Are we growing up or just going down?
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
Take our tears and put them on ice
Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light
Friday, January 19, 1973
Girl's Dorms, Gryffindor Tower, Hogwarts
"What do you want to do for your birthday in two weeks, Lils?" Eleonore questioned, combing through her long, dark hair. She stared at herself in the mirror, her green eyes intensely staring back. She couldn't help but notice how she looked incredibly tired. Her eyes were slightly reddened and the bags underneath them revealed the harsh truth.
Full moon had been last night and she had waited for Remus in the hospital wing to wake up. She honestly did not feel like going to Professor Slughorn's little club tonight. She would have preferred to catch up on some sleep, but Eleonore had promised Lily that she would come along, much to her own annoyance.
"Just keep things quiet with the girls, nothing too special. Are you ready?" The red head poked her face into the bathroom to stare at Ellie. "That's a pretty dress." She spoke, pointing at the red dress. "Very Gryffindor."
Ellie smirked, "I do kind of need to stand my ground with all these Slytherins. Let's go."
"Professor McGonagall would be proud. Red always clashes with my hair, unfortunately." Lily raised her eyebrows, descending down the Gryffindor dorm stairs.
"At least you have gold." Ellie answered, mentioning the golden long dress of her friend.
"Red and golden, how cliché." Lily grinned, ignoring the people staring at the two of them. "Hamblin, are you ready?"
"I can't see why I had to come along when someone else of our house is coming as well." Ellie mumbled, eyeing the smiling Quidditch captain. David Hamblin sat in one of the sofas in the common room. He immediately stood up when he saw Lily Evans and Eleonore Darensbourg making their way towards the portrait.
"Because, you promised me and I don't want to go alone with Hamblin." Lily muttered in Ellie's ears.
Eleonore just raised her eyebrows at Lily, holding back a smirk. "The Quidditch Captain, really?"
"Shut up." Lily grumbled next to Ellie who tried holding back laughter.
"Girls, you're looking really nice." The fourth year spoke with a polite smile, following them. "Shall we go?"
"The sooner this is over, the better." Ellie nodded her head.
"Enjoy your night, girls!" Ellie heard James Potter speak with a grin, his one eye on the Quidditch Captain, the other on the girls.
"Yeah thanks Potter." Eleonore replied, giving him a little wave before stepping into the portrait hole. The walk towards the dungeons wasn't short and she honestly was a little relieved that Lily seemed to talk animatedly with David. She felt too tired to actually have a chitchat about potions.
"Are you, Ellie?" David spoke, raising his eyebrows at the girl in surprise.
"Am I what?" Eleonore shook her head, strolling beside the two. She hadn't listened to their conversation, her mind wondering off to a certain werewolf sleeping in his bed.
"I told David that you are one of the best flyers in class." Lily spoke, nodding her head at Eleonore. She turned her head towards the blonde Quidditch Captain and proudly continued, "She has a Nimbus at home on which she practices on."
"I guess I'm alright with the broom, yes." Ellie shrugged, raising her shoulders.
"Alright? Ellie, you're an amazing flyer." Her friend turned towards the good looking fourth year once again. "She beat Potter on multiple occasions."
"Really? You beat Potter?" David spoke impressively. "Why didn't you apply for the team, Eleonore?"
"There was only one spot to be filled and James really wanted it, plus I'm quite busy with my schoolwork. It's not necessary." The group's feet stopped in front of Professor Slughorn's office. "Let's hope this party will end as soon as possible."
David watched how Lily knocked and turned towards the pretty second year, "Try out next year, for me?"
Ellie's eyes adverted towards the blonde, "I'll see."
"There would be two spots open. If we have Potter and you as chasers, we could win the cup."
Eleonore watched how the door opened by an enthusiastic Professor Slughorn, a big smile was spread on his face. She noticed how one hand held a glass of firewhiskey and she could tell by the blush on his cheeks that it probably was not his first. "My precious Gryffindors! Come in, come in!" He ushered them into his office. "Grab a glass of elf wine! Don't tell Minerva though." He chuckled, placing his empty hand on his thick stomach. "There are canapes as well!"
