Is it just me or...is it getting a bit hot in here? Woo...

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After that night something inside of Raven seemed to snap. She had no idea why, but her need to be around Beast Boy had intensified, she longed to be near him. Even bumping into him in the tower hallways was enough to make her stomach turn, and their nights together enough to make her go crazy. She had decided to stop overthinking herself; she was sure her feelings would eventually sort themselves out on their own. She needed to just let herself be happy in the moment, because she was finally comfortable enough to admit that their time together did make her happy.

It also made her incredibly horny.

She had never thought that a physical relationship would drive her as wild as it did, but even the short period that they had been secretly seeing each other was slowly becoming an addiction; they were barely being subtle about it. For the next few days the two would find any time that they could to sneak off and snog each other into oblivion. And although they did not go much further than that, there were a few times where they got a little touchy feely. Beast Boy had become infatuated with her breasts, she was sure of it. He would touch them, look at them and kiss them, as much as he possibly could. But she wasn't complaining. It amused her that her body had so much power over him and she made it her new personal game to wear lower cut shirts around the tower and flaunt herself just to watch him uncomfortably try and avoid her. Of course, she also noticed straying eyes from Cyborg and Robin, but that too gave her some sort of strange satisfaction.

What in the world was becoming of her?

True to his word, Beast Boy had canceled with Amber, making some horrible excuse that the redheaded floozie somehow believed. It warmed Raven's heart that he would do that for her, but at the same time it did make her feel guilty. They made up for it of course with a very heavy makeout session, but she still couldn't help but feel as though he were never going to really get what he was after, her heart. Her body, perhaps, but her heart she was very unsure she would be willing to give away, not only to him, but to anyone.

One week later, Beast Boy surprised Raven by joining her at the kitchen table for an afternoon read. Something he never did. They sat in silence, both of them reading their own novels, both of them with a cup of tea at their side, Raven had nearly vomited at the amount of sugar and soy milk the boy had added to his.

She would let it slide.

He was trying.

From under the table, she felt his foot bump into hers, which she believed to be an accident, but by the third time it happened, she no longer believed it to be an accident and her violet eyes flicked up from her book, annoyance swimming through them. Not that she was against playing footsies, and she appreciated the flirty gesture, but she was trying to read. And she hated being interrupted from reading. Beast Boy's long eyelashes batted at her as he bumped her foot once more.

"Is there something you want?" she asked bluntly. He put his book down on the table and stretched his arms forward on the surface, much like a cat. Tilting his head at her he smiled.

"I was just wondering," he purred causing her raise an eyebrow. "When are we going to have sex?"

Raven's heart nearly dropped out of her body, her book slipping slightly from her hands. "Why don't you tell me what you're really thinking…" she hissed sarcastically, praying that the others were nowhere nearby. Beast Boy sighed and sat back up.

"I'm just wondering. We've been really into it lately, ya know. I've been really feeling it. But I mean…if you aren't ready that's totally understandable, I don't want to pressure you or anyth-"

"Would you be quiet!" she barked. He pressed his lips closed. Raven listened for a moment, the TV could be heard from the living room which meant Cyborg was either there watching it, and when he watched TV the only thing that could pull him away would be food. They didn't have to worry about him, and she knew for a fact that Robin and Starfire were getting ready for their date.

They were all clear.

She turned her focus back to the boy before her. Of course she had thought about having sex with him. God only knew how much she wanted it whenever they would make out and he would suck on her skin or grind himself into her. But with that being said, every time he would do something like that something in the tower would either implode, or break or fly off the wall. If they had sex who knew what would happen to alert the others into being more suspicious than the probably already were. Consequently, if they were to become physically attached like that she knew it would throw their relationship into complete chaos. She was unsure if she were ready or even willing to allow that to happen.

She shifted in her seat. "I haven't really thought about it." She lied, watching his face grow glum.

"You sure?" he asked. "Because sometimes you really seem like you want it." He wiggled his eyebrows. She rolled her eyes.

"I'm positive. It hasn't even crossed my mind. I'm very content with what we do now." She smirked. "But if that's not enough for you, maybe we can stop all together and you can go find someone more willing."

His green orbs widened and he shook his head rapidly. "No, no! I'm fine with what we're doing. We're good."

