(i want to say that i am so thankful for all the people that have read both versions of my story there isnt to many more chapters left i should have them up within the next few days.)

Chapter 17

This office is always so plain and stuffy I hate coming here every 2 weeks. The room is so stuffy and the chair is lumpy and on top of that I hate having to talk about everything over and over. Replaying it all each time to try to see if the dreams will stop or to make sure I don't turn into a basket case. Agent yamanaka set this up to make sure that I won't have a nervous break one day. sometimes I want to just yell and scream for everyone to leave me alone. I know what happened is horrible but i'm coping about as well as I think anyone would. I fantasies about what I want to do to the people who did it yes. but wouldn't anyone? I look down at my watch 2:30 ugh she's late again. I started tapping my foot I sat there for a few minutes I was about to glance at my watch to see how much time had passed, when I heard the door knob turn.

"Sorry i'm late Kagome there was a lot of traffic. Now give me just a minute to get everything set up and we will pick up where we left off the last time that you was here Okay." the woman stated

I looked at the woman as she put her bag in its place and started to get her notebook that she specifically used when she talked to me. she wasn't a very tall woman about 5'5 she was small framed. Kana could pass for a person in their late teens or early 20s. She was a very sweet woman but she just asked me the same things and wrote down my response I guess to check and see if there was a difference between each of my answers. it seemed it was always the same to me. I don't like to come here i'm not unstable I feel fine.

" Okay Kagome let's get started shall we." Kana said she waited on me to nod my head saying that is was okay to start. she looked down at her pad then back at me,

"Okay Kagome last time you was here you told me that you was still having the dreams are you still having them now, and are they getting better or worse?" she asked I sat there a minute and thought about it before I gave my reply.

" I still have them. Every night it's always the same I see them looking at me with the terrified look on their faces then it changes the look so mad. they're mad at me for not being there. they blame me for their death." I told her I hate talking about all of this and everything that I feel. it makes me feel very vulnerable and defenceless I can't stand that I feel like this.

" I see. Why do you think they blame you? Do you blame yourself?" Kana asked I never thought about it really maybe I do keep having the dream because I do blame myself.

" Well I guess I do in a way. I know 7 years have passed but I still feel like I could have saved my brother and my mother. I feel like I should have been there for them maybe they would have run I don't know I just wished I knew why." I explained

" I understand what you are saying Kagome but you must realize that there may not have been much that you could have done. had you been there that day you wouldn't be sitting here in my office now. Have you considered the fact that you are meant to be here to do something special with your life or to help others that are going through similar things that you are going through?" Kana said with a slight smile she had a point I guess I never look at it that way I just want to my family back I don't feel that it is fair that I lost my family at such a young age.

" I just feel that there was so much that they could have done with their life. Sota could have done many things he had so much to live for but it got stole from him. He never got to make it to middle school or high school. No first date or prom nothing. I COULD HAVE SAVED HIM HE COULD HAVE LIVED I SHOULD HAVE BEEN THERE! " I screamed I was crying by this point I stood up to walk out Kana was up and grabbed my arm before I could reach the door.

" There was nothing that you could do. until you stop blaming yourself the dreams and the way that you feel will never change." she said and let go of my arm. She stood there looking at me this was not the first time I have lost it in front of her and all I wanted to do now was leave and that's just what I planned on doing.

I opened the door and walked out. I started down the hall that led to the front of the office building. There was other people here and there was a few that I recognized my shadows this was not so strange to me anymore. I got used to them following me around after the first 4 months. It's now been 7 years and i have come to terms with the way things are now for the most part. I walked in silence when we reached the car when one of the agents standing next to me opened the door for me. As I climbed in he smiled

" cool necklace I have never seen one glow the way yours does." he stated

'glow?' I looked down to see that the crescent moon was no longer the beautiful gold but a dark red. My eyes got wide ' the letter I received so long ago said that if the necklace should ever turn red to run that there was danger' i got up grabbed the agent's arm standing next to me and started to pull for them to follow me. "RUN!"

We only got a few feet away before there was loud explosion debris was flying everywhere. Something came crashing into me, I felt a searing pain in my forehead. Just thenI felt the weight of something heavy on me it was Ginta one of the agents that follows me. after a few minutes things started to calm down. My agents called for backup and asked for an extra car also. They had me sat up in a corner with them standing around me with their guns drawn waiting till the others arrived.

"Kagome are you alright are you hurt any?" Ginta asked me, before pushing himself up. Ginta was a demon a wolf demon just like Koga and Ayame. He is only a year or so older than me. he's super sweet and always asks me how i'm doing. He is about 6 feet tall and has silverish hair with a small patch of black in the front and brown eyes. he's not super buff or anything i would say he is the perfect size, not to big but not to small nevertheless strong and tough when he has to be. the other two that follow me are Hakkaku and jakotsu. Hakkaku is about 5'10 and unlike most of the agents he is the only one that i have seen with a mohawk. He to is a wolf demon and shares a brother like bond with Ginta. Jakotsu is small and feminine but very tough. He has long black hair that he keeps pulled up and blue eyes.

Hakkaku came running once the scent of blood hit his nose. He watched as Ginta pushed himself up from the protective position he out himself in to keep Kagome from harm. She was bleeding though but where. The wolves looked her over and realized in her hair line there was a tacky look to it. They looked at her.

" I'm fine thank you for asking." i told Ginta. I lifted my hand to my head it was pounding and i winced from the action. I pulled my hand away and realized it was sticky and covered in dark red. Just then i seen the other agents arrive and another small car come up behind it. The next thing i seen was Agent Yamanaka get out of that car and head our way and he was not happy at all. Hell i don't blame him i'm not very happy myself.

"What the hell happened here Ginta?" Agent Yamanaka demanded to know. there was agents everywhere looking over the debris and looking for traces of anything that could lead them to the person who did this.

" Sir i don't know we left the office and came here for Kagome's appointment and then walked back to the car and then Kagome yelled Run like she knew what was going to happen. We need to get her looked at a piece of debris hit her in the head and she is bleeding. But Kagome how did you know something was going to happen?" he asked after explain everything to agent yamanaka who was looking curious about that himself.

"Well seven years ago when i left the orphanage i found a letter in my suitcase and in the envelope among the letter was a pendent the one that i'm wearing now. you see the letter was short and stated that if the pendent should ever glow red to run. Ginta pointed out that he thought my necklace was neat that he never saw one glow like mine. when i looked down my necklace was red so i ran." i explained

" So you say that you knew to run and get out of there because of your necklace who gave it to you?" Agent Yamanaka asked

" Yes that is correct. But i don't know who put the necklace in my bag i didn't see them and i don't recognize the handwriting either." i told him

" Well when we get back to the safe house i would like to see that letter and while i'm looking at it i want you to pack we will be moving again." he told me. i nodded my head i hate that i have to move yet again that's like the 4th time in the last 7 years alone and i'm tired of it.

' i wonder where we will be going this time. I wonder who did put this necklace in my bag.' i grabbed the pendent and looked at it it truly was beautiful i can't believe anyone would want to part with it i hope i get to find out who put it in my bag one day.

thoughts of Rin and the other started to make me sad i hadn't got to see any of them in 7 years and they have had no communications with me either i wonder how they all are doing. then images of the new kids popped in my head i wonder how he is doing. so much has happened their images are fuzzy but i know just what my friends look like i wonder if the are still the same.