You weren't sure what made you do this tonight. The night before tomorrow's event. But you did. There was something inside you that made you do it. Was it the words from your talk with Mr. Kon days ago? Was it tingling in your stomach? The tightness in your chest? The constant replaying in your mind that just swirled and swirled, spinning your mind like a blender, causing a slight headache? The annoying and constant vibrating and ringing from your phone, that you had to just turn it off complete in order to actually have some since of peace?
Was the reason? The...as your dance professor put your performance...'like a lame horse'. Or was the voice...of April? That seem to present itself to you, these last few weeks.
Was that it? Or was it something else, you couldn't seem to put your finger on, that made you rethink...this change? A change that harden itself in your stomach, you felt its weight, sitting here...on the floor...before your open closet, before the box marked: TREASURE CHEST by Yuna. Seeing it was his hand writing. With hearts decorated all around with happy faces. The box that held everything, everything close and dear.
Something whispered in your mind to come to it. Drew to you it. The whole day it pinched your mind, from morning rise to now...evening. You hadn't opened it, your hands remained on top your lap, curled decided and waiting for command from you on what to do next. Yet, you hadn't decided. You weren't sure why, it should be easy to just open it and well...look. But, you couldn't bring yourself to do it. There was so much in there, but, there was something else too.
It seem small.
Unfilled.
Tomorrow was the event, the exhibit, where everything would shown. It was going to be grand and well...great. All those lovely photos...works of art from the most delicate feather photo taken alone. To a cascading waterfall that was even more breath taking all the way to...what you had.
What I have...it isn't.. but if I want to become...though at what...your shoulders drop. It's nothing really...I mean... your chin slightly began to tremble. To avoid anything else let out a long lamented sigh for a moment, your hands takes this and reaches to the box, and before you knew it. It opened it. At that same moment a knock came to your door nearly startling you.
The knock came again, this time a voice followed it. "May!"
It was Yuna.
"May? Are you home? I know you are!"
He kept knocking and wouldn't stop unless it was answered. Sighing softly relieved it was just him get up, quickly wipe your eyes and go the door. Hear him jiggle the knob from the other side. Stops when you unlock and open it.
"S-Sorry." you quickly apologize clearing your throat from any sobs that might want to come. Smile to him. "Hi, Yuna."
He smiles in return though it quickly drops when he noticed something different about you. "May," he gasp pointing, with his mouth nearly falling open. "yo-your hair! I-It's different!"
"Oh," you take some run your fingers through it. "yeah. I did." Tuck some behind your hair. "I thought I'd try something different."
Different indeed, Yuna was sure the last time he saw you, your hair had soft waves and longer. To your waist. It wasn't any more.
No.
It was straight now and mid-length kind of bob. Kind of. It was nice but...he wasn't sure really what to think or say. This wasn't what he expecting when he came over, no more...waves...
"Is it bad?" you timidly ask.
Snapping him out his shocked state. "Oh, um, it...it looks nice." He gives a small smile. And even smaller chuckle. He had to clear his throat. "So, are you going to let me in? Hmm?"
"Yeah," you step aside allowing him entrance. "come on."
He takes your invite and does. Shutting the door behind him. You walked to the kitchen opening the fridge look around for a second find the pitcher full of iced tea. Take it out. Hold it up to him. "Yes?"
His eyes light up instantly. "Yeah!"
Of course, shutting the door set the pitcher down to get the cups. Yuna after taking off his shoes makes his way to the living room and sits on the couch. Legs on it sitting criss-cross instead the normal way. Which was fine by you. He was comfortable that way. While you prepared the cups in the kitchen along with some snacks, Yuna just looked around whistling a bit. Stopping for a moment when his eyes land on the picture of you and April. Then again noticing the closet in you room was open.
"Hmm..."his eyes drop a bit.
Quickly lift when you come over. "Here." You set his drink before him, putting a coaster down first. Followed by a small tray of assorted snacks. Take your seat next to him.
Yuna wasted no time picking up his drink and drinking it. Smiling from ear to ear. You didn't touch yours that sat before you on the table. "It's still good..."he sighs refreshed and happy. Takes a few more sips, nearly depleting.
"So?" You start."what's the visit for?" Casual ask.
A question that made him flinch a bit. Trickles of sweat began to lightly appear on his brow, but you hadn't noticed. "Well," he taps his chin a bit. Eyes moving here and there, even exerting a nervous chuckle.
That made you raise a brow. Was your question some sort of joke, cause you were sure it wasn't. Waiting for him calm down, you took your tea and had a few sips. During that time, someone familiar was on the train, looking over the map on their phone. Almost near their destination. Checking the time, read it. They knew it was late, not too late, but still late. It was still some what good time. They wouldn't be doing this...at this time if it wasn't well...
Sighing, lean back a bit in their seat move their purple eyes to the ceiling. "...Eventually…."
Eventually, Yuna did stop. And he finally answered the question. "Well, I just thought I'd come over."
That you could see. "Okay, for?" Ask another short question, lightly pressing the semi-melted ice cubes in your tea.
Again he froze. "Well...just...decided to.."he fumbles over his words. Something that wasn't like him. Lifting your attention from the ice cubes to him. His eyes look to the side. Avoiding yours.
He was nervous about something and you had a good idea what it was. "Yuna, are you nervous about tomorrow? The exhibit?" That seem to return his eyes to you. "It's okay," you assure him softly. With a small side smile. "I am a bit too. I mean..this is something really..huge."
"Yeah." He agrees softly. Looking into his drink. Using his straw stirring the ice cubes. "It really is. Our work will be placed with others and looked upon, I hope what I have is good."
You winch slightly from his words shift your position guardingly, his eyes noticed. "Y-You do." You stammer a bit. Swallowing what seem like a lump in your throat. Clear your throat again. Sit up a bit. Your eyes slow waivered off to the side. "Trust me," you strongly present. Bring your eyes back to his. "you and Riku presented wonderful works. They're sure to capture the eyes of everyone there. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't jealous. Bryan Yuki is going to love them. The you both capture breathtaking images is just..."your shoulders sigh. "...amazing. It's always something better and new."
He heard your praising words that hide an undertone of self...either loathing or criticisms the more you spoke. "You know how you said the three of use are novices?"
"Yes." He answered slowly.
A little wry smile tugged on your lips. "Well, you where partially right." He waited for you finish. Giving you his full attention. Watching your slowly began to mist. "You and Riku are far from...novices. Novices is someone who is beginner. Someone who needs focus. And you both have mastered that...so very well. You both know.."the words came out covered in a slight tremble you did your best to hold back.
Yuna's heart just...clenched tightly with sadness. He was sure he heard it began to crack. Even more when you forced a smile on yourself. That just barely held up with slight trembling of your lips. You buried drinking the tea. It didn't stop your grip from tightening on your cup.
There was something...wrong. It was quite clear the moment you opened the door. He saw the trail of wiped tears in the corner of your eyes and the way you busied yourself in the kitchen, instead of having him get his drink, there was also...the face your closet door was open. All of that began to piece together. And now with your words.
He kind of knew what it was you wanted to say, but he wanted you to say it. "...Tomorrow is going to be great." you exclaim forcefully. Smile and all. "I've got myself a new look and...and...and..."your mouth locks.
