Sasuke's P.O.V.

Sasuke just pulled up to his house from school. Sakura had to go to detention after school. No need for him to wait on her. It's not like she had went tell him she had detention anyway.

Hinata told him.

He felt bad though for not waiting on her. But he did go ahead and pick up Riri from daycare.

The small child sat in his front seat looking at him with her big green orbs. He picked her up and walked into the house.

"Dada." She said looking at him.

He tried telling her that his name was Sasuke but she ended up saying dada anyways. He just accepted it and answered her.

"Yes Riri?"

She ran over to Sasuke and open her arms to give him a hug. She tried to squeeze him tight. But it was like a pillow wrapping around him. "Looooove."

"Love? Are you telling me you love me?" He looked at her. She started to poke him in the chest and pouted her lips. It was like she was trying to tell him to say it back.

"I love you too Riri."

Her green orbs lit up and she flashed a bright cheesy grin.

'Toddlers are strange.'

They entered the kitchen.

Fhil the cat popped up out of nowhere. He jumped on top the counter. Fire was built up in his eyes. Sasuke yet again forgot to fill up his food bowl.

"Sorry Fhil. I let you down again." He said trying to pet him but was rejected. The cat slapped his hand away.

"I'm glad I declawed you, damn it! I mean uhhh darn it! ." He had to catch himself. The last thing he needed was for Sakura to be more pissed off at him for Riri repeating a bad word.

After Sasuke fed the cat he started to fix him and Riri something to eat.

"What do you want to eat Riri?" He asked her.

She put both her hands up in the air letting him know that she was unsure.

"You're eating Onigiri then."

"Help?"

"Uh sure."

Sasuke waited for the rice to finish cooking. He dumped out all the rice onto the counter.

Before he could even touch the rice the small child stopped him in his tracks. She put her hands together and started to rub them.

"What are you doing?" He asked looking confused.

She just stared at him and continued to rub her hands together.

The light bulb went off in Sasuke's head. "Okay Riri. Let's wash our hands first."

They washed their hands. Sasuke showed Riri how to make bubbles with rubbing a lot of soap in your hands together, which amazed Riri as if she never seen so many bubbles on someone's hand before.

They started with the rice. Riri tried her best with shaping the rice. She looked over and pointed at his.

"Triangles!"

"Yes. Those are triangles." Sasuke said.

He then grabbed the seaweed. He took a piece and wrapped it around one of the rice balls, showing Riri how to do it.

For a slight second he had forgotten that Riri was Autistic. She wasn't as sociable as a normal three year old but she was highly intelligent.

Sasuke felt awkward.

Old memories came back to him.

Him and Itachi use to do things like this together.

Together…

Back when their parents were alive.

Back when everything was good.

Before the tragedy.

He brushed the memories off.

That's all they were.

That's all they'll ever be.

Memories….

He loved but loathed them at the same time. When you wanted to remember something funny or special they were there but when you were going through something and you didn't want to think to think of that thing they would also be there.

Taunting you replaying over and over neverending… .

And you couldn't forget them that easily.

Before he knew it Riri had already took a rice ball and began to eat it.

"I guess you couldn't wait."

Sasuke took a good look at Riri. She was the spitting image of Sakura. It was as if Sakura had cloned herself as a three year old.

And Sakura looked just like her junkie mother but with different colored eyes.

In the middle of them eating Sasuke heard the door slam.

'God she's home.'

Sakura stormed into the kitchen. Stress covered her face.

She walked over to Riri and grabbed her, pulling her into her arms. Relieved that she was okay.

Sakura turned to Sasuke. Her eyes were filled with anger. "Don't you ever pull a stunt like that again."

"So I'm wrong because I didn't make your sister wait for you to get out of detention?"

"You had no right!" She yelled out.

"And you know what? If I wanted to be a cold hearted asshole like I was before I would of let your ass jump right off that bridge with Riri. Or let you guys go back to your abusive ass mother's house. I had no right to save you then but I did didn't I?" Sasuke stated.

