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March 9th

Regina

This didn't feel right and she knew it. Ever since they had sex for what she believed to be the first official time something changed. Both she and Emma were different. Emma was more affectionate. She would hold Regina's hand more. When they kissed it was as if Emma made her feel as if it would be there last one ever. Emma did more chivalrous things like open car doors and regular doors. If Regina was cold Emma would give up her sweater. She would even make breakfast in bed for Regina sometimes. They were having sex every time they saw each other. Though Regina did not want to label it due to her denial they were a couple.

Regina on the other hand…Emma was drowning her in affection, but that is was happening. Regina felt like she was drowning. At first it wasn't so bad. Then Daniel started to want more from their dating and Regina felt herself giving in to his wants. They hadn't had sex because she would change the topic or make up some excuse to not be that physical with him.

She felt dirty though. Never had she ever thought she would become like the old Emma juggling multiple women. She felt guilty. She didn't want to hurt either of them, but most of all Emma. She could feel herself becoming more defensive and disconnected around Emma. Although she knew Emma was doing her very best. She was snappish with the other woman and it wasn't right. The feeling was even worse when Daniel was "seducing" if that is what you would want to call it that.

While the made out Daniel would literally cover all exposed area with more spit then any person should. Then he would dry hump her leg or whatever he could find till he would get a hard on. If you could call it that, he was so small that when he pressed himself again her leg it felt like a tennis ball. Most times she would have to pretend Emma was the one ravaging her, but after a while her reality would catch up with her and she knew he would never be her. Hands roughly started pulling at her shirt.

"Daniel," She tried to push him off, "Daniel stop." She pushed him a little harder.

"What wrong?" He asked hot and sweaty.

"I don't want to do this," she squirmed away from him.

"But we have been dating for a while now I just thought that we could you know," he shyly questioned. This is what got her he would guilt her into getting what he wanted. She frustrated herself at how easy she gave in, but she wouldn't give in to this.

"Look I just don't want to have sex with you I don't have that kind of attraction to you." Regina tried to smooth it over. She could see the hurt in his eyes.

"Or is that you are having sex with someone else? Your Ex?" he accused. Regina just laughed.

"My Ex is gay."

"I mean Emma," He angrily spit. Regina raised an eyebrow at him and instantly became defensive.

"First Emma and I have never dated. Secondly you and I are not officially dating. Thirdly never bring Emma up again." She pushed him off of her and stood up.

"So your telling me you were just that easy you let some random person get you pregnant, but you won't let me the person you are dating not only meet son but have simple sex with you!" he seethed.

"Fuck you. I was trying to be nice. You know nothing about me. I am not easy. I never have been easy and never will be." she pushed him back. "And you will never meet my son, because you have never meant anything to me." She pushed him again, "you and your small as dick can find someone else because I'm done with you." She pushed him one more time then turned to gather her stuff. She left out the door slamming it effectively behind her.

She was crying. She didn't know if it was out of relief or anger. As the cool air hit her face she felt better. Everything was going to be better she knew it. Quickly she walked to her car got in and drove to the middle of scenic nowhere. Still amped up on energy she got out of her car only trudge a few feet away. The pent up anger and frustration she had caused herself was released into the cold frozen world with one gut wrenching scream. The force of which caused her to fall to her knees.

As she caught her breath a wave of relief and peace washed over her. All her confusion over her current situation was solved. Her sudden epiphany made her realize that her stubbornness has put her into a current position she had not wanted to be in and where she really wanted to be was right in front of her the whole time. Gathering herself she knew what she had to do. She got into her car and drove home.

Emma

"Good morning kid," Emma said pulling the smiling boy out of his crib. He wore an elephant onesie with the cutes hood that had ears and a trunk. Emma loved it. She would always put him in it although she knew he would soon grow out of it. "Your mom should be home soon I bet she will be so happy to see you." She kissed his head. This was her life and strangely she loved it.

She and Regina had gotten more serious with there not relationship. While not knowing there actual status was driving her crazy. She could deal with that, but what was bothering her most was Regina was acting distant. It made Emma feel like Regina was regretting the decision to have sex with her. What confused her even more was that they kept having sex. She really needed to talk to Regina and figure this out. As if on cue Regina walked into the room with a stressed out energy taking Emma by surprise.

