Chapter 21
Kaoru swore his heart skipped several beats. Suddenly he felt wide awake and sat up in bed.
"Haruhi…" he said softly, trying to contain his sudden energy burst.
"Hey...did I call at a bad time?" Haruhi asked, feeling nervous.
"Oh not at all! I just…" He stopped for a second.
"Yeah?"
"...It's...God, Haruhi, it's just so good to hear your voice…" he finally said. Haruhi could hear his smile and felt a huge wave a relief.
"I'm so glad, Kaoru! I've been so worried about you...and Hikaru. Are you both okay?"
"As well as can be expected. Well in body...a little low in spirits perhaps. We both miss you, Haruhi."
"Really? I thought that…" Haruhi's voice trailed off.
"What? What did you think?"
"Well...when I saw Hikaru today…"
"What?" Kaoru interrupted at the sound of his brother's name " You saw Hikaru?"
"Yes, outside the doctor's offi-...Wait, Hikaru didn't tell you?!"
"No," Kaoru sighed. "But I figured something was up when he came home and shut himself up in his room. Some days are better than others. I just figured it was an off day. Want to tell me what happened?"
"It was brief, just ran into him as I was coming and he was going." Haruhi felt her voice tremble at the memory of the look on Hikaru's face. It still hurt. Her throat tightened as she tried to take a breath.
"Haruhi! Are you alright?" Kaoru asked, more concerned now. Was she crying?
"I'm fine. I just...I got choked up. I mean, Hikaru didn't say a word, he just rushed past me. I thought...he didn't want to see me, that he must hate me."
"Haruhi, no! No, please don't ever think that. Hikaru could never hate you. You know how he's never been great at talking about how he feels." Kaoru took a breath before continuing. "If today is any indication, he's even having trouble sharing with me."
Haruhi sighed. "I'm sorry, now I feel like I just tattled on him."
"Well, I was bound to find out one way or another." Kaoru wanted to try to keep the conversation light. "Besides, if it gets me on the phone with you, I'm willing to forgive you for telling on my brother." He laughed a little.
Haruhi felt herself smile as she relaxed into her pillow "I have to admit that it's great to hear your voice, too. I wish I'd tried sooner."
"No point fretting over it now, silly. Tell me how you're doing! What have you been up to? Tamaki came home in a tizzy a little while ago. He didn't want to tell us what happened but I had a hunch it had something to with you, or Kyoya. Where are you calling from anyway?"
Suddenly, Haruhi found herself in a corner. She didn't know if she should tell Kaoru about what happened at Kyoya's. But she would have to explain that she was now at Honey's house. Would Kaoru be upset to know the truth? Tamaki nearly threw a conniption fit at the hint of what might have been going on. But Kaoru wasn't Tamaki.
"I was at Kyoya-senpai's for a little while, but now I'm staying at Honey-senpai's," she answered simply.
"Oh. Why the change though? Did it have anything to do with Tamaki throwing a temper tantrum?" Kaoru laughed a little at the thought of 'Boss' overreacting again. But when Haruhi didn't respond, he grew quiet. "Kyoya didn't mistreat you, did he?" he asked, more concerned.
"No! He-" She chose her next few words carefully "He didn't do anything that I didn't want."
"Ok...so what did he do?" If Kaoru knew Haruhi to be anything, it was certainly not vague. She was keeping something secret and now his cat-like curiosity was getting the better of him. "Haruhi, you know you can tell me anything."
Haruhi sighed in defeat. Kaoru was likely to find out sooner or later, and she certainly didn't want him to find out from Tamaki.
"Well...I was having a really hard time settling at Kyoya's house. I was having a lot of...harmful thoughts, ya know?"
"Yeah, I know the feeling."
"I felt really messed up. I couldn't stop thinking about things...sexual things..."
"Mmhm...go on?"
"Then...Kyoya...he walked in on me, while I was in the bath."
"Ha!" Koaru let out a lighthearted huff "...and here we thought Boss was the pervert!"
"Oh, stop!" Haruhi scolded "It wasn't intentional, he just thought something might have been wrong."
"Really? And why, pray tell, would he have thought that?"
"Kaoru…"
"No seriously, I'm very curious, now! Please?"
He heard Haruhi laugh a little. "Alright...I was masturbating, and apparently I was very...loud about it."
