Twisted inside chapter 24

Ahsoka's eyes widened in amazement as she looked up at the storm growing up above her. "Focus my dear" Bogan said with a pleased smile on her face "if you lose focus the storm will get out of control and you could get swept up in it." Ahsoka nodded and stretched out with her hand toward the black swarm of dark clouds forming above her. Trusting in Bogan Ahsoka reached out and began to manipulate the storm brewing above them. "Let your emotions build and feed the storm, the stronger the emotion the more powerful the storm will become" Bogan instructed.

Ahsoka nodded and dug deep into her emotions channeling them into the storm. The dark clouds twisted and lighting exploded from the clouds striking the ground with devastating power. The lightning struck again as the wind began to pick up a near by rock formation was struck by lightning exploding into pieces on contact. "Control the lightning guide it to a target and let it loose lash out with your anger" Bogan continued. Looking at pillar of rocks Ahsoka lashed out and watched as the rock formation exploded.

Ahsoka was in awe, she had no idea she could use such a powerful technique with Bogan's help. Reading her thoughts Bogan walked closer to her vessel "back the storm down, slowly allow the storm to fade if you don't and just release your hold on it there will be a back lash" Bogan replied. Spreading her fingers apart the storm began to fade until the sky returned back to normal. "With my power and enough training you can not only create powerful storms but you can warp the landscape around you" Bogan said with a pleased smile on her face.

Ahsoka turned and looked at Bogan once she was sure the storm she had created was completely gone. "What else?" Ahsoka asked eagerly ready to learn more, a hunger had grown in her to learn from Bogan to study and to practice what she taught her. Bogan smiled and place a hand on Ahsoka's shoulder "rest dear, we can continue training once your mind as had a chance to rest" Bogan instructed.

Ahsoka couldn't hide her disappointment but nodded in understanding. Using such powerful force abilities could easily drain her if she wasn't careful. Sitting down Ahsoka opened herself up to Bogan like they normally did every time Ahsoka meditated. Instead of sitting with her Bogan began to slowly walk around Ahsoka "you're growing stronger my dear, with every passing day your control over the force is growing. I am very pleased" Bogan said.

Ahsoka's breath began to slow as Ahsoka's consciousness mingled with Bogan's own. Her body relaxed as Ahsoka let Bogan pulled her deep into the ocean of her power. "The stronger our bond grows the easier your ability to use the force will become" Bogan said letting her finger's lightly brush against one of Ahsoka's lekku causing her body to shiver in delight.

Ahsoka breathed deeply and let Bogan pull her deeper allowing more of the darkside to flow through her. Behind her eyelids her sulfuric yellow eyes seemly began to glow, exhaling again she let herself fall to Bogan's mercy. Deeper she was pulled into the ocean of power loosing all sense of time and awareness. It was dark so very dark the deeper she was pulled and she had done this so many times now that she couldn't remember what the light felt like. And if she was honest will herself right now she couldn't care less because she felt complete bliss in the darkness.

Ahsoka felt calm, calmer than she had ever been surrounded by the lightside of the force. It was strange how Bogan could bring her a sense of true peace when they were like this. "That's it my dear" Bogan cooed softly "let it go, let it all go. Your worries, your doubts, your pain. Let it all go, I will take care of you."

Ahsoka shivered again as Bogan continued to lightly stoke her lekku. "Deeper" Bogan encouraged tugged gently at Ahsoka's mind "trust me" she whispered. Ahsoka felt her mind suddenly rejuvenate and her body quivered again as Bogan's hand brushed the tip of her lekku. Ahsoka fell deeper and deeper her force signature darkened, become twisted into something almost unrecognizable until suddenly she stopped falling yet she didn't ascend either, instead she was suspended unable to go any further.

'Why did we stop?' Ahsoka mentally asked Bogan whose reply echoed lower beneath her in the dark ocean of power 'for now this is enough, your body and mind must become accustomed to this depth of power. If you try to rush delve to deep to quickly your mind will shatter driven to insanity because you couldn't handle it, because you weren't ready. This is why for now you will remain here at this level and no further until you become accustomed to it' Bogan replied.

Ahsoka remained there for some time suspended in the ocean of Bogan's power. Bogan was there she was always there beside her, in front of her, behind her, inside of her. Bogan was and always would be there because she was a part of Bogan and Bogan was a part of her. Bogan was her and she was Bogan and this no longer scared her as it use to. Bogan had done nothing to harm her, had done nothing to betray her and had only ever been there to help her. She began to wonder if this had been fated to be, if she was destined to have this…gift. It wasn't a curse, she didn't believe it was anymore like she used to.

She was stronger, faster and more powerful now than she had ever been in her life and it was all thanks to Bogan and yet she wanted more. Every time her meditation ended and they became separate minds once again Ahsoka always felt empty, incomplete. She needed to be filled, needed to be complete and she knew Bogan was the answer. She didn't want Bogan to separate their minds, she desperately craved Bogan. She was like a drug she just couldn't get enough of; she wanted more she always wanted more, to stay in the deepest darkest depths of Bogan forever.

'NOOO!' Ahsoka mentally cried out as she felt herself slowly beginning to ascend. 'Please…please let me stay' she begged Bogan 'I need it!' This intrigued Bogan, it seems her vessel was growing rather attached to her 'why my dear? Why don't you want to come up?' she mentally asked though she knew the answer. She had Ahsoka, she was hers and she was never going to let her go. 'I need you' Ahsoka mentally replied 'I need this, I want this please let me stay for a little longer.' Bogan chuckled 'very well my dear' and to Ahsoka's relief she felt herself sinking again.

Bogan couldn't help the devious grin that was spreading across her face. It wouldn't be long now before Ahsoka gave every last part of herself over to Bogan. Leaning down as her hands gently played with the togruta's lekku she whispered "soon my dear it will be just me and you." Ahsoka shivered violently at the thought, she wanted that she wanted to be with Bogan.

There in this state of total bliss Ahsoka remain floating listening as Bogan told her about the other vessels it had bound with and the things they had done together. It was a rather gruesome tale but Ahsoka's voice was so soothing that it didn't matter. But as they say, all good must things come to an end when Ahsoka felt herself being pulled up. When their minds separated Ahsoka opened her eyes and took a deep breath.

Bogan was sitting right in front of her so close to her face that Ahsoka could feel her darker half's breath. "Did you enjoy yourself my dear?" Bogan asked. "Yes it was…refreshing being that close to you again" Ahsoka replied. Bogan smiled "oh?" she replied deviously ebbing closer to her vessel "you enjoy my company, me closeness?" she breathed softly.

If Ahsoka's lekku weren't so pain the blue now grey stripes would be darkening. Her lips parted slowly "I…" what came next to a surprise to the both of them. Ahsoka closed the distance sealing their lips together needed to feel her closeness again. There was a hunger to her kiss, a ravenousness hunger that needed to be satiated. When their lips connected Ahsoka felt an explosion of energy passing between them unlike anything she had felt before. Ahsoka deepened the kiss and wrapped her arms around Bogan who had gone stiff for a moment before she fell into the kiss. This was a first, the other vessels had never done such a thing before, it was something new something different. Bogan deepened the kiss further both of them losing themselves in each other.