Ellie couldn't help but scan the room. She could see a couple of Ravenclaws that she hadn't met before. She recognized Millicent Bagnold, a last year student she had heard quite a bit about. Apparently the girl was one of the cleverest in school. She could see Amos Diggery, a second year Hufflepuff. She knew he came from great wealth, so she wasn't surprised. Her eyes turned towards Severus Snape standing next to Lucius Malfoy.
Their hair, unfortunately, wasn't green anymore. She wondered how they managed to get rid of it. Noticing Malfoy's scold on his face when he saw the Gryffindor's enter, she honestly thought it was a shame.
She noticed Avery standing in the group as well. His sharp features and dark eyes scanned the room, landing on Eleonore with raised eyebrows. Ellie clenched her teeth, staring back and not backing down.
The boy had managed to annoy her immensely at Defense Against the Dark Arts. He was not a fair fighter and a cheat. He did not respect his component and used the worst hexes.
"Ellie?" The girl finally broke their eye contact when her friend called her.
"Yes?"
"Pumpkin pastry?" Lily questioned, offering her one.
"Yes, thank you." Ellie nodded her head, scanning the room.
"Maybe we should go say hi to Sev." Lily suggested, smiling a little at her friend. Ellie thought Lily was oblivious to the hard stares the rest of the Slytherins gave her.
"Let him come over to us." Ellie advised, not trusting the group. She was too tired to get into a fight tonight. She had too many things on her mind that she didn't need the Slytherins right now.
"Come on, Ellie. What's the worst thing that could happen?" The red head beamed, not noticing how Ellie and David locked eyes. "If we are friendly, they will be too. We're not James and Sirius."
The dark haired girl was going to reply but Lily already had her hand wrapped around her wrist. Just for certainty, Ellie quickly checked her wand, noticing that it was still on the inside of her stockings under her dress. In contrary to Lily, Eleonore did not want to leave the dorms wandless, even if it meant sticking it in her hair or even her stockings.
She noticed David cautiously following them, happy that he was thinking the same thing.
"Hi Severus, hello everybody." Lily smiled kindly at all the Slytherins.
Severus seemed to be the only one actually acknowledging Lily Evans as he smiled back a little forcedly. Eleonore could feel Malfoy's eyes taking her in and tried to ignore it the best she could. "My, my, Eleonore Darensbourg." He crooked his head at her, his eyes roaming her cheekbones. "I can only guess why you are here."
"Not to see you, that's for certain." Ellie shot back.
"Shame really." The smile upon his face did not reach Lucius his eyes. "Pure blood, a royal name. It is not your grades that brought you here, I've heard." His eyes turned towards Lily's, "In contrary to her. She can thank her grades, since she does not have anything else."
Ellie could see Lily's eyes widen, as the black haired girl replied "I have to say green looked a lot better on you, Malfoy. Matches the vile in your eyes."
Ellie and Lucius stared at one another for a few seconds, his eyes then turned towards the Gryffindor Quidditch Captain, "I see you have a famous boyfriend, already? Much better than that stray you seem to spend your time with in the library."
Eleonore squinted her eyes at the blonde boy, "Don't speak of him. He's a far better man than you will ever be."
Malfoy didn't seem impressed as one of his mouth corners uplifted itself. He slowly took a drink from his fire whiskey. His eyes staring into hers intensely. He took a sip, wetting his lips. "And to think you could have had it so good. You would have been a queen, you know. You could still be a queen."
"I would rather be a fly in the light than a queen in the dark." Ellie's eyes scanned every single one of them, even Severus who didn't seem to want eye contact with her. The poor boy who she had defended time and time again, stood there motionlessly. Ellie was not angry with him that he did not defend her. She could defend herself.
She was mad that Severus didn't even defend Lily. Her best friend had armored him time and time again, even when he was not around. Now judging by this situation, Eleonore honestly didn't think he had done the same for Lily with his friends.
"We'll see about that, won't we? Anyways, always nice speaking to you, Miss Darensbourg." Lucius smirked, "I'm sure we'll see more of one another in the future."
"I sincerely hope not." She squinted her eyes, biting her cheek. She turned towards her friend, who had been staring at the ground. "Let's go, Lils."
The group managed to turn around, leaving the snakes in the corner. Ellie immediately scanned Lily's face, concern taking over her features. "Hey, are you alright?" Ellie spoke, placing one hand on the girl's shoulder.
