Hey there! I'm so sorry it's been nearly 2 weeks since I last updated! I've been extremely busy with school, but I don't want to abandon this fanfic. Thanks to everyone who's reading 3
As Hoseok and I made our way back to my room, my mind was swirling with thoughts. Is Namjoon right? He can't be. Then again, humans can't glow either. Do I have feelings for Jimin? I mean, I do always stare at him, my world brightens up when he's around, and my heart pounds every time he playfully flirts with me… UGH I need Namjoon for this!
As soon as we entered the room, I plopped onto the bed and frantically reached for my phone. I looked up, 'what is love?' but all the results were about a song from Twice (no hate, very talented human beings). So I specifically searched, 'what are the symptoms of love?"
I clicked on the very first link:
"There will be a warm feeling in your heart; you heart will feel as though it skipped a beat."
It does.
"The person you love will seem attractive no matter what they are doing."
He does.
"You will most likely have you attention focused on the person you love, such as staring or teasing."
I do.
"A crush is quick, but love is something that builds over time. You must have spent a lot of time with the person you love."
I'm pretty sure Jimin has been in a large portion of my life.
"You will feel happy, yet comfortable with them."
I do.
"They will brighten up your day – your world."
… shit.
I tossed my phone behind me, almost hitting Hobi with it, then proceeded to shove my face into my pillows. I groaned in frustration as I tried to accept my fate. "You ok?" I heard from a voice that was frantic from almost getting a phone to the face, but still stuffed with potato chips. "Yeah, I'm fine." That definitely came our sarcastically. "Are you sure? Cause' your pillows can see more of your face than I can." I turned around to face Hoseok, clearly frustrated. "Hyung, you know you can always tell me what's up." Hobi said, still continuously shoving potato chips into his mouth. "It's about… you know what never min." I decided against opening up for now. Apparently I wasn't allowed to do that.
"Awwwww come on! I was so close! Pleeeaaassseee? You never tell me anything. I bet Namjoon knows already."
"Actually, he doesn't because it literally just happened."
"That's great! Would you care to share? Sharing is cariiiiinnngg."
"No."
"Does this perhaps involve a person with the nickname that ends with 'ie?'
Jiminie.
"W-What? N-No not at all, where did you get that from?'
"You stuttered!"
"... No I did not."
"You hesitated!"
"No I did not!
"Don't you think words that end with 'ie' are so cute? Cookie, pie, sweetie, cutie, Jiminie…"
"Die. Is that a cute word to?"
"Haha very funny.
There was an awkward moment of silence before Hoseok said, "But seriously… is this about Jimin?" I didn't respond, but my silence is a more obvious answer than anything I could've said. "I'll take that as a yes then."
"UUGGGGGHHHHHH!" I grunted in frustration. "I think Namjoon was right when he said I had feelings for Jimin. AND IT'S A PROBLEM." I expected a response around the lines of 'you're right, that is a problem' or 'oof good luck' but instead, Hobi responded with, "Why is it a problem?" I blanked for a minute.
"What?"
"Why is it a problem?"
"No, I heard you, but do you really not see the problem?"
"Nope."
"I have to find a way to get rid of these feelings."
"Why?" This dumbass-
"Because! Everything will be… I don't know, different."
"No it won't, I mean you've liked him for a while, it's just that you're only realizing it now. If anything, I'd say it gives you more freedom with your emotions."
"Uugggghh. What am I gonna do?"
"Nothing. Or maybe you could watch some of those Yoonmin videos online." I was about to respond, but then I fully registered what he said.
"Yoon-what?" Hobi suddenly became very interested in his feet. "Oh nothing…" he mumbled out. "No, no, no, tell what this Yoon-thingamajig is. Hoseok sighed and gave me a stare before continuing. "Yoonmin. It's a ship name for you and Jimin." A ship name? "Ship? Like the boat?" Hobi just stared at me. "Seriously? You don't know what a ship is? God, do you every go on the internet?" I would've yelled at him if I hadn't known it would waste time. Could he get on with the explaining? "Ship is short for relationship. So you could say, the Yoonmin ship. However, you can also use it in a way to say you think these two people should be in a relationship, which is, I ship these two people. A ship name is a combination of the two names of the people you ship. In this case, Yoongi + Jimin = Yoonmin. Got it?" I sort of did, but I didn't feel like asking more questions. I made another grumble of frustration as I turned on my back and slammed my pillow onto my face. I needed to sleep this off. As I began to doze off, I began thinking of what Hobi said, my own feelings, and that stupid website. Did that website mention anything about glowing?
