Rated M for mature folks

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At least three books toppled to the floor as Beast Boy roughly pressed Raven against her bookshelf, his mouth devouring her left breast. It had taken only five minutes from the time he had entered her room for them both to be stripped down to only their underwear and on top of one another, causing Raven's brief meditation to be futile. She moaned, arching her back into him as her legs that were wrapped around his waist tightened against him. He sucked on her nipple, his tongue occasionally flicking against it until he tore away. Turning his body, his hands gripped tight at her behind as he carried her over to her bed and dropped her. She bounced once before propping herself up on her forearms and running her eyes over him until they landed on the only clothed part of his body, his boxers that were binding a very erect member. She swallowed hard, finding it very difficult to think straight. Beast Boy's tongue ran between his smirking lips and he crawled on top of her on the bed, forcing her to lie down again while his lips attacked her neck. She closed her eyes.

"Beast Boy…"she panted, her willpower fighting desperately against the throbbing want in her abdomen. He ground against her, his erection pressing against her core. A moan escaped her lips. She was beginning to slip. "B-Beast Boy." She repeated, her hands reaching forward and weakly pushing against his shoulders. He got the hint and sat up, his hungry green eyes staring down at her. She stared back.

She had no idea what to say, or what to do.

A wave of guilt crashed down on her. It was desperately clear that they wanted each other, but it was breaking her heart to think that it would give him the notion that she was serious about him. She narrowed her eyes.

"You know this is just us trying to figure things out…right? She asked, never breaking her gaze. He nodded his head, his hair limply falling onto his forehead from sweat. "And you know that there is a high probability that's all it will ever be…right?" He hesitated but again nodded.

"Y-yeah. I know."

Her eyes squinted slightly as though she were going to cry. She hoped, prayed to every god and demon she knew that she would not regret this later.

"I…I want you to touch me." Her voice broke and half of the sentence came out as a muffled mess. Beast Boy's eyes widened slightly and his cheeks turned an ever so slight shade of pink.

"What?" he asked huskily. She swallowed hard and broke their eye contact.

"T-touch me…" she whispered, and it sounded much more desperate than she had wanted it to. Not needing to be asked twice, Beast Boy crashed his lips against hers and his hand began to massage her thigh, tugging and kneading at the skin. Slowly, it glided closer towards her panties. Raven's heart hammered against her ribcage and her whole body began to shake as Beast Boy pulled his lips away from her and went back to her neck, his digits slowly sneaking underneath the thin fabric of the only thing left that was keeping her dignity.

She jumped slightly as his finger, which was much larger than hers began to rub at her sensitive nub. It was an awkward motion, not one she would do herself but because it was him touching her, it was driving her insane.

"Oh my god…" she muffled, her hands flying to grab his hair while he worked his way to her collarbone. "Oh my god…"

His movements began rougher and faster as his other hand reached up to massage her breast. She moaned loudly, her senses were being overwhelmed. Too much was happening at once and she could feel the pressure of her orgasm building.

"Oh my god, please don't stop." She demanded, her eyes clenching shut, her grip on his hair tightening. She felt him smile against her collarbone and quickly began kissing down her stomach, his hand pulling away from her at the worst possible time. Hurt and confused she looked down at him and saw that he was staring at her underwear, his pupils dilated so much that the green of his eyes were almost completely gone; he licked his lips hungrily. Raven blinked and was about to ask what he was doing when his hands grabbed at her underwear, tugging them down her thighs. She got the memo and as quickly as she could mentally prepared herself for what was coming. Leaning into the mattress she lifted the bottom half of her body to allow him to take them completely off of her and watched as she shimmied comfortably to lay himself between her legs. He pushed her thighs further apart and she took at deep breath, closing her eyes.

Azarath, metrion, zinthos.

Azarath, metrion, zinthos.

The first thing she felt was a short, slick, drag of his tongue against her clit and she whimpered.

What a feeling.

She had no idea how something so light, something so short could have sent her mind, her nerves and her whole being spiraling into the unknown. The lights above them began to flicker as he did it again, and again, each time a bit rougher and a little bit longer. Raven couldn't help the noises that were expelling off of her tongue, and could only hope that Cyborg's TV program was loud enough to block the sound. Or perhaps he was asleep or working on his car, or…

"AH!" Raven jolted onto her forearms again as his lips curled around the nub and he began to suck, rolling his tongue against it, causing every single nerve ending in Raven's body to dance. There was a shattering sound and the light bulb of Raven's lamp burst, the lampshade luckily causing the glass to fall straight down below it onto the dresser. Neither teen paid it any attention.