"Damn." Kaoru relaxed his head back on his pillow, he could feel a tightening in his groin. "Must have gotten him good."
"Oh, no." Haruhi let out a telltale giggle "Senpai got me!"
"Oh, really?"
Haruhi could tell that Kaoru was grinning. "Mmhmm," she replied.
She continued to tell how Kyoya lifted her from the bath and how she practically begged him to fuck her hard. As she told the story, she started growing more comfortable and described the events in more detail. Kaoru listened quietly, with the occasional sigh or grunt as he envisioned a naked Haruhi leaning over Kyoya-senpai's desk.
"Hey, Haruhi?"
"Yeah?"
"If I'd been there… would you have let me fuck you like that?"
There was a long heavy silence. Kaoru could have smacked himself in the forehead. What the fuck was he thinking? He finally got Haruhi to open up, talk to him, maybe even feel a little comfortable with him, and he said something like that? Especially after what had happened when they were taken… The things that Haruhi went through. Dammit.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have-" Kaoru began, ready to beg her forgiveness.
"Kaoru?"
"Y-yeah?"
"Do you want to fuck me?" Her voice was soft and uncertain. "I mean after everything…"
Kaoru felt as though his tongue suddenly dried up and glued itself to the roof of his mouth. He had to swallow several times before he could speak at all.
"If you wanted me to… I would fuck you any way you wanted it…"
A shuddering intake of breath was barely audible through the phone pressed tightly to his ear. Kaoru felt his cock jump with that one tiny noise.
"Kaoru…"
Haruhi's voice was heavy with something. It didn't sound like fear or anger. It sounded like desire, arousal. Kaoru pressed the heel of his palm against the rather conspicuous bulge tightening the front of his slacks. He wasn't sure if he was trying to turn himself on more or tell his dick, "Down, boy."
He found himself desperate to know if her nipples were hard, if her pussy was wet.
"Y-yes…" Haruhi whispered, shocking Kaoru. He thought for a moment she had suddenly turned psychic, until he realized he'd been so turned on he'd said his spinning thoughts out loud. He then heard her heave a sigh. "Are you hard, Kaoru?" she asked. He felt a sudden jolt and had to grip his dick through his pants. How was she doing this?
"Oh, yeah…" Kaoru tried to take some deep breaths.
Haruhi was lying back, pinching her nipple through her clothing "Are you wearing pants?" she asked.
"Yes, I-"
"Take them off!" Haruhi ordered, cutting him off. Her voice was low, husky and demanding. Hearing it made Kaoru's cock twitch with excitement.
"Yes, ma'am…" Not needing to be told twice, he unbuttoned his slacks, dying to free his erection. He slid them down and kicked them off along with his boxer briefs. "Done," he breathed.
"Good boy…" Haruhi smiled.
Kaoru had never heard her be so assertive, so forward. Obviously, Kyoya-senpai had rubbed off on her...in more ways than one. So far, he was loving where this was going.
"Tell me, Kaoru, if I was there with you right now, how would you touch me?"
Kaoru thought as he slowly started reaching for his-
"And you cannot touch your cock untiI say you can!" Haruhi added firmly.
"Yes ma'am!" He immediately pressed his hand back to the mattress. Whoa...how did she do that? He heard Haruhi giggling at the other end of the phone line.
"I don't think I like to be called 'ma'am'," she said. "Doesn't feel right."
"Hm...how about 'Princess'?"
"Oh no! Makes think of spoiled brats and...school..." what she meant was that it reminded her of Tamaki fussing all over her, but she didn't want to say it out loud.
Kaoru thought for a moment. There was only one other title he could possibly think of that he felt would suit her. "Yes, Goddess."
"Mm…" Haruhi felt warmth in her chest as well as her nether regions. "That'll do."
She teased her nipples, letting her breath fan hot against the phone, knowing he could hear her and hearing his breaths quicken in response.
"So?" she reminded him. "What would you do if I was there?"
"I want to touch you…"
"Where?"
"Everywhere."
Haruhi couldn't help the delighted little laugh that slipped past her lips. She'd missed Kaoru.
"And what if you couldn't touch me?" she purred wickedly. "What if I tied you to the bed so you couldn't do more than squirm?"
Kaoru nearly choked at the image, a drop of precum sliding down his painfully hard cock. She couldn't see him. She wouldn't know if he touched himself just a little…
"Kaoru," she said sternly.
