Taka looks at her dad's sad eyes, but was quiet. She was still in shock. She was in shock but Landon, well he felt nothing. Dean finally asks them if they has anything to say. He waited quietly, worried when out of nowhere, Taka spoke up, " How the FUCK could you do this to us, DEAN!" She had never called him that other than when she was introducing him to her friends. She watched his wide eyes and kept on.
"Did you ever stop to consider that Landon or I might have wanted to know our fathers? No, of course you didn't! All you thought was yourself and to hell with consequences! So, tell us, what was so bad that you couldn't face instead of running away like a fucking coward!?"
Dean, tears in his eyes, stuttered, crying, and answered, " S..Seth was proposing to Roman, I walked in on it," She continued her rant, " So is that a reason to have kept us from them? Do they even know about us? I bet not!" She had tears streaming down her face. Shaking her head, she turned to walk away, but stopped to turn back and says " FUCK YOU DEAN! I fucking hate you!" She stormed out to her car and left.
Landon says nothing. Just got up, went inside and up to his room and closes the door. Dean is so hurt that he cries hard, tears flowing freely. He, too, gets up and goes inside to his room, closes the door. Once inside he throws himself onto the bed and sobs hard into his pillow, falling asleep.
It's been several days since explaining his situation with Seth and Roman to his children, and the big blow-out with Taka. She had gotten her things from the house and moved in with a friend. Dean tried to talk to his daughter, but it was in vain because she only ignored him and left. Dean took Taka's leaving so hard he became sick and locked himself away, for the most part, in his bedroom.
It's been nearly three weeks since Dean has even set foot out of his bedroom. Landon is still in the home and talks to his sister everyday, making sure she's updated about Dean. She really didn't care for the first week and a half. But, Landon kept telling her that dad was not coming out of his room at all. She said, " So. Let him stay in there, serves him right!" Landon began to get extremely stressed out about his dad, because the entire time, he's been making Dean's meals and each time he goes back to see if he's eaten, Dean's tray has not been moved and nothing had been touched. Landon's very worried about their dad and asks Taka to please come home and see if she can get through to Dean.
Taka arrives at the house mid-morning, a bit anxious about what she may or may not find. She and Landon sit at the kitchen table, talking about Dean, about how Landon while laying in his bed, hears Dean curses and breaks who knows what in his bedroom. Then turning the conversation to their father not eating and that it's been like this for weeks.
Dean is still locked inside his room. It looked as if an F-5 tornado had been let go in there. Glass littered the floor from his breaking lamps, pictures, mirrors, and he'd broken dressers, ripped up clothing and cut up luggage, even his important papers. He didn't care about any of it. He had just given up completely. Refuses to eat or drink because he feels as if doesn't deserve it.
Dean even went as far as to start cutting on his own legs, where nobody would see it. Scar after scar, and even some fresh cuts were noticeable now, but he doesn't care, he feels as if he has nothing left to lose at this point. He's lost Seth, the real love of his life, to Roman, the man who was suppose to be his best friend. He's lost his kids because of his actions and lies.
Dean starts to cry again as he cuts his wrists this time, he just doesn't care anymore, he's lost everyone he loves. He watches the crimson red flow from his wrist as it drains from his already weakened body. He tries to stand up off the bed but trips and loses his balance, hits the floor and passes out.