Chapter 6.
Even though I was told to use everything I needed in the house, like the kitchen, I wasn't hungry at all. I felt sick to my stomach and dreaded the hours. When it was almost 8, I slowly walked around the house, making my way over towards his room. It was awfully silent in the entire house, making me feel even more terrified. Would he be even harsher then yesterday? Maybe he was angry with me and would harm me and then rape me again.
I was making myself feel even worse before I stopped in front of his door and ever so softly knocked on his door. Instead of telling me to come in, he opened the door for me, staring down, grinning when he saw me.
'Well hello there little Hazel, come in,' he said, his voice dark and low. I tried to stop my trembles as I entered and walked past him.
'You seem…. Skittish,' he observed, slowly closing the door and turning around to face me.
'I'm fine,' I quickly replied, my eyes wide as I watched him corner me into his wall. His grin never seemed to leave his face whenever he was around me.
'Sure?' he asked, chuckling as I couldn't hide my trembles. He cocked his head to the side.
'Let's play a game Hazel, every time I sense you are lying, an item of clothing comes off. How does that sound?' he said, placing either of his hands on the wall around me, locking me in.
'You don't have that many clothes on,' I replied, mentally slapping myself. But it was true, he was wearing a dark jeans and a low cut training shirt. His grin expanded even more.
'Cute.'
He placed one hand on my cheek, his eyes boring down into mine.
'Are you angry with me?' he then asked. I swallowed. I knew I was and I knew he knew, but to admit that out loud. He let his hand move over my cheek, a finger tracing my lips when I remained silent.
'Come, come little Hazel, answer me,' he taunted me. I licked my lips and thought hard about a solution.
'It does not matter what I answer, you will undress me no matter what,' I said, my voice shaking. He sighed, suddenly his hands around my waist pulling me close, too close for my taste.
'That's no fun at all, answer me though,' he said, his lips against my ear.
'You know I am,' I said. He chuckled and released me a bit to watch my eyes.
'Good girl, then my next question, would you have come to me, knowing the things you know now?' he asked, his hands lowering to my backside, before they slowly landed on my bottom. I took a shaky breath.
'Yes.' He stilled for a moment, seeming to think it over.
'Yeah?' he then asked me. I nodded.
'Well and here I was thinking you wouldn't.'
I remained silent, unsure what he wanted me to do.
'Well then, undress and get on the bed.' I felt myself tremble hard, but I had no choice here. I adverted my eyes and took a step away from him. I turned and undressed, my back towards him. I would not be as easy as he maybe would have liked, but I had promised myself to him and I would keep my end of the bargain.
'In a hurry?' he taunted me as I stood in my underwear, my back still turned towards him. I could feel him move behind me. I was to remove my bra but his hand slowly traced my shoulders. He pushed the straps off my shoulders and then suddenly opened my bra. It fell to the floor with a soft thud.
'Were are your smart words now, little Hazel?' he mocked me. He walked around me until he stood right before me, his eyes probably looking for mine, but I kept staring at the floor. I knew what was going to happen and I feared and dreaded it. I could still feel him inside of me, and to endure that again frightened me a lot. But I would not say it. I would remain silent and obedient. Well as long as I could that was.
'Well let's have some fun, hmm?' he said, he pulled his shirt over his head and unbuckled his belt. At that my eyes shot up, meeting his instantly. He chuckled. I swallowed and trembled even harder now I saw that he understood me perfectly.
'So afraid, so fragile, right?' he asked me. I quickly adverted my eyes again. I would just let him do what he wanted. I would shut the pain out. I could endure this, I could.
Somewhere along those thoughts I had closed my eyes. I was so afraid I was surprised I still was standing up.
'Open your eyes Hazel.' I sighed and I opened them, seeing him right before me. He was not grinning or mocking me, so it seemed. He just watched me, like he was truly curious.
'You keep surprising me Hazel. I thought you would run as fast as you could, being terrified like you are.' I adverted my gaze again.
'Please don't do this.' I asked him. Now he chuckled.
'Excuse me?' he asked. He sounded very amused.
'Don't play these mind games. You have me here, I will not run. I gave my word and will keep it, no matter how afraid I am or how much you hurt me. Just- just don't humiliate me anymore then you already have.'
My words were clear, but sounded very soft and afraid. He must have heard that too.
'Well, so where is your "let's get this over with" ? Hmm? Want me to just fuck you and leave you afterwards. Is that what you expect of me Hazel?' He asked. He didn't sounded angry, but I was intimidated with him so close by.
