Hello again, now i was thinking to write longer chapters but update a bit less.

Ill try it with the next one and see how it will go.

Anyways thx for the support those who read this story of mine.

And if you have tips for me or just advice you can always review

c ya at the bottem :p

"people talking"

"people thinking"

"bijuu talking"

"bijuu thinking"

~~~~~~~~~Chapter start~~~~~~~~~

Blue eyes went up to the ceiling staring at nothing at all. He had been awake 2 hours before his alarm would go off and couldn't sleep even when he tried. Now an hour later having done nothing at all he finally got bored.

"I should just go train, not like i will get any more sleep today." He thought. Naruto pulled himself out of his bed grumbling.

After he was done showering he went to his closet to look through his clothes.

"I really need to get some new clothes."

He muttered, taking his black cargo shorts and orange t -shirt again he dressed and went outside. Keeping his hands in his pockets he was grateful not a lot of people were up yet. As he passed training ground 3 he saw his teacher standing near a stone shaped into a kunai. His book nowhere to be found.

"Good morning Kakashi-sensei." He stopped beside his teacher looking at the stone. "Good morning Naruto, i dont mean to sound invasive but how come you are here so early?" He asked not looking at him. "What does invasive mean?" He asked confused blue eyes scrunching up. "Its a term for saying you are asking something thats considered private. Well thats the simple meaning." Naruto nodded and stayed silent for a while.

"I couldn't sleep, i had to much on my mind i guess." He said frowning.

"Well, maybe you should try meditation. Who knows it could help with your anger issues." Kakashi responded after a while.

"I don't have anger issues!" Naruto snarled while his teacher looked at him like, ...really? "So i may have slight anger issues." He grumbled while pouting. "But i don't mean to get so angry it just happens and its like i have no control anymore but i still have. That doesn't make any sense does it?" He questioned while looking down.

"It makes more sense then you would think Naruto. However as ninja we must be able to control our emotions and not be controlled by them." He said in a serious tone. "And meditation can help you with that, its not for everybody but i advice you to give it a try." Naruto thought his words over and eventually nodded. "Ill ... try it, i don't know how that would help but its better then nothing at all."

"Maybe they have a book about it in the library." He thought as he kept looking at the stone until his eyes widened.

"Uzumaki... Kushina? Could she be...no its probably just a coincidence but..."

"Hey sensei why are all these names on the stone?" He asked trying to sound normal. "They are ninja who died on the field of battle, this is a memorial stone." He stated somberly. "Anyway i will be on my way see you later." His teacher said already walking away. Naruto kept looking at the stone. "Uzumaki Kushina."

~~~~~~~~~~~~Later~~~~~~~~~~~~

When Satsuki arrived at the training ground she saw the dobe trying to sit still and he had a book on the ground next to him. She looked at him and saw he was fidgeting constantly.

"What are you doing Uzumaki?" She asked coldly, her dark eyes staying focused on the blonde. When he opened his eyes looking back at her he blushed and mumbled something. "Speak up i can't hear you." Sheesh someone woke up on the wrong side this morning. "I am trying to learn how to meditate." He said with his eyes boring into hers as if daring her to make fun of him.

"You? Meditation?" The Uchiha actually giggled at that before they both fell silent from shock. Naruto looked at her disbelievingly. "Did you just... giggle?"

She glared at him with the kind of look that makes you wonder how you're not dead yet. "Not. A. Word. Dobe." She bristled out. Meanwhile our blonde had a grin on his face while holding his hands up. "You should smile more you look cute when you smile." He said while keeping his huge grin.

Satsuki blushed a bit and stopped glaring but crossed her arms and looked away from him not saying anything. "But yes i am learning meditation Kakashi-sensei said it might help." He said although he didn't have much luck with it, sitting still is just so fucking hard! "Help with what?"

She asked with a slight tilt to her head.

Naruto stared at the ground. "sigh.. i guess to control my emotions better, its not fitting for a ninja to burst out in anger at everything. But this book isn't helping it says to clear the mind but how in the hell am i supposed to do that?" He glared at the book like it said something that was offensive to him.

"hn, i never would have thought that would be a problem for you." She said as she sat down next him. "How about you try to focus on 1 specific thing like breathing instead of trying to think of nothing at all." Before he could reply Sakura joined them.

"Hey guys!" She yelled from across the clearing, loud enough to scare away the birds from the trees. When Sakura arrived Naruto noticed the change in Satsuki's behaviour. Her back became straight, her head and nose tilted up but the worst was her eyes. They became so cold it was hard to look at her so he didn't.

"hey Sakura" He said instead shifting his attention to his other teammate. "hn."

"What are you reading Naruto?" She asked him, already going for the book.

He snatched it away and gave a weak grin. "Its nothing just something about the hokage." Satsuki stared at him saying nothing. As Naruto formed a clone gave him the book and told him to return it.

When Kakashi arrived and saw his thee genin chatting he eyesmiled. "Maybe they aren't totally hopeless."

~~~~~~~~~chapter end~~~~~~~~~~

So there we are.

Almost at the good parts :3

the meditation is a hint... well me saying that is a hint to the turn this story is going to make. Naruto is now still the same altho a bit more agressive which will be explained later :p

welp thats it for now

Have a foxy christmas :3