Torres couldn't stand looking at her.He had feelings for her for about two years.He wouldn't admit it to himself since that case with the baby.That was the time when he finally pictured them together.Didn't she trust him enough to tell him she was leaving?

After getting into his car he decided to go to the closest bar and drink his pain away.Having drank three shots of tequila and two mojitos,he realized that he should go find her.Tell her anything just to make her stay.

Meanwhile Bishop had arrived at her apartment.She was a mess.Why Torres was so upset?It was all her fault...She started crying and after a while decided to change into her pyjamas and look back on some old photos she had taken with the team.Oh god,she was going to miss them so much.

While she was thinking of all her moments in NCIS , Ellie heard a loud bang in her door.She wasn't expecting to see a drunken Torres in her door.

"What are you doing here Nick?It's almost 3 am."asked with concern.

"I...i want to make you stay.Please...stay..."Said he with sad eyes

"You can't,nobody actually,please go."

"No!I won't!You can't go!!!You can't just leave us!!he said with a lot of furry while bursting in her living room.

"What??!!"Bishop was shocked.She had never seen him like this.

"You can't leave us,you can't leave... me!!!

"What are you teliing me?You're probably very drunk Nick!Please lower your voice!"

"Nooo..i can't.I'm in love with you Bishop."

said he as he approached her and touched lightly a strand of her hair.

"I love your voice when you call my name,I love to hear you laugh,I love the way you dress,even the strange appetite of yours.The way you frown when you think or multitask.Oh gooood I love your sense of humor and that you are so good with children."he said in almost a whispery voice,looking in her eyes the entire time.Bishop was stunned.

"I do too,I mean I see you in my dreams,many time I feel like kissing you,I love you but it's too late."said she shyly after a while.

"I don't want to be another Tony.Yes I know about him and his former partner,Ziva.McGee told me...I cannot lose you.I don't want us to end like them."he said and then kissed her passionately.

She responded to his kiss and their hands were everywhere on each others body.He caught her by her thighs and he put her on the kitchen counter,where they kissed furiously.

Her hands were on his back and tried to get his shirt off.

"Not here baby."he said lovingly to her.

"What do you mean?"

"Let's go to your bed.This is not a hookup.I want to make love to you,cherish every inch of your body."

It was a night full of passion.He felt so happy.Her head on his chest and her legs tangled up with his.

However the morning came and their goodbye was inevitable.He felt the sunlight coming through the curtains.As he opened his eyes , he realized that he was alone."Bishop?Baby?"She wasn't there.As he turned his head he show a note on top of the pillow.

"Nick,by the time you read this,I will be gone.Don't blame yourself.I had to go.I owe this to myself.I maybe get back to see you all at Christmas.Last night was...really special.You make me feel something that I hadn't experienced in a long time.Sometimes you make me feel like a schookgirl again.like I am young again and that I can make dreams and actually achieve them.Last night you brought back the light i had lost from my life.You gave me trust and hope.I love youEllie B."

TO BE CONTINUED