The next few weeks, Allie didn't talk to really anyone. She asked Bobby to move out of the house. She wasn't sure she wanted to file for divorce but she just couldn't be near him. She needed to think about things. She had rented a house nearby for her and Carlie and she told Bobby that he could live in their house now that she wasn't there. But he said he was staying with Alexa for the time being and Allie hated that. Hated that he was staying with that slut.

"How are you?" Brianne asked her sister as they were having tea. Allie had called her a few days after Bobby moved out and told her what had happened. Brianne was in shock. She never would have thought Bobby would cheat on Allie.

"I don't know. I guess I'm still shocked by it all." Allie replied. "Bobby is supposed to come over today and get Carlie for a visit. I made it clear that I didn't want that whore around my daughter. So, he agreed to not have Carlie near her."

Brianne nodded. "Are you sure you can't forgive him?"

"I don't know right now. I'm so mad. I can't really think about that right now."

"Have you and he talked about it?"

"No, we haven't."

"Then you should," Brianne replied. "Let me take Carlie tonight and you talk with him when he comes over. And then tell him to come and get Carlie from me if the talk doesn't go well."

Allie sighed. "Alright."

Brianne nodded and got things together and headed out with Carlie. She hoped Bobby and Allie could work it out. She knew her sister loved him and despite his cheating, she knew he loved her too.

Allie sat with a glass of wine waiting for Bobby to arrive. She heard a knock on the door and headed to open it. "Hey." She said when she did.

"Hey, Carlie ready to go?" He asked.

"She's with Brianne." She replied. "I thought we could talk. And then you can get her from Brianne."

"Alright. What did you want to talk about?"

"I think you know." She replied. "How could you cheat on me?"

He sat down on the sofa. "I don't know. I guess I was feeling neglected. Our love life wasn't like it was."

"We have a child now. It couldn't stay the same."

"I know but I expected more than it had been lately."

"Are you blaming me for this? Because I made our child my top priority?"

"I'm not blaming you. This was my doing but you have to know you were so focused on Carlie."

She sighed. "I'm sorry I was focused on our child. Sorry, I put our child first." She said very sarcastically.

"I didn't mean it like that." He sighed. "This is getting us nowhere. I'm going to go and get Carlie."

She walked over to him. "I just want you to explain to me how you could do this."

"I don't know." He sighed. "The fact that I felt neglected is the only reason I have."

Allie looked at him and asked the questions that were bothering her. "What does she do for you? Is she better than me?"

"No, she isn't."

"Is she prettier than me? Thinner than me? Do you not find me attractive anymore? Is that why this happened. The fact that I had a baby makes me less attractive to you."

He placed a hand on her face. "No, none of those things." He leaned in and kissed her. "I'm sorry Allie. I'm very sorry." He kissed her again. He felt her kiss him back and they were soon having sex on the sofa in her house.

Allie looked at her husband and got up afterward. "You should go." She said getting dressed.

"What?" He asked her. "You want me to leave?" He looked at her. He thought what happened might be a new starting point for them and she could forgive him.

"Yes, I do." She replied. "In your words, this was a mistake. Leave."

He got dressed and looked at her. "I'm going get Carlie from Brianne and bring her back later."

"Alright." She replied as he walked out. She called Brianne and told her Bobby was coming to get Carlie. She knew none of her questions were really answered about his affair. Plus he was still sleeping with Alexa, she knew he was. And the thought of it made her blood boil. If he really wanted to be in their marriage, he would have ended the affair not continued it. Maybe she should file for divorce from him. But she couldn't deny that she was confused about what she wanted. She wasn't sure she wanted to divorce him but she also knew she wasn't sure she could forgive him either. It was questions she didn't know the answer to and she wasn't sure she would know or get the answers she wanted.

She decided to give it a few months and then see how she felt. She had hoped Bobby would move to a hotel but he stayed with Alexa. She knew if he moved, it meant he wanted to try and had ended things with Alexa. But she knew since he was staying at her place, it must have meant he wanted Alexa. Allie knew it meant he probably had fallen out of love with her and in love with Alexa. And she had no idea what to do now or what she wanted to do. But she couldn't forgive him or anything as long as he was staying with that whore. It made Allie feel like he had made his choice and it wasn't her or Carlie. But she still wasn't sure if that was the case with him. And she had to admit she was afraid to ask. Afraid to hear him say that he was in love with Alexa and he didn't love her anymore. And that would break her heart into pieces if he said he didn't love her anymore. She still loved him so much but this hurt her so much. So, she knew time was what she needed to figure things out and she decided to do just that. She would take the time she needed to think about things and decide if she could forgive him and stay married to him if that was what he wanted. But only time would tell where it all went. And if she would have the courage to ask him what he wanted and get the answers to her questions about if he still loved her or if he wanted to be with Alexa now and get divorced. Maybe time was what they both needed.

To read more about Allie and Bobby and the aftermath of this story, read In Spite Of It All.