to vibrate causing the girl to gasp and moan loudly. "Fuck" Emma softly said pulling away for the girl.

"No, leave it they will call back"

"I can't," Emma said, reaching in her pocket to pull out her still vibrating phone. The screen name read 'Regina'. "I have to answer this." She sat on nearby bales of hay and answered the call. "Hey what's up?"

"Hey Emma. I was just calling because I… well I haven't heard from you all day." She could hear the concern in her voice.

"Oh yeah I'm sorry I literally have been busy all day and by the time I was able to call it was late and I didn't want to bother you too much." Sarah just listens to Emma talking and smoked her cigarette.

"Oh that's too bad what were you doing?" she watches as a devilish smile then slid her soaking wet thong from under her skit tossing them at Emma.

"Uh…I was working a double." Emma stated unsurely. As she watched the other girl seductively saunter over to her.

"You know you don't have to lie to me." Truthfully she wasn't she was just distracted.

"I'm not." Sarah fell to her knee working at Emma's belt. She tried undetermined to stop her. "I'm just tired."

"Oh," Sarah pulled her hard cock out. She gave it one long slow stroke before placing the tip in her mouth.

"Fuck," Emma hissed momentarily forgot she was on the phone.

"What?" realizing her mistake she thought up the lamest lie she could come up with.

"I hit my head on the wall." Emma was struggling as the pleasure from the other girls mouth started to grow.

"That sucks," Regina said sadly. She could tell her lie was detected by Regina.

"Hey yeah someone is at the door so I'm gonna let you go." She said quickly trying to concentrate on not moaning into the phone. As Sarah bobbed her head on Emma's shaft, Emma in instinctively grab the back of her head.

"Yeah okay."

"I'll talk to you tomorrow bye." Not allowing Regina to finish she quickly hung up the phone, "Fuck, babe your looking to get me in trouble," Emma moan freely now. Sarah pulled away from her very moist dick.

"I was impatient," Sarah stood up and quickly straddled Emma's lap.

"Just shut up and sit on it," Emma said as she held her hungry friend in position to the girl wet entrance.

"My pleasure," she moaned slowly sinking onto Emma's shaft.

October 25

Emma

"Sit," Emma's grandmother ordered.

"Grandma I have to get to-"Ruth cut her off.

"Sit. Now." Emma did what she was told, "What happened?" Emma tried to deflect the question. "Girl you are testing my last nerve. Don't make me ask again." With a sigh Emma went on to explain how she was at a party talking to Sarah, more like flirting and making out with her. When Hailey came in and for a while she wasn't doing anything. After taking Sarah into a random room to having sex with her that they came out to very drunk, very pissed off Hailey. There was a very loud drunk argument between Hailey and Sarah. Emma had separated them before the fight got physical. She forcefully carried Hailey outside were they argued. Then Hailey turned violent against Emma punching her in the face before storming off. No longer in the party mood Emma left and came home to lick her wounds. " You know you deserved that."

"Yeah, "Emma said deflated.

"What are doing Emma?" she asked honestly. Emma just looked at her confused, "You're about to have a son. Yet here you are with me hundreds of miles away from where you and I both know you want to be. Your parents had hoped that by being here you would grow out of this womanizing faze of yours."

"I'm not a womanizer." Emma said offended.

"No? Then what are you because that shiner says differently. "

"I want to be at home with Regina and Henry, but she doesn't want me back."

"Really Emma I'm sure she didn't say that."

"Yes she said that."

"Did it ever occur to you maybe she didn't want you to feel forced into coming back." Emma stayed silent. "You need to grow up Emma and that means not just saying it. It means figuring out what you want and acting on it." Emma hated being scolded, "What do you want, don't say what I want to hear, but what you actually want."

October 29

"Regina" Regina turned to find Mary Margret's, Emma's mother, ready to crush her in a hug. "How are you and my grandchild?" You could never guess that this woman was Emma's mother. She had dark hair and that was cut short into a pixie look. She was smaller them Emma by 5 or 6 inches and was built small and curvy. Emma on the hand was built like her father athletic and sturdy.

"Hi Mrs. Swan. We are doing just great." She smiled as happy as she could. This was over whelming to her. She hated get together and festivities, especially when they revolved around her. While she looked to be enjoying herself in reality she was just a great actor. Most times she just wanted to be in her room enjoying her friends Hulu and Netflix. "And I received Henry's changing table. It's quiet beautiful thank you."