"I'm fine, Ellie." Lily's green eyes searched Ellie's. "I just- Yeah, what did I expect?" She sadly chuckled, shaking her head. "I should have listened to you."
"There's no harm in having faith in your friend." Ellie replied, watching how David gave her a reassuring smile and finally left the two girls to talk to Amos Diggory about what she could only presume, Quidditch. "He's just- They're big characters, Lily. I guess Sev just doesn't have the backbone."
Lily nodded her head, her head turning up. "Do you want to leave?"
"We just arrived. I thought you wanted to stay for a while?" Ellie questioned back, looking at her friend in worry.
"I honestly would just like to go to bed."
Ellie noticed the sadness in her voice, she just wasn't sure if Lily was sad because of what Lucius said or the fact that Severus just stood there. She thought it was probably a mixture of both. "Hey, don't listen to them. They're not worth it. They're scum, Lils. They have nothing on you. You could kick their asses in an instant." Ellie's eyes travelled over her friend's face in concern. "Come on, let's get out of here."
Friday, January 19, 1973
Common Room, Gryffindor Tower, Hogwarts
Eleonore watched how Lily made her way up the dorm's staircase on her own. She actually really could use the sleep herself so after grabbing a glass of water in the common room, she decided to go upstairs herself. "Ellie!" James shouted, running towards her. "I need to talk to you. Alone."
Great. Was she some sort of a martyr for everybody? She just wanted to go to bed, she was drained. Sighing, she eyed the full common room. "Where do you want to go? Everything's full in here."
"Come with me." James spoke, grabbing her wrist and dragging her out of the portrait once again. She noticed Sirius following the two.
"I thought you wanted to talk alone?" Ellie eyed Sirius Black, of course he would be around. "Plus, it's nearly after curfew, if we get caught…"
"I have the perfect solution for that." Potter grinned, grabbing his invisibility cloak and throwing it around himself when they stepped outside the common room and into the hallway of the Gryffindor tower. "Step underneath it."
"Where's Peter?" Ellie questioned, stepping closer to James who threw the cloak around her.
"Well, we can't all fit underneath this." She heard Sirius mumble in her right ear. "This is nice, eh? The three of us."
"Your breath stinks, Black." Eleonore scoffed, walking behind James and descending the tower in the dark. "Where the hell are we going?"
"Seventh floor." Potter shrugged, hoping the cloak wouldn't unveil itself by its small size. It used to be able to fit all his friends, but now everybody had seemed to have gotten a grow spurt. It barely held the three of them.
"I have to walk all the way up to the seventh floor? Are you kidding me?" Eleonore grumbled, she was already deadly tired. Seven staircases would not help this cause. "What's on the seventh floor?"
"This is on the seventh floor." She heard James speak, stopping in front of a brick wall. Her chest collided with his back at the sudden stop of movement. It didn't help that Sirius behind her also didn't notice James stopping, which resulted in her being sandwiched in between two of Hogwarts most annoying prankers. "Stop it, Black." She smacked his stomach behind her, trying to get him to back off.
"It's not my fault you have no coordination." She felt his warm breath in her ear.
"Did you know that if someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles to frown but only four muscles to extend your arm and smack them in the face." She grumbled, "And I have plenty of coordination, thank you very much."
"Sush, both of you." She heard James speak, frowning when suddenly a door appeared in the middle of the brick wall.
Ellie raised her eyebrows at the sudden action. "What the…"
"We found this on one of our night trips. We needed a safe getaway from Filch. This suddenly appeared. I call it the Room of Requirement. It gives you everything you require at that precise moment." James explained, throwing off the cloak and opening the door.
"So if I require Black to not be in there, he won't be?" Ellie asked thoughtfully, looking from James to Sirius, who rolled his eyes at her.
She felt Sirius shove her back, pushing her into the room. "Very funny. We didn't come here to joke."
She watched how James closed the door behind her. She noticed how the lights turned on, it looked like a replica of the Gryffindor common room. The same chairs and sofas, even the fireplace. "What are we here for?"
"We need to talk to you." James spoke, sitting in his usual seat he normally took in the common room.
"About?" Ellie raised her eyebrows, plunging herself into the biggest and comfiest sofa.
Ellie noticed how Sirius and James locked eyes one more time before turning to her. "Remus."
