A Fresh Start
Chapter Nineteen
When they finish eating, they all go to the hospital. Richard and Cassie are finishing a walk when they walk in. Reva stops, staring as they walk towards her, followed by Jeffrey and Sam. "Reva." Cassie says when she looks up and sees her standing there beside Sam and Jeffrey.
Looking up, Richard stares for a couple seconds before Reva walks over to him and they hug. "You're up and you're walking without anything." Reva says, stepping back and wiping away the tears from her eyes. Over lunch Sam had filled Reva in on all the progress that Richard had made since he had woken up. "It's good to see you." She says, hugging him again.
"It's good to see you too." Richard says, hugging her.
"Are you really okay?" Reva asks, stepping back and looking him up and down.
"I'm fine. I'm a little sore at times." He says.
"And you will be again if we don't sit down for awhile. We need to go back to your room." Cassie says.
"I'm fine."
"No, if you need to sit down we can go back to your room." Reva says.
"We've been up for a while Richard." Cassie says
"I'm fine. I'll let you know if I'm tired."
"We can go to the sitting room." Sam says. "It's just down the hall."
"Okay." Richard says, giving in because he knew that Reva and Cassie would worry if he didn't.
As they start towards the dining room, Jeffrey sort of hangs back. They are a few feet from were they had met when Sam notices that Jeffrey isn't with them. Turning she sees that he's hanging back. "Ya'll go ahead. It's the second door on your left." Sam says, turning and walking back to Jeffrey. "What's wrong?" She asks, stopping beside him.
"Nothing, I'm letting them visit." Jeffrey says, looking away.
"J" Sam says, walking around till she's in his line of view. "What's going on?"
"Richard." Jeffrey says, looking down at her.
"Ah, he seems okay." Sam says, glancing down the hall.
"Maybe he is, maybe he isn't. If he's not I don't want to push him."
"This is about what happened between you and Cassie."
"Yes."
"You don't have to come. But you're not pushing him. You don't even have to speak to him if he doesn't speak to you. I'm sure that Reva and Cassie would want you in there."
"You didn't see him. He was furious when I told him about San Cristobel and what happened between me and Cassie. And if he could have, he would've been out of that bed that night."
"I know he is mad and hurt, but some time has past and I don't think he's even thinking about that right now. He's probably more focused on Jonathan and Sarah. And he knows that we're together."
"How does he know that?"
"He's a smart man, beside he probably saw us out his window that night. And while we didn't do anything too shocking, I did kiss you that night and..."
"So I'm worrying about nothing."
"No, I'm just saying he's probably not even thinking about that." Sam says, as Cassie walks into the hall. Spotting Jeffrey and Sam talking a few doors down, she walks towards them and over hears what Sam says.
"What's going on?" Cassie asks.
"Nothing, I thought you all were talking." Jeffrey says, nodding towards the door.
"Reva wanted to talk to him alone." Cassie says. "Is everything okay?"
"Its fine, we were talking." Sam says, taking Jeffrey's hand and squeezing it."
"I thought you said something about Richard and Jeffrey."
"We were talking about how well he's doing." Jeffrey says.
"Oh okay, did you get the test results back?" Cassie asks, turning to Sam.
"I don't know. I haven't been to my office." Sam says. "Have there been anymore episodes?"
"No, he's been fine." Cassie replies, looking over at Jeffrey. "Are you sure you're okay?" She asks, reaching for his arm.
"I'm fine." Jeffrey says, moving closer to Sam and putting his arm across her shoulders.
"Why don't we go and see if the results are on my desk?" Sam asks
"Okay." Cassie says, turning to follow Sam
"Will you be okay?" Sam asks, before walking away
"I'll be fine." He says, turning he walks towards the other end of the hall as Sam and Cassie head for Sam's office.
They are about to walk into Sam's office when Cassie asks "Is Jeffrey mad at me?"
"No, not that I know of." Sam replies, walking into her office, followed by Cassie.
"Just now when I touched his arm, it seemed like he was trying to put some distance between us."
"He's worried about Richard." Sam says picking up the folder on her desk, glancing at it she sees that it's Richard's results.
"Richard. Why is he worried about Richard?"
"Because of what happened between you and him in San Cristobel." Sam says, looking at Cassie.
"San Cristobel, that was so long ago and we've talked about that."
