Lauren's POV

When I wake up my body is intangled in Alex's. I look at him, sleeping soundly. He's hugging his chest, snuggled up to me. I kiss his forehead and close my eyes again. "Stay asleep." I whisper. I know that if he wakes up he might not remember. There's a chance that he was drunk. I want to believe that he wasn't, I want to believe what he said. I had to shower, but I didn't want to wake Alex up. I look down, I almost forgot we were undressed. Alex moved closer to me. He was so quiet and peaceful.

"Jakie I can feel you staring at me." Lex said. I started to blush and he smiled at me. He turned to face me.

"Hey Lex... do you remember last night?"

"Yes. I told you I wasn't drunk last night babe." That is my new favorite word. I didn't want to move but I had to. I sat up,

"Lex I need to shower. You should get dressed, we don't want Herc and Laf seeing you naked in my bed." He sat up too. I got up and started to walk, then I felt a hand around my wrist. I turn around and Alex kisses me. He pulls me back to bed. He lays down and I end up onto of him. When he pulls away for a breath I get up and go to the bathroom. I start a shower and get in. I start to sing a familiar song. I scrub my curly hair, my finger getting stuck a lot of the time. When I wipe my face with a wash cloth I open my eyes and see Alex looking at me.

"Wow Jakie I didn't know you could sing."

"ALEX!!!" I stop the shower and grab my towel, wrapping it around my waist.

"What do you need Alex?"

"Awww what happened to Lex?" He said, sticking out his lower lip. I grab his face and kiss him. I thought that it might make him happy. I didn't mean to make him sad. He pinned me against the wall and I let out a small moan. We sunk to the floor, Alex sitting on my lap, me still in a towel.

"Alex stop." I said pushing him off me. I didn't want his pity love. I knew that he could still be hung over.

"What the crap Jakie?"

"Alex I... I think you should go... you have work..."

"Not today. Did I do something wrong?"

"Ye- No... Maybe... just leave Alex." What was I saying? What was I doing? Even if it was pity love it was still Love from Alex wasn't it? No if I want his love I didn't want his fake love. After a while he hadn't left.

"ALEX I SAID LEAVE!!! Please..." I had started to cry. I pulled my knees to my chest.

"John...?" He came close to me. I kicked him in the stomach and ran out. I ran to my room and locked the door. I heard the front door open then close. I had changed into a oversized sweatshirt and some jeans. I went to the corner of my room, I start to cry super hard. I hear a knock on my door.

"John? Are you okay?" I hear Herc say.

"Mon ami? Come out please."

"GO AWAY PLEASE!"

"Is it about Alex?"

"NO NOW LEAVE!" I hear footsteps away from the door. The tears are streaming down my face. I don't know why I did that. I just need space I guess. Alex tried calling my 13 times and sent over 20 messages. I ignored all of them until the 14th call.

"John? Are you there?!"

"Yeah... what do you want?" I respond.

"Are you okay? What did I do? I don't want to hurt you... I love you." When I hear that I hang up and throw the phone across the room. I start to cry again. I know he was drunk. I don't want his freakin' drunk pity love! But freak me, I will always fall for him. Dang Alexander why are you so hot? I do love him... he just... ugggh.

To be continued...

Hi guys! So I think I'll post on either Saturdays or Mondays. I am in the process of moving so sorry if I don't post that much. Thanks for reading!