She can't believe it Yuu can't believe what she just witnessed. She didn't mean to stare, but when Yuu saw what Touko was doing in the student council room, she found her body frozen in place and her eyes locked onto Touka as her sempai moaned her name and touched her body. Yuu felt her face burn and wanted to run, but she couldn't move as she had found herself mesmerized by the sight of Touko indulging herself in an indecent.
Yuu couldn't explain it, but she found the sight Touto at that moment to be beautiful and hearing her name slip from Touko's lips as she pleasured herself sent a wave of warmth through her body. As she watched, Yuu couldn't stop her mind from wondering as she started to imagine what it would be like if she were the one touching Touko. Would the president moan her name like she is now? Would she enjoy it? Would she be able to make Touko feel as good as she is making herself feel? These are just a sample of the questions Yuu finds her mind is trying to answers.
All of a sudden the urge to join Touko starts to take hold as Yuu feels a heat between her legs that rubbing her thigs together does little to relieve her. But as Yuu starts to consider going in there, as she starts to think of a reason why she returned and what to say Yuu sees Touko explode in utter bliss and quickly realizes the time to join her has come and gone. Quickly running Yuu hides behind a nearby tree and prays she isn't noticed suddenly worried that Touko would be mad that she saw her.
As she waits, Yuu has time to think about what just happened. Yuu knew that Touko liked her, but she didn't know that Touko touched herself while thinking of her. It shouldn't come as a surprise to her after all the books Yuu has sold her that contain mature scenes but it still does, and Yuu is just as surprised that it feels good to know Touko likes her that much. Another reason why Yuu is surprised is that hearing her name fall from Touko's lips made her feel happy.
As Yuu waits and hides, she can't help but wonder why seeing what she did have such an effect on her. Yuu has to shift on her feet as she feels a heat that refuses to leave her lower half. Never before had anything had this effect on her. Yuu has read plenty of books and manga with some raunchy scenes and although from time to time they would have a similar effect on her they have never had an effect on her as powerful as watching Touko has had on her.
Yuu shakes her head and clears her thoughts as she sees the door open and Touko walking out with a smile on her face acting as if she didn't just commit an improper act on school grounds. Yuu hugs the tree and prays Touko doesn't see her. Thankfully the student council president just walks right past her and Yuu lets out a sigh of relief as she sees her senpai leave.
"Nanami-senpai," Yuu quietly whispers to herself. Why do I feel so lonely? Is all Yuu can think as she watches Touko walk away. Why? She can't figure out why leaving without Touko makes her feel so sad.
The walk home feels longer then it normally does, and Yuu wonders if the fact that she's alone makes it feel that way. As she walks, Yuu can't shake what happened out of her mind. The beautiful way Touko's face shinned made her heart skip a beat and the sound of Touko's voice as it called her stole the breath from Yuu's lungs. Yuu never even thought it was possible for her to feel this way about any person, she always thought that she would never feel anything for another person, but ever since she first met Touko, she slowly felt herself start to change.
Yuu can remember when she first met Touko she thought that her senpai was so brave and admired the way she could turn down a person who just confessed their love to her. In the begin, she only thought that Touko is the person to help her deal with her own love confession but then her senpai went and told her she loved her. Although at the time Yuu didn't love her back she still stayed by Touko's side and helped her get elected to be the Student Council President. Thinking back on it that is when Yuu started to fall for Touko. During the election, Touko should Yuu creaks in her perfect self that exposed the valuable side to the Student Council President. It was when Yuu saw that hidden side to Touko and starting to see the real person behind the mask that she started to feel something towards the president.
But she was stupid; it took Yuu a long time to realize that what she felt was love and Yuu even doubted that what she felt was love at first but it became clear every day that she was in fact in love with her senpai. Since then Yuu has been trying to find the right moment to confess but the thought of breaking the promise she made to Touko by falling in love with her always made Yuu hesitate and miss whatever opportunity arose. Now she doubts that she would even be able to look at Touko again after what she witnessed.
Not feeling like going straight home Yuu instead finds herself wandering around the streets until she comes across the spot in the river where she promised Touko that she would stay by her side, not fall in love with anyone and where she promised to never fall in love with Touko. Sitting down next to the water's edge Yuu finds it fitting that she came by this place when she wants to break one of those promises she made here. It's a good place to think, quiet and isolated with the image of Touko stepping on the stones that stick out of the water to remind her of her promise.