"May." he softly calls to you. Setting his drink down, builds up the courage needed for this. To say this, inches closer. Just as he reaches out, you spring up. He withdrew his hand back.
You kept your back to him, but eyes on the picture of you and April. Still address him. "It's going to be great." you repeat in a dropping voice. That did its best not to crack. "You and Riku will stand out tomorrow and you'll...but maybe..."you bite your lip a bit. Clenching your fist. That shook lightly. "...This is what I need...this is what..."
Yuna tried his best to follow you, but, it seem like everything you said jumped everywhere. Like a roulette ball, he wasn't sure where it was going to land. All he could do was wait and hope you say it, so then he could say it to you.
"...Both you and Riku's work has its center. It's together. Completed." Mash your fingers together, a slow shuttering breath slips from your lips. "...Both you deserve to be there..." Yuna held his breath, where you going to say? You where going to say it. He knew you where. "...Sometimes..."Reflecting for a moment upon everything, the words of others and much more. "...I've done everything required, still it doesn't seem to be enough. I still don't understand why Professor Yama...if we're being honest," your eyes slide over to the open closet door in your room. "I don't think I should be apart of it. I'm not ready."
Right then Yuna sprung from his seat, setting his cup down. A relived smile on his face. "That's great!" He exclaims to your surprise. Turn your eyes to him. With the burning question 'why' that furrowed into a demand for an answer. Which he was glad to tell. "I mean well, it's not great, great, but great none the less. I-me and Riku where hoping you'd think the same as us." Still seeing the confusion crossed in your eyes. He clears his throat and calms himself down.
"What?"
He walks over and stands before you, eyes softly look down at you with a glimmer of happiness that you mistook. He takes your hands in his. Giving them a light squeeze. "May," he said your name in a way that was like a mother their child. His smile still remained. "you're right about everything you've said. Besides some things," he waves to the side. In light attitude and hand gesture. "I've got something wonderful to tell you! It was going to wait till tomorrow really, but, I guess now better than ever! I talked with Professor Yama and we talked. We talked about a lot..."
Why did your heart just crinkle from his words?
"...And he agreed with me and he understands. He was a bit disappointed but like me and Riku he believes this would be great for you!"
"What are you talking about?" your voice trembles with bits of anger. He overlooked.
"Well," he builds up to it. "you said it yourself, in so many words, you didn't like what you had and felt you didn't believe you should be apart of the exhibit, which first off all I think is a lie, then again maybe not." He chuckles lightly. "What you have, like you said it isn't really..well..it's not good. It doesn't sing you. It doesn't sing happiness or joy. Any of those." He shakes his head. "But," he lets your hands go and hurries to your room, hearing a slight grunt from him, he comes back with your box and sets it before you.
Sits down and opens it. Taking out a few things. "These, these right here are you! All these pictures and memories you have." He sets a couple of pictures on the floor. Your eyes fall to each one, grinding your teeth. "There's so much life in them, so much essence really!" Was he going to get to the point? He was still taking out more. "Everyone of these shows..shows you. Shows your work. You've been putting so much pressure on you, oh!" He holds up a picture. "Look at this one."
Your eyes skim over heatedly. He sets it down. "We knew something in you was lacking and well, when I talked with the Professor he believed the same thing. So, he agreed to drop you." A jolt of heat rushed through your body tensing your muscles. "There was such a lack of focus, with you. You could barely do anything else with all the pressure on you and it...well..." His voice slowly drops a bit laced in concern. "...it was changing you..." For a moment his eyes flickered back to you, to your hair. "...But, here," his voice changes back. Holding up a picture. "it's just...you! But, don't worry May," he rises. "me and Riku know what wil-"
"How dare you!" you shove him. He almost stumbled back knocking over your box. Catching his footing he looks at you shocked by your action and the strong anger knotted on you. He tries to say something, but you cut him off. "You had no right!"
"Bu-"
You swipe a hand in the hushes him. "I don't want to hear it! Wh-Why would you go and..."your voice starts to crack. "...I was fine! To have Professor Yama...What's wrong with you?! Huh?"
The words from you felt blows upon Yuna, while your eyes where like shields. A spike shield. Pushing back. His own mind did its best to remain stable and hold off against you. While a part of him spiked in fear.
He didn't answer the question or questions you threw his way. Trying to figure out the way best to approach this, Yuna's mind dives for a minute. He and Riku knew...this would happen but...it wasn't what he expected. Why did he say it now? It would have better if..."I..."his voice trembles with soft pain, emerging in the corner of his eyes. "...I thought..."his eyes fall to the pictures.
Your eyes do the same sharply and snatch the one he was holding. Wave it in his face. "This! This is what you want me to do?"
"...Well...ummm.."he swallows meekly. "I mean...wel..."
His small response only fueled you more. "...Was this what you talked to the professor about? Huh?" Your voice still high and loud. It could be heard through the doors and it would seem a few blocks away by someone.
Walking towards your place. They stop for a moment. "...May?" Listening closer...through a feeling, they felt it right away and spirt down the street.
The shouting and yelling didn't shimmer for a moment from you, only to have more wood added from Yuna who after breaking from the frozen fear that held his lips shut spoke. Neither you or him stopped. It just kept going, your elderly neighbor from across way opened her door and stepped out from the commotion just as your door swung open and an enraged Yuna stomps out slamming the door behind him. Nearly mowed the elderly woman down, luckily she moved. Watched young man hurry away. Each step she heard was like pounding metal that sizzled. Turning back to the O'Neil's girl apartment wondering what happened. Hearing climbing footsteps coming up she turns believing it was the that young goth man, surprised to find it someone else.
Who walks right to your door, she wanted to warn the red-framed glasses wearing young man. Who held a bent knuckle to your door, stops for a moment. Notices the woman turns to her. "Um," he pushes up his glasses a bit. "this is May O'Neil's place?" He asked.
She nods her head.
Relieved to here that, the turns back around and knocks. Knocks that your heard over your anger. Believing it to be Yuna, ignore it and go back to cleaning up the spread out pictures. The knocking didn't stop. Stubbornly you cast a cold shoulder, since you had not responding to their knocking, they take out their phone stopping and remember...it would go straight to voice mail. Sighing, they knock again this time spoke.
And when they did, you listen surprised it was them. Stop cleaning and nearly throw the door open finding, Rei. Standing before you glad to see you. "Hi May."
Your throat swells for a moment, he was here...standing before you. So many questions went through your mind, reflecting in your eyes. That all dispersed the second your lips spoke back.
"Rei."
Those purple eyes of his glitter warmly, they also take notice on some things. Both on you and behind you. Noticing his overlook behind you, realize you where being rude and step aside allowing him. "Sorry, please come in."
He does, you shut the door after him. "I hope I'm not here too late," he said taking off his shoes setting them aside. "if I am. I do apologize."
You thought nothing of it. "No, you're fine. I wasn't going to bed anytime soon. Please," you offer. "make yourself comfortable. I'll get you something."
He thanks you and walks to your living room, stops seeing the scattered or was it spilled out photos and other things across your floor mostly cleaned up and the heavy kicked in box in the corner. With the words: TREASURE CHEST written on it. Now crumbled by the deep indent. He wondered while also having an idea of happened. It was still felt...the mild coating of tension and hostility.
