Chapter 35

Carlos was wrapped around me, his front to my back, and we fit perfectly together. I knew I had been quiet with him; I was still processing what had happened and how in a few weeks so much had changed. My talk with Angel had helped, she was so good at listening, then instead of telling me what to do, she made me think it through and come to my own conclusion, so that was how I was going to approach things. I knew I couldn't blame myself for what my mother had done, but hell, isn't a mother supposed to love her child unconditionally? Had it been me who caused her to despise me? Could I have been a better daughter instead of trying to do things my own way? There were so many thoughts racing through my head, was I good enough for Carlos? Or would he get fed up of me? I needed to stay positive like Angel had told me, live for me and be true to myself.

But first I needed to give my man some loving, even as I turned I knew he was awake, I continued to roll over coming face to face with him. I kissed his nose and his chin and couldn't resist his neck, just underneath his ear.

"Babe, you know I was fit enough to start working out yesterday?"

"Really and why do you think I'd be interested in that?"

At that he copied my moves, first he kissed my nose, then my chin and lastly just below my ear.

"I like this game Carlos"

So I carefully moved until I was astride him, my weight on my arms and knees, and slowly nuzzled my way down to one of his nipples, as I kissed and nipped I could feel his breath hitch, the result of his arousal now between my upper thighs. I continued with my journey, giving each scar on his chest attention and moving my thighs up and down on his now hard erection. God I was getting so turned on myself, I could feel the wetness flowing from my core, Carlos groaned.

"Say if I'm hurting you"

"Babe you're killing me, but in a good way"

I moved my hands down level with his waist, my hair grazing along his hips and then as his moans became louder I knelt up with my opening above his shaft. My hand wrapped around his shaft as the other started to rub through my own curls until my fingers travelled into my wet opening. My moans seemed to encourage his voice.

"Babe I need to feel you"

So using my own juices I coated his shaft, quickening the up and downward movement, using my nails to trace a path from base to head. He automatically lifted his hips and I lowered ever so slowly until he filled me entirely. Oh how I had missed this, craved this and now I was going to get this. Using my thigh muscles I lifted myself up and down, Carlos meeting me on each downward stroke. One hand massaged his sacs the other rubbed my own clit. I could feel myself building and Carlos wasn't far behind, two more deep thrusts and I felt my muscles spasm and a final thrust from Carlos had him fly over the edge with me. I screamed his name above the shout of my own from his mouth and arched my back, placing my hands on his ankles, slowly moving to prolong the incredible feelings surging through my body. As my muscles relaxed I allowed my body to fall back onto his legs, getting my breath back and allowing my heart to slow down. I felt Carlos move and as he brought his knees up I came back up sat on his hips.

"Babe, come closer, let me hold you"

I lay down next to him and as he turned we were back to the position we had started in. He kissed my nose, chin and below my ear, then worked his way across my cheek and devoured my mouth, our tongues dueling with a passion and devotion that consumed me.

"I love you Babe, more than words can say"

"I love you too Carlos, as long as I live"

We lay entangled for several minutes until I became aware of movement outside the window; I shot up, pulling the sheet to cover myself.

"Carlos there's someone out there"

"Probably breakfast, I asked Sofia for some to be brought around for us"

"I could eat breakfast"

I literally grabbed a bikini, shorts and top and hopped into the shower, OK, I normally take my time, but today I beat my own world record, hair, body washed and dressed ready to eat something. I fingered leave on conditioner in my hair and headed for the terrace. I sat in the same chair where I first looked out onto the sea. I poured us both a coffee and with my milk and sugar slowly sipped on it. Carlos came through the door with board shorts hanging low on his hips, his hair was wet and droplets slowly meandered their way down his chest. I was mesmerized just watching that lowly drop, and licked my lips.

"See something you like Babe?"

"Oh yeah, I like"

He laughed and sat in the next chair helping him self to a bagel and cream cheese. Today while I felt hungrier than I had in a while, I chose muesli with natural yoghurt and fresh fruit.

"I thought we could out for the day, what do you think?"

"Anything is fine by me"

"Then put a bag together because we may stay out over night"

"What? What will I need to pack?"

As I was talking he was going to the drawers and pulled out clothes to go in a bag, then he moved to the closet and pulled out a long white dress, I don't remember that, I'm sure it wasn't mine. By the time I'd stopped pondering what exactly was in the closet Carlos had clothes for me and himself packed into a bag.

"Anything else Babe?"