Eleonore tried to swallow the uncomfortable lump in her throat. She wasn't sure why they were asking her and not just Remus himself. There was just no way she would actually betray him. It was not her place to tell. "What about Remus?" She spoke, crooking her head and using her best pokerface.
"We know- we have our suspicions about… Stuff." James replied hesitantly.
"What kind of stuff?" Ellie raised her eyebrows in challenge.
"You know what kind of stuff, Darensbourg." Sirius shot, not believing one single word of her ignorant act.
"I have no idea what you guys are on about." She turned her face from Sirius to James.
"Ellie, we know you always disappear the morning after Remus is gone missing. We know you two are close. You must know of the… Monthly absenteeism. " James carefully scanned Ellie's face who still looked deadpanned and non-impressed. "We are not stupid, we have it figured out. Why you two got even closer in these past months. Why you're so protective of him."
"He is my friend, Potter, I will always defend my friends." She shot back at James. "If you took me here to just analyze my friendship with Remus than you can take me back to the common room, I am tired and I wan-"
"Tell me why are you so tired, Ellie?" Sirius shrugged, looking all innocently at his classmate.
Ellie still held her pokerface, squinting his eyes at the young boy whose hair seemed to have gotten longer every day. "Because I had this stupid party with Professor Slughorn just tonight-"
"You fell asleep during Transfiguration today." Sirius shot back. "Even before the party."
"Are you stalking me, Black?" Ellie's eyes blazed fire as she leaned forward.
"Don't think so highly of yourself, Darensbourg, I am not stalking you. Merely keeping an eye on you when Remus gets sick. Which so happens to be, around, I don't know, full moon?" Sirius spoke with challenge. He intensely stared at her expression, not noticing one single emotion out of line.
Sirius realized right there for the very first time, how good of an actress she could be. He had always thought she had some Slytherin in her blood and when he heard James actually told him that her father, Casius Fulco Darensbourg, had been a Slytherin, this did not come as a surprise.
He realized Eleonore had a mind of her own and would do anything to protect that. She even looked like a Slytherin, the intense green, almond-shaped eyes which narrowed at him. Her sharp razorblade cheekbones which seemed to grow magically every month.
She was pretty, he could no longer deny that.
"You both need to talk to Remus and not to me." Eleonore spoke, ignoring the two friends staring at her. "It is not my place to speak of him behind his back and it should not be yours either."
"You really care for him, don't you?" James spoke hesitantly.
"He's one of my best friends." She spoke, nodding her head. "Of course I care for him. I don't like it when he gets sick, I don't like it that he has to face it all on his own." She turned her face to Sirius and continued with a hard glare. "So yes, Black, I am tired because I take care of him, as far as I'm concerned that is not a maltreatment nor do I have to justify myself for it."
"I-I never sai-"
"Good." Ellie nodded her head, interrupting him. "Now, I suggest if you have any questions, you speak to Remus because I cannot speak for him. I would like to get back to my bed now."
"Ellie-" James spoke, "You know we mean no harm to Remus. We care about him just as much as you do, this is not a competition."
"I never said it was." Ellie sighed. "I just think you need to discuss this with him instead of me."
"The only reason we wanted to talk to you first is so we would know how to handle- or approach this situation. We don't want to cause him any harm."
"I know that, James." Ellie locked eyes with him.
"So it is… True?"
"I said you need to talk to Remus about it. It is not my place."
"Okay. Okay, we'll talk to Remus about it." He slowly nodded his head.
"Do it gently." Ellie requested, looking at both boys. "Now, please escort me back to my dorms."
She crossed her arms in front of her chest. She was still wearing the red dress. Ellie noticed James and Sirius locking eyes, holding back a grin. "Now, why don't you ever hang out with us? We're fun, right James?"
"We are a lot of fun." James nodded his head, holding back a grin.
"I hang out with you guys, what are you talking about? I'm just tired and I want to go to bed."
"Be my guest to leave." James grinned, pointing at the door.
Ellie scowled at him, "You know I'll get caught if I go without the cloak."
"How was the Slug Club?" Sirius cheekily spoke, ignoring Eleonore's scowl. He was actually quite curious on why Eleonore wanted to go there. He knew she did not like potions, nor Professor Slughorn in the first place.
Eleonore remembered Lucius Malfoy and her face turned into an even worse scowl. "Absolutely fantastic. Unfortunately, the Slytherin's hair was back to normal. Wouldn't happen to have another batch of that potion, would you?"