"Oh," you come walking over with a drink for him. "sorry. Just a little mess, I was in the middle of cleaning it up. Sorry about the mess."
He holds up a hand. "No, no that fine. Thank you." He takes the drink his eyes began to look around for a place to sit, you direct him to the couch. Being careful not to step on anything he goes over and takes a seat. You went back to cleaning and collecting pictures and other things. He watched you while dropping his eyes to the photos.
Photos he's seen before, photos of past times. Memories. "I can't believe your here. I'm rather surprise." your words cut his attention. Instantly he brings his attention back meeting your waiting eyes. "Is it just you?"
"No, me, Nagisa, Gou, and our whole club are here."
"Really? For some sort of field trip?"
He shakes his head. "No, we made it to Nationals."
Your throat instantly went dry and tighten. Nationals...your eyes gasp slowly lower. All under Rei's eyes. "...Oh.."you spoke softly, lightly clear your throat. Bring it back up. "H-How was that?"
"It was good, I managed to win my event."
You smile hearing that. "That's great! You've gotten better, I'm so happy for you. What about Nagisa?"
"He didn't with his."
Your smile dropped a bit. "Oh..."
"But, he's alright. Either way it was good. If you must know, Nitori won his event." He informs you, it made your heart leap a bit with joy. Even more when he told you Momo won his too. It was good to hear they where doing well and Samezuka was there. Spotting an old picture of them a few inches before you, smile softly. Yet fell.
A small deep sigh leaves you. Rei wasn't sure if he should keep going or not seeing the sullenness slowly rising in your eyes. But, you seem to give him permission. Swallowing the rising sobs, present a smile once again. "I-It's good to know all of you went. And all of you had a wonderful time, I'm sure it was memorable."
"It was, we meet up with Makoto earlier when we came." He watch you flinch slightly from what he said. "He came to see us, everyone did."
You heard him and ask with your eyes what he meant by that. "Well, there was Haru, Sosuke too though he was more for Samezuka, Coach Sasabe, Ms. Miho," each name he spoke made your fingers curl a bit. And heart just squeeze in the cold of sadness. But you put on a smile that barely managed to stay for him to keep going. "A few others and...Rin."
"What?" your mouth falls open look to him. He saw the building questions swelling in your eyes. Pained. That you tried to hide, it was the same look Rei remembered from before. "...He's-I mean, that's great. Everyone came to cheer you all on. I'm sorry I wasn't there, I wish you would have told me."
He tired to, but, you hung up before he or the others could say anything. He tired to call and sent you many texts but still you didn't return any of them. "Yes, well," he smiles. "I'm sure you where rather busy."
You nod slowly turning back around and go back to picking up the photos. Stop when he spoke again. "If you're not busy tomorrow, we're all going to go and see Haru and Rin in the Invitational Swimming Tournament tomorrow."
"Oh," you sounded shocked a bit. Your eyes remained away from Rei's fall to something across the floor. "well...I umm...I mean you didn't have to come all the way over here to tell me that. You could have just texted."
"I tried, but it didn't go through and called. It went straight to voice mail."
"Oh," you repeat again, it was starting to become your only word. "well...I guess it's off. I forgot to charge it." Reach for some more photos pick them up. Stop feeling Rei presence before you. Kept your eyes down. Your hand hoovered the an empty spot on the floor.
"...May.."
Your shoulders drop when he spoke, even more so when rested a hand on them. Frustration and anguish spread itself over on your face wrinkle into loathing sadness. That resonated in regret.
That come forcefully masked. "...I...I..."your eyes fall to a few photos, each one looked at pricked pain inside. Each one looked at, echoed Yuna's heated words. Each one made you cringe and shutter a bit in remembrance of what you said...to him. Each one...flooded you with...it...lined up. It...closing your eyes for a moment see instantly the warmth they provided.
See...and hear April. See a blinding flash, it disperses and you saw...opening your eyes find the top of your hand with a small puddle covering it. There was leakage, from you. So you shut your eyes to stop it, how much did you...but you had...to...your mind began to tear and stretch.
Just like before, Rei saw it. When you came to talk to him, before making you decision before leaving high school. Before going to America, before everything. That torn look in your eyes was still the same when the pressure became more than you could bear. This time though...it heavier. That you tried to hold it back and force yourself to accept the words you spoke.
"I have to...to...it's just.."
Using his own forearm he wipes away your tears. Softly laughing a bit. "Sometimes I believe you and I can be rather similar at times. We strive to change. To be better, which there is nothing wrong. But, when we become so wrapped up in it, we tend to sink under the pressure that builds itself up. Though we handle it differently. And once that pressure is too much to hold, we succumb to it to. Causing us to make rather...interesting choices. Ones," he finishes wiping your eyes. "that aren't really in our best interest. We end up losing what makes us."
He sits you up cleaning you up a bit. Wiping your eyes again, smooths out your hair. "I'm not hundred percent sure what happened between you and your friend that stormed out. But, from what I heard arriving and what I saw...well..."
Your chin drops to your chest, knowing what he meant. A few hot tears left from your anger rise and trickle out. "He had no, right. I was just fine...I needed to change. Make something better, make something precious."
It was coming together, still with a small smile on. Rei looks around the floor spots what he needed. Gets up and goes over to collect, in a few seconds he comes back with it. The box he manages to bend back, with a few pictures and something you hadn't taken out since that day. He places it in your hand. Tears started to come back, but you managed to stop them and smile. Just a bit.
"As I recall," Rei adjust his glasses. Tapping what he gave you. "you've always been able to make something precious and where told to continue to do so. To not change. Right?" You nod, leaning your head on him. He rest a hand on your shoulder. "If others make something better, you make some unique. As a previous runner, I learned that if you run away from your lane cause yourself to crash into others, missing it. You've got to remember what's the focus, the main reason that pushes you and you'll make it to the finish line. It might always be first but you ran because of a reason that makes you happy."
He was really...taking this...softly sighing. Shake your head a bit. Reflect for a moment. A hesitation of thought surface. It didn't go unnoticed. Rei gives your shoulder a squeeze. One that made you hug him back instantly and ask. "I'm not sure if I'll pick what's right? I don't want to be..."
He hushes you with a squeeze of reassurance. "Your smart, I'll know you will. Now," he releases you. Looking to the pictures. "let's clean this up. I'd much like to see your beautiful place."
"Yeah.."you agree setting down what you had on the coffee table. "okay." Start to pick up, with Rei helping. Place everything back in the box, each time you did your eyes would read the words written on it.
Once you and Rei where done, you give him a quick tour of your place. He liked it, even commenting on the small plushie shark that rested on your bed. When you finished he looked at the time, it was late and he needed to head back. You watch him till he was out of sight, go back inside.
When morning came, you where up before the sun. Something inside you told you to just go on a run, this time it was different than before. It seem...clearer with just a bit of mild haze. Haze you couldn't shake, cause of...them. Returning home, step inside slip off your shoes and make yourself some breakfast. Opening the fridge to get what you needed, stop and linger on the one-fourth filled pitcher of iced tea. Your chest tightens. Your eyes drop to the side and shut the door. You weren't that hungry right now. So settled on a piece of fruit.
