A/N: Seriously I truly do have the best readers because your reviews are magnificent. As always thanks to those you read, follow, favor this story (or any of mine). Super huge thanks to those who take the time to review and let me know what you are thinking of the insane stories I write. I know you all have a ton of questions all I can say is they will be answered as the story progresses especially in flashbacks. Like why Kenzi decided to live with Lauren instead of stay with Bo. For those wondering Bo isn't isolated she still sees Dyson, Hale, Trick and talks to Kenzi on the phone. Also Lauren still does have her love she hasn't given it away yet (and you all know there is going to be Lauren/Ava before Doccubus if you read my other stories you know how I do things). This chapter will be slower than others but it's necessary for this chapter. I wanted to show a flashback of how Bo felt when she first returned before Lauren left to give you guys an idea of how she is feeling. The flashback of when she is with her father isn't for awhile. Kenzi/Lauren bonding flashback soon. All those things will be shown chapter by chapter for now enjoy the crazy…


FIVE MONTHS AGO

Bo came back with Tamsin and Dyson. She couldn't say she escaped her father because he never held her captive. He just opened her eyes to who she is and where she came from. By where she came from he meant her blood line her heritage. The succubus had to admit while she was in his world the lines between light and dark blurred it wasn't always clear to her what was right verses wrong. At the time she didn't feel bad about it. Her friends desperately tried to remind her of who she was but she was truly lost. More than ever the brunette felt like the lost girl. Somehow she lost the love of her life the doctor told her she wanted a break but it wasn't a break and everyone seemed to know it but Bo. She would constantly repeat the words and her friends would all give her that yeah sure look. Then the doctor's words at Taft Industries, and I loved you, they echoed through Bo's head more times then she liked to admit.

Maybe that's why when they were in her father's world she wanted Tamsin. In a way the dark fae reminded her of Lauren. Both were blonde and beautiful with killer bodies. The last two weeks with her father she started to become more like her old self. Those blurred lines started to clear up although they were still shaky she felt strong enough to go back home. The succubus stayed with the Valkyrie when they got back part of her wanted to see Lauren's reaction to the news. She knew it might sound childish but it hurt like hell when the doctor left her. It hurt more when she said I loved you. Dyson told her over a hundred times that she said it to protect Bo but it didn't erase the way it was said to her from the brunette's mind. She wanted to believe the shifter but it was hard to when she remembered the way the blonde human looked at her asking for a break. Now more than anything she wanted to see the human again being home it was the first person she wanted to look for.

The three of them went straight to the Dal. Bo let them know the last time she was there was when her father took her. That he blew out the windows and made a huge mess of the place. They didn't know what they should expect to find when they got there but to their surprise the Dal was redone. Dyson opened the door for the two ladies as the three piled in. Trick and Hale were in there. They all stopped and just stared at each other it almost seemed like a dream. One that none of them wanted to wake up from. It wasn't till the Blood King went over to his granddaughter and pulled her into the tightest hug that everyone started to move towards each other. Dyson shook Hale's hand before pulling the siren into a hug of their own. After everyone got to embrace the other Trick told them what happened in the five months since they were gone.

After Trick left with Stella for Scotland Hale met up with them only a few hours later. He had to make sure he got through to Bruce that Mossimo was no good and Kenzi needed to know that before she made a huge mistake. They were hidden only for two months before returning when the fae elders intervened. They were the ones that put Evony back in charge and sent Vex to Montreal. Listening to what Trick and Hale had to say they wanted to speak with Dyson and the two humans. Problem was neither the Blood King nor the siren knew where they were. The elders hung around waiting there return making sure order was kept. The shifter wanted to make sure that they let them know Lauren's innocence in all this both the siren and Trick said they already did. Since then every human that was claimed or a slave was questioned by the elders if they found them innocent they went back to their normal ways. If the elders found them guilty they were punished by death. So far no humans were killed.

Dyson was the first to respond after Trick finished explaining all this. "I need to speak with the elders. I have additional information they need to know about Lauren. Kenzi is innocent as well." He knew that the goth wasn't being accused of anything but since it was all humans that knew fae she would be included in the mix. There was no way the shifter was going to let either be found guilty. Plus he still didn't tell Bo or Tamsin about what he did for Lauren. He wasn't going to say anything to Hale or Trick neither it wasn't his place.

"I will go with you," Bo was quick to want to help save the two important humans in her life. Not knowing that the blonde doctor was no longer a human. At this point even the wolf didn't know if she was a cross-breed or not.

"You can't they do not want to hear from you since you are unaligned unless you want to pick a side," the Blood King had a look of concern not wanting to tell his granddaughter that her opinion wasn't valued by the elders. Not because they didn't know the things this succubus did for them but since she was neither Light or Dark she had no say. The brunette slumped back down into a chair feeling defeated before ever having the chance to try.

