A/N; so my only commenter said to try to do a lemon so that's what this chapter starts out with. This is my first lemon outside of rp~ so no hate or I have the mafia on speed dial. Without further delay (*cough* it's been 3 months *cough, cough*) here's the next chapter

Chapter 6: I know I shouldn't say this…

Antonio carried Lovino upstairs bridal style, careful of his bump and took the time to lay him on the bed and shut the door. He was giddy and forgot what to do next, resulting in him just standing there and an awkward silence enveloping both occupants of the room. Lovino piped up "What are you waiting for? Damn Christmas?" Antonio blushed a little and slightly shook his head, and he began to undo his belt and pants, stepping out of them. "N-no….es nada…"

He stripped off his shirt and waited for Lovino to do the same but he found the Italian was just watching him with a lust filled gaze. Antonio chuckled and approached his lover, making Lovinos face flush as his turn on was evident. " Aye, Lovi. You look thirsty~" he teased and watched his lovers blush intensify. Lovino squirmed in his place on the bed and began unbuttoning his shirt and his belt painfully slow for Antonio's liking

. "Sit on the bed." Lovino said and got up, making his way to the dresser across the room

Toni did as told and once again waited for his lover. When Lovino was over at the dresser, Toni secretly admired the Italians bare skin and praised the sun for gleaming in the particular direction. The skin that oh so turned him on… the olive color mixed with the brown of his hair and the hazel/green eyes from which he was currently unable to see, but he could imagine it… He was nothing but perfect in the eyes of the Spaniard. Now with that swollen tummy that held their loves creation, he was even more delectable.

Lovino came back with a small tube of lubricant and gracefully sat in Toni's lap, shifting to fit comfortably.

He wrapped his arms around the others neck, pulling him into a deep and passionate session. Lovino used his tongue and dominated, leaving Antonio to just stay along for the ride. Lovino had him in a lip lock when he snuck an arm around and down between them, pumping the Spaniards member, making Toni moan into the kiss. Lovino smirked and pulled back, making sure to get his lover fully erect before getting the lubricant. He coated Antonio's cock and pumped before reaching down and going to prepare himself, at least that's what he usually did. This time, he found he could not reach.

"…..fuck…" he uttered and looked at Toni, who was once again watching him with need in his eyes.

Lovino gulped. "…little help…?" Antonio had to think for a second, but looked between them to see that there was something that came between them. "Awe, Lovi~ your belly~" he cooed and didn't notice how deep red his lover was. Antonio nodded. "Of course, now….how to do this…"

"Like we always have, dipshit!"

"But Lovi? Wont that hurt el Niño's?"

"Not if you do it right."

Antonio nodded once again and assisted his lover into a laying position on the bed. He recoated his fingers and slowly parted the Youngers legs and had hold on one leg, rubbing calming circles into the inner thigh while he swiftly inserted a digit. He waited until he felt the Italian relaxed a bit before adding the second, then the third. He thrust in and out with his fingers and parted them inside with a scissoring motion. Lovino moaned and squirmed, having a grip on the sheets. Antonio uttered relaxing words to him while he withdrew his fingers and began mounting Lovino.

Lovino laid his head back as Antonio's length entered him slowly and silently begged for more, it coming out as a whimper.

Antonio began to move, thrusting slowly at first but picking up speed and making Lovino moan and whine and grunt. Every sound pushed him closer along with the tightness and warmth that encased his erection. They were perfectly in rhythm and moaning with each movement. Toni finally hit Lovinos prostate and the Italian cried out his name loudly, begging for more and moving his hips slightly to help Toni. Antonio thrust into that part each time and felt his lover getting overwhelmed in the ecstasy of the moment and not being able to hold back on his climax, coating both of their torsos in cum. Antonio hear his name in one last scream before coming as well and pulling out, kissing Lovino and laying carefully beside him, pulling him close and covering them with the blanket. They fell asleep in one another's arms.