"It was nothing the little darling only deserves the best," MM had gift Regina a dark wood changing table with knights and dragons decorated on it. "If you need help David is more than happy to assist."

"Oh no, that won't be necessary my father after hours of fighting with the table figured it out." Both she and MM laughed heart fully.

"Regina," her mother called.

"If you would excuse me I see my mother and sister need my attention." Regina placed a soft hand on the older woman's shoulder for a brief second. With a fake smile plaster on her face she greeted guest briefly as she made her way to kitchen. Inside the hustle and bustle of the kitchen did nothing to easy her discomfort. Her red headed sister sat on a barstool nursing a black cherry mojito. "Where did you get that?" She asked eyeing the delicious looking drink.

"That handsome bartender over there." Zelena pointed her class over to the now blushing bartender. "here." Her sister handed her a drink similar to her own.

"Zelena!" Her mother scolded her as Regina took a large drink from the flute.

"Calm down its non-alcoholic." The red head rolled her eyes.

"Shame," Regina muttered.

"Regina," Cora scolded.

"What? You all have me stressed out right now." Regina ran a hand through her hair.

"That's what you get for irresponsibly opening your legs," Zelena downed the rest of her drink.

"Shut up!" Regina yelled then pushed her sister causing her to almost fall off her chair.

"Don't you dare put your chubby hand on me or swear to GOD!" Zelena shrieked.

"My hands are not chubby!" Regina reached to pull her sisters hair, buther mother stepped in the middle of the scuffle.

"Chubby bunny, chubby bunny." Zelena taunted in a sing song voice.

"ENOUGH!" Cora yelled stopping her daughters immediately in there spot. "You," she pointed at Zelena, "are officially cut off. And you," she pointed at Regina, "knock off the attitude. We are here to celebrate the impending arrival of MY grandson. It will be a joyful moment filled with memories, apologize to each other." Regina begrudgingly crossed her arms and Zelena stuck her tongue out like a five year old. "NOW!" As if the Gods were looking down on them Regina's phone started to ring. Regina huffed and departed the kitchen.

"What Emma," Regina bit a little harder then she intended.

"Whoa I am sorry. I will call back later if you want." Regina sighed in regret.

"No it's fine. I'm sorry. My sister was picking on me so yeah …hormones." Regina ran a hand through her hair.

"Oh I'm sorry,"

"Don't be." They fell silent but, Regina knew Emma had so much to say. "What's going on Em, talk to me."

"I don't know if I can." Emma said sadly. "I just don't want to fuck things up and I probably always will and I just hate hurting you."

"Just tell me. " to say her in heart wasn't clenching pain would be a lie.

"So I have been thinking like a lot."

"About?"

"The future."

"and?" she had feared this day would come when Emma would realize she didn't want to be hers or Henry's life. Tears started to brim her eyes.

"I am moving back to Storybrooke."

"What?" Regina was confused she for sure had though Emma was leaving her with this loved burden.

"I know you told me you didn't want me back because you didn't want me to feel trapped. I can't stay here Regina knowing, even though I am sharing the financial burden, you will be shouldering most of the responsibility. Not only that, but I would be missing so much. His first bath, crawling, everything! I just can't do that not only to him, but myself. I don't want you think I made this decision because of you. I doing this because of me and –"

"Emma Slow down." Regina cut her off. "I get it."

"I-I also want be with you."

" Emma– " Regina tried but was cut off.

"Let me finish." Regina nodded as is Emma could see her. "I know my actions speak louder than my words. I know that all of my actions from the moment you have met me have been inappropriate and have not represented any of the words I was saying. But I want to assure you that I do want to be with you and I do love you." Regina took a deep breath. "That being said I want it to be known by you that from this moment on I am only exclusive to you. That mean no more late nights out without you knowing or you're okay, making good future decisions, no more lies and most importantly no more sleeping with woman who are not you. I know this will be hard not only for me, but for you as I have not been the most trust worthy or reliable person to create a relationship with."

"Emma-."

"I am serious Regina."

"What if I never trust you? What if I find someone else?"

"Then I will be celibate till the day I die." She heard the determination in Emma's voice.

"I don't want-"

"I want to do this,"

"Why? Why is it all of a sudden you feel you need to prove to me that you are serious?"

"Because it's time for me grow to be an adult. It's time for me to evolve. I want to be someone who henry to be proud of. I want to provide not only for him but you as well. And most of all out of all the women in my life you are the one I can't get over, and I never will."