Hey guys I know it has been a while but I swear I have

n't forgotten about you guys. I just wanted to make these filler chapters long enough to make up for how long it has taken me to put them out. Plus I write these while I'm at work. Also I have been writing on this new platform called Storyfire. Anyways here is another chapter and also if you want follow me on storyfire user name is scruz. As always enjoy!

November 3

Regina

She had been crying most of the day. She didn't know why though. It first started with a commercial with a kid buying a gift for his sick grandparent. Then after she stopped crying her sister had called her stupid playfully and she started crying. During lunch her potato chip had fallen on the floor, causing her to ball uncontrollably. Now she sat in her room watching Wonder Woman once again crying her eyes out. There was a soft knock on her door.

"Come in," she stuttered. Slowly the door opened.

"Regina," Cora said as she stepped in the room. Instantly her mother's heart broke as she found Regina crying on the bed. "Oh, honey what's going on?" she crawled on the bed.

"She found out he died." She sniffed laying her head on her mother's lap. Cora couldn't help but giggle at her emotional daughter. "Why are you laughing at me?"

"I'm not laughing at you sweet girl. I'm laughing at your son for making you so emotional." Regina did not say anything as she merely sniffed. Within minutes Regina was so emotionally exhausted she fell asleep. Cora sat enjoying her daughter. It had been years since her daughter had cried herself to sleep on her lap.

The last time was when Regina was 16 years old. She remembered her coming home early from school in tears. Cora started scolding her for ditching classes, but soon noticed the tears that had started to fall from her eyes. Concerned for her daughter she inquired what the matter was. Regina explained how a boy from school she really like insulted her in front of the whole school. Just before she was about to confess her feeling to him. At the time it hadn't occurred to Cora that the boy was actually Emma. Cora didn't have a problem with Emma. What she had a problem with was how Emma treated her daughter. Silently she pried herself from her daughters grip and allowed her to sleep.

November 12

Regina

"It's nice to see you Regina," Regina smiled weakly. She was exhausted, but she had promised MM that she would visit her for some baby tips.

"Yes, it is nice to see other people besides my parents, sister and Robin." She took a sip of her water.

"You stay at home a lot don't you?" Regina merely nodded.

"Yes, my mother would have me live in a bubble if she could. Also adding to the fact that your grandchild has me exhausted all the time." They both giggled.

"I can see that. When I was pregnant with Emma I would sleep a minimum of 10 hours a night. It was an exhausting existence."

"Ah, so that is where he gets it from."

"Yes it is." MM smiled then as if she was a fish out of water took a large breathe. "So what is yours and Emma's plan?"

"Plan?" Regina was dumbfounded.

"Yes for the baby. For you guys? Will you be a couple or?"

"Honestly I don't know any of that." Regina sighed. She was tired of talking about this topic. It was a given that people would be curious, but as the date got closer to Henry's arrival the more people asked.

"Emma has told me multiple times that she wanted to be with you." Regina nodded acknowledging that fact. "Do you want to be with her?"

"I don't…I have only been in two relationships one when I was 10 that one literally lasted 2 days, the other was with Robin for a year and a half only to end, because he cheated on me. Emma on the other hand has been chasing me for years, mostly for one thing…sex. I have only had sex with two people Robin and Emma. The one that cheated and the one that after years of complete heartbreak knocked me up. With my poor track record can you blame me for being weary of any kind of relationship?" Regina fidgeted with her cup.

"But Emma wants to be with you. She has learned her lesson." Regina sarcastically laughed.

"Has she? Because where I am at she hasn't." MM looked at Regina confused. "I feel like a broken record right now. During school she had sex with many of the girls at school multiple times. She cheated on Lily multiple times. When I went to see her and tell her about the baby she had a girl in the house with her. Any other person I would have thought that she was just a visitor, but in Emma's case she was not a normal visitor. Not only that, but she thinks I am stupid and didn't know she was having sex with a girl while I was on the phone with her. If it weren't for this baby, no, even knowing I am having her baby she is still continuing her sexcapades."