"Oh my fuck…" Raven groan, her head falling backwards against her neck, her lips pulling over her teeth in a pleasured smile. "Oh fuck…don't stop…oh fuck…"

Beast Boy continued to suck and lick at her. Every time he ran his tongue over the length of her, he would dip it slightly inside of her, lapping at her juices. She couldn't take it; she needed release from him, and if something was going to explode it may as well be for a good reason.

Reaching her hand down, she grabbed his hair and roughly tugged. He pulled away from her and looked up, his eyebrows furrowed but pupils still dilated.

"Ow! If I wasn't doing good you could have just-"

"Where are the condoms you took from Robin?" she demanded, cutting him off. He blinked at her, a slow realization filling his expression.

"O-oh! In my room." He responded, sitting up. She exhaled whatever air she had left in her lungs.

"Get them. Before I change my mind."

He quickly nodded and sprung into a mouse, scurrying quickly to the door. Raven sat up and looked after him. "Beast Boy," she called. His four furry feet dug into the ground and he turned his small head to face her. "This is a onetime thing. After this, we go back to how things have been. Okay?"

He looked at her for a moment. "Yeah, got it." And with that he scurried between the door and the frame.

Within the three minutes it had taken him to return with the condom lodged between his teeth, Raven had changed her mind about the situation about fifteen times, and the moment he turned back into a human and tore the wrapper of the contraceptive with his teeth, rushing over to the bed, she actually felt a bit nervous.

Beast Boy tossed the condom on the bed and leaned into Raven, kissing her passionately. She returned the kiss, the anticipation of what was going to happen returning as he rubbed her sides. He pulled away.

"You sure you want to do this?" he asked, searching her eyes for reassurance. She nodded slowly, but was she?

"Yes. But remember, this is-"

"A onetime thing?" He finished her sentence with a slight, sad smile.

"A onetime thing." She nodded again; her eyes glued to the condom that was lying beside her on the bed. Her blood was pumping through her veins so rapidly; she worried that they would burst. Beast Boy continued to look at her, he could sense her hesitation. Nevertheless he stood up straight and pushed his boxers down to his ankles, stepping out of the leg holes and kicking them away. Raven refused to look for a moment but broke due to her sheer curiosity. Although she had never seen a naked man before, save for the unfortunate porn popup that would grace her phone sometimes, she knew what a penis looked like, but Beast Boy was…well…Beast Boy, and ever since they had begun their relationship she had wondered what he looked like. She was, however; strangely disappointed to see that there was no animal like appearance to him, but he was green, he was circumcised and quite girthy which made her a bit nervous. The sight of him made her blush. It was so strange seeing someone she knew for so long…fully naked and venerable. Though she supposed he had felt the same way about her.

Beast Boy cleared his throat and covered himself with his hands slightly. "Uh," he started awkwardly. "Don't like what you see?" He sounded embarrassed. Raven swallowed hard, her eyes not moving.

"You just look so….human." Why did she say that? That was dumb; just because he had claws, fangs and a light trace of fur didn't change the fact that he was human. He chuckled and leaned back on top of her, his member, which was not as hard as it was before bumping into her thigh causing her to shiver.

"I may look like a human, but I made up for it as an animal in the sheets." He snickered, his nose barely touching hers. She rolled her eyes and snaked her arms around his neck.

"Stop talking."

Raven pulled him into her, her lips crushing and moving against his own. His warm chest rested against her own, though he supported himself just enough as not to crush her beneath him. It didn't take long before they were both as equally turned on as they had been minutes before once Beast Boy had begun working his magic; his lips tracing over her body, his right hand diving to pleasure her core. Things were hot, things were heavy, and by the time his mouth had worked its way down to her womanhood once again, she knew she was ready.

Sitting up, Beast Boy wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, his animal like grin widening as Raven reached over to pick up the condom package and held it out to him. He quickly pulled the latex contraceptive out and held himself, rolling it down his length. Raven watched intently, knowing that this was it. Once the condom was on Beast Boy crawled on top of her one last time, giving her a quick but passionate kiss. She pressed her head into the pillow and spread her legs further for him, waiting for the pain that she knew was coming. She had read enough books to know that this wasn't going to be an amazing pleasant experience for her at first, but hopefully it wouldn't be as bad as fiction made it out to be.

Beast Boy's tongue darted out of his mouth in a concentrated manor as he looked down and positioned himself at her entrance. He had never been with a virgin before, so he really didn't know what to expect.