He suddenly realized what he said afterwards. He saw the tears fall down Sakura's face.

He looked into her eyes.

She was hurt by his words. He had hurt her he didn't mean to. He was just trying to state a point.

"Sakura I-" Sasuke tried to think of anything but nothing was coming out fast enough.

"Screw you!" She yelled as she stormed out of the house with the small child.

Riri started to cry as they left. She wanted to stay with Sasuke.

The raven haired boy leaned over the counter. He wasn't even hungry anymore. He was more frustrated than anything.

He felt as if he was wasting his time.

Why should he open himself up to someone who refused to do the same?

Where was this relationship going? He needed a distraction. Thank God he had work soon.

At least she spoke to him finally.

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Another late night waiting tables. Sasuke hated it. But it was too easy. He didn't have a problem with anyone at all. It was an older crowd who usually came and attended the restaurant. They mostly looked like they were going or already went through their mid-life crisis. Which Sasuke didn't mind there were no annoying and loud kids and also no nosey and stupid teenagers either.

Not to mention He was good looking and well mannered. In which that didn't hurt his chances with tips. The tips were to die for.

Just because Sasuke came from a wealthy family didn't mean that he had to be the snobby rich kid from the movies. He hated depending on things. Especially people.

He was going to prove to himself, more importantly to Itachi, that he could survive without his parent's money. The waiter job was just something for the time being. He was highly intelligent. He knew how to work with stocks and how to managed businesses. Besides if he wanted to after school he could always go and work at his father's business.

But God.

He didn't want to work with Itachi.

He hated his brother.

Hated…

Hate.

Such a strong word.

Hurtful as hell to ….

It was a full house tonight. The singer Kai was performing.

She was young and talented. Average height, tan skin, long red hair and drop dead gorgeous.

Sasuke enjoyed her singing. Her voice was amazing and so perfect. Never did he know anyone with a voice that's was breathtaking like hers. It was edgy but still smooth and deep enough to hook you in. It made you want to listen forever. Kind of like the sea calm and serene at moments but still very wavy and wild. Sasuke loved listening to her music.

It was one of the only benefits working at his job.

She was dressed in a teal dress that stopped right below her knees. It fit nicely and showed all of her curves.

Kai had just finished singing one of her latest hits. Once the music and her voice faded everyone clapped in applause. She smiled in return. "Thank you thank you."

Sasuke had seen in his area that no one was in need of a waiter so he snuck off. He leaned against the wall so that he could get a good view.

"This next song is dedicated to all you lovebirds out there. Make sure whoever they are you hold on to them and never let them go no matter how complicated it gets. And most importantly accept them and love them for who they are."

She grabbed a hold of the microphone. The music faded in. The beat had gotten slow and the lights had dimmed which seemed to get every couple in their mood. Sasuke started to feel very weird.

Oh yeah yeah yeah

Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Somebody real is hard to find

Somebody worth all your time

Somebody who can tell you the truth

Someone who loves you for you

Someone who knows all of your flaws and

Doesn't impose, try to control them

Her voice was so angelic. So much emotion was put in her voice. Sasuke felt his heart pulsating slightly. Sakura came to mind.

Her smile: It could melt even the frozenest of hearts.

Her attitude: Was any parents worse nightmare

Her intelligence: She was a true brainiac. Maybe even smarter than him school wise but he would never tell her that.

And her face: It was just utterly beautiful. Never had he known someone with those type of facial features. No normal person had natural pink hair and green eyes.

It was almost as if Picasso himself had created and shaped her perfectly. Those big green orbs that glisten with so much life. Her cheekbones were chiseled to perfection. And her lips… They were thin but yet so full and soft to the touch. Boy what he would give to feel them against his again.

The feelings he had for her were much was obvious. There was no denying it, but could he really say that he loved her?

I just want somebody

To treat me like somebody

Won't be like everybody

All you got to do is love me for me.

Sasuke grabbed his chest. His heart felt as if it was in pain.

Was he lovesick?