"Yes, well, Richard was very upset when Jeffrey told him that night. And I seriously think if Richard could have gotten out of his bed more than words would have been exchanged between them. Jeffrey also feels guilty."
"He has nothing to feel guilty about."
"Yes, he does. He took advantage of you, of the situation and Richard's trust."
"But it wasn't completely his fault. If Richard would have explain what was going on, and that they had brought in a double for him it wouldn't have happened. Maybe I should say something to Richard."
"No Cassie, don't do that. This is something they have to work out on their own. And it may come to a fight, but if it does we can't interfere." Sam says, sitting down at her desk.
While Cassie and Sam are in her office, Richard and Reva are in the sitting room. After Cassie leaves they talk about little things before Reva turns to Richard. "I wanted to talk to you about something."
"Jonathan and Sarah, it's hard to accept that they're gone, all of them. It's even harder to accept that he had a child and I'll never get to see or hold her."
"That's what I wanted to talk to you about. He's not dead."
"What do you mean he's not dead? Cassie said he, Sarah and Tammy were all killed in car accidents last spring."
"I know, everyone thinks that he and Sarah are both dead."
"I don't understand."
"He faked his death to get away from Alan."
"Alan, of course Alan, is that what happened at the funeral? Did Alan threaten to take Sarah?"
"Lizzie and Jon had one night together after he and Tammy broke up. She ended up pregnant. At first Lizzie tried to say that the baby was Coop's…."
"I know all this. Cassie told me." Richard says
"Then you know Alan, once he gets something in his head, he'll move hell to get it. For a while Jon tried to keep up appearances, but he loved Tammy too much. By the time Sarah was born, Lizzie was in love with Jon and when he left her for Tammy and filed for divorce, Lizzie went to Alan. She asked him for help. Of course, Alan wasn't interested in keeping Jon and Lizzie together. He was only interested in Sarah and using her to replace the baby he and Beth had lost."
"Beth and Alan."
"Yes, they were married for awhile. Anyway, Alan arranged for a meeting with Jonathan, at least that's what Jon thought it was. Alan also arranged for an accident to happen. The victim was supposed to be Jon, but Tammy found out and she went to warn him. But she was too late, by the time she reached him the car was already coming for Jon. Tammy pushed him out of the way and the car ran her down. She died a few days later and it devastated Jon, Cassie, well all of us. You know how much we loved Tammy." Richard nods.
"We all knew that Alan was behind the attack and Jon went after him. He set fire to the Spaulding mansion, well at least the dining room anyway. A few days later, Alan had the gall to show up at Tammy's funeral. He and Jon fought. That's when Jon decided to fake his and Sarah's death. He knew it would never end. Alan would always try for custody of Sarah and he would always want revenge for what Alan had done to Tammy. And he realized that he had Sarah to think about. So, he let his car go off the cliff to throw Alan off. He came to the bar one more time to tell me good-bye, nearly scaring me to death and then he left town."
"No one knows he's alive?"
"Only me and Colin."
"Colin?"
"Sarah's doctor."
"Do you know where he is?"
"No, he contacted me about a month ago because Sarah was severely anemic. We had to get bone marrow from Lizzie."
"From Lizzie, after what she did?"
"She was the only one. She's Sarah's mother, so she matched her perfectly."
"So, Lizzie knows that Sarah's alive."
"No, you, Colin and I are the only ones that know. I had to kidnap her to get her to the clinic so Colin could get the marrow and then I got her drunk and covered up the incision with a tattoo. She thinks we went on a weekend binge."
"So, they're alive." Richard says, with obvious relief.
"Yes, I'm sorry you had to think that he was gone, even for a couple days. If I had known you were alive I would have been here to tell you."
"I want to see them."
"No, we can't, if Alan finds out…."
"If Alan finds out, he'll deal with me and the government of San Cristobel. Jon is still my son and I'm still a member of the royal family."
"Richard."
"No, I wasn't there when he needed me. I'm not going to turn my back on him again. Can you get in touch with him?" Richard asks.
"I can call Sarah's doctor."
"Then contact him." Richard says, as Cassie, Sam, and Jeffrey walk into the room.
Jeffrey hangs back as Cassie and Sam go over to them. "Are you through talking?" Cassie asks Richard as she sits down beside him.
"Yes, we can talk more, later."
"Good because I need to talk to Richard and Cassie." Sam says, looking at Reva and Jeffrey. "Alone."
