Sakura's P.O.V.

Sakura and Riri headed straight for the cottage house right when they got home. She placed the sleeping child gently on the bed.

Distance was Sakura's best friend at the time. It was awkward between the two teens.

'It was okay, right? It was just oral sex. Nothing else. That's what people do in relationships right?.'

She thought as she laid down on the pillow top bed.

Sakura didn't feel right this wasn't okay.

She thought back on the incident that took place just moments ago. The way he kissed her. The way he touched her. The aura that surrounded them at that moment.

Sakura wanted him. But at the same time she didn't. Did Sasuke just want to use her? Or did he love her like he said he did?

She could still taste his cum in her mouth. It tasted like salty mushrooms.

The pink haired girl closed her eyes. She started to have an conversation with inner self.

"Sasuke's not like them." She said out loud. "He didn't force me like the others."

'But he did see that you were hesitant. He knew you didn't want to do it. But what did he do he took advantage of you that's what he did.' Her inner self said.

"Shut up. He's not like the others. He's different."

'That's what you think. No man is good. They're all so selfish .'

"Go away." She covered half her face.

'He doesn't love you. He just wants one thing from you. You heard how he talked about Karin in front of you. He does not care Sakura.'

"You're wrong about him."

'Am I? If I'm so wrong about him then why do you regret that little moment you guys just had?'

"I-I..it wasn't ..."

'Exactly. He said he would wait for you. Didn't he? Lying to you already just like all the others. Just like …...Ren.'

Sakura sat up in the bed. "He didn't lie!"

'Oh yes he did. Just like how he's lying about being in love with you.'

"Stop... please…" She said as tears started to rise at the brim of her eyes

'He's going to hang on to you until he gets what he wants. Then just toss you away like garbage.'

The tears fell from Sakura's face.

"I hate you.."

'You hate yourself dear.'

"Mimi."

Sakura felt tiny fingers on her face. Riri was trying to wipe away her tears.

"No. Cry. No."

"Riri. Night night."

"Mimi cry." Riri put her hands in front of her face and pretended to wipe away invisible tears.

Sakura pulled her daughter close to her chest. Riri hugged her with all her might.

"Loooooooove." She said.

"I love you too Riri."

The pink haired girl tucked Riri in bed. She laid down as well.

She was tired and drained.

Her heart was in pain.

Her feelings were confused.

Sakura just didn't know what was going on right now.

The child looked at her mother with her green orbs.

"Mimi."

"Yes?"

"Night night." She said smiling at her.

"Goodnight Riri."

Sakura waited for her daughter to close her eyes and fall into a deep sleep. She closed her eyes afterwards.

The night went by slow and dreadful.

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One Week Later

Sakura was in class. She was trying to concentrate on what was being taught but her mind was racing She avoided being around Sasuke for a few days.

She wouldn't speak to him.

She wouldn't look at him.

It was uncomfortable being around him now.

But despite all of the efforts of silent treatments, neglect, and cold shoulders was that Sasuke didn't even attempt to see what was wrong with her.

How she was feeling.

What she was doing.

He just left her alone.

He pretty much ignored her.

And that was what puzzled Sakura and confused her feelings even more .

Sakura was trying to copy down the notes on the board. But her mind kept on running.

Was Sasuke just using her?

Did he really just want sex and then toss her to the side? Or did he really care about her?

What the hell did he want?!

On the spur of the moment she shoved her math book and journal off her desk.

Her emerald eyes grew wide as she acknowledged what she had just done. The entire class looked at her. Some snickered. Some just thought she was crazy.

Kakashi turned away from the board and looked her way. "Sakura I understand math is the devil of all subjects but I would appreciate if you kept your tantrums to yourself."

"I'm sorry. It won't happen again ." She said picking up her mess.

Kakashi Sensei was extremely laid back. He was a silvered haired man with bangs covering one of his dark eyes. A hospital mask covered his mouth hiding his face. He's probably a germaphobe. Who else would wear a mask every day?

Sakura felt a pair of eyes burning into the back of her head.

She turned around.

It was Tayuya.

Her brown eyes were filled with rage. Sakura rolled her eyes and focused on the notes on the board.

