After that night where Peter told Olivia what he did they hadn't talked too much. They could see each other sometimes during the week but it was always work related.

It was becoming difficult for Olivia spending time with him, to look at his eyes and not to think about what he did. She knew he was going through a lot, but that didn't meant he hadn't hurt her.

Peter was in a taxi kissing a woman he had met literally five minutes ago when memories of Olivia, Noah, the moments they had spent together, the laughs, the tears, the sex, all came rushing into his mind and he stopped. He couldn't do it, he couldn't just have sex with another woman, not again.

So he went home, he needed to breathe and think about everything that was going on, he just needed a little peace. His phone rang, he didn't want to talk, not now, but when he picked up the phone to hang up he saw the name that in the short period of time he had known it he had grown to love it.

"Olivia" he picked up expecting her to say the needed to talk, or that she had forgiven him.

"Stone" instead her voice was cold and he instantly knew this was work related. "There's a case... apparently a woman killed her kids and husband..." while he listened he could sense in her voice that this case was affecting her, she loved Noah, he had been witness of the love Olivia had for that little boy.

"How can someone do that to their own kids?"

"I don't know, I can't imagine doing something like that... anyways maybe you should come over the precinct"

"Yes, I'll be there" he hung up

Yes maybe he was going to see her because of work, but at least he would see her again and maybe this time they were going to talk.

Peter arrived at the precinct and everyone was already there, that wasn't good if he wanted to talk to Olivia.

"Hi guys" he said not daring to make eye contact with Olivia who was right in front of him from across the table.

They talked about the case, went over files, made some calls and by the time they looked at the clock it was already 6am and Peter was really thankful for it. Soon the others should be going to leave for breakfast, and maybe just maybe Olivia would stay and talk to him, not work related.

"Okay that's enough" said Fin getting up.

"Yeah I'm hungry let's get something to eat" Carisi stood up and went to his desk to get his things.

Fin, Carisi and Amanda went to a coffee shop that was close to the precinct not before asking Olivia and Peter if they wanted something, an offer they both declined.

Finally they were alone, even if it was for a couple of minutes they could start that conversation they both needed.

"Liv" Peter tried to get her attention, but she didn't looked up at him, apparently she was reading some important file.

"Mhm?" Was the only sound she made. Not even a real word, this was going to be hard.

"Can we talk?"

"I'm busy" she got up and started walking towards her office. "And I need to go home to see if everything is okay"

"Well can I walk you out" he got up and walked up to her.

"Peter... listen what we had, whatever it was, it was nice and... we had a great time but that's it, that's all."

"But Liv..."

"I can't do this again, I did it before, I had a relationship one that I thought was going somewhere and Noah was starting to get attached and we broke up, now I did it again with you, and we broke up. I can't do it again it hurts Noah and... It hurts me" when she was done talking she looked down and with a deep breath she walked into her office leaving him alone.

I really screwed this, he thought. Peter walked away, he needed to get home and take a bath, he needed to think.

When he arrived at his apartment an idea entered his mind, he ignored that thought for a long time, how couldn't he think of that earlier!. He had a plan but he needed to wait, Olivia was going home, and that could ruin everything.

Guys I'm soooo sorry! I'm a student I don't have lots of time but here is a chapter I think you're going yo like. HOPEFULLY! I will update sooner now that I have a little more time. Again I'm sorry.