A tear made its way down my cheek, but I wiped it away before he could. I shuddered seeing him lean in even closer.
'Get on the bed.' His command made me want to run. But I didn't. I took a step back and walked towards his bed. I sat on the edge and then I lied down. I still had my eyes closed, my hands balled as fists, gripping his sheets as to brace myself for the pain he would cause me. I heard him remove his pants, just before I heard his footsteps.
'I bruised you quite a bit down here,' he whispered from above me. I felt his hands on my thighs, gently caressing them until he reached my panties.
'Not on purpose thought. Tonight will leave no bruises.' I opened my eyes when he said those words. What was he playing at?
'How sore are you,' he asked me once again. I swallowed and looked away when his stare got to intense.
'Pretty sore,' I answered. He didn't cared, he just wanted to hurt me some more, I just knew it. I closed my eyes when his fingers went underneath my panties. I was afraid he would rip them from me, but he simply shoved them to the side. A single finger slit through my folds. He rubbed me gently. I was still bracing myself for pain to come.
'Can you- can you just-' I was afraid to finish my plea. He pulled his fingers back.
'Can I what, Hazel?' I swallowed and gripped the sheets even tighter.
'Just start slowly. Please.' I asked. My eyes where tightly shut, so afraid for what was to come. I felt him move my panties again, this time pulling them off. I shuddered hard.
'Keep your eyes open Hazel, I want to see them.' I noticed how he seemed to ignore my question and feared the worst for tonight.
He now freely let his fingers feel me up. He let his index finger slowly slide in. I held my breath, waiting for him to add more fingers of even worse, but he just pushed that single finger in all the way, twisting it before he pulled it back. He repeated the actions a few times, confusing me. A chuckle haunted me.
'You are tense, too tense Hazel,' he said. I swallowed and felt like crying again. He would use it against me, I just knew it. I saw he was as naked as I was, and his cock was already hard.
'Get on your knees,' he commanded. My fearful eyes looking in his. He was going to hurt me some more. Fuck.
I shivered, but turned and got on my knees. He instantly let his hands roam my backside. With a firm hand he spread my knees so he had all the access he wanted. I felt his finger enter me again, it felt different from this position, like he speared me. His single finger was not painful, but I was so afraid I shivered a lot.
'I am barely inside of you Hazel. No need to fret already,' he said. I hated it he sensed my fear so easily. I hated him, I hated sex and I promised myself I would never lay with another man after Riddick was done with me. I would ban sex from my life. I would never let anyone humiliate me again. Never.
He removed his finger when I kept being tense. I wondered if he would ram himself inside and braced myself, but then I felt his mouth on me. He licked and sucked and even stuck his tongue inside. Deep. He sucked on my clit and kept it up until I shattered. My knees buckled and I felt like collapsing, but his arms pulled me back and against his chest. He lied down with me in his arms, kissing my neck.
'Little Hazel, what to do with you,' he softly whispered. I shivered. He made me go crazy with fear. I would be completely nuts by the end of the week. He moved a little and I felt his member, rock hard against my leg.
'Well, I could fuck you, but you seem still in pain.' He then remained silent for a while. I was understanding what he wanted me to do, but I didn't like it.
'Or?' I asked, my voice trembling. He chuckled and pulled me a bit closer.
'Afraid, too afraid to get fucked tonight babe. I will let you off the hook, just tonight. Tomorrow you will have to do something about this,' he said, letting me feel his member again. I swallowed. He sighed and pulled the sheets over us.
'You will sleep here tonight, close your eyes and say your demons goodnight Hazel.'
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I slept poorly. He kept me in his arms and only when morning came he turned and released me from his grip. I was wide awake, watching his back until, after two hours, he turned and faced me. He took a deep breath and licked his lips.
'Good morning Hazel,' he said. I answered very softly. He chuckled.
'I want to make a new deal with you Hazel. Are you in?' he asked me. I did not understand him. What was he playing at.
'Riddick…' he chuckled.
'You'll like this deal a little better.' I raised a brow.
'You will sleep with me, in here, every night. You'll be like now, willing. In return, I will go- slow and gentle- if you are obedient.' I had to blink twice. Sleep in here, every night?
'Tell me Hazel, yes or no.' I was in doubt. He could force me to do this, I was his already, why was he asking.
'I am already yours Riddick, I don't understand why you- why you want to make another deal.' His grin expanded.
'I want you, but not by force, not anymore. You can like it when I have you, We've seen that. You are fragile, tight, I can't just fuck you, or you'll break. I can keep that in mind, if you come here every night, willingly.' I swallowed. What should I do?