"You sound jealous."

"Realistically I probably am." Regina rolled her eyes, "but can you blame me? She says she loves me and wants to be with me, but her actions say differently. What going to stop her from cheating? Her word? How am I supposed to feel about all this? Happy? Happy I am nothing more than the lucky knot in Emma's rope that got pregnant by the amazing Emma Swan?" Regina shakes her head, "Happy knowing that when I am home or not at home that Emma is probably with someone else."

"Emma wouldn't do that to you." MM defended her daughter.

"I understand your need to defend Emma, but you can't say that at all."

"Would Emma not be your first choice to have had a baby with?"

"My first choice was not to be pregnant at 18! Regardless of whose baby it is this whole situation is not what I wanted for me." She was starting to cry again, "and these God damn emotions aren't helping."

"SSHH Regina it's going to be ok." MM tried to comfort the balling girl.

"How is any of this okay? I'm here pregnant, while Emma is out having the time of her life. Partying. Drinking. Going places. Having sex. While I'm here at home pregnant by myself. I look like and feel like a whale. No one wants me. They only want MY son. The living being I am creating by myself. Yes I said by myself, because Emma does provide finically, but she should be here. If I meant something she would be here proving to me right now that I mean something. Not a couple months before Henry is born."

"Regina did you tell Emma you wanted her to help you through the pregnancy."

"No, because, I want her to choose me on her own. I don't want her to choose me because of Henry. I want her to just see me as a wife and not some girl to fuck. I want to know that if she is ever in a position were some girl gives her the "in" she won't cheat."

"Not to defend Emma, but she is like her father sometimes you have to tell them what you want." Regina just keeps crying. "But you also have to give her room to improve. She isn't going to be the perfect anything ever, because people aren't perfect. Both of you just have to grow and adapt to each other."

November 19

Regina

He kicks a lot in the morning. At first it scared her. She literally panicked and rushed to the hospital. At the hospital she was told it was normal to feel the Baby moving. She calmed down and just enjoyed these moments. Currently it was 7 am. She was just enjoying the moment before the day started.

"Good morning sunshine," She cooed at her stomach lovingly caressing her son. "I hope you slept well."

'I did' She had been doing this a lot lately holding conversations with her bump knowing full well it would not speak to her. Instead she would mentally insert what she would want him to say.

"You better have considering you kept hitting my ribs." She scolded playfully 'sorry' "Its okay I still love you."

'I love you too' She felt him squirm, "I can't wait to see you."

November 22

Emma

Entering the airport Emma adjusted her backpack on her shoulder. Looking around she found her father standing by with a large sign that red 'My Little Girl'. Smiling she made her way to her father.

"Is that sign really necessary?" She teased the greying man.

"Of course it is." He took her into his arms "Especially when it has been months since I have seen my number one." Emma chuckled. "So are you ready? You mother has rounded up a load of people for your home coming party."

"Really she could just not throw a party." Emma was tired and a party at this current time didn't sound appealing.

"You know your mother," he noted the tiredness in his daughter's voice. "Your mother said Regina would be there."

"Really?"

"Yes they have gotten close," he chuckled, "Or at least that is what your mother has claimed."

Emma couldn't push away the excitement she felt knowing she would get to see Regina. They hadn't really talked since the baby shower. It wasn't that Regina wasn't answering her phone it just wasn't the same though. Conversations were cut short most times and Regina wouldn't really say much. Emma felt as if Regina was avoiding her. She hadn't done anything wrong recently. In fact she had been trying really hard to behave herself.

As they pulled up to her parents' house Emma could see the cars of people parked in the street. Stepping out she grabbed her bag clearly hearing the music and laughter in the air. Sighing she tried to muster the strength to deal with the day. Leave it to her mother to make what was already a tiring day and make it an exhausting day.

"Come on kiddo let's get this over with." Nodding in agreement Emma followed her father.

