Sorry for the LOOOOOONG wait everyone! I am going to be taking an AEMT (Advanced Emergency Medical Technician) class this Spring Semester. It's 10 credits in all, which means I'm doing 15 hours a week for this class. Among that I will be doing clinical hours.

So in short, I will be VERY busy. so sorry in advanced if I don't update my stories as much. Happy New Year everyone!

Bumblebee lay on his berth, thinking about Knockout. He really liked him, but he knew he couldn't hide it from his teammates any longer. He should just tell them the truth, but that could ends things with KnockOut. The yellow mech was in such a predicament.

Bumble sighed. Why was life so hard right now?!

He was suppose to be meeting KnockOut tonight, but he wasn't sure he should go. Maybe he should just call this on off tonight...

KnockOut dancing filled Bumblebee's helm though. Seeing the red con dance like that, it was quite unusual, but still so beautiful. Perhaps if saw KnockOut again, he could make him dance again. With that thought, he was definitely going to see KnockOut tonight.

The yellow scout hummed with excitement.

"And where do you think you're going?"

Bumblebee stopped in his tracks, and turned around. He found Arcee looking at him with her servos on her hips. She didn't seem mad though. Her optics were filled with curiosity than anger.

"I was just gonna take a drive out..." he shrugged.

Arcee didn't look convinced," Out where?"

"Just someplace other than here. I'm kinda bored." He said, trying to sound convincing.

She just rolled her optics, " Whatever you say Bee. I've been noticing you leaving a lot lately. Something you want to talk about?"

Bumblebee's spark ached. He really wish he could. He wanted to tell her everything and let all the pressure and stress go. But he couldn't. Not right now.

"No, I'm fine." He said and transformed before Arcee could say anything. He felt bad, but KnockOut was on the line! He drove out into a starry night. It was such a calming scene. He sped up and thought, tonight is gonna be so much fun...

A Little Later...

Bumblebee sped past Knockout for the fifth time. He knew he shouldn't have won this much...Was there something wrong with KnockOut?

They stopped and Bumblebee transformed.

"You alright KnockOut?" Bumblebee asked.

The red mech transformed, "I'm fine." But his optics and face said otherwise.

Bumblebee didn't know what to do. He would have normally grabbed his servo and tried to comfort him. But this was KnockOut and not one of his friends. This decepticon was quite confusing.

"KnockOut, if there is anything bothering you, you can tell-"

"Just stop, okay?"

Bumblebee was taken a back," Hey, I was only trying to help!"

KnockOut turned around and yelled at the scout," Let me clue you in, you're not!"

Bumblebee glared at him," Why are you even yelling at me."

What the heck was this mech's problem?! Was it something he did? KnockOut started to storm off. Bumblebee knew at that moment, if he didn't do anything now, he would lose KnockOut forever. he didn't want that.

Bumblebee ran up to the red mech and grabbed his servo, "Listen to me!"

KnockOut didn't look back at him," What do you want"

"Did I do something wrong?" The scout hummed sadly.

KnockOut still didn't look at him, " I...I have to leave." and ripped his servo out of Bumblebee's grasp.

"Don't you understand how much I-" Bumblebee started, feeling furious.

"HOW MUCH YOU WHAT?" KnockOut yelled, and turned around at the yellow scout.

Bumblebee was taken a back. Instead of anger in KnockOut's optics, they were filled with something else: sorrow. What was wrong with him? Bumblebee felt concerned and fearful.

Bumblebee stood his ground and looked at him," How much I care for you."

"You weren't suppose to say that..." KnockOut looked down, defeated.

"What's wrong with me liking you?" a thoroughly confused Bumblebee said.

KnockOut sighed," Because if I lose you, I don't know what will happen to me...I've already lost someone I loved..."

Bumblebee fully understood now. KnockOut did like him, but was afraid to lose him.

"You won't lose me, I promise." Bumblebee said.

A surge of anger filled KnockOut's voice," How can you promise that if you don't know the future!"

"As long as it's with you, I'll be fine."

"You don't understand, There's so much about me you don't know."

Bumblebee held out his servo," Then let me get to know you."

KnockOut stared at the servo. He really cared for Bumblebee and like him, but this?... He couldn't. He or Bumblebee would eventually get hurt.

"I know..I mean...we, us, can't happen." KnockOut stuttered.

Bumblebee wanted to cry. Why was he talking about? What was the point of meeting then?!

"You can't just leave me like that!" Bumblebee buzzed.

Knockout looked at the scout's blue optics. Under the moonlight, the were so pure looking. Having to think that could be destroyed, he looked away.

"I love you."

KnockOut optics widened. He feared those words. They were the same thing...same thing Breakdown used to say.

"And so did Breakdown."

KnockOut looked back at Bumblebee. He tried his hardest, but in this world, you always needed someone. He did also love him, he admitted.

He finally gave in and hugged Bumblebee," I love you too, but I'm afraid of losing you."

Bumblebee hugged him back," I'll try my hardest to be with you."

The stayed like that, Knockout loving how warm Bee was.

Just got love the fluff, right? SQUEE! Thanks for reading :)