Dear Juliet
My heart is breaking and I don't know what to do. The man I love has been taken from me. He was my true love and my soul mate. We were getting married. People keep saying it was a tragic accident and my friend keeps saying how sorry she is and trying to be there for me but I know he would never leave me not by choice.
I have this huge void in my heart and it hurts so much sometimes I cant even breath. Everywhere I look I am reminded of him in some way and it doesn't help that he was replaced instantly on the ship we served on. I know it had to happen but it still hurts.
When I wake I keep praying it has been a cruel dream and he is there next to me. Smiling at me telling me everything was all right His smile was so bright. Then I look around and his not there and I am brought back to reality and it is cold. He has gone and I am left behind.
How do I go on with out him Juliet. Everything I do just makes me so sad that he isn't here with me
I never even got to say a proper good bye. We had a Naval memorial for him but i couldn't say how much my heart was breaking I had to be the officer I was and be there for my division and we weren't suppose to be together as we served on the same ship. His parents were also on board and they didn't know about us and I didn't want to add to their sadness of things that might have been
I don't know how I can even love again. It hurts too much to have to say good bye when you don't want to
What can I do
so Nav's letter is set at episode 3:1 / 3:2 before she began to really think that something wasn't right with the way ET died
please let me know what you think. like with the other letters to Juliet I have based it on things that were said but also body language given.
duckmadgirl x