Her ringleader wasn't here so therefore Sakura didn't need to look at her as a threat. She had enough shit on her plate as it was.

Class was over with. On to the next one.

Sakura saw Sasuke walking in the hallway. She looked him dead in his onyx eyes.

He started to walk closer to her.

Sakura felt her blood go cold.

Was he going to speak to her? Was he going to touch her?

She felt scared.

Sasuke looked dead at her and walked right passed her. He nudged her roughly with his shoulder like it was nothing and kept on going. Sakura felt a sharp pain inside her heart. She grabbed her shoulder and rubbed it softly.

She turned around to look at him. He kept on going without looking back.

Sakura fought hard to hold back the tears. She started to walk to her next class but felt a sharp jab in the side of her ribs.

'What in the…'

Sakura looked through her peripheral vision.

Tayuya. She had her hand cocked back to strike at her again.

Sakura dodged her blow just in time. She dropped her backpack on the floor. Students started to gather around the two teens encouraging the fight.

"Stupid Bitch! You'll pay for getting Karin expelled!" She yelled out.

"Karin did it to herself!" Sakura yelled back.

Tayuya charged at Sakura. Both girls ended up hitting the lockers. Sakura grabbed Tayuya, trying to pin her down but Tayuya was too strong. She broke loose of her grasp head butting Sakura dead in the mouth. She tasted the iron flowing in her mouth. Sakura didn't want to fight but Tayuya wasn't backing down.

Sakura didn't have a choice.

She always hated violence but sometimes you had to fight back.

Sakura cocked her hand back and punched Tayuya dead in her eye. That only pissed Tayuya off even more.

"YOU'RE DEAD NOW!"

Tayuya started to charge at her again but was stopped. He was fast and strong.

Much more skilled than Tayuya.

She tried to fight back but was no match.

The silver haired man restrained her and pinned her to the grown.

'Kakashi Sensei to the freaking rescue.'

"LET ME GO!" Tayuya said as she tried to wiggle free. Her hair was all disheveled.

"It's over Tayuya so stop resisting." He spoke in a stern voice.

The silver haired man kept her under restraints until an officer showed up to handcuff Tayuya and drag her to the principal's office.

"Alright everyone! Back to class now! Or you will have detention for a week!" He said loudly. The crowd quickly dispersed in fear of getting detention

Kakashi walked up to the pink haired girl.

"Let's go Sakura."

Sakura rolled her eyes and got up to follow Kakashi Sensei to the principal's office.

She felt the tears build up in her eyes.

Her feelings were hurt.

Sasuke was nowhere to be found. Could this week get any worse?

"You have the opportunity to tell me your side of the story before you enter that office."

"Nothing happened."

Kakashi stopped them in their tracks.

His dark eye locked onto Sakura's green ones. He let out a sigh.

"Sakura. You're quiet and keep to yourself. You get anything lower than an A every blue moon. Do you know this fight can affect your senior year?"

"I didn't start it she did."

"It doesn't matter. You still swung back."

Sakura rolled her eyes. 'Why do I have to deal with this?'

"Let me guess, I would of been able to get out of this is if I just let Tayuya beat me up right ?"

"Pretty much."

Sakura entered the office. Principal Sarutobi was sitting in his office with a pissed expression on his face. Tayuya was sitting in the office with handcuffs still on.

"Oh so she gets to walk around freely while I'm in cuffs?!" Tayuya spat at the pink haired girl.

"Because Sakura here isn't being hostile like you are." Sarutobi answered.

Sakura took a seat right next to her.

It was the only available chair.

Which was only a few centimeters away from each other.

"I have the school cameras being rewinded so that I know who started the fight. If you lie you're only digging yourself a deeper grave. We have a zero tolerance rule over here and I take it very seriously. Who started the fight?"

"I did." Tayuya answered rolling her eyes.

"Sakura is this true? Did Tayuya start the fight?"

"Yes." She answered.

"Why?" Sarutobi asked looking at Tayuya in the eyes.

"Because she interfered into something that didn't have shit to do with her."

Sakura turned towards her. 'Are you serious right now?'

"I know that we're all adults here so please refrain from that type of language. But please 'what business' did Sakura interfere with exactly?"

