May 14th, 1984.
13
My chest is hurting. I think it is because it is growing. I don't know why. I just know that where it used to be flat, there are now uncomfortable lumps. I tell Papa of the pain.
"Your chest hurts?" He asks, hand hovering over the offending area. I nod and he places his large hand on me. It feels worse.
"Hurts, Papa." He squeezes for a second and I let out a squeak.
"Shhh. Be quiet Eleven." I obey and he lifts his hand off me.
"I'm sorry Papa." I whisper. His voice had sounded angry. I don't want to make Papa angry.
"Kiss me." He says. I do. He holds me in position for longer than normal. His tongue attacks my lips, feeling slimy and large. I whimper. I don't like it.