His hand yanked back from himself so quickly he nearly smacked himself in the face.
"Y-yes, Goddess?"
"Answer me."
"I… Well, I'd probably beg."
"For what?"
"For you to touch me… let me touch you…"
"Maybe. If you were good."
He swore he could hear her smirk.
"I'll be soooo good," he practically whimpered.
"Then I might just crawl on top of you, if you were very good." She made a thoughtful noise. "Maybe I'd rub my pussy against you, but not let you slip inside. Or maybe I would straddle your face and let you lick me until I come."
Kaoru wheezed breathlessly. His shaft was throbbing. The head seemed to be staring at him angrily. He didn't touch himself, though. No matter how much he wanted to.
"Please, Goddess…"
"You can touch yourself… with one finger."
Kaoru felt his breath catch in his throat "W-what?"
"You heard me. One finger…"
"Y-yes, Goddess." He took one finger and ran it down the length of his shaft. The simple motion sent a shiver up his spine and caused his dick to pulse. Kaoru let out a weak "Ohhh…"
"Mm…" Haruhi smiled to herself. "Doesn't it just ache so bad?"
"Yes…" Kaoru kept trying to take slow deep breaths, but he felt the slightest move would be his undoing.
"Imagine, say we're in that room in Kyoya-senpai's house. I have you tied to his desk chair so you can barely move, let alone touch yourself..."
Kaoru closed his eyes. He saw himself in that elegant office space. He felt the bindings on his wrists, preventing him from lifting his arms. He listened to Haruhi's smooth quiet voice and suddenly she was there in front of him. She wore a silk slip of beigy pink. The way the fabric draped her delicate frame reminded Kaoru of a ballerina. She sat on the edge of the desk with her ankles crossed and smirk playing on her pink lips.
"I can do whatever I want," she said. "And there's nothing you can do to stop me."
"Yes, Goddess."
Kaoru imagined her shifting her slip up her legs slowly as her seductive voice painted the most tantalizing picture.
"Don't you want to run your fingers up my thighs? Senpai has told me how soft they are...so smooth…" she stroked her own inner thighs, careful to keep sweet center hidden from view.
Kaoru's hands tightened into fists. "Oh yes, Goddess...please…"
At the sound of her laugh, he could picture her letting her slip back down again. Fucking tease. His hard on was raging to the point of pain. What he wouldn't give for her to wrap her pretty lips around his cock.
"Such a bold request for someone tied to a chair…"
Damn! Kaoru thought. He needed to stop thinking out loud.
"I'm sorry, Goddess…"
In his mind's eye, he saw Haruhi push herself back further to the center of the desk so her feet were no longer dangling.
"I know what you would rather have wrapped around that cock." The real Haruhi's hand had already roamed past her waist as she spoke, hiking up her skirt. She started rubbing her pussy over her panties. "Something, very soft...and wet."
"Ohhh." Kaoru could feel his own nails digging into his palms, trying to resist grabbing his stiff cock. He could see her on that desk, legs still zipped closed with a knowing smile on her face. "Goddess, please, let me see your pussy," he begged.
The ethereal creature arched her back as she laughed. "Oh, I love hearing you beg for it."
"Please! Goddess, I'll be so good for you! Please!"
"You promise?"
"Yes! I swear! I'll do whatever you ask, whenever you want! Please let me see you!" Kaoru was so desperate to come at this point, but he didn't dare disobey, not even in his fantasy. He held his breath as he waited for her reply.
On the other end of the phone, Haruhi took her time, letting him dangle as she slid off her cotton panties, that were now very damp. "I'm gonna open my legs for you, Kaoru…"
The young man let out a whimpering moan as he pictured her on the oak desk, sliding her bare feet apart to reveal her perfect, glistening pink pussy. So wet, so ready.
"You're so beautiful, Goddess! Are you touching yourself?"
"Yes...I'm rubbing my clit right now…" Haruhi's voice has become softer and more breathy.
'Ohhh...I want to be able to do that for you, Goddess, I want to make you come…"
"Keep talking like that and I just might let you."
Kaoru could hear the smile in her voice before she even started to laugh. It wasn't a laugh out of shame or embarrassment, but was brought from true joy. It was such a beautiful sound, warm, like liquid gold. It was a sound Kaoru had been sure that he'd never hear again, and now it brought fresh tears to his eyes.