Hale glanced over at Tamsin, "Evony wanted to make sure if you guys ever did reappear to let you know she wished to speak to you."

Tamsin rolled her eyes, "I guess I should be going then." She kissed the succubus before leaving.

When the Valkyrie left the brunette had questioning looks from both her grandfather and the siren. She gave a half smile, "Triangle is over."

The siren had utter confusion written across his face. "Tamsin was a part of the triangle? When the hell did that happen?"

"No she wasn't but Dyson and I have been down that road we know where it leads. He got his love back he told me at my Dawning I told him I was with Lauren which I was till she left me. Actually she ended the triangle but it's fine I have been with Tamsin for almost two months now." She didn't sound too convincing when she spoke. There wasn't much emotion in her words. To the Blood King they sounded rehearsed like she was trying to memorize answers for an exam but he didn't say anything knowing she has been through a lot.

The three of them spent some time talking about the repairs and Stella who was currently in Australia for a Dawning. The succubus wanted to feel comfortable this place was where she has been hundreds of times but it felt different. She wasn't the same woman she once was. The brunette was feeling more and more like herself a little everyday but she wasn't completely 100% just yet.

The shifter was back in a short amount of time before anyone had the chance to ask him he explained what happened. "I have to go find Lauren and Kenzi the elders need to speak with them to determine themselves their innocence. I told them that Dr. Lewis saved my life on top of what you and Hale already told them about the many things she has done for our kind including Kenzi. They want to make final judgment after talking to them both. Hale they would like to speak with you again."

The siren had a touch of annoyance in his facial expression, "Man this has to be the tenth time they wanted to talk to me. I don't know what else I can tell them." He got up to go speak with them stopping by the succubus on his way out, "It's good to have you back Bo. We missed you." He hugged his friend again before leaving.

The succubus turned her attention to the shifter next to her, "I will go with you to help find Lauren and Kenzi." She wanted to see them both coming back home and not seeing either one was a shock to the brunette. Bo played the scenario in her head a million times but never once did she anticipate the two wouldn't be there at all.

Dyson gave the brunette a small smile, "Bo you need to stay here. Wait for Tamsin and stay with Trick and Hale. You have been through a lot I promise I will find them both and bring them home safely." He did think it would be too much on the succubus to go on another mission. Besides that he didn't know how long it might take to find them. Anything that got the brunette too angry could send her back down that Dark path she had been traveling for quite some time. This way she was with her grandfather, his best friend, and the person she chose to be with.

When he left Bo sat with the Blood King for awhile. He told her the stories he had of him, Stella and Hale in Scotland. That his long time friend Colin called them after two months letting them know to return that the fae elders stepped in. Once they were individually quizzed by them they were found innocent of any crimes that were being held against them. The succubus didn't give much information on what she was doing since she now was feeling all kinds of things at how she spent the past five months. There were some questionable actions on her part. She never killed anyone but she wasn't on her best behavior either. Some she drained of almost all their chi leaving them on the verge of death but never taking a life. Not a fae or humans. Hale called to let them know that he was offered his old position of the Ash back but declined so it was given to Colin. Trick seemed to be happy with the choice so the brunette knew he had to be a good replacement. The succubus stayed for another hour before heading back to her old home sending Tamsin a text to let her know where she would be.

When Bo got home the overwhelming amount of sadness hit her. There were memories all over the place. She remembered the first time she brought Kenzi there saving her life at that bar she was working at so many years ago. There was the time the goth called on Baba Yaga and of course who could forget when the Mesmer was living with them for a short amount of time. It was on that couch that she had her first kiss with Lauren. She sat in the spot looking over remembering the whole thing. "What are you doing?" Bo was so confused that the doctor was taking such a risk but she wanted this. Lauren's answer was all she needed to hear, "I don't know yet. Just let me." And the blonde pulled her into another kiss that led to Bo taking her to bed. The brunette shook the memory from her mind as she wiped away a tear that escaped. Even looking over in the kitchen she had flashes of Lauren making cupcakes when Dyson's idiot wolf friend was there.

"Why do you look like someone just told you that they killed your dog," the dark fae came in and watched as the brunette appeared to be somewhere else. Tamsin stood there when she first walked in observing the succubus while she stared off.

Her voice broke Bo from memory lane she was grateful for it. "Thinking about Kenzi, I just hope she is okay. What happened with Evony?" She didn't want to tell the Valkyrie that she was thinking of Lauren as well. This time the brunette promised herself she would do whatever to make the relationship work. Things went to hell with Dyson, Lauren didn't want her so this was her third time and the saying is third time is a charm.