"Reva can stay." Richard says, looking over at Jeffrey, for the first time openly acknowledging him. His eyes are cold as he watches Jeffrey turn and walk towards the door, followed by Sam, while Cassie notices Richard's attitude towards him.
"Are you okay?"
"I'm fine. I'll be out in the hall." Jeffrey says.
"This is private." Sam says, holding up the folder.
"It's okay, I understand. I'll be out in the hall when you finish." Jeffrey says, leaning over and giving her a quick kiss before he walks out of the room and Sam returns to the table.
"Is everything okay?" Cassie asks, which Richard notices and he's not too pleased about it.
"Everything is fine." Sam says. Opening the folder, she looks over the test results from the CAT scan, MRI and EEG she ordered.
"So is there any permanent damage from the accident." Cassie asks
"No there's none." Sam says, closing the folder.
"So the seizure…."
"Seizure?" Reva asks.
"Yes, he had a seizure a couple days ago after Cassie told him about his son and granddaughter as well as her daughter." Sam says.
"Richard." Reva says. "I'm sorry."
"It's okay Reva." He says, reaching for her hand. "So, the seizure was caused by stress." He asks, looking at Sam.
"Yes, at least it looks that way from the test results. How are you feeling about Jon and Sarah?" Sam asks
"I'm fine now." Richard says, squeezing Reva's hand, which Cassie notices and wonders about.
"Have you had any more episodes?" Sam asks
"No, Cassie has kept me occupied, along with the nurses and my therapist. I haven't really had time to think about Jon, Tammy and Sarah. Maybe you can tell me when I'm going to be released." Richard asks, looking at Sam.
"Richard you just woke up. And you're just learning to walk without the cane." Cassie says
"I know, but I feel fine. And no offense Sam, I think five years is long enough to be in here." Richard says
"I'll have to talk it over with your therapist but I don't think you'll be in here for much longer. You've made amazing progress Richard and I think you're only going to get stronger. Jon was a slight set back but I think with your family around you, you'll be able to deal with that too. I didn't get a chance to tell you this last night, but I am sorry for your loss." Sam says.
"Thank you." Richard replies.
"Let me talk with the therapists and I'll get back to you about going home." Sam says. "I'm going to keep you on the current medication for the seizures and if everything works out and you continue without anymore we'll stop it."
"Okay, I am starting to feel a little tired." Richard says.
"We'll go back to your room." Cassie says, standing up with Richard along with Sam and Reva.
"Cassie, I need to say one more thing to Reva, alone." He says, looking at her and Sam.
"Of course, I'll just go find Jeffrey." Sam says, picking up Richard's folder and leaving the room. Cassie watches them for a couple seconds before she follows Sam.
"I meant what I said Reva, I want to see Jon and Sarah. They'll be perfectly safe here." Richard says.
"Richard, Alan has connections everywhere."
"And so do I, my son and granddaughter will not be in danger anymore. And I won't have him running around the world, ducking Alan Spaulding, especially when he doesn't have to. I don't understand why you didn't contact Al… William in the first place. He would have gladly helped Jonathan because he's my son." Richard replies. "Contact Colin and tell him to get in touch with Jon. And tell Colin to tell him to come here, to the embassy. He'll be safe there. Alan can't touch him because the embassy is considered the sovereign land of San Cristobel and the laws of San Cristobel apply there."
"I'll contact him." Reva says, hugging Richard.
"Everything is going to be fine. I won't turn my back on him again. Alan Spaulding be damned." Richard says, walking towards the door.
"Richard he doesn't blame you, not anymore. Reva says. "He did when he first came to Springfield. He blamed everyone, me, Cassie, Tammy, Josh, Billy. The whole family, but as time past and Alfred was killed he really opened up. Tammy helped him a lot." Reva says, stopping him from leaving the room.
"I know." Richard says, squeezing her hand before they walk out. "Wasn't it a bit strange that he and Tammy were married I mean they are cousins." Richard says, as they walk out.
"It was really hard for Cassie to accept and the rest of the family too. But Tammy and Jon didn't give up. They reminded me a lot of you and Cassie. Jon loved Tammy like you love Cassie, completely, totally, without question." Reva replies, looking around for Cassie. She spots her at the end of the hall, talking with Jeffrey, just as Richard spots her and she feels him tense. "Are you okay?" She asks, looking over at him.
"I'm fine." Richard replies his tone a little hard, never taking his eyes off Jeffrey and Cassie.