Checking the time, realized you needed to get ready. Making your way to your room to your closet open it and take it out. Lay it out on your bed. Your nose wrinkles a bit, this was just...squeezing your hand. Calm yourself, you'd just see...it was...time right now wasn't on your side. Shaking that aside you refocus, bathroom. Going to your drawer gather your other items and set them on your bed before entering the room. Considering the time, you settle on a shower. As it gets ready you take out some other things, set them on and around the sink. Once steam began to rise you get undress and step in.
I've got to time this...right..your throughts under the raining beads of water. I've got too...
At that moment of thoughts with you, across the city Yuna stepped out from his steamed filled bathroom a towel wrapped around his waist. He walks across his fairly large bedroom to his bed, where his clothes laid out and ready for him. Last night still...haunted him. He could barely sleep, it still echoed in his mind. The more he thought about it the more the muscles in his arms quivered and tighten. And the more hot tears rose in the corner. That he quickly wipes away from knock that came to his door.
"Yuna," it was Riku. Who knocks again. "are you done?"
"No." He shouts back. "I just got out, but, give me a bit and I'll be there. Are you finished?"
From behind the door Riku nods, looking down at his dark midnight blue tux. All the way down to his dark dress shoes that where polished well. "Yes."
"Is your hair done?" Yuna yells from inside.
Running a hand over his long and now smoothed, gelled and pulled back hair, styled in a ponytail. "Yes." He responds.
Nothing came from Yuna besides the shuffling of movements inside. He was changing, getting ready. Dragging it out really, which was unlike him. Yuna normally would have been done, but not when he was bothered and tweaked as he put it. He was hurting, after last night. He called Riku instantly the moment he got home, and told him what happened. Talking off his ear, it stopped when Riku came over. Finding the young man curled up on the couch staring blankly at the wall. Not just any wall...it was the one that held the pictures of his parents.
Yeah, he was upset. And more than hurt...confused. Cause he just kept...staring at them. Last night was long...Riku sat with him till he slept. During that time he texted May, many times too. But, he got no response. He wondered...if maybe she was feeling the same. He wasn't sure and that's what worried him.
"Why are we dressing up anyway?" he asked the question on his mind. Looking to his hands.
Stops when the door opens and Yuna steps out, dressed and ready. In all black, from head to toe. Instead of a tux he choose a long sleeveless tunic like robe, with dark purple outline. His pants black as well, and his black Chinese slippers. His hair was still a bit wet, but it would dry eventually. He had his make-up on all. Black too.
For once...Yuna looked what the color felt. Riku saw it in his despite him trying to smile. "Well," Yuna presents himself. "let's go." He walks around Riku, no light step or skipping.
Just walking.
Waiting a few seconds Riku follows him. They make their way down the winding stairs, into the large open first floor. The sun rays crystalline the whole place. Like a diamond, not to mention the view it gave looking across the city. Was just amazing.
"Okay," Yuna comes over slipping on his dark spiked bracelets. "now I'm ready. We can take my car, if that's okay?" He asked Riku, who wasn't sure but seeing it was not best not to say something. He nods. "Great."
They walk to the door, opening find an unsuspecting surprise before them. They couldn't...mainly Yuna believe. Golden-yellow eyes misted with tears that dropped down. On their dark off-shoulder maroon mini dress. A trembling chin under their dark maroon painted lips trying to form the right words but their tears prevented them. Instead they drop their head to their chest that caved inward.
"...P-Plea...I'm..."you try to speak, but your words just came out choppy. Using the sleeves of your dress wipe your eyes while burying them in your forearm. "...I-I...didn't...mean..."
Raising a hand Yuna places on the back of your head and brings you to his chest and holds you there. You instantly cling on him. He does the same back, crying with you. Riku stood behind a small smile emerges on his lips. To the two before him.
Both of them muffled their cries in each other reconciling in a slight humorous way. Listen to them both trying to pass their apologizes was just...enough to make Riku laugh. Eventually after a few more minutes they managed to calm down and actually speak.
Yuna looked down to you and you looked up. Both of you smiling, through the tears. While his was bright and relived, yours was bright and sincere. "Crying really doesn't suit you." You tease him.
He laughs a bit. "I know. Neither you." He jest back, wiping his eyes.
"Yuna," your eyes fall from him. "I...I am really..."biting your lip, shut your eyes tight for a moment. Open them. Lift them back to him. Search them. "sorry. I know you and Riku," your eyes move to him. Then back to Yuna. "I know you two where just looking out and you saw that I wasn't running right. I was tripping over my own feet."
Riku nods.
You kept going. "I always seem to trip over my feet when...I don't focus...when I lose my center. I become..."
"A raging dragon?" Yuna jokes, you scoff in humor nodding. He squeezes your shoulders. "I'm sorry too, if-"
You stop him. "No. There's nothing to be sorry about, neither of you have to be sorry. You both saw I wasn't being myself, I was trying hard to...I didn't realize what I was living behind. Now that I think about it...I would crushed myself even more if I would have presented myself and what I had at the event. It wouldn't have been my best and my best. My master piece and what I'm good at, capturing the essence precious memories. They might be small...but...they have more meaning than anything. And when they come together...make the most wonderful of treasures."
You take one of Yuna's hand and one of Riku's squeeze them. "You both are part of that. Thank you."
"Sure." Rik squeezes back. Yuna nods trying hard not to cry. "Though," Riku notices. "why are you dressed up?"
"I wanted to look well, so I can be there for you two. On your bid day, then I've got to head over to do the same for a couple of others."
Yuna gasped. "We don't have time for that!" You look at him confused. "No, not that. I mean...forget about the event! You've got some more important to be than with us. Hold on!" He leaves you and Riku, quickly runs back inside. In a few minutes he comes out running out. Zipping pass grabbing your wrist in the processes taking you with him. Shouting back to Riku. "Come on, Riku!"
He follows. Nearly tripping over your feet, Yuna stops and scoops you up, throwing you kind of his shoulders. Races to elevator. Enters with Riku just second behind. Pressing the 'G' button, the elevator descends to the garage. Everything was happening so fast, you weren't sure what happening. Everything just seem like a blur, next thing you knew. You were sitting in the passenger seat of Yuna's car.
Then he and Riku get in. The second he started the engine, the starting pistol went off for the first race of All-Japan Invitational Swimming Tournament. Swimmers pushed off their start blocks.
Just as Yuna pushed the gas and pulled out. Shifting gears he presses it again, the same time the swimmers reached the other side and pushed back. Yuna was out of the garage and on the streets. You felt your body (thank goodness for seatbelts) flung here and there from his sharp driving and turns. Your life flashed before your eyes...it was...interesting. Riku in the back was reading the directions to Yuna, remaining calm. While you did your best not to...well...
Another fire from the starter pistol and the next race began. Your heart seem to know because it skipped a beat. "Don't worry." Yuna assures you, eyes on the road. "We'll get there."
He does another sharp turn, this time you grabbed onto something and shut your eyes. Open them feeling everything stop. "May," Riku called to you, turning you find him standing out the car before you door with it open. Holding out to you...that made your eyes widen.
