Adjusting to Changes

by dreamer1415

When the Loud parents die in an accident, it is up to the three oldest girls to take care of their youngest siblings. Luna notices the family starts to drift apart as they are hurting. It's up to her to bring the family back together, and at the same time, she's wondering if she should quit music for good. The siblings will get closer than ever as they try to convince her not to.

16. Chapter 16

I'm the worst.

Literally, the worst.

So I'm still alive hello how are you guys? been a while, huh? I'm seriously gonna be in big trouble for only writing authors notes

First off I wanna start off by saying yesterday was my 17th birthday. Yikes I feel pretty old. So happy birthday to me. A year ago I wrote a chapter for Adjusting to Changes. Now I haven't even updated for a year. Honestly speaking, idk what I'm doing anymore. School has been shit, my life has been shit, and I just couldn't deal with writing. I lost a family member a while back, and for the past few months I've been distant and quiet. I've completely changed and I hate it. I want to be happy again, I just don't know how.

I have been on fanfiction, reading all of your amazing stories. I'm posting this authors note on both my stories, so I'm gonna talk about both down below.

Remember when I said I get hooked onto a show and forget about old ones? So after being obsessed with Winx Club, I became obsessed with Rugrats, and was thisclose in writing a Rugrats fanfic. Then suddenly I started watching Ducktales, and EVERYTHING changed. Bye bye Rugrats, Hello Ducktales.

I suck.

I want to write a Ducktales fanfic but I keep telling myself that I need to wait and finish the two stories I have. So now onto the info ya'll have been waiting for.

First off, the Loud House. I haven't been reading Loud House fanfics at all lately. I still watch when new episodes come out, but fanfic has been kinda off for me. I honestly do not know what to do with this story. I wrote half of the new chapter, but idk what to do now. I'm seriously considering either putting this up for adoption or just taking some time and wiating a while before updating. I know y'all really want this, so to all you ATC fans, what do you think? Should I hand this story over to someone else? Or are you willing to wait a longgg while before updating? Let me know!

Now to Winx Club, or Life as We Know It. I still love Winx and still read the fanfics all the time. (My fav is SeaEmerald and SassySolarian go check them out :) I will update this story for sure, it ain't going nowhere. I really just need some time. Maybe a few weeks, or maybe a few months.

Idk who I am anymore. I feel lost in this world, and I don't want to get any of your hopes up by making you think I'm going to update. I need time, I need space. I need to mourn over my loss. I really need to just take a breather and relax. According to my friend, my birthday yesterday was the first time she saw me smiling in like months.

Please guys, I really need time. I love all of you so much and I'm really sorry for doing this.

xoxo, dreamergirl :)