"No, I don't think so"

"Let's go then"

We walked through the house and out to the parked jeeps, Tobi was stood next to one and nodded at Carlos as we approached. He drove us out of the bay we were in and went? I don't know where, but it was inland, after maybe ten minutes we entered another bay that had a rocky beach but oh my! There was a large jetty with boats in every conceivable shape, size and color. Tobi stopped the jeep, got out and picked up our bags; I was still sat staring out at the scene in front of me.

" Babe?"

"Sorry, just, err, admiring the view?"

Tobi laughed and headed down the jetty to a beautiful white yacht, I felt Carlos take my hand and follow him across the gangplank and onto the deck area at the back of the boat.

"It's beautiful"

"It is, lets go up top while we go out of the bay"

We went up a set of stairs to find and elderly gentleman steering, sat on a white swivel chair in front of the wheel. He smiled as we approached.

"I 'm Jack your crew for the day, my wife Sofia is with us and will serve your meals. When we put down anchor we will be in the lower deck areas if you need us"

"Thank you Jack"

"Babe why don't you go downstairs to the level below where we came on and change into swimwear"

"I'm ahead of you Batman, already got one on"

Carlos smiled at me and we returned to the deck below, sitting on the sun chairs together to watch as the island disappeared behind us. That day was glorious, the sea was warm and calm and we spent hours swimming and floating together. Carlos was super attentive to me, touching, kissing and holding me. I put on a snorkel to watch the fish swim around me and was absolutely dumbstruck as a pod of dolphins came gracefully toward the boat. I didn't know whether to get out of the water or stay in. Carlos swam up behind me holding me around my waist.

"They're curious and want to play, just reach out and let them feel you"

I reached my arm out as one passed and then finding my courage I swam out on my own. One of the dolphins decided to take an interest in me and swam round me, close enough for me to keep a hand on it, but I wasn't brave enough to hold on. I decided it was a girl; I felt that type of connection as she nuzzled at me and rubbed against me. Her skin was smooth but warm and she had intelligence in the way she moved. I spent what seemed like hours floating with her a constant touching between us, Carlos stayed close by, but eventually he came to me and with me on my back slowly pulled me back to the boat.

"We need to get dry, you're beginning to get cold and dinner will be served soon"

Once on board I found the cabin that served as a bedroom with our bags on a couch. Carlos had left out the white dress and a beautiful set of lingerie. I showered and changed, pinning my hair on top of my head. My skin had a glow to it from the sun, Carlos had put enough sun cream on me to stop my skin from burning, so for once I

went without my usual makeup. Back on the deck I was amazed at the transformation, a table and two chairs sat amidst large vases of flowers and small lights decorated the entire area. Carlos stood to one side and looked at me holding out his hand. As I took it he swirled me into an embrace and music began to play from speakers, a slow classical jazz filled the air. He was an incredible dancer, his movement fluid and erotic.

"You look so beautiful Babe"

I stood back and took in the view of him in a white shirt and trousers, bare feet with a diamond stud in his ear. This man was magic, beautiful and all mine, I felt happier than I had done in a long while.

He led me to the table that was set out with plates containing different foods.

Curry Shrimp with Chopped Salad and Creamy Avocado Dressing, Scallops and Black Beluga Lentils with Micro greens, Chocolate Coffee Rubbed Steak, Cocoa and Chili Spiced Pork with Cherry Sauce. Everyone sent my taste buds on fire, succulent and tasty.

"Those were amazing, I've never tasted anything so delicious"

"I'm glad you liked them Babe"

Sofia came as we finished and cleared away the dishes; Carlos took me to the seat at the back of the boat, I expected him to sit next to me, instead he knelt down in front of me.

"Babe, I love you so much, I find each day I need more of you, to be with you, to love you, I want our someday, our forever, to grow old together, laugh together, cry together. You are my best friend; my lover and I want you to be my wife. Marry me Babe"

From his pocket he took out a small box and opened it to remove a beautiful antique ring, a white square cut diamond with leaf shaped diamonds surrounding it. My eyes filled with tears, this was my dream come true, to be loved and cherished by the love of my life. I knelt down in front of him and looking into his eyes I opened my mouth to speak, but nothing came out, yes me lost for words. I kissed him softly on the lips.

"Yes, I want to share my love with you, forever"

He placed the ring on my finger, kissing my palm, and then pulling me to him gently kissing my mouth, teasing with his tongue until I turned my head to deepen his entry, dueling and exploring.

