Trigger warning. There is sexual assault and abuse involved in this chapter. I'm sorry, but this was unavoidable. Also, I want to make a note that I made a mistake in a couple chapters ago. I said that Kairi's last name was changed, but it was her whole name. I'm sorry about that folks. I thought it was corrected but I guess it wasn't.
Ugh. My head hurts. I open my eyes and slowly sit up. Huh? Where am I? I try to move my hands but something pulls against them. I look down and see that my hands and feet have been tied to a bed. What's going on? Where am I? God, what can I remember. I remember talking to Tamaki. I remember assuring him I'd be fine. Then, I went to bed. And then-ow. Fuck that hurts. My head is pounding.
Suddenly, the door lock clicks and the door opens. Standing there is him. Oh fuck. No. No. No. No. No. No. This can't be happening. This isn't how it's supposed to go.
"Hello, Asumi. Or, should I call you Kairi? You know, I like Asumi so much more. Why would you ever change your name to something as ugly as Kairi?"
I just stare at him. I'm not gonna give in. He can't break me. I'm stronger than I used to be. And I know better now. He can't do anything bad to me.
"I see. So, you don't want to talk? Well, then, I suppose we could just get into it then. I don't particularly mind getting back to where we left off all those years ago."
My eyes widen, just slightly. He notices. "Yes. Did you think that I would forget about you? Did you think I'd forget what you did? I was in that prison for years. You have no idea what they do to people like me. But never mind that. You're going to help me forgive you."
He comes closer to me. I flinch back, as far as my restraints will allow. He sees me struggle against the restraints. "I'm sorry about those. I didn't want to use them, but I fear you may fight against me if I don't use them. See, I'm sure that those people have poisoned your mind and have convinced you that what we did was taboo and wrong. Until I know that you're obedient and won't fight me, those restraints must remain."
I still say nothing.
"You're still not going to say anything? Anything at all? Not a word for me? Nothing?"
I remain silent.
"Very well. I see that they have poisoned your mind. I suppose we'll just have to fix that won't we? I'm sure it'll only take a couple days before you're obedient again."
He starts to approach me again.
"I'm sorry Daddy. I was just so surprised to see you. You left me alone all those years ago. It hurt Daddy." I start to tear up a little.
"Aww baby, don't worry. I'm here now. Daddy isn't going to leave you again."
"You promise?"
"Daddy promises."
"I'm sorry Daddy. I didn't know that man was going to do that to you. I didn't want you to leave. I didn't want us to stop. I wanted us to be a family forever."
He finally reaches me and he unties my hands. I wrap them around him in a hug. He wraps his arms around me and cradles my head as I cry.
"Shh, baby. It's ok. Daddy's here. I'm not upset with you baby. I know you didn't mean to. Don't worry. We'll be a family again. Just the two of us."
After a couple minutes, I finally calm down and he wipes away my tears.
"Baby, did you miss me?"
"Yes Daddy. I missed you so much."
"I'm here baby. No one is going to tear us apart again."
He slowly starts to unbutton my shirt. "Daddy?"
"Shh, baby. Remember what we used to do when you were little?" I nod. "Remember how it felt? How much you liked it? We're gonna do that again. It was a fun game wasn't it?"
"Yes Daddy. I had a lot of fun playing that game. We really get to play it again?"
He unbuttons my pants and starts to pull them down. "Of course baby. No one can stop us this time."
*Time jump*
"Daddy?"
"Yes baby?"
"Do you love me?"
"Of course baby. Why would you think I didn't?"
"Cause when I woke up and you came in, you looked very angry. And you sounded angry. I thought maybe you didn't love me anymore."
"Of course I still love you baby. I'm sorry for those mean things I said to you. I didn't mean it. I'm not angry with you."
"Really?"
"Really baby. Now, let's put some clothes on you and go eat something shall we?"
"Ok Daddy."
"Now, Daddy got you some nice new dresses. Do you wanna try one on?"
"Sure Daddy."
He gets up and walks over to a dresser in the corner that I hadn't noticed before. He opens it up and pulls out a lavender purple dress. He comes back over to me and hands it to me.
"Look baby. It's your favorite color."
"You remembered."
"Of course baby. How could I forget?"
I put the dress on and turn around. He zips it up for me and I turn back around.
"Look at that. Fits you perfectly. You've grown a lot over the years baby. Your body has matured a lot more."
"Is that ok? Do you not like me like this?"
"I love you like this baby."
"Really?"
"Would I lie to you baby?"
"No."
"Then yes I really do. Now, let's go eat something."
He quickly pulls on his clothes and goes to the door. He unlocks it and opens the door. I follow him. We walk down a hallway and turn right into a kitchen. He tells me to sit at the table while he makes something.
"Daddy?"
"Yes baby?"
"I know how to cook."
"Really?"
"Yes Daddy. Those people made me learn and for a long time I worked in a restaurant."
"Would you like to help me make something then?"
"Sure Daddy."
I get up and help him make something. We have rice, salmon, and omelettes for breakfast. After we finish, I get up and offer to clean the dishes.
"You've really grown up haven't you?"
I look back at him. "Don't be sad Daddy. I didn't want to grow up but they made me. I wanted to stay the same for you, but I couldn't stop it."
"It's ok baby. I believe you. I just missed you."
"I missed you too Daddy."
I go over and hug him.
"Daddy?"
"What baby?"
"Am I gonna go to school?"
"What?"
"Before, I went to school. And after those people came, I still went to school. I was just wondering if I'd still be going to school."
"Actually baby, I'm gonna teach you. You're going to learn everything here, at home."
"Really? But don't you have to work Daddy?"
"Don't worry about that baby. Daddy isn't going to be going away for work anymore. I can work from home now. I made it like that so that we can spend more time together."
"Really Daddy?"
"Really baby."
"Yay. I'm so excited. Does that mean we'll get to play that game more often now?"
"Yes baby. We can play it as much as you want."
"Yay! Can we play it now?"
"Really? You want to play it again? So soon?"
"Yes Daddy."
"But you used to complain that it hurt if we did it too soon."
"It doesn't hurt Daddy. Not like it used to. So, can we?"
"Anything for you baby."
I'm gonna just leave that there. I'm sorry about the content. I promise that it won't be like this for the rest of the story. There will be this a little more in future chapter(s) but it won't remain. Also, I figured y'all's could understand what the game is that they're 'playing.' I also kinda assumed y'all's didn't want me to give more details on all that. I also kinda feel uncomfortable writing a scene of that caliber so, unless y'all's surprise me and actually want that, I'm not going to write that. I'll just elude to it.
On a lighter note, I finally got a laptop, so updating should be easier for me. The last chapter was completely on my phone, which sucks when you post chapters of 1,000+ words. I'm hoping that this will allow me to update more often. If not, that's really gonna suck. But, I'll try. I'll admit, it feels like I posted the last chapter just yesterday, not a month ago. Time is flying here in college.
Anyway, I won't go on anymore than necessary. I'll see you all in the next chapter. Until then, feel free to comment anything. You can also message me if you have specific questions or things you wanted to say. Till then, bye.