Robin frantically entered the room, his brown eyes wide. Raven and Beast Boy looked at him. He looked extremely handsome, in Raven's opinion; lack of mask, hair slicked to one side, wearing a very expensive looking suit. He and Starfire really deserved one another.

"Robin, what's wrong?" Beast Boy questioned as he pulled up a chair and sat down beside them, cradling his head in his hands.

"I have the restaurant booked, we have a hotel room, everything was meant to be perfect." He mumbled, his voice strained. Raven leaned forward, closing her book and placing it on the table.

"Then whats wrong?" she asked. He leaned his head sideways, looking at her, his cheeks flushing.

"I ran out of condoms." He said in a whisper. Both she and Beast Boy made a face.

"Can't you just…buy more, dude?" Beast Boy asked awkwardly, shrugging his shoulders.

"Our reservation is in an hour. If we want to beat traffic we should be leaving here shortly, and how uncouth would it be to stop and buy condoms during a fancy dinner date." His hands cupped his face and he sighed deeply. Raven picked up her tea and finished it off, sincerely regretting that Beast Boy had even asked the question. "I could have sworn I had more left…I'm so stupid." Robin mumbled. Raven raised an eyebrow and turned her attention to the green teenager who was looking straight at her. Their eyes locked for a split moment before he grinned awkwardly. She narrowed her eyes.

Of course.

"Robin, stop acting like this is the end of the world. It's not like you guys never get to have sex." Raven assured him, her eyes staying glued to Beast Boy, assuring him that she was not impressed. This afternoon had far too much talk about intercourse for her liking. Beast Boy gulped and looked back at Robin.

"Yeah, and like…if you really wanted to, you could always rawdog it." He snickered. "As long as you pull out, it's all good."

Raven couldn't help but to facepalm. This was the creature she had decided to have relations with.

Not a proud moment.

Robin opened his hands, looking equally as annoyed as Raven felt. "Robin, just enjoy your evening. If you have to dip out to go to the store I'm sure Starfire won't care. You've been together for long enough that it shouldn't matter." She said tiredly. He nodded his head, turning towards her.

"I know, I just wanted it to be…the perfect evening. I feel stupid for letting something this minor be an inconvenience."

"That's all it is, something minor." Her eyes flicked up to Beast Boy. "And it isn't your fault. These things happen."

Beast Boy smiled uncomfortably.

"Robin,"

The three of them looked around to see Starfire standing there in her new dress, her hair twisted into a beautiful low, messy bun. She stood there, holding her arms in front of her, her eyeshadowed eyes gazing bashfully downward. Robin rose from his seat, his jaw dropped.

"Wow, Star…you look…wow."

Great with words, as per usual.

But the goofy smile on his face made Raven smile. This was the kind of cheesy romance one might read about in novels; something she would probably never experience, nor was she sure that she wanted to. But for them, she was happy. Robin walked over to Satrfire and pressed his lips against her cheek and held his arm out to her. She smiled widely and looped her arm through his.

"Shall we go?" he said, clearing his throat. She nodded.

"I am ready for our evening out." She chimed. Robin smiled and turned back to the other two, straighening his back.

"Well, we'll uh…be going now." He said. They both nodded.

"Have fun."

"Don't do anything I wouldn't do!" Beast Boy laughed. Robin chuckled awkwardly before he and Starfire headed for the door, and in a moment they were gone. The room went silent all except for the TV that could still be heard. Raven folded her arms across her chest and raised her eyebrows.

"Did you take Robin's condoms?" she asked nonchalantly but quietly. Beast Boy's green cheeks gave off a pink hue and his gaze shifted to the table.

"He should really, probably hide them better…"

"What's wrong with you? Don't you have your own?"

"I ran out…"

Raven almost gagged and pushed the thought out of her mind. "Were these for Amber?"

His blush deepened. "No…"

Her eyebrows rose even more. "Awful presumptuous of you to assume you'd need them then."

Grabbing her book, Raven stood from the table, not even bothering to take her mug to the sink. Beast Boy stood as well.

"You going to your room?" he asked, a slight bit of hope clinging to his tone. She shook her head.

"No. I need a shower, and after that I'm going to meditate, so don't bother coming tonight."

Beast Boy groaned and walked towards her. "Come on Rae, I'm sorry about the condom thing. I'll put them back."

"You can't put them back now. That would look awfully suspicious, don't you think?" She sighed. "You can come to my room, but come a bit later. I want to mediate for a while."