"Te amo mi amor por siempre"

The feelings I had were of absolute joy, I wasn't afraid, I had no doubts, and this was what I truly wanted. He lifted and carried me, with my legs around his waist and arms around his neck, down to the bedroom one deck below, our mouths still fused together with a kiss that was becoming increasingly passionate. He let me slide down onto my feet and very slowly pulled the straps of my dress down my shoulders, his mouth now travelling down my neck to my breasts. My body was humming with anticipation and as the dress slipped over my hips to pool at my feet Carlos's mouth followed its path, my panties disappearing. Now on his knees in front of me he placed my leg over his shoulder, opening me for his mouth, and that magical tongue to delve into my now wet folds. He supported me with firm hands on my hips as I responded to his touch, building me higher. Then he stopped! He stood removing his shirt, so I released the button and zip on his trousers, commando, and then my hands began to explore his hard erection. Lifting me with him onto the bed he knelt down and had me kneeling with my legs on either side of his hips. He was exactly where I needed him to be. I rose up on my knees and moved down, his shaft entering me slowly. Our movement was slow and sensual almost a rocking but the effect was magical, I felt my whole body responding. There were no loud shouts only murmuring and sighs, his mouth on my face, and then he knelt up and with a hand under my hips, lowering my back till only my shoulders supported me, my legs wrapped around him, we continued our dance of love. The feel was euphoric, I felt a connection to him, yes, he was my soul mate. A lathe of his tongue on my breast and an increase in our pace and I broke around him, two more thrusts and I felt his muscles inside me as he released. My spasms pulling him in toward my center, his seed coating my cervix, I saw colors as the wave of love washed through me. As our movements slowed and our hearts and breathing slowed, he lowered his body over mine, his elbows on either side of my head to support his weight we looked into each other's eyes.

"I love you forever Babe, I feel complete with you"

"You touched my soul, Carlos, I've never felt like that with anyone else, Te amo"

As he turned over onto his back I followed wrapping myself around him, as he wrapped himself around me, we completed each other.

Chapter 36

It was late when I woke, looking at my Babe I could see she was still asleep but seemed restless. I carefully moved myself and slid slowly from the bed to go into the bathroom. When I'd finished showering she was laid as I'd left her, I placed my pillow in front of her and pulled up the sheet to cover her, how I loved her more each minute, how beautiful she was with her hair, her wild curls, spread around her face. A light touch of my mouth on her lips and she moved to grip onto the pillow, then settled again. She must be tired, we'd woken numerous times to seek each others touch and make love during the night. I'd never had that experience before, I enjoyed sex don't get me wrong, but what we shared was way beyond that, it connected us in ways I never thought possible, never dreamt of. I dressed then went up on deck to find Jack at the wheel.

"Carlos, good morning, how's that beautiful lady of yours?"

"Sleeping, I'll ask Sofia for some breakfast when Steph wakes up"

As I finished my sentence I caught sight of Steph coming onto the deck below me. I smiled at her and moved down to greet her. As I approached I was instantly concerned at how she looked, she was pale and her eyes were dull.

"Babe, are you feeling all right?"

"No not really, I feel really queasy and a bit dizzy"

"Come and sit down, maybe you're still tired or the movement of the boat is making you feel sea sick?"

"Maybe"

I made sure she was sat with her feet up, a blanket round her and fetched a bottle of water, by that time she was fast asleep.

"Jack maybe we should head back, Steph really isn't feeling well?"

"No problem, I'll head for the bay in front of the cottages, then we can use the tender to take you and your lass ashore"

An hour later we were anchored up and I helped Steph down into the boat, sitting her on my knee, she'd only just woke up and was still a bit unsteady on her feet. As we came to shore Kade was there stood in the shallow water and without a word he simply lifted Steph from me and proceeded to carry her up the beach.

"Kade I can walk you know"

"Sure you could, but where would the fun be if I let you do that"

And that was the voice of my Babe, sounding better. We spent the afternoon on the terrace, reading and both of us writing emails, Steph was catching up with her friends and sending a photo of her ring. We'd both spoken to my parents and Steph spoke with her father, we'd agreed that there was no need to keep our engagement a secret. With Santos with us it wouldn't stay quiet for long anyway. A lazy afternoon followed by a walk along the beach was finished off with a large celebration dinner in the main house. I was pleased that Steph looked better and she did eat, though not as much as usual. Conversation was rowdy and overall we had a relaxing evening.