James threw back his head in laughter and even Sirius shook his head with a big grin on his face, "See, I knew you had a pranking side in you. What happened?"
"Lucius Malfoy, that's what happened." Ellie muttered, throwing her legs over the couch, not caring one bit that her dress would get wrinkled. She stared at the ceiling, ignoring both boys looking at her in worry.
"You should be careful for that one." Sirius mumbled. "He's evil. I heard my family speak on how they're making plans on marrying him to my cousin, Cissy."
Eleonore's eyes turned towards Sirius for a moment, "He insulted Lily."
"What did he say?" James immediately shot up, "I'll teach him a thing or two."
"You won't teach him a thing or two, James. He's a sixth year." Ellie replied sternly. "I defended Lily, it's more than enough. Don't get yourself in trouble."
"So you get to tell him off, but I can't?" James argued.
"He's bad news." Eleonore replied.
For once Sirius turned towards James, agreeing with Ellie. "Darensbourg is right, he is bad news but it doesn't mean we can't throw a prank or two at him."
"I knew there was a reason we've met on the Hogwarts' express." James grinned at his friend. "What did he say?"
"Blood talk, what else." Ellie clenched her teeth. She didn't want to tell the boys about Severus, she knew if she were to tell them that he hadn't defended Lily, they would actually turn on to him. She was caught in between Lily's friendship with the boy and her own respect for Lily. She knew if she were to tell the boys about Sev his act at the party, Lily would dislike it.
So Ellie didn't. She did not tell James Potter or Sirius Black about Severus Snape.
It would be practically the same as putting gasoline on the fire.
The only thing she needed right now was water.
She just hoped Lily would figure out Severus Snape his intentions as soon as possible and if that time arrived, she would be there to comfort her.
And possibly hex him herself.
Saturday, January 20, 1973
Boy's Dorms, Gryffindor Tower, Hogwarts
Remus Lupin woke up finally feeling rested enough. He still had a small headache but it was nothing compared to what he had to go through when he transfigured. The only thing keeping him sane was that when it ended, he would actually see Ellie sitting next to his hospital bed. It was the only thing he thought of when his bones popped out of their place, when the wolf took over.
There would be someone holding his hand, telling him it was over for the next upcoming month. He sighed in relieve, it was over for the next upcoming month indeed. His head was clear and he did not have to think about it anymore.
When he opened his green eyes, he managed to swing his feet over his bed. They still felt somewhat tired and heavy but he knew it would go over in the next 24 hours. He wanted to go to the bathroom but stopped his movements when he saw James, Sirius and Peter sitting on their beds, staring at him.
"Good morning." Remus spoke, raising his eyebrows in question.
"Remus. We- We wanted to talk to you for a moment." Sirius spoke, a little hesitant. If their suspicions were right, and judging from their talk with Eleonore, they probably were right, he did not want Remus to freak out on them.
"Al-Alright?" Remus mumbled, staring at his three friends.
"We've been noticing your monthly absence." James spoke in a friendly voice. Remus couldn't help but swallow his nerves.
They knew.
He could tell by their eyes that they knew.
James noticed the fear in his friend's eyes and he hoped severely that he would be able to calm his nerves. He did not want Remus to be frightened of them. "We- We want to be there for you." James nodded his head. "You don't have to go through these alone. We're your friends, you can trust us. All of us." James his eyes scanned Peter and Sirius', watching how they nodded their heads.
Remus didn't really know what to say. He didn't want to speak out the word because it would make it more real.
Werewolf.
Werewolf.
He should have just put it out there.
He was a werewolf.
Why couldn't he?
"We've spoken to Ellie." It was the first time Remus heard Sirius speak of her as Ellie, not as Darensbourg. Sirius watched Remus raising his eyebrows. "We thought- Well, we thought she could help us out a little more- inform us but she said we should talk to you."
"Ellie didn't betray your trust." James spoke quickly.
"I know she would never do that." Remus replied certainly.
"Ar-are you?" Peter spoke, being the first to actually ask the question and moving on from the Eleonore subject.
Remus swallowed the nervous lump in his throat, his eyes gently searching through his friends theirs. It was now or never. He realized he would not be able to keep it a secret from them any longer. "If you are talking about the fact that I'm a… Were-werewolf. Then." He sighed, adverting his eyes to the ground. "Yes. Yes. I am."