Did she have him under a spell and he didn't even know?

'You really have feelings for her don't you?' Sasuke asked himself.

'Cause he just wanted one thing

And I just wanted something to smile at, and live for, and hug on

I'd rather have quality than quantity

Oh I just want someone that'll keep it real with me

Emptiness and hatred filled his heart after the death of his parents. He didn't care about anything or anyone. They were all just tools for him to use and then dispose of when he didn't find them of any use anymore.

But ever since Sakura, Riri and Naruto came into his life he became somewhat alive again and kind of happy. He would actually pay attention back in school and take his studies seriously. He would even socialize with people and go out with the people he cared about.

Something his old self would never do and he had no one to thank but them.

Without them he would have resorted back into the cold hearted person he use to be. He actually cared for them. He loved them even when he didn't show it.

But he was unsure if Sakura loved him back. She wouldn't open up to him. Like she was scared of him finding out something.

Did she even feel the same for him? He had given her all these things and he wasn't even sure if she had reciprocated any of the feelings he had for her. Ever since she gave him oral they haven't talked at all. Did he say something she didn't like?

'Shit was I wrong for trying to do something sexual with her?'

Sakura wasn't a virgin. She already said that. So what was the problem?

Did she not like oral?

He was so confused why was she so complicated. Why couldn't she just talk to him

The music faded. Kai was done. She thanked everyone for enjoying her music. Her job was over with.

"Looks like someone enjoyed the show." A deep voice said. Sasuke turned towards the voice.

Obito.

His boss.

"She's very talented." Sasuke said.

"That indeed." He leaned against the wall next to him. "Her song reminds you of someone?"

"And I would tell you this because?"

"Come on now Sasuke I know you. There's nothing wrong with love."

"There's a lot wrong with love." Sasuke mocked.

"Don't expect it to be a walk in the park now." Obito walked over to the nearest table and pulled out a chair. "Come. Let's talk for a bit."

The raven haired boy let out a sigh.

He went and joined Obito.

They had a special kind of relationship. Back when Sasuke was going through the 'hate the world' phase and looking for the quickest out of his family's shadow Obito had offered him a job. At first Sasuke had declined but Obito kept insisting he had a way with talking to people. He could get them to do whatever he wanted. And ever since that day they had this bond. Sasuke looked up to him in a way. He was there for him when he needed him the most. Loyalty something that was hard to come by and Sasuke acknowledge it when he seen it.

"You can't fool me Sasuke. I can tell from how you were looking as that young lady was singing that you have someone special in your heart."

"You are full of crap."

"You don't have to keep up this heartless act all the time. You'll end up losing her if you don't." The older man said.

"Yeah whatever. What are you? The love expert?" Sasuke sarcastically said.

"I'm no love expert." Obito chuckled. "But I was in love with someone special once too . She was an amazing person. Funny. Charming. Beautiful. She was perfect." His dark eyes were now filled with sadness.

"What happened? Did she leave?" Sasuke asked.

"She died nearly two decades ago. She had a bad heart."

"I'm sorry to hear that." He said showing some remorse."What was her name?"

"Rin." Obito said with a pause. "Her name was Rin."

Sasuke looked at Obito. The expression on his face told it all. He was truly in love with her.

"Look Sasuke, man to man, you're still young and whoever this mystery lady is that you're with cherish her. Don't take her for granted. Love her unconditionally. Because you'll never know when you or even worse she will take your last breathe."

"Thanks for the talk but my shift is over with now." The raven haired boy said.

He stood up from his chair and walked to the back.

The things that Obito was saying was still replaying in his mind.

Yeah he did care about Sakura but she never returned the feelings.

How could you try and love someone who didn't love you back? He would try but the ball was in her court. Sakura stopped talking to him. But it looks like he would have to fix everything himself.

One way or the other she needed to talk to him.

After clocking out he got in his car and drove home . The house was quiet. Itachi went to bed early.

Good.

He snuck over to the cottage house. All the lights were off. He stood in front the door for a few seconds.

