Hey sorry about the wait guys but chapter 6 is now up, I'd like to thank anyone and everyone who has been commenting it's been great hearing your thoughts and opinions on the story looking for more great thoughts and opinions from you all. Just another disclaimer I do not own any of the Inuyasha characters or original Inuyasha plot just my own plot and my own character Mira the wolf demon.
Chapter 6: Feelings and Thoughts
Kikyo's view:
Now that things are going well I think I shall stay here for a while with Naraku and plan some more horrible plans to make their lives even more miserable a smirk spread across my face as I went up to Naraku. "Shall we sit together and plan of more despicable things for the band of misfits?" I ask Naraku smiles slyly "Why Kikyo it would be a pleasure… As long as you promise to stay by me and not that half bred mongrel" Naraku replied as he held his hand out. I smiled and took his hand "As if I would love that dog, I have no use for him nor do I care for his unconditional dying love for me" I replied as I snuggled myself against Naraku's body, I heard him chuckle "So I take it you'll be my mate and only mine then…" Naraku said as he wrapped me in his arms and hugged me tightly, possessively. I looked up at him to see him looking into my eyes "I'll always be yours, my dear Naraku" I said then he planted a possessive, lustful kiss upon my lips, our lips parted "That's good to hear… You runt go and do your job and get close to Inuyasha, Kagura and Kanna you may leave now" Naraku said the three of them left immediately as soon as he ordered them to go.
Mira's View:
I stood in the doorway disgusted by Naraku and Kikyo cuddling and plotting to kill Inuyasha and his friends, Inuyasha was kind and nice he saved me from the Tiger Demons so he didn't have a bad heart, my thoughts were interrupted "You runt go and do your job and get close to Inuyasha, Kagura and Kanna you may leave now" Naraku said. I gladly left, I couldn't stand watching them or even being apart of this whole plot to kill Inuyasha and his friends but sadly I didn't have a choice because of this stupid necklace I'm under Kikyo's control and Kikyo loves Naraku so that makes me his servant as well. I growled softly "So how will you get back to Inuyasha without causing a fuss?" a voice asked I turned to see Kagura walking up beside me "I'll just go to Koga's den, I am a wolf demon and so I can get into the den easily enough but I'll have to think of a good reason for being there I can't just walk into another wolf tribe without a good reason" I replied.
Kagura smiled and flicked her fan up "Then let me give them a good reason to help, we will battle, you'll get hurt and run to them… That good enough to get you in?" Kagura said I hated the idea of betraying and lying to Inuyasha and the wolf tribe but I have too. I nodded "Yep that'll get me in but I can't have you and Kanna giving me orders from Naraku and Kikyo all the time once I'm a part of the group It'll be tough to get away from them" I replied Kagura nodded "We better wait till morning to tell Naraku and Kikyo your plan till then take one of the rooms in the castle and get some rest you won't be doing much sleeping when you start your job, trust me" Kagura said and turned down a corridor, Kanna followed Kagura. I just hope Inuyasha and the others kill Narkau and Kikyo soon, though once this is over I'll have to tell everyone my part in all of this even though it was not my intention to be a part of this I will probably be banished or my leader will take my head, I just hope Inuyasha can see through Kikyo's lies before it's too late.
Kagome's View:
I sat out on the ledge of the cliff outside the cave entrance, my legs dangling over the edge as I watch the sunset I sighed heavily and hung my head "Kagome, I'm sorry if I didn't snap back at Inuyasha we wouldn't have argued…" Koga's voice I turned my body slightly to see Koga standing a few paces away from me with a sad look in his eyes. "Koga will you sit with me?" I ask Koga nodded slightly and came and sat beside me as my gaze focussed back on the sunset "It's not your fault Koga you know that right? Inuyasha is just hot-headed" I said I didn't get any response and looked up at Koga he was watching the sunset. The colours from the sunset had illuminated him, he looked like a god, his face was serious but yet gentle, sad but happy in a way, I smiled at how handsome he looked and a slight blush took over my face, I looked back at the sunset with a smile still spread across my face "It's beautiful, I wish could just stay here forever…" I said softly. "Kagome?" Koga said softly I looked up at him and smiled brightly "This place, watching the sunset with you, I feel so safe here as if it were a second home…" I said, I looked back at the sunset, I could feel Koga's loving gaze on me, I think Miroku and Sango are right I think I really am falling for Koga, I can't believe how stupid I was not to notice that Koga has always been true and has always been there for me and said over and over that he loves me and yet I pushed him away.
I felt my swell up with tears, I tried to hold them in but it didn't worked tears rolled down my face "Kagome?" Koga said I turned back to look at him "Koga… I'm so sorry, I never really took in your feelings for me before and I wanted to believe that Inuyasha was the one I loved but since I have been with you I now know what my feelings are for him and I'm sorry for every time that you pro-claimed your love for me and I didn't acknowledge it…" I said as hugged Koga and sobbed on his chest. I felt Koga embrace me back his arms holding me close to him, tightly in a loving embrace "Kagome, I never expected anything back from you, I love you and I want you to know just how much I love you, how far I will go to prove my love for you, you owe me nothing" Koga said softly. "Koga thank you for everything, you've always been there for me and I want to return the favour I want to be there for you… Please let me be there for you" I said I felt Koga's grasp on me tighten "Kagome I…" Koga said I looked up at him and placed my finger to his lips. "Please Koga I won't ask for anything ever again if you just let me be there for you, to stand by you, even if it's just as a friend" I said with pleading eyes Koga looked at me with blush covering his cheeks Koga took my hand leaving him free to speak "Kagome if that's what you want, then it's fine by me but I just don't want you to get hurt…" Koga replied with a hint of sadness in his voice I hugged him "Koga thank you, I won't get hurt as long as I'm with you I know you'll never let anyone hurt me" I said.