"It's Kenzi she is the strongest human I have ever known. And she is half my size," the dark fae added the last part as it hit her that Kenzi was not just tough for a human but also for her small frame. She sat down next to the succubus, "Evony said we could start over, clean slate, she gave me Vex's position."

2 WEEKS LATER (FIVE AND A HALF MONTHS AGO)

Tamsin took the job that Evony offered her and Dyson was working with Hale again. The shifter just returned with the two humans but brought them straight to the elders. The succubus was anxious to see both it has been almost six months since she saw either one and she was dying to. The Valkyrie was out handling some private matter for the Morrigan that she didn't want Bo to take part in so she stayed behind. She was just about to head out to the Dal when she opened the door and couldn't believe the tiny human was standing there. "KENZI," she squeezed her so tight she was afraid she might break her.

The small human started to laugh, "Oww Bo bo I still need air." She was happy to see the brunette as well. When the brunette let her go Kenzi punched her arm, "What was with the Criss Angel disappearing act?"

The succubus rubbed her arm as she laughed. Only Kenzi would pull these kind of references out of her ass. "I didn't disappear I was taken. I went to the Dal looking for you. Where the hell have you been?"

"I was playing goldie locks and the three bears. Only Lauren was goldie locks and Bruce was the three bears." She went past Bo inside the house it was like she never left. "Evony started all kinds of hell so we had to live like squatters. It was awful we had to limit the liquor we had a day. How can anyone expect me to live in those conditions?" The goth looked around at some of the new clothes that were thrown around, "Did someone take the shack while it was abandoned. I knew this place was too hot for someone not to want to snatch it up."

The succubus couldn't wipe the smile off of her face. It was like the past five and half months never happened. As if she just saw Kenzi the other day. She noticed the stuff her best friend was pointing to was the Valkyrie's. "That's Tamsin's things she lives here now since she didn't have a place to stay. You lived with Lauren and both of you are okay. No injuries?" The last time she had to beg the tiny human to give the doctor a chance.

Kenzi made a face of distaste when the brunette said Tamsin lived there. But as soon as Bo mentioned Lauren her facial expression changed. "The doctor is fifty shades of cool. Stamped and approved by the Kenzi Brand. Totally Team Lauren and I don't even dig the ladies." She made a promise to herself after she got closer to the doctor that when she saw the succubus again she would let her know how wrong she was in every way. Of course things didn't start out smoothly with the two of them but as the days went on things changed. Now she thought of Bo and Lauren as her best friend. Although right now she hated to say she might be leaning a bit more towards the blonde since she was just living with her isolated for five and half months. Kenzi also promised she wouldn't say a word about the doctor now being fae.

Bo waited for Kenzi to stop her ranting before she told her, "I am with Tamsin now."

The brunette didn't get to say anything else because Kenzi put her hand up to let the succubus know to shut up. The goth rubbed her forehead, "Wait, your with Tamsin, when did Team Tamsin come on the table? I am not sure I approve of this new relationship the last a heard that bitch was all kinds of shady. She tried to pull some kind of whammy on you, so not cool, oh my God did she do it. Are you under her spell? It's like Hocus Pocus, shit how did they break the spell?"

The succubus grabbed her friend by the shoulders making Kenzi look at her. "I am not under a spell and yes she did some things that she isn't proud of. Who am I to talk I think we all have done some questionable things. We are good now she went through hell with me in my father's world and still stayed by my side. She didn't judge me."

Kenzi couldn't hide the annoyance she was feeling, "She also told Lauren about the kiss that you told me about but never gave me the dets. No biggie but thought you should know your princess charming may not be all she is claiming to be."

That was information the succubus was not aware of. "She did what? When did she tell her that? How do you know?"

The goth stared blankly at her old best friend. "Should I call my attorney detective? Chill with the questions Bo bo I don't even remember the first one you asked me anymore."

Kenzi finally told the brunette that Lauren told her in the cottage that Tamsin told her the day they asked for a break. Bo never knew about it. She was going to talk to the dark fae when she got home but for now she was going to enjoy time with the goth and that was exactly what she did. When the Valkyrie got home the succubus did confront her about telling Lauren. She told Bo she didn't know it was supposed to be a secret she never made her pinky swear. Her sarcasm killed the brunette but she knew it was the truth. The kiss should have never happened and Bo should have been the one to tell the doctor. The three of them tried to hang out over the next couple of days while the succubus kept trying to run into the blonde human. Kenzi felt like the third wheel living in the house with the couple. Plus her and Tamsin would go blow for blow with their sarcasm at times leaving Bo to be the buffer.