'She's probably asleep.'

Sasuke started to turn around and walk off. In mid step he stopped dead in his tracks.

'Screw it.'

Sasuke walked back up to the door and did five loud knocks on the door. He heard footsteps inside of the house. He heard the clicking of the door unlocking. The pink haired girl peeked her head out the door.

"S-Sasuke… What are you doing here? You're just getting home?" He could tell by the expression on her face that she was a bit shocked from seeing him.

"Can I come in?" He asked her. Her green orbs stared at him.

"Umm… Uhh… I don't know Riri's asleep… and I have some homework to do."

"It's okay I'll be quiet." He put up three fingers. "Scout's honor."

Sakura hesitated at first but then nodded her head. She stepped from in front the door and let Sasuke in. She turn on the light for the front room. She was wearing a white t-shirt with short pajama shorts on. He could see her light blue bra through her shirt. Her legs were so long and slim and her skin looked so soft. Her thighs looked so thick and creamy. He felt his member getting hard.

'Now is not the time.'

"Mind telling me what's been up with you?" Sasuke tried not to sound aggravated but the jerk was coming out of him instead.

"What are you talking about?" She said trying to avoid the conversation.

"What do you mean 'what do I mean?' You've been avoiding me for nearly two weeks. Like I have the plague. And when I do something to help you out I get your crappy attitude instead of a thank you."

"Sasuke now is not the time. I really don't want to talk about it." Sakura shook her head and tried to walk away but Sasuke grabbed hold of her wrist.

"Let me go!" She said as she tried to snatch her wrist from him.

"Can you chill out? Why are you always so quick to snap?"

"Sasuke let me go now. It's not funny. I'm not in the mood." Sakura tried to break free of his grasp but Sasuke was much more stronger.

"I'm just trying to talk to you."

"Well I don't want to talk to you."

"Then what's the point of us dating?" Sasuke raised his voice.

"I DON'T KNOW!" Sakura yelled at him.

"THEN WHY ARE YOU HERE?" He yelled back. He was aggravated to the max. Why was she so difficult and annoying?

He really didn't understand what he did to her. But then he was completely caught off guard by her actions.

She embraced him.

She shut her eyes and whispered slightly as she held him tighter. "Because… I have no where else to go."

Sasuke lifted her chin and looked in her eyes.

Those bright seafoam green eyes. Those beautiful green eyes.

How could he be angry? He leaned down and kissed her

Their lips intertwined. He pulled her closer as their kiss deepened.

Their tongues danced with one another. Sakura wrapped her arms around his neck. Sasuke gently picked her up and carried her into the livingroom. She wrapped her legs around his waist as he sat down with her on the couch.

He felt the bulge in his pants tighten. He was sure that she felt it too.

God he wanted her so bad. He need her.

He needed to be inside her.

He needed to feel her.

He wanted them to become one.

Sakura started to slowly grind her hips on his member.

She had to be comfortable. She wouldn't be doing any of this if she didn't want to have sex with him.

Was she ready?

Sasuke started to slowly pull her shirt off and over her head revealing that light blue bra of hers. Her breast had filled them perfectly. He acknowledged the scars he saw on her chest. She immediately started to cover them but he stopped her.

"It's ok. Your scars are beautiful."

He ran his fingers slightly over each one before kissing each one.

They didn't make her any less beautiful.

He felt his member get tighter by the second. Like it was in pain and needed to be released.

Sasuke laid her down gently on the couch. Her long pink hair fell over the cushion to the floor.

Long hair was such a turn on to Sasuke.

Sakura started to unbutton his shirt revealing his six pack. She tried to take his shirt off but he didn't allow her to do so.

She couldn't see it. Soon but not now.

He couldn't show her just yet. That was a secret he needed to keep to himself.

"Take your shirt off." Sakura said trying to take his shirt off.

Sasuke didn't have time to fight with her. He started to kiss her again as pulled off her shorts and slowly slid off her panties.

Amazed was an understatement. Did Aphrodite herself create her?