Koga's View:
I smiled Kagome's being so open with me, she's never been this way before I wonder what's going on "Kagome I will always be there for you, just promise you won't do anything reckless" I said "I promise" Kagome replied and hugged me tighter. Kagome's never hugged me so tight before not that I'm complaining, but I feel like there's something going on… Maybe she's starting to fall for me, no she only thinks of me as a friend, I held Kagome in my arms and rested my head on hers, taking in her scent. I've been dreaming of Kagome being in my arms for so long and now here she is snuggling up against me though it means something different to her, I will always love her, I will always have the need to protect her like no other man could, to love her like no other man would. I smelt Inuyasha close by and heard him walk towards us "Hey sorry to tear you guys apart but I need to speak to Kagome" Inuyasha said, I wanted to tear him apart for ruining this moment with Kagome but I separated myself from her I gave Kagome a concerned look "I'll be ok Koga" Kagome said I nodded "Just yell if you need me" I said as I stood up and walked back into the cave.
Inuyasha's view:
As soon as Koga went back in the cave I took his spot sitting next to Kagome but not as close, I sighed "Look Kagome I'm sorry for thinking you would even do anything that Kikyo has said and I know that you don't feel the same way you used to… About me, about us but I wanted you to know that I've been thinking and all I want for you is for you to be happy" I said. I could feel Kagome's gaze on me "Inuyasha…" she said "No please just let me get all of this off my chest first, then I'll listen to whatever you have to say" I said "Ok" Kagome replied I looked at her staring into her brown eyes. "I have wronged you so many times and not once have I considered your feelings and I haven't even been that nice to let you go home too often and I'm sorry I really am…" I said I sighed and looked at the sunset. "I wanted you to know if you want to travel with Koga that's fine, if being with Koga and the rest of the wolves makes you happy then be with them, I want you to be happy, I know if you travel with me you will always continue to be hurt not only emotional but physically, whenever we happen to battle some demon you end up getting hurt…" I said and looked back to Kagome.
"I want to protect you Kagome but I'm so wrong for you, Koga can protect you more then I ever could… Koga never hesitated to say that he loved you but I haven't told you, it's always been Kikyo that I tell and now that she's doing all of this… Tricking me, deceiving me I don't know what to do and so I want to know if we… Kagome can we still be friends?" I asked looking at her worried. Not knowing what she'd say or how she'd react it was nerve racking, though no matter her answer if she ever needed help I'd be there for her I'd make sure of that, a few minutes had past us by. My gaze had turned back to the sun set "Inuyasha… Before you came out here Koga and I were talking and I told him that I wanted to be able to be there for him even if it I just stood by him as a friend and I'm going to do that for a long time I've made my choice to travel with Koga as much as I love traveling with Shippo, Sango, Kirara, Miroku and you, I love traveling with Koga, Ginta and Hakkaku and the wolves, I want you guys to get along, I want be able to travel with all of you without getting into a fight all the time…." Kagome said her gaze set upon the sun as the last light had vanished. "Inuyasha I want be your friend but I don't know if Kikyo is going to do something to ruin our friendship, I mean she has already caused so much fuss and we already have Naraku to deal with, if we're going to be friends you know seeing Kikyo is out of the question right? Even the others know she's not good anymore, she isn't the same Kikyo you knew fifty years ago she's different" Kagome said again.
Kagome's view:
Inuyasha sighed heavily "Yeah I was prepared to do that, to not see her and I won't see her anymore if that risks my friendship with not only you but the others as well, I promise to be a better friend and to be nicer to Koga and his pack" Inuyasha said I smiled. Inuyasha has finally opened up to me I'm glad he has, it's nice knowing that he still wants to be friends and wants to keep our friendship so much so that he wouldn't see Kikyo again "I think we should get inside, it's starting to get late" Inuyasha said. I nodded as Inuyasha got up and offered his hand I took his hand and he helped me up, I walked into the cave first and Inuyasha followed we head back over to were are group was sitting but I noticed Koga looked worried he was sitting in his designated area on his bed of hay and straw, Koga was talking to Ginta and Hakkaku. "Hey Inuyasha, I'm just going to see what the guys are talking about can you tell everyone I'll be over soon" I said Inuyasha nodded "Sure thing" Inuyasha said with a smile, I walked over to Koga, Ginta and Hakkaku.
"Hey, sorry if I'm interrupting but you guys look pretty worried over something, is everything ok?" I asked Koga blushed slightly "Everything's fine Kagome there's nothing to worry about" Koga said I smiled "Ok, well can I sit with you all then?" I asked. Koga smiled and nodded "Of course" Koga said I sat down next to Koga "So what did Inuyasha have to say? You don't have to tell..." Koga said and I cut him off "Koga if you want to know something just ask I'll tell you, Inuyasha came to apologize and accepts the fact that I want to stay and travel with you, he just wants me to be his friend and says that he is going to keep away from Kikyo from now on" I said. Ginta and Hakkaku looked at me blankly with confused expressions "He apologized and wanted you to still be his friend after everything his put you through…" Koga said I nodded "Yes, and he knows if he sees Kikyo again he will loose not only his friendship with me but with the others as well" I replied I could see Koga giving Inuyasha glare "Koga…" I said with a frown he looked back at me. "Koga, Inuyasha also said he'd be nice to you and all the wolf demons and wolves so please try not to fight… For me" I said Koga nodded in disbelief I know he thought that there was no way that Inuyasha could change but he is changing slowly. "Ok I promise Kagome, I won't fight with Inuyasha" Koga said I smiled "Good, thanks Koga, I'm going to sit with my friends if you don't mind" I said "Not at all, if anyone needs anything just ask, I'm sure one of these guys will get you what you need" Koga replied.
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