An hour later and she had yet to see Regina. For a moment while she was mingling with "her" Guest she thought Regina would not show. Her heart jumped though when she saw the beautiful woman climbing the stair towards the bedrooms. Excusing herself from her current companions she followed Regina. As she made it to that the top of the landing she identified the closing of her bedroom door. Emma unceremoniously knocked on her own door before entering. Regina turned from the window to the door and watched Emma enter the room.

"You know this is your room you don't have to knock." Regina stated before looking out the window again.

"Yea, I just thought it would be better if I let you know I was coming in." Emma awkwardly shoved her hands in her pocket. "Is everything alright?"

"It's as good as its going to be at the moment." Emma just nodded though Regina was not looking at her. Emma quietly took in Regina's outfit. She wore a black dress with white polka-dots. Her hair was lay simply styled on her head. She was beautiful.

"You look beautiful." Regina Cynically laughed.

"Right, I am the size of a whale right now but thanks."

"You're my whale." Regina snapped her head at Emma just as she had realized what she had said, "I mean, not that you are a whale. I mean, it's natural to look like…fuck. I just, you look beautiful carrying my kid. Not that you didn't look beautiful before the baby-"

"Emma just shut up," she looked away again. Feeling as if she had done something terribly wrong Emma just stayed quiet. This was awkward.

"Did I do something wrong?"

"Why would you think that?"

"We haven't really talked in a month." Emma ran a hand through her hair.

"You called everyday Emma how did we not talk." Emma though knew that Regina had rolled her eyes even though she was looking.

"But, not like we use too. Ever since the baby shower you have been…distant. Not since I told you I was going to convince you I want a relationship with you."

"I don't know what you want me to tell you." Regina sighed tiredly turning from the window

"Tell me trying is not in vain. Tell me you care. Tell me something." Emma all of a sudden felt frustrated with this woman.

"Why now after all this time? Why is it now after years of knowing me do you want to try? Is it because of the baby?"

"It's not because of the baby. It's because of you. I want to try because I actually love you."

"If this is love I don't want it." Regina tried to leave.

"Don't walk away." Emma grabbed her hand.

"Let go of me." The death glare she received from Regina almost caused her to let got.

"Admit it. Admit you love me as well."

"I don't." Regina growled.

"That's a lie. If you didn't love me you wouldn't be here right now."

"I am here because I let you infuriating mother guilt me into being here. To think that I am actually here because I want to be is not even the truth. I don't want to be anywhere near you Emma Swan. You are nothing, but a lying conniving person and I wish I hadn't allowed you to ruin my future. The fact that I did not receive any sort of STD after sleeping with you is a miracle." Regina pulls away from her in an attempt to leave again, but Emma stopped her. "Let me go."

"No, I will not let you go until we figure this out."

"There is nothing to figure out."

"There is everything to figure. Not just with us, but with this life we have created."

"Why do you even want to do this with me. I gave you fucking get out of jail card. Just take it."

"What part of no 'I literally am in fucking love with you' don't you understand?" Emma was begging for Regina to see reason at this point, "If this wasn't a sign that you and I were meant to be then what is."

"God damn it Emma. This isn't love." Reaching her limit Regina Pushed Emma as hard as she could causing the woman blonde haired woman to let go of her and fall to the floor. "Is this you thinking you are in love? Why because I am the only one who wouldn't have sex with you when we were 14? Because I stupidly aloud myself to fall for your stupid charming ways and got pregnant?" Regina Moved to tower over Emma. "Just because you say you love me that doesn't me anything. You being a dick is not love. You sleeping around with other people while getting to know me is not love. You fucking some other girl while on the phone with me having to listen to you IS NOT FUCKING LOVE! So forgive me for fighting what I truly feel because I know if I fall for you and you cheat on me I will literally die, " Regina took a deep breath, "because I truly love you. " Regina quickly rubbed her face as a way to fight back her tears, "'Love' isn't just word Emma. Love is action. 'Love' is me waiting for year for you to show me that you want to be with only me. Love is finally realizing this person who knows you so well respect's you. 'Love' knows that when you look at that person you know they are the only one for you and visas versa. 'Love' sometimes knows that being without that person is better than being with."