Chapter 5
Harry woke first the next morning he shifted back to his human form after wiggling away from his new parents. He stood looking at the sun wondering for the first time if he could do this all over again knowing what would happen if he failed. He watched as the sun rose even higher just enjoying the silence, he was so lost in his thoughts that he did not notice that Remus was up and looking at him until Remus's hand landed on his shoulder.
Harry reacted so fast to that before Remus knew it he was on his back with Harry on top of him, teeth bared, growling, and a wand to his throat. Remus understood that this was his new son's battle instincts honed from years of fighting against one thing or another. He knew he had to take this slow or Harry would attack.
"Harry, it's ok calm down. Your safe and no one is going to harm you just calm down." Remus soothing his cub raising his hands slowly to showing he was unarmed and baring his throat as well so that Harry's wolf knew that he was no threat. It took a few seconds for Harry to realize what he was doing that he was not in battle. Harry got a look of complete fear then he dropped his wand and scrambled of his new father. He curled up crying as he said "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry please don't hate me for this." Harry continued to cry.
Remus noticed that Sirius was awake and had seen the whole thing they knew now that Harry felt like he was disposable that if he did one thing wrong they would get rid of him. The Harry stood slowly and began to speak "I'll go, I understand that don't want me now thank you for giving me a taste of what a real family feels like I will always remember it. I'll go my own way and I'll do what I planned on doing anyway but I'll do it on my own. You won't hear from me again." Tears streamed down Harry's face as he said this Remus ran to Harry before he could move pulling him into his embrace.
"You are not going anywhere without us cub, you are our son now and we are not letting you go. We will follow you till the day we die." Remus pushed Harry back just a little so that he could look Harry in the eye so that he could see the truth reflected in them "We love you Harry, you have already been though this war once and now you are going to relive it from the other side. I scared you and your battle instincts kicked in I can't not blame you for that. If you leave cub we will just follow you where ever you go until you realize we are with you till the end. You are our son our cub and we love. Remember this and you will never be alone."
Harry just started crying into his father's shirt and Remus held him close letting him get all the pent up emotions that Harry had held in since before he was sent back. Until Harry was spent he stayed in Remus's embrace. Harry fell asleep in Remus's arms mentally exhausted. Remus picked Harry up into his arms bridle stile and nodded to Sirius who understood and both of them and Harry appirated out of the woods and back to the house. He carried Harry to his new room and laid him down on the bed. He watched as Harry curled into a ball whimpering in his sleep. Remus looked at Sirius who nodded back as he curled around his cub Remus shifted again into his wolf form and curled around his cubs front Harry's hand gripped Remus's fur for comfort. He also cuddled into Remus's sided subconsciously seeking comfort from his father. He looked over his sons head at his mate and noticed he was asleep to so Remus stayed awake watching over his family.