Laurens POV

It had been 4 days since I yelled at Alexander. At first I felt bad, now I just think I did the right thing. Laf and Herc have banged on the door, slid food under the door, and I just watch it sit there. I'm tired of people wanting to "help" me. I'm broken and no one can fix it. It's all because of stupid, hot, perfect Alexander. And crap I love him. I love him so much. I don't know why I did what I did. My phone has 31 missed calls from Alexander and 64 messages. Then I hear the doorbell ring. I hear someone open it then I hear running to my door.

"John! Please talk to me! It's Alexander! I'm so sorry... I love you John I really do!" Of course he came. Why wouldn't he make life harder. I grab my phone and text him.

John- Why are you here?

Alexander- Because I love you!

When he texted that I threw my phone against the wall again.

"John? What was that? If you don't open this door I'll break it down."

"THEN I'LL JUMP OUT THE WINDOW!" I yelled at him. I didn't want his perfection trying to comfort me.

"Alexander you don't know how hard it's been being the gay boy, who chases after a drunk workaholic, who only loves him when he's drunk. I don't want you pity drunk love. I want you to love the real me. Not just love me when your drunk. I want you to love me forever. I want you to be mine... but you never will. You will never really love me." I was in tears. I was sitting against the door now. I could hear Alexander crying on the other side.

"You could never really love me... you don't love me do you Alex? It was some sick joke wasn't it?" I knew I had said too much. I knew I shouldn't have opened up. Stuff like this never really works for me. I knew he would leave, but he didn't.

"... John... I... You... Please let me in. I never ment to hurt you. I love you more than anything. I would die for you." I stood up and walked over to the door, trying to stop the tears from falling down my face. I unlock it and open the door to see Alexander on the floor, years coming down his face. I stand there and watch Alexander get up. He grabbed me and wrapped me into a hug. I wrapped my arms around his waist.

"Promise you're not drunk?" I say.

"I promise." He looked up at me and kissed me. Not like before. This time he was determined to make a point. I kissed him back. This is what I wanted. The moment was perfect until Laf and Herc wrapped us into a group hug.

"Sorry... we will let you guys talk." Herc said.

"AND MAKE OUT!!!" Laf said. Alex and I blushed hard. Herc punched his arm. I lead Alex into my room, he closed the door behind him. He came over and sat on my bed. I sat on his lap, wrapping my arms around his neck.

"I love you too Lex." He smiled and kissed me, pulling me ontop of him. He later flipped me onto the bottom and then he was ontop of me.

"I love you more!" Said Alex. I scrushed my nose and shook my head. I pulled his face back to mine. Life is good.

Hope you guys liked this chapter!!! This story is far from over! Bye! Lots of love!!