A camera. He places it in your hand and steps aside. Reliving the arena. "You better go." He tells you. "Or your gonna miss it."
Another shot went off, your heart skipped and you sprung from your seat. Camera in hand hurry up the stairs, heels and all. Stop for a moment, turn back to the Yuna and Riku, who shouted for you to just run. Listening to their words, turn around and hurry as quickly as you could speed in heels.
Inside the seats where formed and crowded, eyes on the meets down below. Swimmers giving their all from heart to soul. To those cheering them on. Everyone was here, both friends, family and close instructors sat and watched. Cheering, the excitement filled all around. It filled the dark maroon heels pounding against the floor of the arena. Echoing throughout the halls. Mixed in with heavy breathing and sheer determination.
Nearly there...you could fell. Your heart skipped again, another shot was fired. Who was racing now? You weren't sure really, you just hoped holding your breath it wasn't...shaking the thought from your mind. You needed to stay focus, otherwise risk running into someone else's lane. Passing closed doors, a few that where locked, even when you jiggled against them. Left them to find another way in.
Back in the seats, eyes watch the next match. Again you come a closed door, raising a fist pound a few times on it. Stop, this wasn't going to do anything...wait! Your cellphone! Reaching back, realize you didn't have it!
Pushing away, you try not to become discourage and look around for something...some way in. With your heart racing and pounding against your chest...it was hard for you to think with all this. What could...
"Can you believe both Kirishima brothers are up next?"
You hear voices down the hall. Your head turns to it. Brothers? Wait! Ikuya and Natsuya where going...to be...running to where those voice came from, see two people up ahead, run to them.
"Excuse me!" you shout.
Their heads turn to you.
Back in the seats, the next race was to begin. Ikuya against his brother, Natsuya. This was a race to watch, to see who...was...focused and supportive, Hiyori kept his attention and rising nerves calm. But that didn't stop his ears and eyes from noticing someone out the corner of his eyes. That surprised him. He rose from his seat, some of his teammates wondered why, call to him asking. But he didn't say anything and hurried the person.
Reaching closer, his feet picked up faster. Reaches them. "May!"
You turn to the call of your name, to Hiyori. Panting but relived to see him. He notices the camera in your hands and couldn't help but smile. Walks to the other two who where preventing you from coming. Clears it up. Takes you by the wrist and leads you in, back to his seat. His teammates where stunned by your arrival and somewhat appearance.
"Here." Hiyori directs you to the seat next to him. You take it. He sits down after you, reaches to the side into his bag. Takes out a water bottle, opens it and gives it to you. "Drink this."
You do, the refreshing and cool water hydrated you back. Lowering your panting. He takes out a towel for you to dab the forming perspiration on your brow. Setting it aside, take a few breaths to calm yourself. "Thank you."
He nods.
"Did I miss anything? Has their race started? Who did I miss?" your questions fire out.
Stop from the hand he placed on your shoulder. "You haven't missed anything."
Those words filled you with happiness and relief. It was hard not let a few tears form. Turning back to the pool down below. Raise your camera, close an eye began to focus the lens.
"Hey, look!" Momo sharply points at what he noticed. Heads turn to see, couldn't believe it. A few did a double take.
Some rose from their seats in the direction Momo was pointing. "May..."Nagisa gasped at first. With a smile spreading across his face. Eyes beaming. "May!" He shouts. "May!" Momo joins him. Waving his arms wildly.
Their commotion didn't draw others attention but it did for those who knew them and heard what they where saying. Two heads and two pair of eyes turn in the direction, the blues one and reds ones, especially the red ones grew and danced. The blue ones hummed softly smiling to themselves.
Turns to the red ones. Reading their eyes. "She looks good, doesn't she?" Haru to Rin.
The mooning and proud gleam in Rin's red eyes answered for him. "...Yeah.."Rin responds, with his eyes still on her.
Eyes and a look you felt not just on your, but that tingled warmly through your body. Sliding your eyes back in the direction find though far but not too far, tender and relieved red eyes looking back. Smiling to you, a smile that sent your heart hammering, the same with theirs. For that brief moment everything else faded away but you and him. He saw it manifest in your eyes and couldn't help but laugh a bit.
Sitting behind Haru and Rin, their personal coaches. One with blonde hair and the other with dark hair. Watch the young men's reaction to the young woman both where looking at.
The one with blonde hair couldn't help but smile and chuckle softly to himself. While the other didn't, just gave a slight eye-roll.
"So," Rin's couch hums leaning in curious. Still looking at the pink hair female. Now turned back and focused on the next race about to start. Strokes his small goatee. "that's May. Well, I can see your other reason for pushing yourself." Rest a hand on Rin's shoulder. Notices the rise in Rin's body. Just laughs to himself. "She's worth it."
Which Rin nods in agreement.
The race began, the swimmers came out. Walk to their blocks, step on them, both brothers where side by side in their respective lanes. You got your camera ready and took a breath. Held it only to release it when the shot went off. Your finger presses the shutter and you take the picture. One after the other, wishing you where closer. To get something better, settle with this. It was still good. The race between them both was...emotional. Reminded you of a dance in water. They both gave it their all, at first Ikuya seem to lag...but there was something unspoken between the brothers that pushed him to his best and when they both reached that turn coming back...their arm and hand extended with all their might...touch the wall!
Eyes turn to the score board and wait for the names to be shown...
1) Ikuya
2) Natsuya
The crowd rang out in applause, you set your camera to join them for a moment. Pick it up and focus on the two snap a picture that spoke more than a thousand words. Made you reminisce for a moment of your own relationship with April.
"That is a nice one." Hiyori compliments the photo.
"Thanks," you agree look at it on the display screen. Brim a smile. "it really is."
"Well," he rises from his seat. "I'm up next." He hands you the event line-up.
You read it and see Asahi's name. Smile to yourself. "Alright, don't worry, this time they'll be proof incase Asahi needs it." Lift the camera wave it.
He lightly chuckles and leaves. Turning back to the pool, adjusting your camera a bit, when someone walks up from behind to you. Smelling like chlorine. "May." Ikuya takes a seat next to you. Poking your cheek a bit.
Earning a small laugh from you. "Turtle." You quip back. "Congrats, on your win."
"Thanks. Did you get any good shots?" He asked pointing to the camera.
"Yeah, I did. There is one that might, just be my new favorite. But," you give a slight shrug. "we'll see how well this all turns out."
Sticking your tongue to him, he responds poking your cheek again. Making you laugh. Just like before. "It's good to have you here, May. You look nice." His eyes fall to your straight hair. "Hmm...something new."
"Yeah, but, it's not going to stay."
The horn went off signaling the race about to start, swimmers walk out. One in particular came walking out vainly. Smile and all, left a unsettling feeling in your stomach. Ignoring him, focus on Hiyori and Asahi. Who noticed you in the stands and instantly waves to you. With a huge smile, only to turn and snap at Hiyori who said something to him, while looking to Ikuya and you.
Again he ruffled Asahi, teasingly of course. They step on their blocks, you get your camera ready and once the shot was fired and they dove in, your finger pressed. Adjusting the lens to get a good shot, that vain swimmer from before dominated the whole event before it was over. Tore the others, Asahi and Hiyori came out...near exhausted.