"Kaoru?"
"Yes, Goddess?"
"I'm close…" Haruhi could feel her inner walls starting to clench.
"What can I do, Goddess?"
"I want you to come with me." Her breath was becoming more shallow. "Better start stroking that cock."
Of course, the twin did not have to be told twice. But it took all his might to not grab his dick and blow his load right then. All this build up was getting almost painful, but he didn't dare come too soon. He would wait for Haruhi first.
"I'm ready when you are."
Haruhi's back arched as her fingers picked up the pace. Her clit was so swollen and slick and practically pulsed beneath her finger tips. Every breathy moan she released only made her phone buddy harder. He wouldn't have to wait too long.
"Oh my...Kaoru...I'm gonna come…"
"Mmm...Yes, Goddess. Please, come…" he kept a slow patient stroke on his stiff cock. Hold on...hold on...Then he heard it. Her long, drawn out, breathy moan signalling permission for his own release.
'Ahhh…" Haruhi felt her eyes roll back as far as they could. She stuck her middle finger inside herself to feel her inner walls clench and pulsate. As her pulse began slow, she redirected her focus to her panting friend on the line. "Kaoru?"
It took a young man a moment to recover. It was like somebody just lifted an anvil off his chest. He didn't remember the last time he came so hard. Or perhaps it wasnt that he didn't remember, more like he didn't want to remember. But today, the relief washed over him like a flash flood. He breathed in deep, slowly released it, then remembered the call.
"Haruhi? Still there?"
"Of course!" she laughed. "I take it you had fun?"
"I...Wow." Kaoru laughed a little more awkwardly. "That was awesome."
"I'm glad." Haruhi paused, considering her next thought "Kaoru, I'd love to see you. Did...Did you want to maybe...get together next week?"
"Sure! I mean, no pressure, we can just talk…"
"We can leave plans of activity up in the air, Kaoru. But yes, it'd be nice to discuss things." Her next thought couldn't be avoided. "Um...what about Hikaru?"
She didn't have to elaborate. Kaoru knew what she was concerned about.
"I think he might need a little more time, but I'll talk to him."
"Alright. Hey, I think I'm going to try to sleep for a bit. Doctor's orders. But I just wanted you to know that you can call me any time."
"Okay. Talk later then?"
"Yeah. Later, Kaoru."
"Later."
He waited to hear the click from the other end. The last thing he wanted to do now was sleep. Kaoru got out of bed and headed to the bathroom. A quick shower was definitely an order. As the hot water streamed down his body, he began to consider this whole mess of a summer. While he tried to be open with Doctor Avery, he still couldn't bring himself to think on all the dirty details. He supposed it was because as far as he knew, he and Hikaru's lives were over. And worse, they ruined Haruhi's life too.
But today shook him to the core. Haruhi called and she wasn't broken or even angry. Everything he inwardly feared, couldn't have been more wrong. It wasn't the end. It was time to set things straight. Making up his mind, Kaoru toweled off and dressed into some joggers and his favorite t-shirt. He left the haven that was his bedroom and journeyed down the hall, until he reached a door on the opposite end.
Knock-knock...Nothing...knock-knock
"Go away!" was heard on the other side.
"Brother, it's me." Kaoru replied.
Silence.
Normally if his brother was angry, the younger twin would just quit and back off. But the normal days were long gone. He let himself in and found the room to be nearly pitch black. The heavy drapes blocked out what was left of the late afternoon. But Kaoru didn't need light to find Hikaru. The older twin was curled up in his bed. Kaoru sat on the edge, making his brother aware of his presence. Both remained silent for a few minutes. Then Kaoru heaved a sigh and crawled in bed with his brother. He gently wrapped his arms around him, and even though Hikaru didn't want to admit, he found his touch comforting.
"Brother…" Kaoru nuzzled into his neck. "We need to talk about Haruhi."
A/N: My apologies for my slow updates! Writing proved to be difficult on my old laptop (so SLOW). But I want to assure our readers that I do plan on seeing Ramblingrobin's story to the end! This chapter was particularly challenging, and I hope you all enjoyed it! Thank you all for your feedback! It makes me so happy that you're enjoying my continuation! And a BIG thank you to Ramblingrobin for overseeing and editing!