A Little Update

because why the heck not, amirite?

Uhh, well, i'm not really sure where to begin.

I guess I should start first by not updating as much as I probably should. Life demands that I start putting things back on track, which leaves me really, disgustingly tired, and almost no time for much of anything anymore. Well, except maybe playing a little bit of elsword when i'm not busy with chores and the like. So, I guess I should start there. I'm really, really sorry, and believe me, I would LOVE to start updating more. But I need to start focusing on school, so that I can finally start doing the things I ultimately want to do with my life. Writing will ALWAYS be one of the few things in my life that I will always enjoy, but at the same time, I want to spoil the family I want to have some day, and that demands being a normal human being, not a lump of self-loathing and ridiculous amounts of doubt and stress. Sitting on my ass was never something I've liked doing, even when I feel as terrible as I do right now, but lately that's all I've been able to do for reasons, and it fucking sucks.

Don't get me wrong, I'm still going to be updating this, and any other fanfics when I have the chance. I hate leaving things unfinished. But I don't know when i'll be able to update consistently, so please be patient with me. Thanks for sticking around as long as you have, honestly, and to the few readers I have left, you have my undying thanks. Your reviews have helped in ways I can't even begin to express, and I feel like maybe I've grown a little bit due to your support and to the few that even pointed out errors with my spelling and grzammar (although such things still exist, but that's beside the point).

Moving on.

I'll try posting a New Years thing sometime tonight or tomorrow, but that may be all I can do while I try to get my life sorted out. I know I've said this before once upon a time, but if you ever want to join me on Elsword (Either NA or Void) then here are the characters you'll most likely find me on:

Void:
Breakthrough - IP - 37
PainofHamel - TT - 55(?)
Niamara - CN - 70
Nereisse - EM - 62
ValkyrRen - GA - 51

NA:
PainofHamel - IP - 63
KairuAlvan - RS - 52

Well, anyway, that's all I'll say for now. The fanfics i'll try to update during the following ear will be

Repaint Tomorrow (obviously)
Where Wisdom Slumbers
Since You've Been Gone
Proof I Exist (may rewrite)

and there are some I would love to actually publish, had I the time to get them down properly.

Well, that's all from me. Happy New Year, folks.

~shine