"W-What just happened?" you gasped looking to Ikuya who wasn't sure.
The defeated and shock look on Asahi's and Hiyori's face, hurt you just seeing it. Their event was over before it could start, the next one was to start. It was the 100 meter butterfly. Looking at the line-up, read the names, one only stood out that you and made you smile.
Rin.
Just you begin to get your camera focused, someone shouts to you. "May! Hey May!"
Looking up to that familiar voice find them, Momo. Waving his arms, shouting to you. You give a small wave. He thumbs back kept thumbing now over his shoulder. To where he was along with the rest of Samezuka. Pointing to the seat. "Come over! So we call cheer together!" Before you could even respond he kept going. "Stay right there! I'll come and get you!"
He leaves and before you knew it he came hurrying down the seats, grabs you by the wrist pulls you up. You nearly stumbled. "Momo!" you growl at him. He pays no mind and pulls you with him. You managed to wave bye to Ikuya.
"Here, this is a much better seat." Momo said reaching his spot, where Aiichiro and his sister where, lets your wrist go. "Now you get the best pictures of Rin. He's gonna dominate!"
Brought a strong smile on you. You can do this, Rin. I know you can. Your eyes follow the swimmers as they walk out, instantly your eyes went straight to Rin. He was so focused like a blade. You could feel the intensity of it run down your skin. Left you with goosebumps, caused you to shiver just a bit. He steps on his block, eyes locked ahead. While Momo cheered you...just...
BANG!
The shot was fired and swimmers jumped off, you snap out of it and instantly pick your camera up. And just barely manage to get the picture. Before they hit the water, and like missiles they where off. Your lens follows them, finger constantly pressing the button. Momo cheers rang out along with others, it was like old times. And for that moment the moment Rin reached the turn and pushed off coming back you drop your camera, inhale sharply.
Cup your hands around your mouth and...shout! "Rin! Come on, Rin!" Momo stops for a moment and looks to you, surprised at first. The determination in your voice was heard by nearly everyone. It welled up in your eyes, rolled down your cheeks. Gripping the bar before you. Kept cheering. "Rin! Please!"
Clutching a hand over you chest, squeeze it a bit. Hold your breath and give one more mighty shout. That ranged powerfully. A shout that was felt in the water, one that for a moment took them back to years ago, hearing that shout. Not just from the stands, but also the same one when...they left. Electrifying through every muscle and neuron in his body. Rin speed and power increased. The others watching where impressed.
Arm and hand stretched out, Rin touches the wall. And comes up for air, the same time you held your breath. Eyes went to the score screen and wait for the names to appear...
First place appeared, it wasn't Rin's. Your heart fell...but sprung up when second place name appeared...Rin's! Seeing he made it, smacks the water thrilled and proud. You and Momo hug each other glad as well, release the held breath you had. Using Momo bury your face in to hide your own proud tears.
Up next was Haru, you take your seat with Momo. Your nerves slightly trembled when he and the other swimmers came out. Gripping your dress tight, your knuckles began turning white. Eyes follow Haru steadily. There seem...was he okay?
Biting your cheek, you weren't sure with this feeble feeling swirling around in your stomach. Only a few times it was like...and you didn't like it. Still, you had to keep your hopes high and fingers crossed...Haru...he was going to pull through...he was...
When he stepped on the block, your heart lurched a bit. You nearly forgot to get your camera, picking it up aim it upon Haru...he looked calm like the water...but..."Haru..."you whisper softly.
It seem like he heard your cries, cause for a moment you sure his nose wrinkled a bit. But it could just be the lightly, cause once the shot went off and the swimmers dived, Haru's start was a bit late. Which was unlike him, you nearly jumped startled from your seat. Instead clasp your hand over Momo's squeeze it. He looks to you seeing the pained look in your eyes.
In the water, Haru seem to be...lagging. Why? Was he still...thinking about...
"Haru!"
"Come on, Haru!"
You hear the Nagisa, Rei, Mako, and others shout endearment to him, that came out from you. "Haru! Haruka!"
Swallowed and pushed back in the water, Haru tries to push past what held him. Nearly succumbing to it, when something inside...clicked...dispersed the weights on him. He pushed through fueled again, each stroke and arm outstretched and powerful. Legs wipe against the water propelling him through, closing the gap and distance. Sensing himself approaching the wall, gets his hand ready. Pushing harder...touches it, the buzzer goes off.
Eyes again went straight to the board...he came in third. Releasing Momo's hand stand and look to Haru. Wondering if he was okay?
A thought that would have too wait...that was the last event. With the tournament done and over everyone rises from their seats and makes their way to the nearest exit. It was during this transition, you and Aiichiro embraced one another. Glad to see him, attach yourself to his arm. To be snatched away by Momo's sister. Who clearly knew you and about April. The Mikoshiba family genes where strong. She share the same hair color though shorter than her brothers and their eye color. As well..a bit of their personality. She wasn't as loud as Seijuro or hyper as Momo. Just somewhere middle.
Her name, Isuzu Mikoshiba. Momo's older sister and Seijuro's younger sister. So middle child. Who seem to enjoy pinching your cheeks, talking about how much she knew about April whom she saw as sister herself. And considered you hers'. After a few more cheek pulling and rubbing out the soreness, nearly get tackled by Gou.
Because of your footwear it made it hard to balance, if not for Aiichiro who caught you. You sure would have broken your ankles. "May!" Gou cries, hugging like a python. Cutting off your air and nearly crushing your arms. "What's the big idea? Huh? You've been ignoring all my texts! You haven't sent me one muscle pictures since last time!"
She berates you, earning a laugh from you. Which she snaps at you that it wasn't funny. But joins you. Releasing you. "Hi, Gou." you take her hands give them a squeeze.
She smiles to you. When she notices something different about you. "You're hair...it's straight and..." she steps back getting fuller look. "What's with the change?"
You simply shrug your shoulder. "It's only, temporary."
A relief to her. "Good, cause," her fingers touch your hair. "your other hair fits you well. It reminds me of waves from a sunset. You know when the light hits, just right..."
Earning a soft chuckle from another. "Now you're repeating your brother's words." Her mother said coming over. Her eyes land on you warmly. "May, it's good to see you after all this time."
It took you a moment, but the moment it clicked you realized...it was Gou's mother. Your hands clasp over your mouth and eyes start to mist up. "Mrs. Matsuoka.."it came out in gasp. "It's..."
She opens her arms and warps them around you softly. "You've grown up, May. By the way," she releases you resting a hand on the side your, takes out cloth from her purse and pats away your tears. "you missed dinner."
"Oh." You groan lightly slapping your forehead. "Sorry."
"That's fine. I hope though next time you can join."
She squeezes your hand a bit, which you return. "Yes, I will." Promise her. Giving her one more hug.
Today was...good..if not...walking out find a bench and sit down. Go through what you took, each shot was better than the last...it was..wonderful. Stopping a few that really held your attention. Zoom in a bit, when a shadow cast over you. Looking up find a pair of familiar happy magenta eyes staring back. Smiling at you.
Which you return. "May-May!" Nagisa wraps you in his arms from behind. "Finally!"
He lifts you up. "Nagisa!" you return the feeling.