Was she a Goddess in disguise?

Her pearl looked perfect.

No matter how many scars she had on her body that seemed to be the only area unscarred.

He started to kiss her again.

He slowly went to her cheek then to her chin and slowly traced down to her neck sucking lightly. Sakura's mouth opened slightly before she closed it again. Sasuke took that as a opportunity and stook his index finger inside and began to gently rub against her clit.

She was wet. Really wet.

She moaned softly as Sasuke inserted another finger inside. She was tight.

But he could still feel her slightly rejecting him. She still needed to loosen up. He started to moved down her body and place butterfly kisses along her stomach and stop to nip at her hip bone. He then continued down until he reach her thighs. He spread her legs so that he could have better access. He kissed her thighs. He felt her shiver .

He needed to be inside her now.

Sasuke couldn't wait any longer.

He started to unbutton his pants.

He pulled out his member. Sakura looked up at him with her green eyes.

He couldn't tell if she was nervous or eagered. He started to slowly kiss her and placed his thumb across on her cheek. He placed his tip by her opening. He slowly tried to make his way in.

But she stopped him right before he entered, stopping him in his tracks.

"I'm sorry but it's just that... I'm just nervous Sasuke…"

"It's ok …. I'll be gentle. I promise." He said as he kissed her again trying to distract her.

He slowly entered inside of her.

Sakura hesitated at first but then she began to moan. Sasuke couldn't believe how good she felt. She was so warm and tight .

It was pure bliss.

Sakura started to bite on her bottom lip as she looked at Sasuke's onyx eyes.

He felt her body open up more to him. He started to speed up the motion of his thrusts. He intertwined his fingers into hers.

He started to pound into her she was too good to be true.

"Sasuke…" Sakura began to moan louder.

Sasuke felt himself beginning to climax he had to slow down.

All of a sudden, as if Sasuke triggered something, Sakura froze up.

She wouldn't move.

It was as if Sakura had became paralyzed.

Her eyes went wide. She didn't move . It seemed as if she wasn't even breathing.

"Sakura… Are you ok?" Sasuke called out.

She didn't move.

"Sakura."

He reached over to touch her face but it was like as if he was in front of a completely different person.

Sakura acted if she was being attacked and swung at Sasuke.

"Sakura stop!" He yelled out trying to restrain her.

"GET AWAY FROM ME REN!" She cried attempting to punch him.

"Sakura what the hell is wrong with you!" Sasuke said still not letting up.

"Let me go!" She said as she continued to swing. She had a mean right hook.

"Sakura stop!" Sasuke said trying to block all of her hits.

"Let me go… please. " She said with one more failed attempt at beating his chest.

"Sakura!" The longer he tried to hold her the more she cried out. The tears fell down from her face. She looked so scared. Her once beautiful and warm face went pale. Her skin was cold and her body went numb.

Sasuke let go of her arms.

Sakura hurried and jump off the couch and ran to her room, locking the door behind her.

Sasuke sat there looking dumbfounded.

He stood up from the couch turning to the bedroom door.

"What the HELL am I doing wrong Sakura?!" He yelled.

Complete silence.

Sasuke smacked his lips. He was officially pissed off. He fixed his clothes and stormed off to his house. He didn't know what was up with Sakura. All he wanted was to show her affection. Was that such a problem?

If she didn't want to do anything then why didn't she open her mouth and say that? He hated having to deal with this. She was too much. Maybe they didn't need to be together.

But where would she go? Where would Riri go?

Not back to being beaten everyday.

Somehow over the months he cared to love them both of them. But Sakura was making it really difficult for him not to kick her to her curve.

He needed answers. But he's not one to beg. He wasn't one to pressure either.

That's not Sasuke Uchiha.

He'll just leave her be like before. He didn't have time for her games.

But then Sasuke paused. He went back to her words. The words that she cried out.

"Who the hell is Ren?"

Song: Complicated by Nivea

Big thanks to my dear friend Mia. Without you I would of gave up on this story long ago.