Takes place during chapter 8 of the manga. Rated T for language and suggestive themes.

Uncalled for

Yuzu

Mei had me pinned to the bed. It all started when I entered our room after returning from the store with our dad. Mei had kissed me out of nowhere like she always does, but this time was different. There was more hunger to it. She kept taking it further.

Her words repeated in my head: 'That's all it takes to make you obedient. It's so simple' She said after kissing my neck. I felt angry and insulted by the comment, but I knew she was right. As soon as her tongue had touched my neck, I stopped struggling. I was an easy catch for a girl like Mei. I wanted to prove her wrong and protect my dignity, but I couldn't. I wanted her too badly.

"I could go even further 'cause I don't care anymore" Mei tells me.

What is that supposed to mean? She doesn't care anymore? Go even further?

Mei's hand traces down my stomach and into the waistband of my panties.

My mind races at a hundred miles per hour. This is what she means by taking it further! There's a voice screaming in my head 'Her hand is inches from my vagina'. This is all happening too fast. I'm not ready for this yet. I feel like I'm having a panic attack.

Mei seems to pick up on all of my emotions "I'll be gentle. It's your first time, right?"

I don't know why, but her words registered as another insult. I gritted my teeth with anger. She thinks it's easy to have her way with me. She thinks she can do whatever she wants to me without even asking first. My mind drifts back to all the times she's forced herself upon me and now she was doing it again.

My hand reaches out and slaps her across the face, something I immediately regret. Mei recoils, pulling her hand out of my pants along with her. Her face expresses pure shock as her cheek turns red.

"I'm… sorry" Mei stands up "I thought you wanted this." She walks around the bed and towards the bedroom door.

She's right. I did want this. So why did I stop her? Did I let my pride get in the way of something I've been fantasizing about for weeks? She may be guilty of forcing herself on me, but I'm guilty of enjoying it every time. In the end, Mei was just giving me what I desire.

'I'll be gentle. It's your first time, right?' Those words I took offense to… Mei was just being considerate. I think what she was trying to do was just as much for me as it was for her.

I roll off the opposite side of the bed and catch her wrist before she can make it to the door. She looks back, a little surprised. I notice tears, fighting to make their way out of her eyes.

"I'm so sorry" I squeeze her wrist tightly to make sure she can't leave "You didn't deserve that."

"I just… You're the only thing that makes me happy. I thought maybe the more I gave into you, the happier I would be" Mei confesses "I shouldn't have assumed that you would want this."

I don't know how to respond. This is the first time Mei has ever expressed any type of emotion. It's a little ironic. After all this time of pushing me away, she was ready to get close. This time, I was the one who pushed her away.

"I do want this" I tell her "You just really caught me off guard."

"Yeah" She replies, absent-mindedly rubbing her sore cheek.

"I'm so sorry" I squeeze my eyes shut "Slap me."

"What?"

"So we're even" I tell her "Slap me."

I wait timidly for the impact. I hope she goes easy on me. No. I deserve this. I hope she slaps me as hard as she can. Maybe then I won't feel so shitty about what I did. Her hand touches my cheek but it's gentle, softly caressing the skin. I open my eyes and find hers staring straight back at me.

"I'm not going to slap you." She says.

Mei nervously leans forward, focused on my lips. She's probably worried about getting hit again. I close the rest of the distance for her, connecting our lips in a passionate kiss. I need to make this up to her.

I fall back onto the bed, pulling Mei on top of me "I won't slap you this time if you want to take it further."

Just a little something I came up with. I believe Yuzu was wrong for slapping Mei when a simple "No" would have sufficed, So I wrote this. Hope you enjoyed.