"You know there is nothing between them, not anymore." Reva says. Richard doesn't reply as they walk down the hall. When they reach them, Reva says. "Cassie you can have him back now."
"Thank you." Cassie says, moving over to Richard's side, putting her arm around him she can feel the tension in Richard. Looking up at him she notices that he's staring at Jeffrey. "Jeffrey and I were talking while…." Cassie says
"I can see that." Richard says. "Jeffrey."
"Richard." Jeffrey replies. "It's good to see you getting well so quickly."
"Yes, well Cassie takes good care of me, along with Sam." Richard says, looking at him directly.
"They are two special ladies, and speaking of Sam I think I'm going to go find her and see if she's ready to go. What about you Reva?"
"Yes, I have some things I need to do." Reva says "Richard, I'll let you know when I have some information."
"Thank you." Richard says, as Jeffrey and Reva start to walk away. Cassie feels him start to relax.
"What was going on just now?" Cassie asks, as they walk back to Richard's room.
"Nothing."
"Richard you were practically ready to pounce on him."
"No, I wasn't."
"Yes, you were. Are you still upset about what happened in San Cristobel? It was a long time ago, it doesn't matter."
"It may not matter to you, but it does to me Cassie. I don't trust him anymore and I don't want him around you." Richard says, as they walk into his room.
"Well, I'm sorry but he's a friend and I'm not going to turn my back on him. Besides he brought you back to me and he's in love with Sam, or can't you see that?" Cassie says, sitting down on the bed as Richard lies down.
"How do you know he's in love with her? He could be using her like he used us."
"He didn't use us. He made a mistake, we all make mistakes Richard."
"Cassie he pretended to be me to sleep with you."
"He was pretending to be you to begin with. Yes, he should've told me know, or come up with some excuse, but he didn't, simply because he's human and he makes mistakes, like all of us. He's tried to make amends many times. I didn't like it when I found out about it…."
"That's good to know."
Cassie looks over at him. "My point is that it's not totally his fault."
"Excuse me, how is it not his fault? He took advantage…."
"Yes he did. But if you would have told me about him, it wouldn't have happened because I would have asked which one I was with without assuming I was with you that night."
"Cassie."
"I'm not saying what he did as right, it wasn't. He should have spoken up and told me. But it's not all his fault. You had a hand in it as well."
"I didn't tell you…."
"Because you wanted to protect me, I know but I'm not helpless Richard. I've survived things that would have killed any other person. I not only lost Hart after I had just given birth to his son, I lost you and I didn't even get a chance to say good-bye to you because you asked Reva to turn the life support off when I wasn't there. I lost our child. I was married to the man that killed my baby. I lost Tammy. That doesn't even touch the stuff that I endured before I married you.
I know you want to protect me, because of all that but if you would have told me that Jeffrey was there, what happened wouldn't have happened." Cassie says, standing up and walking over to the window. Watching as Jeffrey, Sam and Reva leave the hospital. "I don't want to fight with you." Cassie says, turning to look at him and then walking over to the door. "But you can't put all this on Jeffrey. And whatever you think is going on, when I ask about Jeffrey or I'm talking to him it is in your imagination, and we're headed down the same road as we were with William, and that nearly cost us our marriage. I won't do that."
"Then stay away from him."
"I won't do that either, because you're jealous. This is something you have to deal with." Cassie says reaching for the door handle.
"Where are you going?" Richard asks.
"I'm going to get some air, before we do or say something that hurts us both." Cassie says, pulling the door open and walking out, leaving Richard lying in the bed and staring after her.
. About an hour after they had returned to the hotel, Reva knocks on Sam's door. Jeffrey opens the door, surprised to see her. "Hi." He says, stepping back and letting her in the room.
"Hi, am I interrupting." Reva asks.
"No, we were just talking." Sam says
"I came to see if you still needed me here." Reva asks, looking at Jeffrey.
"No, not unless you think you can get anything else from Sam's apartment."
"No, I think I picked up everything I was going to pick up when we were there this afternoon. Like I said, there are two men involved, and some how they are tied to you through a woman that you know or that knows these two men." Reva says, as Jeffrey nods.
"I appreciate you flying out here in the middle of the night, especially since you didn't know exactly what was going on." Sam says.
"You're welcome. Since you don't need me I am going to fly back to Springfield tonight." Reva says.