He nodded and snaked his arms around her weight, pulling her closer to him and looking down at her. She quickly looked behind her at the door to make sure Cyborg had not decided to get a snack before looking up at him, her cheeks beginning to burn. She pushed at him, causing him to let her go with a huff.

"You're no fun…"

"And you're too handsy."

He quickly shifted into a snake, falling to the ground and slithering around her feet. She shook her head, unamused.

"Can't be too handsy if I gots no hands!" he chuckled. Raven stepped over him and headed for the door, ignoring the comment. "See you later, mama!"

Raven walked quickly through the living room, smiling at Cybrog quickly as she passed. Once in the bathroom, she locked the door, undressed herself and turned on the tap to the shower before placing herself in front of the mirror. She took a deep breath and looked at herself. Never had she been particularly happy with the way she looked; it was true that she had great legs, a nice ass and pretty defined abdominals. But the grayish hue to her skin made her almost look sickly, and one of her breasts was just ever so slightly smaller than the other, something she always managed to take notice of. She was shocked beyond words that Beast Boy was so in love with them and seemed not to notice this flaw.

But, he was a man.

She still couldn't believe that he had robbed their leader of his own condoms in hopes that she would put out. It was completely selfish and deluded of him.

Stepping into the shower, she let the warm water wash over her and as she lathered her body with soap, she couldn't help but to imagine Beast Boy's hands running over her. She had always hated to be touched, but when they were kissing and he gently, or roughly would paw at her, it made her senses spike. Every movement his fingertips made sent shivers up and down her entire body, every time his thumb flicked over her nipple, she felt like she was being pushed over the edge, and every time he gripped at her thighs, fingers teasingly probed at the line of her underwear she felt as though she would give in to him.

Her own hands ran down her thin frame, over her breast, down her stomach and to her thighs where she raked at them with her fingernails. She wasn't sure about sex, but allowing him to touch her wouldn't be so awful, she could only assume that it would be beneficial to both of them as it would give him a little bit of what he wanted, we well as to satisfy her curiosity.

One of her hands nestled between her thighs while the other one pressed against the tiled wall of the shower, her legs slightly spreading. She had had no intentions of touching herself when she had come into the bathroom, but how quickly had her mind changed once she had begun to think about her lover and his touch. She would have called herself pathetic had her grandmother not have been a succubus; she would blame her sexual intent on that.

A moan escaped her lips as she circled her index finger around her clit, her legs trembling. It wasn't often that she did this; in fact, it was rarely ever. Not that she didn't enjoy it mind you; there were just so many other things that she would rather be doing, like reading or meditating. But right now it was all she wanted.

"Ah…" her breathing hitched her her throat and she pressed her finger into her core, feeling her virgin walls crush around it. As she pumped in and out, her speed building with every passing second, her palm pressing into her clit, she wondered what it would be like to have something bigger, something that wasn't hers pressing inside of her.

No, no, no.

She couldn't think about that. If she thought about it, she would want it, and if she wanted it, she would probably get it, and that meant trouble.

She curved her finger slightly inside of her, arching it into her softer wall, hitting the spot that made her head spin. Her breathing quickened and her heart began to race as her climax built. But the more it did so, the more her mind flashed with thoughts of Beast Boy; Beast Boy kissing her, sucking on her skin, touching her, licking her. Her eyes rolled behind closed lids.

Oh god.

The bliss of her orgasm was short lived as the head of the shower burst, the water pressure violently beating down on her. She cursed and sprung out of the shower, quickly reaching in and turning the taps off.

"Fuck…"she swore again, irritated by the harsh interruption. She knew it was her wild hormones that were causing her to no longer want to meditate but to instead invite the changling back to her room immediately, and she needed to supress that. She knew that she was trying to go with the flow, but the way her mind was working right now was not safe for either of them. It wasn't Lust who was driving this feeling; it was something else, something hungry and greedy.

Grabbing her towel she quickly wrung her hair into it and dried off, wrapping it around her and going to the door. She unlocked it and pulled it open, cool air nipping at her skin. She looked either way down the hallway. The coast was clear except for Silkie who was curled up in a ball in front of the heating vent, sound asleep. Grateful, Raven beelined to her room and got dressed as quickly as possible before readying herself for a short meditation. She prayed that it would calm her down before Beast Boy came knocking on her door, or else she might not be able to let him in.

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