The two of you share laughter that was missed for quite some time. Rei comes over. "Alright," he chuckles. "Nagisa, why don't you put May down. She is nicely dressed. Remember?"
"Oh," Nagisa remembers and sets you down. "I forgot." This time hugs you properly. "I wasn't sure if I get a chance to see you, but, I'm glad I did. And I'm glad you came. It's not the same without."
You melt from his words. "I'm glad I came too, I'm sorry though...I missed Nationals."
"That's okay." He releases you. "You just owe later. Okay?"
"Okay."
"Hey, your hair, it's different." He points out. Looking at it. "Something new?"
Your eyes go to Rei for a moment. "For now, but, I getting it back. This...doesn't really fit me."
He nods. "Yeah it kind of doesn't. I mean it is nice, but it doesn't really say...May. It's rather...too serious."
He had a point. One that settled in you, running a smooth hand over your hair...yeah...you could feel it. This wasn't you at all...no. "I know right?" Asahi scoffs a bit smirking, walking over with Mako, Kisume, Hiyori, and Ikuya. Hands behind his head. Only to swing it around your shoulder. Pulling you close. "It is nice, but, honestly...I prefer your actual hair. The dress though is nice, though you should have gone for bright red instead. I mean we have to match eventually in life."
Was he still on this? Rolling your eyes, endure his humor. "And what makes you say that?" You question back.
"It's simple, it's fate really. I mean I see no other objection. Come on!" He flashes you a sharp smirk. "I can see it! The two of us! Pink and red!"
"Pink and red?" you raise a brow. "Really?"
He nods. "Yeah, plus my sister already likes you. Kon does, my nephew. You're practically part of the family already. I mean. So why not make it official?"
"Well, cause," you counter. "Nagisa's family likes me, Mako's too...Ikuya's...I haven't meet Hiyori's," you look to him. "but I'm pretty sure they'll like me too. Also Kisume's younger has been asking about me. So, well," give a light shrug. "Oh! Let's not forget the face I have lived with Haru and his family took me also, Rin's-"
He hushes you. Throwing up his hands. "Okay! Okay, I get it. But that doesn't mean that I can't still believe it! Everyday I'll repeat to myself over and over again. May! Mrs. Shiina! May! Mrs. Shiina! It's all a mental thing, plus what you put out does come to past."
Hiyori steps in. "Well, then," he rest a hand on your shoulder. Looking to Ikuya who caught on and does the same thing on your other shoulder. Asahi look between them both. Wondering why where planning. You caught on. And did your best to hold in your laughter. "I suppose I'll do the same thing too. Right Ikuya?"
"Yeah, me too." He agrees, looking to you. "What do you say, May? Want to be Mrs. Kirishima? Hmm?"
"Or," Hiyori throws in. "Mrs. Tono?"
You give it a thought. "Hmm...well...both of them have a nice ring to it. I mean, Ikuya you were the first person I gave a kiss to on the cheek." Asahi nearly screamed.
"Yeah, that's right." Ikuya recalled, touching that cheek. "I can still feel it."
You turn to Hiyori. "And I did go over your place late one night. We spent some time together." Asahi cracked.
"That's true." Hiyori confirms. "We should it more often." You nod agreeing. Doing your best to hold in the rising laughter, that just exploded by the furrow Asahi had on.
You had to cover it with your hands, but, it just came out. "Hahaha, very funny." Asahi said half-heartedly, catching on.
"I'm sorry, I just couldn't..."you try to apologize, but laughter just got in the way. "You guys did great in your events. It was amazing." Praise them. Holding up the camera. "Thanks for a the great pictures."
The crowd around you to look. "Can we see?" Mako asked. Which you didn't mind and show them. "They're great." He said.
"Is it just me," Rei pushes up his glasses. "but did you become better? You truly are a master at capturing life's precious memories. You're going to keep taking them right?"
You knew what he meant. "Yes, I promise. I will." Turn off the camera. "I should get going though." You tell them stepping out from the huddle. "There's somethings I've got to do."
"It's getting rather late," Hiyori said worried. "do you want one of us to walk you home or drop you off?"
"Or," Nagisa throws in. "you can come with me and Rei and our team for a bite. What do you say?"
A thought...a really good one. One would have loved to jump to, but, not this time. "Thank you, but," you look at each one of them. "it's okay. Please, don't worry about me. I'll be fine."
Understanding Rei walks to you. "Alright, but, promise you'll at least send a text that you made it back safely."
Agreed. "Alright, fair. I'll see you guys later." Going to each one, hug them. After the last one, being Mako. Leave.
You made it back to your place, it took an hour, but you did. The second you entered, take off those heels and slip into the bath. Soak them and yourself. Haru really rubbed off on you, smiling to yourself at the though. Sit back and relax. Peacefully. Every muscle in you eased and mellowed. The water was so nice...it felt like a blanket that slowly was starting to put to sleep. Which you would have gone if your mind didn't remind what you needed to do. Stepping out, wrap a towel around you. Slip on your slippers and head to the kitchen. It was fine being like this, you had time.
Taking things down, pots, pans...and other ingredients. Begin to prepare. The pot on the fire, add what you needed too. Hum to yourself softly, which becomes interrupted by someone knocking on your door. Setting what you had in your hands down go over, forgetting to look through the peep hole open it and find Rin.
With a smile so soft it almost made you cry. "Hey, May." He softly said. Scratching the back of his head. "Can I come in?"
"Yeah." you take his hand, his fingers tenderly slide and interlock with yours. Sent a tantalizing sensation throughout your body. The same with him.
He steps in shutting the door, pulls you to him. Till there no space between either of you. His eyes stare deeply into yours, becoming lost in them. Just like you did with his. "Tell me something..."his voice lowers almost like a purr. Leans his head closer to you, his breath could be felt. On your skin.
"What?" you respond back softly. Leaning closer, noses touching.
"Why are you so difficult to get? Every I came, you were always out. Why is that?" he asked closing the space, smirking, your heart sped up. "Well?"
He gently demands. You give a small shrug. "Not sure," shudder softly. "just bad timing."
"Oh?" A brow raises on him. "Well, tell me this? Why do you do things that worry me?"
Your eyes drop and you pull away. Your back to him. "I'm sorry...I didn't mean to. I just..." Tearing up a bit, try to stop them. But they came, Rin walks over, slips his arms around your waist and holds you.
With his arm manages to help dry your tears. Plants a kiss on top. "You've got to tell me, what's going on." He said in your hair. "We agreed to try and since we are..you've got to talk to me about things that bother you. Okay?" Using his arms turns you around to face him. Cups the side of your face in his hand. "Gently wipes away the remaining tears. Kisses you over the eye. "We're both far, but, I still want to know if everything is going alright."
You knew where this was coming from...back when the two of you were younger and left for the first time. He didn't know...he wanted to know now. That you were alright. Because this time...you weren't take elsewhere.
Sliding your hands up his arms, wrap them around his neck. Stare into his eyes that seem like...eternal. "Okay, I will." Promise, pull him closer to you. Kiss his cheek.
He was relieved to hear that. "Thank you. Can you tell me something else?"
What was with him all these questions? "Yes," you sigh starting to become annoyed. Just a bit. "what is your question now?"