Yuu stares into the gently flowing water as she starts to think about what she will do the next time she sees Touko. Yuu doubts she could look Touko again or even glance her way without blushing after witnessing what she had. Now Yuu has to find a way to deal with it as she knows Touko will get suspicious and so will the others but it will still be worse with Touko especially when her senpai takes her away and kisses her. Yuu shakes her head trying to banish the thoughts of Touko's lips against hers or the times when her senpai's tongue would slip into her mouth as now is the worse time to think about stuff like that. But try as she might she couldn't shake those thoughts.
"Yuu," She hears her name and looks to see who is calling out to her hoping she is mistaken, and it is not the person she thinks it is.
"Senpai…" Yuu was right. She feels her face heat up and soon Yuu is forced to look away.
"Is something wrong?" Yuu can feel Touko sink down next to her and sees that their shadows are almost touching.
"No I'm fine," Yuu lies, if it was Maki then maybe she could talk about this if she leaves out certain details by Touko is the last person she can speak to about this. "You don't have to worry about me. So why are you here Senpai? I thought you would have got on the train after you left."
"Well you left your phone charging in the student council room, and I was going to return it to you, but your sister said you weren't in so I left your phone with her," Touko replies, and Yuu remembers the reason she returned in the first place and accidentally catch Touko in the act. "Are you sure your ok Yuu? You're all red, and it's not like you to forget something." Yuu remains quiet. "Please Yuu, tell me what's wrong. You have always helped me, you have been by my side like you promised being faithful and not falling in love with me as you promised. Yuu, please let me help you."
"I'm sorry," Yuu bows her head. "I broke my promise." Yuu doesn't understand why she chose this moment but with everything that's going on Yuu couldn't stop herself. Without thinking, she turns and leans towards Touko until her lips press against her senpai's for a brief second before she breaks apart and says. "I'm sorry I couldn't keep my promise sempai, but I love you."
"Yuu…" Touko sees tears in her underclassmen's eyes.
"I'm sorry," Yuu says as she gets up and runs away.
"Yuu wait!" Touko calls after her as she stands up, but you doesn't stop. Touko wants to give chase, but her feet won't move.
Touko feels her heartache as she wants to tell Yuu she loves her too but she can't say those words. Touko asked you to not fall in love with her; she made her underclassman promise not to love her because Touko hates who she is. Now Yuu has broken that promise and fallen in love with her. Touko knows why she can't move; she is afraid of being loved because it means Yuu won't love her if changes. One of the reasons Touko loved Yuu was because she wouldn't love her back, but now that has changed, and for the first time, Touko finds herself frozen as she is afraid of Yuu.
Yuu runs, and she doesn't stop running until she's laying on her bed with her face buried in her pillow. Running through the streets will she cried Yuu knows every she passed must have been staring at her and even her family must know something happened after she ran through the store but Yuu doesn't care about that, right now all she wants to do is cry and nurse the pain in her chest. It isn't long before Yuu hears her bedroom door open and her first concerned visitor arrives, Yuu knew that someone would come to check up on her, but Yuu had hopped for a few minutes longer.
"Yuu," Yuu feels her bed dip and her sisters Rei hand start to stroke the back of her head. "Do you want to tell me what happened?"
"No it's nothing," Yuu replies burying her face deep into her pillow to hide her saddened face.
"Then let me guess," Rei says. "You confessed to your senpai today, and it didn't turn out the way you hoped." Yuu nods her head. "I see, but it will work out for you two. I know because Hiro and I were the same as you and Nanami. We never once said we were dating, but we were always very close and even kissed from time to time."
"How did you…" Yuu looks up wondering how they were caught; she was always careful to be alone whenever she and Touko kissed.
"I'll stop you there," Rie interrupts smiling slightly at the flustered look on her younger sisters face. "I had no idea until just now that you two were doing stuff like that but seeing how close you two are it doesn't surprise me. Anyway I know it will work out for you. Did you know that Nanami asked me for recipes of food you like and is happy whenever I send her a picture of your sleeping face?"
"You were taking pictures of me," Yuu blushes.
"Yes, I was," Rie smiles. "Now dry your tears and stray strong, I know Nanami loves you too, and it will work out in the end so have faith."