"Hey beautiful." Emma smiled.

"Hey," Regina kissed her on the lips again surprising Emma. Usually Emma initiated the kisses but she wouldn't complain.

"How was your study session?" Went into the closet Emma knew it was to hang up her coat and scarf.

"It was eventful," Regina came out and it only took a second for Emma to see it, "but I don't think there will be any more of them."

"What the fuck is that?" Emma growled filling with anger instantly.

"What?" Regina was taken back. Emma put her son down knowing she shouldn't by holding him in this state.

"That shit on your neck!" Emma yelled. Regina's eyes got huge she had never seen Emma this mad before. Rushing over to a mirror Regina inspected the area. Angering Emma even more, "Don't you fucking dare make up a lie or say I left it, because as you have said a million times before I should know!" Emma took the first thing she could find which was her phone and threw it into a wall breaking it. The loud noise startled Henry causing him to start crying uncontrollably.

"Emma!" Regina yelled. "Stop!" she picked up the crying baby trying to soothe him, "Leave now." Knowing it was best Emma turned from the room slamming the door so hard everyone in the house knew there was something wrong.

Needing to leave she stomped down the stair flung open the front door only to find Daniel standing at the door.

"What are you doing here?" Daniel seethed out.

"Excuse me?" Emma was over the top now, "Who the fuck do you think you are coming here asking a stupid question?"

"I'm Regina's boyfriend and I have a right to know why you are here!" Daniel pushed Emma. Not thinking as she was consumed by the full out blinding anger pushed him back causing him to stumble and almost slip on ice. In the background Emma could hear the commotion of yelling behind her. A second later a hand touched Emma chest and the familiar smell of Regina's perfume alerted her to not lash out physically at the invading person.

"Don't you ever put your hands on me or swear to everything that is holy I will fucking kill you!" Emma pushed forward a little but allowed Regina's hand to stop her.

"Emma!" Regina yelled.

"Call the Sheriff," Regina's father told someone.

"Get the fuck out of my way." Daniel tried to push through Regina, "I going to kick her ass."

"Daniel!" Regina yelled.

"Come at me bro. You're lucky she is in my way or else I would murder you." Emma pushed again.

"Stop!" Regina yelled again in vain.

"Big talk from someone hiding behind this slut." Daniel barked and pointed his finger right in her face.

"Yo, don't ever fucking call her a slut," Emma batted his finger away. The next think she knew was that Daniel pushed Regina out of the way effectively knocking her into the snow covered ground. Daniel then charged Emma with a fist flying only to have Emma dodge the intended punch. She grabbed him slamming him into the ground and started wailing on him. Daniel was able to roll them throw a couple of punches that Emma blocked. She rolled them again so she was on top. She was able to get a good right punch in stunning the man. Before she could punch him again two people grabbed her pulling her off of Daniel. Not caring she fought threw their hold. Succeeding Emma ran over to the still dazed man kicked him twice before she was grabbed again thrown to the floor. Three bodies had to hold her down before she was placed into cuffs, but still struggled.

"Emma Stop!" Her father's voice broke her rage. Then and only then did she know she was defeated. She rested her head face first in the snow. Tears started to fall from Emma's eyes and she couldn't control them. The realization that her heart was once again broken by the woman she would never have soaked her body.

She had tried so hard to be the person this woman wanted only to have her heart broken again. Or maybe she had fooled herself into thinking that after everything they would live happily ever after. Then again Emma did not deserve her happy ending. 'This isn't a Disney movie Emma' she told herself as she lay in the snow. Only when she picked up from the ground did she look over at Regina for a brief moment. Regina had a small cut over her lip and her eyes were sad almost apologetic. Emma looked away she couldn't stand to look at her any longer.

In the police cruiser Emma sat staring out the opposite window then the Regina's house had been. She wouldn't, she couldn't, look at the mother of her child, but she knew Regina was watching her. Silent tears rolled down her face as her father jumped into the vehicle.

"What was that about?" Her father said as he jumped in the car.

"A stupid kid with the hope of having a family with the person she loves only to find out it will never happen."