"Why do you keep telling everyone, we're just good friends?"
Instead of answering, you laugh a little. "Because, it's just fun that way. Also, the fact you seem a bit upset by it. Is just hilarious." Poke his wrinkled nose.
"You're funny." He scoffs with a smirk. "What were you making?" He looks behind you in the kitchen. Gets a whiff. "Curry?"
Looking back to the space, nod. "Yes, I wasn't expecting you this early. So, you're going to have to wait a little."
"That's alright." He tells you, walking over to the stove. Turns it off. "I'm not that hungry right now." Walks back to you, a mooning look in his eyes that swept slowly over you. Stopping with your eyes, holding them there. Takes you back in his arms.
There it was...that magnetic pull...again. The same one back in the hotel room. That just...drew you to him and him to you. His heart...you could feel it racing. Faster and faster. Matching yours if not more. His skin prickled from the touches you had on him. The same with you. His face inclined closer and closer. Same as yours. Who was going to go...in...first...
His lips brushed lightly against yours. Not unsure, but more so as a taste. A taste that sent a shiver down your spine, softly moan. He came back for more, this time his lips rested on your longer than last time. It wasn't hard...it was passionate and longing.
Deep.
Became deeper, removing an arm from around you slides it slowly down your thigh. Stopping just above your knee and squeezes it. A sensual moan softly slips from your lips. Allowed him to slip his tongue in and explore further. Each time his hand squeezed your moan rose, it was the only sound that was heard. Doing his best to be gentle while holding back his rising urges made it rather difficult from Rin. And for you too.
With your hands, lay them upon his chest and slip them under his shirt. Run them smoothly upon his toned chest. He shivered from light touch. Smirked to himself. "You're not.."he pants. "playing fair." You smirk back and continue with it. Breaking his exploring for moment. To hear him trying to resist the pleasurable grunting locked in his throat.
Slowly began to slip out. "Yo-You're play.."he chuckles. "...really...dirty...Fine, you win." He gives in. Removing his hand from your thigh, wraps it back around your waist, just as your hands slide around to his back. And using your fingers lightly walk across it.
Grip a first full of his shirt, slowly start to take it off. Taking too long, he helps you and takes it off. Tossing it to the side. Presses you against the wall, lifts you up by the waist. With ease, hears a slight yelp of surprise. That your arms instantly wrap around his neck.
He chuckles, pulling away. Nuzzles his forehead to yours. "Do you think I'm really going to drop you?" He leans closers again his lips lightly brushed upon yours. This time it was different. It was more like a kiss of assurance. That trailed upon your neck. To your collarbone from him. Your body froze in a state of desirable pleasure. "I would.."he said between each light brush on your skin. Going all the way to your shoulder. Lingered there the longest. "never drop you. I love you."
Your heart froze from his words. He felt your body tense from them. Removing his lips from, settle his eyes to meet yours and hold them with his. There was not one moment his eyes blinked. They remained focused, sharp. The same way he looked today...at his meet. Your eyes though...continued searching his for any crack that might be in his red ones. But, there was none.
None that you could see. Even when you held his face in your hands and searched. Tears slowly began to rise in your eyes. That fell on him with a beaming smile that made it seem like the sun just came out in Rin's eyes.
He wanted your eyes to light up again like that. "I love you, May O'Neil. I always have and always will." There, he saw it. Your eyes lite up more, brighter than before.
Holding his face, you pull him close and press your lips to his. Melted in them. Everything just...went away. Chuckling softly, between each kiss. Try your best to wipe your eyes. But, the tears came. Just as they did with Rin, when you spoke. "I love you, too. Rin. I love you, Rin Matsuoka."
"I know..."he admits tearfully. Kissing back. Slowly sets you back to the floor. Slips his hand into yours. Guides you to your room, shutting the door behind. Whispering the last words for the evening. "...and I'm going to prove just how much I love you."
By the time you woke, from the peeing sun rays, find yourself on your bed. Looking around from where you laid, a bit hazy for a moment. Try to recall what happened. Stretch wondering what time it was. Reach towards your nightstand, at your vibrating phone that rattled.
"No." Rin grunts, his hand comes and pulls your hand back and you closer to him. Curling up, like you where some body pillow. "It can wait."
Smiling to yourself try not to laugh. Turn over, your sheets move a bit upon your bare skin like soft waves. Your eyes find Rin, sleeping...a bit of his hair covered his face. As lightly as you could brush some of it back. Reliving his cheek, sit yourself up. Begin careful not wake, he hold you in his arm. Lean over him and press your lips softly on the spot. Take it them off, feeling him move a bit under you.
Set yourself back down, only to have wake up and roll himself over you. Sleep was still in his eyes. "I'm trying to sleep, you know that right?" he grumbles. You nod wrapping your arms around his neck, pulling him closer. Till noses where just touching. "What?" he chuckles.
You weren't sure, you just wanted to...to stare into his eyes a bit longer. And in them you saw...something you couldn't...explain but it made your heart...sped up. Rin saw it and...touches his forehead to yours. Kept it there for a few minutes, removes it and planets a kiss there. Moved to your nose, then chin and finally...lips.
Breaks away when a knock came to the door. Followed by a familiar voice. You both knew well. "Mom! Dad! Are you guys up?" Seiko asked on the other side. "Well? Are you? Cause, uncle Yuna said he was coming over and so did uncle Haru! Everyone actually! I told them you were sleeping. Daddy! Stop hugging mommy!"
Your eight year old daughter shouts, with Rin's temperament. "That girl..."Rin groans. Sighing. "Honestly..."
Laughing a bit, sit up. "Come on, might as well." you tell him. Sliding from under him, and off the bed. Using the sheets as a robe. Walk over to the closet and open it. Taking out your actual robe. Slip it on. Rin comes over a few minutes after going to the bathroom first. By the time you tied your sash, he was by you. Slipping on a simple t-shit. Over himself. Full clothed now.
"There..."he huffs. "ready." Slips an arm around your waist opens the door finding his daughter's sharp eyes, she inherited from her mother pinning on him. Her maroon hair, from him but texture from her mother pulled back into a messy short pony tail. "What?" He grumbles.
Staring hard at her father...Saiko sticks her tongue out to him. Something he was use to, by now..."Stop being selfish daddy!" she snaps. "Now," her arms stretch up. "pick me up. I want to make pancakes."
Complying to his daughter's...demands Rin picks her up. You greet her. "Good morning, Seiko." Kiss her cheek.
"Morning mommy, can we make pancakes?"
"I don't see why not, sure. What kind?"
She gives it a thought on the way there. "You spoil her..."Rin whispers to you. Which Saiko heard and pinches his cheeks. He swats her hand away lightly. "Can you not?"
Her eyes glare at him. "Stop saying mean things! It's not nice, daddy!" She turns to you smiling, showing her shark like teeth like her father. "Mommy I want to make strawberry. Uncle Nagisa likes those!"
"Alright then-"
The door bell rings. Stepping away from your husband and child go to answer. Forgetting to look into the peep hole, open it. To be greeted by familiar faces and smiles.
"Hey, May!"
I apologize if this was too long. But I hope you or those who've read it enjoyed it.