"Tonight! Is it because of Josh?" Jeffrey asks.
"No, I've got something else to take care of." Reva says.
"I can book a flight back to Springfield when we're ready to go back." Jeffrey says.
"Okay. You two spend some time together." Reva says, walking towards the door.
"We will." Jeffrey says, getting up and following her.
"Sam it was a pleasure to meet you." Reva says, turning in the door way.
"You too Reva." Sam says getting up and walking over to her hugging her. "You be careful." She says
"I will and you too. Whatever is going on, it's not over with yet."
"I'll make sure she's taken care of." Jeffrey says.
"I know you will." Reva says. "I'll see you when you get back to Springfield."
"Yes." Jeffrey replies.
"You be careful coming back and you look after Richard." Reva says, looking over at Sam.
"I will." Sam says
"Good-bye."
"Bye." Sam says
"See you Reva." Jeffrey says closing the door as she walks towards her room. "We're alone at last." He says, falling across the bed and looking over at her.
"We've been alone today."
"Not since this morning." Jeffrey says, holding his hand out for her. Taking it, he pulls her down and into a kiss. After a couple minutes, he lays back. "That was nice." He says.
"Only nice." Sam asks, lying down beside him.
"Ummm, okay it was better than nice."
"Well, don't just say it." Sam says, moving away from him.
"No, wait. That's not what I…." Jeffrey caught the smile playing at her lips. "Oh, I'm going to get you." He say, pulling her back to him and kissing her as he wraps her arms around her and rolls her over onto her back.
"J" she sighs, as he moves across her cheek to her ear, kissing her softly as she moves her head, laying it over so he can have more room.
"Is this only nice?" He asks, kissing her neck and moving down her shoulder.
That is better than nice." Sam sighs as she reaches for the waist of his t-shirt, tugging on it.
Sitting up, he pulls the shirt up and off, tossing it to the floor as he leans over and kisses her. One hand slipping beneath her shirt, lying against her stomach he feels her breathing deepen. Breaking the kiss, he sits back, reaching for the first button, he slowly unbuttons it while staring into her eyes. He moves down to the next button and the next until a thin line of skin is exposed.
Leaning over, he kisses her just below her breast and above her navel as she moans softly. Moving up, he kisses the side of her neck, becoming aware of her hands settling at his waist as he moves down to her pulse, throbbing at the base of her throat, kissing her softly as he moves on until he reaches her breast, nibbling on the skin swelling above her bra.
"J" she moans, bending her fingers she runs her hands up his chest, scratching him as she moves up his stomach to his chest. Stopping, she gently caresses him, until she feels his nipples pressing against her hand.
"Sam." He groans, waves of intense desire wash over him as she scratches him again.
When she stops, he leans over, kissing her again as he moves from her breast down her stomach. When he reaches her navel, he looks up at her as his tongue dips inside. "J!" She cries. Arching her back, she feels the waves of desire crash inside her.
She buries in his hair, holding him against her stomach. Reaching down, she grabs the sheet beneath, clinching it as he kisses her again
"Darlin." She sighs, as he looks up at her.
Sitting up, she reaches for his belt, tugging on it as he leans over and kisses her, distracting her for a couple seconds. Wrapping her arms around him she takes control of his kiss, her tongue slipping inside to play with his as he reaches around and opens her bra.
Reaching for her, he brushes her shirt off her shoulders. Reaching for it, he tosses it to the floor with his t-shirt as he reaches for her bra, tugging on the straps until she releases him, letting her bra fall between them as he lays her back.
"You're so beautiful." Jeffrey whispers, leaning over her tossing the bra to the floor as he moves to kneel between her legs, opening them he reaches for her, one hand caressing her breast gently, increasing the waves of desire that rush over her. He's aware of her hand resting on his thighs.
Slowly she begins to move her hand up, reaching for the button on his jeans. Popping it open, he smiles as she shivers. Tugging on the jeans until they are completely unbuttoned, sighing softly as some of the pressure building inside him is released.
Looking up, she watches him as her hand slips inside his jeans, resting on top of his desire. She doesn't move as she watches the flashes of desire and need that cross his face. Shifting his hips as he leans over, he lightly kisses her left breast, his mouth closing around her nipple, sucking her into his mouth, caressing her with his tongue.
"J, oh yes J." she cries, arching her back as she slowly begins to caress him through his boxers.