The silence in the room was deafening. He couldn't stand the pity in their eyes. He didn't dare to look at them so he just stared at the floor. "Hey!" James stood up, his hand covering Remus his upper arm, silently telling him that he was not disgusting nor ashamed. "It's okay. It's okay, you're still our friend. It doesn't matter."
"It matters, James." Remus mumbled, looking at James Potter. "I'm disgusting, I'm not the person you thought I was, if I'm even a person at all."
"What are you talking about?" Sirius shot up, finally making his way towards the two friends standing in the middle of the boys seconds year dorms. "You're still the same. What, because you turn into a little mean beast once a month, you expect us to treat you like you're not our friend anymore? Hell, I'm actually quite proud that you're my friend. It's kind of cool." Sirius grinned, hoping he would be able Remus smile.
"It's not cool, Sirius." Remus spoke, looking at his friend, shaking his head.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it like that. I'm just saying- we'll support you. We can be there when you wake up." Sirius grinned, "Right, guys?" The black haired boy looked at James and Peter for confirmation. He noticed Peter was still a little shocked and decided to ignore him.
"I'm assuming Ellie is there when Remus wakes up, I don't think she'd like to share." James grinned, elbowing Remus with teasing eyes. "And definitely not with you, Sirius."
"I can handle Darensbourg. She'll have to fight me for your attention." Sirius cheekily spoke, noticing the small smile on Remus his face.
"Somehow I don't think Ellie has a problem with fighting you." James grinned, replying to his friend. "Right, now that we know, we have to think of how we can support you as much as possible."
"It's no use, the wolf will kill any human around. It would bite your head off in an instant." Remus mumbled, ignoring Peter his little cry of angst in the background.
"Where do you go when… You know…" Sirius wondered.
"Shrieking shack." Remus answered, "Madam Pomfrey brings me there every month and locks me up there."
"Wh- Why do you have so many scars then?" Peter wondered, afraid of Remus his answer "If you're alone…"
"The werewolf attacks itself out of frustration because it does not have any humans nearby to attack or other animals to occupy it. They're self-inflicted scars." The green eyed boy mumbled.
"What did you say?" James ears peaked.
Remus looked a little confused at his friend, "I said they're self-inflicted scars."
"No, no before that."
"…That I attack myself out of frustration?"
"So it gets bored because it can't kill any humans." James looked deep in thought. "But it wouldn't kill any other animals…"
"You're a genius, Potter." Sirius' eyes widened in realization. Peter just looked confused and terrified. "How did Professor McGonagall do it?"
"I don't want anyone suspecting anything so I don't think we should ask her… Maybe Ellie knows…"
When Remus finally understood what the boys were talking about, "No, that's unnecessary. I don't want any harm caused to you. I'm not willing to put you all in any sort of danger. And if you tell Ellie she'll want to be a part of your ridiculous idea. No." He shook his head fiercely, a deep fear of actually harming, or even worse, killing someone surfacing.
"But she could help, she's good at researching, Remus." James argued, "It would help your transformation, we would be there every step of the way. You would not hurt yourself anymore."
"I don't want Ellie to see me as the wolf. I don't want her to ever see me as the wolf." Remus spoke. "She cannot be a part of this. I won't let her."
"Fine. Fine." James raised his hands in defeat. "But I'm not taking the blame if she were to find out what our little plan is."
"And that plan is?" Remus looked a little scared at his three friends.
"Animagus." Sirius grinned.
Author's note: I want to thankn Paulaa90, you are such a great reviewer! Thanks to mbob4980 for reviewing too. As to if Ellie will become an animagus, I'm not sure. I think I'd like to respect Remus his wishes for now. I don't think he will ever like Ellie seeing him as a werewolf, so I'm not certain yet. Anyways, it's second year, the year the boys did find out about Remus being a werewolf, I'm glad it's all in the open and I can start their little training and the use of their cute nicknames and of course, the start of the infamous Marauders. It's all coming together, isn't it? I promise starting from third year, the story will focus more on the romantic / dramatic side. Let me know if you would like to see Ellie as an animagus (because I'm not certain if I'll make her one) and what you think she would actually be. Thanks for reading. Leave me a little comment.