"Hinata Hyuga started a fight with me. It was between me and her only. But she took it upon herself to step in because they are so called best of friends. They both jumped me. So I wanted my one on one with her since she wanted to fight me so bad ."

"You can't be serious right now?" Sakura said.

"Are you stating that Tayuya is lying?" Principal Sarutobi asked.

"She is! Nobody jumped anyone. If anything she came up on us and attacked Hinata. I was just protecting my friend!"

"Your friend is a troublemaker who hides behind an innocent image. Serves her right to get her nude pictures sent all over the school."

"You stupid bitch!" The pink haired girl stood up from her chair. Kakashi Sensei stepped in between the two girl. Sakura saw the grin on Tayuya's face. She wanted an outburst. She wanted Sakura to get into deep shit with her.

"That's enough!" Principal Sarutobi stood up from his desk. "If you two can't act mature so we can straighten this situation out then so be it. Sakura, you have one day of after school detention. Tayuya, you're on a three day suspension."

"What?!" Tayuya stood up from her chair. The grin on her face was gone. "I get suspended but she just get one day of detention? This is bullshit!"

"You have a record Tayuya. This isn't your first rodeo. Sakura has a clean record."

"This is so unfair!" The angry teen kicked Sarutobi's desk.

Sakura felt somewhat relieved. One day of detention couldn't hurt her. Better than getting suspended like her.

Both girls were dismissed from the principal's office. Kakashi Sensei escorted them both to their class. She felt the negativity of Tayuya's arua. She was far from done with Sakura.

Sakura met up with Hinata in class. Telling her everything that went on and what was Tayuya was a lunatic. How she had to have after school detention.

Bummer.

The rest of the school day was long.

Detention was even worse.

You did absolutely nothing.

You sat down in the desk and waited for one hour.

Sakura walked out of the classroom without hesitation.

'I guess I'm walking home today.' The pink haired girl thought. 'I hope Riri isn't throwing a fit because I'm late.'

Sakura made it around the block from the school and heard a yell from behind. She turned around and saw Tayuya. Before she could do anything she was already tackled on the ground. Sakura was pinned down. She struggled and fought to break free but Tayuya had the upper hand at the moment.

"What Tayuya? What do you possibly want from me HUH?" Sakura yelled at her.

"I'm only doing what Karin told me to do!" Her brown eyes were wide and full of rage.

"Karin dated Sasuke. Not you! So why do you care? She shouldn't be acting all crazy just because he broke up with her!"

Tayuya paused. A smirk ran across her face. She let go of the pink haired girl. Sakura stood up.

"He didn't tell you."

"Tell me what?"

"Before they broke up Karin was pregnant."

Sakura eyes grew wide. "What do you mean was?"

"Was as in a baby was in her uterus stupid. Sasuke made her get an abortion."

"Stop with the games Tayuya. Sasuke isn't like that." Sakura suddenly felt uneasy.

"Why would Karin want to kill her child? Come on now that cold. She was so excited when she found out. Sasuke on the other hand wasn't." Tayuya took a step closer to Sakura.

"You're lying."

"If I'm lying then why hasn't Sasuke told you about it? I'm sure if Karin just went off and did it herself then he would of at least mentioned it to you."

Sakura stood there speechless.

"Sasuke told her he wasn't ready for kids. But Karin was dumb and in love. She did whatever she could to please him. So when he said get rid of the baby she did it with no problem. Sad thing was that broke up with her after the fact."

"I have to go." Sakura walked away from Tayuya.

She had enough going on.

She felt sick to her stomach.

Sasuke didn't make Karin get an abortion right?

That's not him. It can't be true.

But what if it was?

Thoughts went back to when she was sitting in the bathtub crying.

The blood. It was so much blood. She remembered seeing chunks just flooding. It looked like chopped liver.

She forced herself to kill her second child. Another dark secret she kept. The baby couldn't suffer. Riri suffered enough. But it was so selfish of her. The baby didn't ask to be here. Riri didn't ask to be here.

She was just as bad as Sasuke.

The tears fell down her face.

Her heart felt like it snapped in half.

She was a killer.