"Sam." He groans. The vibration pushing her desire higher, releasing him she starts to tug on his jeans until he breaks the kiss. Sitting back, he watches her for a couple seconds before he stands up, pushing the jeans down along with his boxers, he smiles as her breath catches. When he goes to lie back down, she holds up her hand to stop him. "What?" he asks softly
"I want to look at you." Sam says, slowly running her eyes over her body caressing him with the heat and desire burning inside them. He watches her respond, slowly opening to him making him want her even more. Leaning over, he reaches for the button her jeans, unbuttoning them as she reaches for the zipper. Tugging on it, as he leans up and kisses her, arching her back she whispers. "Do it."
Reaching for the waist of her jeans, he starts to tug on them, pulling them off, panties and all. She kicks free as he lies down beside her. Wrapping his arm around him, she kisses him deeply, their tongues playing with each other, caressing each other as Sam begins to rock against his knee.
"I love to feel you go wild." Jeffrey whispers.
"You make me wild." Sam sighs, closing her eyes and arching her back.
"You make me wild too. I love to feel the heat building inside me." He groans, his hand slipping down her body and between her thighs.
"I need you so much!" Sam groans, arching her hips, reaching for his fingers.
"I know." Jeffrey whispers, moving closer to her, his fingers slipping inside her, caressing her.
"Oh baby!" Sam cries as she reaches to kiss him, pouring the mounting desire into him.
"You like that, I know you do." Jeffrey whispers, moving his thumb against her desire.
"J" she cries "Please, I want you." She says, reaching for him
"I know." Jeffrey whispers, moving to kneel over her, pulling her to him as she opens for him, he nearly collapses as he feels their body touch for the first time.
Slowly slipping inside her as she reaches for his hips. "Oh god! Yes J, love me." Sam groans, as he pulls back and then slowly enters her again.
"You feel so good. So warm and soft, but I know you're hard."
"You make me feel good, baby." Sam whispers, closing her eyes and relishing the feel of their bodies connecting.
For a few more minutes, he continues to thrust slowly but the pressure begins to build pushing his need higher and he begins to increase his caress.
"Oh yes, harder baby." Sam cries, moving with him. Leaning over, he kisses her and he begins to slow down. "No, please." She begs.
Breaking the kiss, he looks down at her "I want this to last Sam." He whispers, as he thrust one more time and then stops completely. He feels her body clinging to him, begging him to continue and it takes every ounce of control to wait.
Leaning up, she kisses the side of his neck as she continues to caress him, using every muscle inside her body.
"Oh god! Sam." He groans "Do that again." He whispers as she repeats the caress. Closing her body around him from the inside out. She repeats it again. That third caress snaps his control and he begins to rock against her, thrusting hard as she arches her back, taking him deeper, wrapping her arms around him she pulls him to her.
"Sam!" he groans "You feel so good, oh baby." He cries, loosing himself in the feel of her and the connection between them. His release comes from nowhere. Groaning he feels his release flooding hers. Collapsing in her waiting arms, he struggles to catch his breath as she holds him. And then the realization hits him that she didn't. "You didn't."
"Shhh, it's okay." Sam whispers.
"But."
"We have time." Sam whispers, kissing him.
Jeffrey lays there for several minutes, relishing her and the feel of giving himself to her. "I love you Sam Whitley." He whispers, holding her tightly.
"I love you too Jeffrey O'Neill." She says softly
After a couple minutes and when he has control again, he wraps his arms around her and rolls to his back. Pushing her up till she is sitting up, reaching up he begins to caress her breast as she looks down at him, feeling him growing inside her.
"I want you to loose control." He says.
"J" She whispers, feeling the desire flood her body. Slowly she begins to rock.
"You're hot, so hot." Jeffrey whispers, reaching for her breasts, caressing her, lightly squeezing her nipples until they press against his hand, they are taunt with need as she leans over him.
"Kiss me." She whispers as his mouth closes around her nipple, licking, caressing and sucking her into his mouth. He feels the moment that she looses control.
"Do it." He whispers, reaching for her, his fingers slipping between her thighs, and gently caressing her.
"Oh, oh, oh yes!" Sam cries as the waves of desire building rushes through her, rocking against him, his fingers softly strumming against her desire.
"J" she screams as the desire building inside her burst.
He watches her surrendering to it, arching his hips once he feels the wave wash over him, sending him over again as she collapses in his arms.
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