March 11th

Regina

She was literally about to flip her mind. Not only did the whole town hear about the fight involving Daniel and Emma. Now the blonde had been all, but avoiding her. Only asking how Henry was doing by text. When she would try text or call Emma she would be ignored. On Saturday night when the doorbell rang she had hoped it was Emma only to find Daniel sitting outside her door with floors. He tried to apologize for his actions and promised it would never happen again begging that she would give him another try.

After talking to her parents and explaining what had happened they expressed their concerns that Regina was one being a floosy, two being irresponsible and three hurting Emma to the point that she would soon start resenting Regina. Regina knew all of this but hearing it from her parents made her heart ache. Regina decided she really needed to talk to Emma and begged her a million times to please talk to her.

When Daniel showed up instead Regina lost it. She told him that they were nothing between them. She never wanted anything between them. That he was a mistake and the only reason she gave him the time of day was straight out of pity. That if he ever tried to contact her, his number was blocked. That if she ever saw him again with in 100ft of her home she would castrate him. When he tried to beg her to give it one more shot she slammed the door on his face. Went to her father's barbeque stuff pulled a lighter and lighter fluid. Went back outside grabbed the five dollar flowers doused them in liquid and lit them on fire. Then ordered him to leave her property and never return. Once he left tail between his legs she went back inside and bombarded Emma's phone. She even went as far to go to Emma's house to physically hunt her down only to be turned away by Emma's mother.

Now she was at work grinding her teeth as she watched Emma in the Rabbit Hole drinking with the owner's daughter. When came in to work the the first thing she saw was the already drunk Emma in the bar and she was stunned to know that the bar was allowing it. When she brought it to the attention of the manager he informed her, the owner said it was okay for the day. So now for the last 5 hours she watched as Emma drank and flirted with this girl.

"Hey, Regina I am taking off could you keep an eye out on the Jane's table they have been drinking like fishes." Her co-worker asked.

"I really don't think that's a good idea." Regina tried, "Can't you just stay." She begged

"No I am sorry I have a dinner date," Regina deflated, "I know it will be hard, but Jane has been tipping like crazy."

"UGH Fine." Regina slumped.

Five minutes later Regina found her herself walking up to the pairs table. She tried to hide her emotions, but was never good at hiding them.

"Hey, Leslie has left for the night I'll be serving you for the rest of it. What can I get you?" She ran a hand threw her hair as she took in Emma's arm over Jane's shoulder. Janes hand on her thigh slowly creeping its way up Emma's leg.

"I'll have Cran Vodka and Emma will have a shot of Cuervo and a Modelo. Right?" She smiled. Emma nodded leaning over and whispering something in the girl's ear making her giggle. Regina stood there still watching this sickening moment. She tried to hold back the tears but they were coming. She had fucked up and history was repeating itself. Emma had gone back to her stupid childish ways where they would ignore each other's existence. Without a word Regina turned around left the table exited the bar. She did care about her job right know she just had to get out.

The cold snow fell from the sky and the clean air did nothing to stop her shattering heart. "Your so fucking stupid Regina." She said to herself out loud. She soon realized she could not breathe. 30 minutes later she was freezing but she couldn't go back in there. She knew they would get someone else to pour their drinks. The door creaked open and the footsteps that were coming through stopped. She knew it was Emma.

"What are you doing?" Emma said after a minute.

"I can't breathe," she struggled out.

"What do you mean you can't breathe?" Emma cautiously stepped up to her.

"In there. Out here. I can't breathe." It was taking so much for her to breathe and gasped out. Her chest hurt. The cold was not helping. Nothing was. The pain was unbearable. But she kept gasping air getting harder to come by.

"Regina stop." Emma commanded as she gasped.

"I can't," she began to shake. Emma grabbed her turning her to face her.

"You need to calm down."

"I can't," Emma pulled out her phone. Regina didn't know who Emma was talking too. Everything was going black. "It hurts. It hurts." A sudden pain washed over her chest.

"What hurts?" Emma was now panicked making everything worse.

"My chest. My heart," Emma was still on the phone, "I'm dying." She didn't know what she was thinking, but she knew she was dying. 'Henry' she thought. He would have to live without her. She started to gasp harder. Soon the sound of sirens filled the night air. Within minutes the flashes of blue and red light marked their impending arrival. "I cant. I dying."