"What do YOU want?" Ludwig snarled and made it clear that he was in no mood for games. He was about to slam the door shut in Lutz's face when the man spoke, the words coming out just above a whisper. "…..i…..i need ….need someone to …talk to." He averted his gaze to rest at his feet and didn't dare to look up, fearing he had angered Ludwig already. For some reason, blue eyes softened and Ludwig stepped aside. "…..come in…"

He lead his 2p to the living room and instructed him to sit while he went to get him a drink. Lutz stayed put and stared off into the space of nothingness that had coated his very vision ever since he stopped going around Luciano. Luciano was probably furious with him. Most likely hated him. It wasn't like he hadn't been hated before, just… not by Luci. Luciano was his partner, Lutz himself would even go as far as to say lover. Sadly he had to ruin their relationship. He couldn't have a baby, it would have put a stop to many things that made their love life special. But he could never bring himself to tell that to Luci, it would make him sound selfish and inconsiderate, which he was but… he didn't think he could ever hurt Luciano like he did that day.

He had skipped practice quite a few times due nausea and fatigue. When he found out Ludwig was pregnant, he already knew his fate. He sat awake forever thinking on it, and found he simply couldn't bear the thought of bringing a child into this world with all the discrimination set against him and his lover. So he got and abortion. Sadly, he just couldn't keep it from Luci, the Italian would find out, and if not by him he would have been crushed. So he told him. But when Luciano asked why, he spat out the first thing that came to mind. Unfortunately in that moment, his Nazi part had decided to step in and sort of take over. He not only told Luciano what a nightmare a mixed baby would be, but he insulted the Italians intelligence and more importantly, all that he stood for. His country.

He was thrown out and hadn't returned since. He came to Ludwig because no one else would understand the internal struggle their country still goes through. The guilt, the hate and oppression. All of it still plagued them, as thick as the day the world war began. Therefore, here he sat, telling Ludwig everything while the german sat and listened, shifting slightly from time to time. When Lutz stopped talking, all was quiet for a bit. Ludwig finally cleared his throat.

"…though I am no fan of abortion, I think its safe to say you did the…right thing…" Lutz looked over at him and waited for abrupt laughter or a shrug, any gesture at all. All he did see was the sincerity in the pools of blue that seemed to bore into his very being. He shivered.

"….what makes you say that…?"

"It's simple really. You felt that you were not ready so therefore, you made sure the child would not go into a situation that may have been unstable to the point where he or she may have not received the best of care. And if Luciano saw that, he would have to understand. Surely, you've talked since?" Lutz shook his head. Ludwig sighed. "….maybe a bit more time then…until then.." he bit the inside of his cheek "You are welcome to the guest room downstairs…" Lutz looked at him in bewilderment.

"….Felicaino is not with me…he will be back around next week…until then, you may stay. Probably you will be able to patch things up with Luciano before the next weeks end." Lutz nodded silently. "….Danke…but…I think it's time for me to head back…Akbar will miss me…" Ludwig nodded "You….you'll be okay….yes?"

"Of course. I just needed some….advice..." He rubbed his eyes, always tired, and began to say his good byes. When he left, Ludwig locked the door and cussed under his breath.

Felicaino awoke next to his grandfather on the couch. He smiled and got up, seeing about a sound he heard in the kitchen. Toni had a list and was making a monster of a sandwich. Feliciano made his presence clear in the form of a small 've~' escaping his lips. Antonio looked up "…ah, Buenos tardes Feli~"

"Ni-chan? What are you doing?" he asked and added a cute tilt of his head. "…Lovino was hungry..." he said softly and continued his work. Feli giggled "so, what all is on the sandwich~?" Antonio handed him the list and disappeared up the stairs. The list consisted of several condiments, peppers, three kinds of meat and cheeses, a sauce he himself was unfamiliar with, and peanut butter to top it all off, olives on the side. He felt sick. Buuut, he was also terribly curious. He snuck upstairs and heard talking, sneaking his way to the cracked door. Lovino was devouring the sandwich and Antonio was talking about baby names and flower colors. Lovino nodded and said a few words now and then but there was a lot of attention being paid to the food. But then, he froze all together.

This did not go unnoticed by Toni, who was at his side in a second. "Mi Querido? Que pasa mi amor?" he spoke softly as Lovino turned to him. "….a kick….a good kick…" Lovino smiled brightly and cooed at his tummy. Antonio joined and rubbed small circles on the bump with one hand, the other on Lovinos shoulder. A tinge of jealousy hit Feliciano once again, but he quickly shooed it away. He knocked on the door and watched his brother once again freeze. Before Lovino could stop him, Toni chirped a "Come on in~"

Feliciano stepped in tentatively and waved slightly. "Ciao~" Lovino looked at Toni and shot him a look that could kill, but only for a fraction of a second.