Laurens POV

Alex and I haven't really left each other's side since our fight. I'm happy he didn't leave me. I look over my shoulder and see Alexander looking at the back of my head. I was sitting on the couch watching Bambi. He was working on a paper on the table behind me.

"Take a picture it'll last longer." I said to him. He stood up and walked over to me. When he got to me he wrapped his arms around my neck from the back of the couch. He placed his chin on my shoulder which was covered with my hair.

"Sit with me. You can watch with me."

"Ok babe." My heart melted and I fell in love with him all over again. He walked around and sat next to me. He placed his head on my shoulder and I wrapped my arm around him. I kissed the top of his head and turned my head towards the screen. After the movie ended Alex was asleep on me. I knew I couldn't move, and it was 11:23 pm, so I fell asleep to. I woke up to Alex still on my shoulder and a pain in my neck.

"How are you so comfortable Alex?" He sat up slowly and rubbed his eyes.

"I don't know. Can I go back to sleep now?" "Fine." I got off the couch and started to walk away.

"Wait... can you carry me?" He asked.

"Uggggg... I just woke up to!"

"I know but we could go back to sleep. And in an acual bed this time." I walked back to the couch and scooped up Alex. He wrapped his arms around my neck and I carried him bridal style all the way to his bed. I laid him down and put the blanket over him.

"I'm still cold Jackie."

"Well I don't know what to tell you."

"Can you come here and warm me up?" He asked with a smile on his face.

"Why should I?"

"Because you love me!" He got me there. I walked over to the other side of his bed and got under the covers next to him.

"You lied Lex. It's not cold here."

"I know." He said wrapping his arms around me smiling. I feel asleep in his arms. Here I felt safe and happy. I felt loved. When I woke up this time I was alone in Alex's bed. I got up and walked out of his room into the kitchen.

"Hey Jackie!" I was greeted by Alex. He came over and kissed my check.

"Hi... *yawn* what time is it?"

"It's 3:42 pm." Herc said. I just noticed him and Laf sitting on the couch.

"Wow... Hey Lex. I was thinking... you wanna go out tonight?"

"Yeah! But I have to go to work for a few hours. Can you pick me up from there at 6:30?"

"Yeah. See you then Lex." He grabbed his stuff and left. I walked back to my room and took a shower. I let the water run over me. I soon had to get out and get ready. I put on a green shirt and some jeans for my date tonight. I started to read a book as I heard a knock on my door.

"Come in!" I said. When the door opened I saw Laf come in and sit next to me.

"Mon ami I think you could use this." He said handing me a book.

"What is it?" I asked.

"It is a big book of manners!" I punched his arm playfully. He scrunched his nose and left. I opened it and began to read. About an hour later I left. I drove down to Alex's work and put the car in park. I texted Alex.

John- I'm outside! Can't wait to see you!

I looked up from my phone for a second and then I saw a car ram into mine. The next thing I know I'm upsidedown, in my car. I hear screams, glass breaking, the blood rushing to my head, and Alex saying my name. The next thing I hear is the angles chorus, and I see a bright light, calling me to come to it.

Ok so I know, I hate myself for writing this. I'm a horrible person! And before y'all say anything I love John more than anything so don't say a thing about me hating John!