On the fourth day she walked into the Dal just to collect her thoughts and she saw Lauren. She was sitting there talking to Trick. Bo felt like the whole room went silent. Even though it didn't in her mind it did. In her eyes there was no one there but the two of them. She could actually hear her own heart beat as she went against the back of the Dal to view the doctor from a distance. Her aura was different. It burned stronger colors they were vibrant. It was then that the doctor turned around and saw her ex. Bo knew she had to approach her. "Hi," the word came out barely above a whisper. Who knew one word could sound so painful and tortured. But it did in that instance that was exactly how it came out.

The blonde gave a half smile, "hey," the tone matched Bo's. It was the first time the succubus got to talk to the doctor. She let the brunette know she didn't have much time she had to get back to the new Ash. Bo made the most of it telling her the most out of everyone of what it was like being with her father. How she felt when she lost herself. Knowing it was always this blonde that was able to snap her back in minutes. Wondering if the doctor was there would she have left her father sooner but not expressing that to the doctor. They talked till she had to leave. It was the most comfortable the brunette felt since returning. Over the next few days they would run into each other here and there but mainly when the succubus was with Tamsin. There talks were the smallest at those times. Kenzi would leave to go talk to the doctor and sometimes the darker side of the brunette would get the best of her. She would let her best friend know if the doctor had a problem she only had herself to blame since she made it clear she didn't want the succubus. When she would get a grip on herself she knew that wasn't true just an excuse she would make to feel better that the blonde didn't want her.

Almost two weeks later is when Kenzi came home telling Bo that Lauren was going to Montreal and she would be joining her. That the succubus had Tamsin and the two were doing well together. The goth let her know she was still one of her best friends and she loved her but three was a crowd. Saying in Montreal they could be the two hot single ladies. She wanted Kenzi to stay but at the same time she wanted her to go knowing she would be talking to her often. It would give the brunette someone to keep tabs on the doctor without knowing it. She could just ask the goth how the doctor was doing keeping it innocent. Bo wanted to talk to Lauren about it and headed to the Light Fae Compound where guards grabbed her dragging her to the new Ash Colin.

He sat at his desk with a smug look on. He had messy black hair that was short, light eyes like Kenzi's but instead they were green, a chiseled jaw and athletic body. "The infamous unaligned succubus, I am honored."

Bo didn't give a shit what this guy had to say, "I want to speak to Dr. Lewis."

"Dr. Lewis is pledged to the Light. I am not the other Ash's you cannot just come and go in this compound as you please unless you want to pledge yourself to the Light." As soon as he saw Bo's kiss my ass look he continued, "Well then you will have to schedule appointments to see the doctor while she is still here."

"I don't mind traveling I can always see her in Montreal," she hated threats even though she wasn't sure if this was one.

Colin started laughing, "You think I am difficult then wait till you meet Ava she is the Ash in Montreal and she will not tolerate you running in to speak to the doctor whenever it pleases you. Sorry Bo you are going to have to play by the rules from now on." He was friends with Trick for hundreds of years so he wasn't being cruel just honest. He got to know Lauren in the past two weeks and he liked her. That made him respect her wishes he knew she was battling with how she felt about the brunette. She was a wolf and had one chance to give her heart away and she wasn't ready to do that. It was hard for her to see her ex with the Valkyrie and that was why he was losing the best doctor/scientist he ever met.

PRESENT – QUEBEC

Bo couldn't peel her eyes away from what she just saw. It had to be a hallucination like the time the Djieiene bit her and she was seeing things that weren't real. She purposely didn't ask Dyson, Hale or Trick where they were going so it could be a surprise but this was more then she was expecting. "What the hell," was all she could get out.

Kenzi started to crack up as she pulled away from Lauren who still had a shell shock facial expression. First from the goth kissing her and second from Bo being there. The tiny human had to play with this one for just a short time, "What can I say she is hot made me want to play doctor. Get it play doctor with the doctor, see what I did there."

The succubus was still wide eyed. Tamsin rolled her eyes, "Bullshit," she knew the one person who would never be rolling around with another woman was Kenzi. If she was able to resist Bo then the petite human was immune to all women.

"Fine ruin the fun," Kenzi sat back in her seat while Dyson came over.

"I wouldn't hit on my best friend," Lauren was addressing Bo when she finally found her voice.

Dyson gave the Valkyrie a hard look before talking to the blonde shifter, "Everything okay?"

Tamsin instantly noticed the difference when the wolf glanced at the succubus. It wasn't that usual pained way it was as if she was anyone else. Giving Bo the same look he would give Hale more worried about the doctor. "What happen did you get neutered? No more puppy eyes for Bo," her normal sarcastic tone was firmly in place.

Lauren's eyes flashed golden at the Valkyrie's tone to her brother. Bo tilted her head a little when she saw that. "Care to explain that," the succubus asked her ex.