Loki couldn't sleep. When ever he closed his eyes he felt like Thor found him and was coming for him. Also he knew he put Tony in danger. But he didn't understand why Tony was helping him. He tried to destroy his planet . He tried to kill him . He threw him out of a window . How could he forgive him after all these ? He needed fresh air to clear his mind . So he went to the balcony.
Loki looked at the quite city . It looked so different at night .Calm and quiet He unawarely put his hand on his stomach. He thought about what could be the possible outcome of this. He thought about what future the baby possibly could have . And all he could think about was darkness. He knew the baby would never have a normal life . Because of it's mother. Nobody would ever love it. And it would end up like he did . But he couldn't let that happen. Also he's life wasn't going anywhere. Everybody hated him. He didn't belong to anywhere. He wasn't odinson not a Laufeyson either . He was Loki of nowhere . There were no realm where he could go . Everyone hated him. He was disgusting. A monster. He couldn't take it anymore. He couldn't let his baby end up like he did .
Loki closed his eyes . His hand was still on his stomach. He knew there was only solution to all these. He thought about it for a moment . He would kill himself . It would save both him and his baby. Loki looked down from the balcony. Surely if he jumped off from here he wouldn't survive. He took a breath. And walked towards the edge of the balcony. He was about jump off when something pull him backwards.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?"