"Ready?" he asked quietly. She nodded her head and he pressed himself inside of her slowly. Raven squirmed with discomfort, her face scrunching from the pain. It definitely felt as though it didn't belong, which made her question how it could ever feel good. Beast Boy was holding himself back from pounding into her. Only his tip had made it in but he could already feel how wet and warm she was. Her facial expression and slightly moaning cry worried him however and he stopped moving. Raven opened her eyes after a moment to look at him. He took that as his mark to continue and he took a breath, pressing in even further. Again Raven made a pained noise and her arms sprung forward, her hands gripping at his thighs, pushing him away from her slightly on reflect.

"Do you want me to stop?" he asked.

"No!" she barked, taking him aback. "Just…keep going…I'm fine. This is normal."

Once again he tried but Raven gave the same reaction and he sighed. "Rae, its making me really uncomfortable, seeing you in pain like this…"

"Just…get it over with." She gave his thighs a quick squeeze. "I'm fine."

The changeling hesitated, his hands slowly taking hold of her hips, and he inhaled. Then, in a split second, he gave one, hard thrust, completely filling her. Raven gasped and her eyes filled with tears, but none fell.

Her books did not lie. That was painful.

Beast Boy closed his eyes; his senses perking with the feel of having her pressed around him. He had waited years for this, and it was completely worth the wait. After a moment of lying together and getting used to the way each other felt, Beast Boy began moving, pulling in and out of her, his speed at first slow but then quickened.

For Raven, it felt good, but not as amazing as everyone made it out to be. He still felt foreign to her, his wideness stretching her apart in a strange way. But the noises that were coming out of him were driving her absolutely insane. Never before had she heard a sexier sound come from the shapeshifter as he panted, grunted and moaned, her name rolling off of his tongue.

And his face…

It was scrunched with pleasure but by god…it was hot, and Raven didn't often admit something was hot. She tried to focus for a moment on the rhyme of his hips against her own, and once she got it, she began to move against him. He hissed in what she hoped was a sign of pleasure. With every thrust against him, she began to feel better, less uncomfortable. The feel of him inside of her was beginning to send small shockwaves of pleasure coursing through her body and she finally understood. But, unfortunately just as she begun to feel as though it were about to get good he began moving at a nonhuman speed, knocking her out of rhythm. He did this only a few times before pushing himself in deep, a little too deep for Raven and the pain returned. He let out a sigh as he stilled and collapsed beside her. She blinked.

Was that...it?

She turned her head sideways to face him and watched as his green chest rose and fell with every breath, his eyes closed.

"Animal in the sheets, huh?" she questioned with a sneer. He breathed silently for a few more moments before opening his eyes and looking at her.

"It's been a while...okay?" he panted. She giggled an unRaven-like laugh causing him to smile slightly. "You felt good. Like...really good."

Raven blushed slightly. She had no idea what to say to that so she said nothing. Beast Boy's waited for a moment for her to say something but she didn't, so he sighed happily and looked up at the ceiling. They stayed like that for a few silent moments. The half demon had no idea how she felt; on one half, she felt numb but she was also swimming with emotions, too many emotions to pinpoint which ones exactly. Perhaps that was why she felt numb. She hadn't hated the experience, but she hadn't loved it either, but she knew that was probably normal for a first sexual experience. What she had found herself enjoying however, was how close she had felt to Beast Boy, how connected she had felt, and that scared her. She had expected there to be some sort of strange, spiritual connection, it was an intimate thing to do and they were good friends. But the feeling of togetherness she had experienced, be it what she had felt emitting off of him or what she herself had felt, was almost too much and made her feel...safe. Her only complaint was that she wasn't able to finish. But perhaps next time she-

She stopped her thoughts immediately by closing her eyes. There was no next time. This had been a onetime thing, she had made that very clear. She swallowed hard and sat up, suddenly becoming very self-conscious to the fact that she was naked and her arms crossed over her bare chest. Beast boy looked at her and sat up himself, a slight trace or worry on his face.

"Did you...not like it?" he asked, scared to know the answer.

"I did. It's just weird." She looked down, noticing a small amount of blood smeared on her inner thighs. What little purity she had was now gone, taken by the person she, at one time, had least expected. Someone she had more or less grown up with, and for what reason? Because she loved him? Because she trusted him above all others? Because of her own selfish desire and curiosity? She wasn't sure...and if anything the way she was currently feeling had just made her feel even more confused. She hadn't expected it to clarify everything, but she also hadn't expected to immediately feel so unified with him.

How foolish she was.

But despite that, despite her confusion and the way she was feeling, she had enjoyed it. She only hoped that their relationship from that point onward would remain the same and he would be wise enough to heed her warnings about her feelings.

"Like..." he started, breaking her from her thoughts. "good weird or bad weird?"

She finally looked at him, one of her eyebrows raising. "I don't know yet." She responded. "I guess we'll have to wait and see."