Chapter 2: Flashbacks Secrets
Damon spoke up first, "Why did you lie to Enzo?"
Bonnie: "I don't know what your talking about, I didn't lie to him."
Damon: "And I quote, "I'm sorry but I've never been with a vampire like that and unfortunately I don't see that changing." Again I ask why did you lie?"
Bonnie: "I'm sure that I don't know what your implying?"
Damon: "So your going to deny that it even happened at all?"
Bonnie: "What are you going on about?"
Damon: "I don't know me, you, a bottle of wine, trapped together in 1994, what you don't remember?"
Bonnie: "That happened along time ago and we both swore that we would pretend that it never did happen. I'm only keeping up my end of it and if I do remember correctly you promised to never mention it or bring it up again, so what gives?"
For a moment Damon and Bonnie both had this faraway look on their faces like they were sharing a forbidden memory together.
Flashback
The night in question happened after Damon was almost about to give up on the mere idea of making home again. It was pouring rain outside, Bonnie had to make him come inside.
Bonnie: "Your going to catch your death out here."
Damon: "Your already too late, I'm already dead. Now please leave me to my misery, I want to sulk alone."
Bonnie: "No, I don't think that I will because that could only bring you more pain."
Damon: "Why do you care if I'm in pain? I would think that you would want me to be in more pain, what gives?"
She stepped closer towards him, then she said, "I would never wish this type of pain on anyone. Now come on inside, the rain is pouring down harder."
Damon: "No, I deserve to be wet, just leave me alone."
Bonnie: "No, if it's your choice to stay out here in the rain then it's my choice to stay out here too."
With that Bonnie sat down next to Damon on the grass. The rain had started to pour down so hard. Suddenly he grabbed her and dragged her into the house with him.
Bonnie: "What are you doing?"
Damon: "I'm taking care of you, if we stay out here too long then you are going to get sick. I don't want to be stuck here alone without my sidekick, it would be completely boring without you here. You need to get out of those wet clothes before you catch your death."
For a moment they both stared at one another not saying anything at all. Then suddenly Damon rushed out of the room to get her a towel. He came back quickly and handed the towel to her to dry off. It was a rare moment when Damon wasn't saying or doing something inappropriately towards Bonnie. Then suddenly he pulled her towards him possessively and started kissing her. He thought that she would pull away from him but she merely let him kiss her. After a few minutes of heavy kissing and petting; Bonnie did pull away quickly and out of breath.
Bonnie: "What are we doing?"
Damon: "If I have to explain it then Jeremy didn't rock your world."
Bonnie: "I know where it was going but I think we should stop, don't you?"
Damon: "No, I want to stop feeling like this. I need you and why shouldn't we take comfort in each other, give me one reason why not?"
Bonnie: "Elena and Jeremy are why we shouldn't do this or did you forget about them already?"
Damon: "No, never, of course I haven't forgotten about Elena but in case you missed it neither of them are here. I don't know if we will ever see either of them again. Come on be honest, I know that you feel something for me, admit it?"
Bonnie: "I do but I'm afraid to act on these feelings and you know why."
Damon: "I'm not sure that I do, explain it to me?"
Bonnie: "If or when we find a way home, I don't want to look Elena in the eyes and lie to her about what we did together. Is that something that you want?"
Damon: "No, but I no longer have hope. You don't have your magic and there isn't any other way out of here. Please give me something more to hold onto here?"
Bonnie: "I'm not sure that we should do this, I mean if anyone ever found out about it; I would be mortified."
Damon: "If and that's a big if we ever make it back to Mystic Falls; we wouldn't have to tell anyone what happened between us. I know how to keep a secret."
Bonnie: "So what happens in 1994 stays in 1994, is that right?"
Damon: "Yea, do we have a deal then?"
Bonnie: "I'm not sure what your expecting from me?"
Damon: "Not much but I need to know is this a one time thing or is it something more?"
Bonnie: "Your right, there should be rules because I've never done casual sex before. Being near you makes me feel things; that I've never felt before and it scares me. I'm still not sure what you expect of me."
Damon: "I know that this is a huge deal for you and I don't take that lightly but I need you tonight just to make until morning. Please make me feel better even if it's only for one night; if it happens again than so be it and if not that is fine too. Make no mistake you will enjoy it immensely, come here?"
With that he pulled Bonnie closer to him and resumed kissing her passionately. Then their wet clothes scattered the living room floor. They made love in almost every room in the house. They made love so many times that Bonnie lost count. It was one amazing night but when morning arrived Damon was finally sober and Bonnie felt guilty and ashamed of her actions. She immediately pulled away from him and started to get dressed.
Damon: "Where are you going in such a hurry?"
Bonnie: "I'm going to take a shower and wash off this night and forget it."
Damon: "You mean wash off me and forget what happened last night right?"
Bonnie: "No, that's not it but last night was a horrible mistake and it's never going to happen again."
He pulled her back down on the bed and started kissing her again.
Then he said in a low seductive voice, "This isn't over yet, we need each more now than ever before. Stop being so self-serving and be selfish for once. Don't fight it, just give in to your desires."
She merely nodded her head as he proceeded to make love to her once again. That was the one aspect that Damon and Bonnie left out when they returned to the land of the living. They ate, they shopped, they watched horrible movies from the 90's over and over again, they listened to bad music, and they also made love almost every night. At first Damon didn't say anything because Bonnie never made it back with him. He figured that it didn't make sense to hurt anyone with his past deeds. Then afterwards he and Bonnie talked and decided to never tell anyone about what happened between them. It was like they agreed on what happens in 1994 stays in 1994.
End of Flashback
Damon: "What gives is that you lied to Enzo about never being with a vampire before and I want to know why?"
Bonnie: "That's none of your business, Damon. You need to leave before he comes back."
Damon: "No, I don't think that I will."
She backed away from him slowly.
Then she softly said, "Why the hell not, we don't have anything further to discuss?"
Damon: "That's where your wrong, we have unfinished business to attend to."
Bonnie: "What unfinished business do we have?"
Damon: "I don't know maybe your feelings for me?"
Bonnie: "I can't fathom what your talking about."
Damon: "Really, not a clue? Because for some reason there's a certain vampire that seems to think that you want me in your bed. I merely want to know if it's true or not?"
She started blushing almost immediately before she said, "Well, he has a big mouth and he's a liar too, so I wouldn't take anything that he said to heart."
Damon smirked, "Wow, it must be true because I don't think that I've ever seen you react like this before. I had no idea that you felt like that about me. You have to know that I'm flattered; especially given our history-."
Before he could finish Bonnie interrupted him, she put her hand up in a vain attempt to push him away.
Then she said, "Stop right there nothing will ever happen between us again. I have to say that a three year sleep didn't dampen your ego any did it?"
Damon: "I know that I'm hot and attractive but please don't stare."
Suddenly Bonnie got real angry and screamed, "I hate you and people like you. I mean you think that your semi good looks can get you anything or anyone no matter who pays the price. If I had never heard the name Salvatore my life would be much happier than it is now."
Damon: "Please, if I had never come here your life would be boring and you know it."
Bonnie: "Leave now before I get angrier."
Damon: "Fine but this isn't over yet."
With that Damon reluctantly left; thus leaving Bonnie to collect herself. She just couldn't believe the nerve that Damon had.
