When Emmett's lips touched mine,my mind went completely blank in an instant. It took all my strength not to moan at the touch of his lips against mine.
But he did though. He moaned as soon as our lips met. I sat frozen at first,with his lips moving against mine. But my surprise was soon gone and I kissed him back.
He was kissing me gently,as if he didn't want to kiss me to hard..as if I might break from that. But I kissed him back,urging him on.
He pulled back a second later. His eyes were filled to the brim with happiness,and he smiled.
Heat rushed into my face,it was so hot it hurt. "You kissed me."I said with disbelief. "You kissed me...."I repeated
His smiled faltered a bit but he brushed a stray strand of hair from my face. "You kissed me too."he pointed out.
I looked at him,my jaw was dropped,and I looked like a complete idiot. "I did...and I liked it too."I said in obvious disbelief.
He laughed a bit. But I didn't. "Don't laugh at me! I mean it! I actually liked it! I've been kissed before...but not like that. Your kiss was the only one I actually liked. Ever."I said with a really serious tone.
He looked at me with a surprised look on his face,and he broke out laughing. "Your really serious?"he asked.
My eyes narrowed. "Of course I am! Would I say that if I wasn't serious?"I snapped.
He smiled a small smile and kissed me lightly on the forehead. "Okay,I believe you. I can't believe you actually admitted that,but I believe you."he assured me.
I raised an eyebrow at him. "You better."I said menacingly.
He laughed at my tone and then kissed my lips lightly. I sat completely still as his lips moved against mine for the second time. He put his hand on the base of my head and tilted it up so he could have better access.
I moaned this time and opened my mouth in an open invitation for him.
He obliged and kissed me deeply.
He pulled away from me. My head was spinning from the mind boggling kiss and I just sat there dazed.
He laughed. "Did you like that kiss too?"he asked
I looked at him and nodded. "Yeah...better than the first actually."I said.
My heart shuddered in my chest when he smiled a heart breaking smile at me. Then it suddenly hurt. I couldn't describe this feeling of immense happiness that suddenly came to me from deep inside my heart.
I put my hand to my heart,it felt like it was breaking. But...why?
"Are you okay?"he asked suddenly,breaking my sudden lapse in attention.
I looked back up at him. "Yeah." I dropped my hand from my heart and looked into his eyes. "We should get back to sleep now."I said.
He nodded. "Yeah. We should."he agreed.
So he turned out the lights quickly and came back to the bed. I was already snuggled into the space next to his. He slipped back into the bed and turned so that he was facing me.
I felt cold all the sudden,even under the blankets. "Cold?"he asked.
"Yeah. All the sudden I got a chill."I said. My teeth even started chattering.
He opened his arms for me. "Just call me your personal heating blanket."he laughed.
I smiled in the darkness and then crawled into his warm embrace. Warmth from his skin washed over me at once. I sighed contently and then snuggled as close as I could get. Then I fell asleep within minutes.
When I woke up the next time a few rays of light came in through the one window in the room. I yawned,but stayed under the covers. Emmett's arms were still around me,holding me to him.
I love the feeling of my body against his. It feels so right to me,it doesn't at all wrong. It felt absolutely right. He was breathing in a steady pace,showing that he was still asleep.
I turned over and buried my face in his chest. He stirred and tightened his grip on me. But he didn't wake.
I pulled away slightly...this wasn't right....no matter how right it felt. I was wrong for me to be here with someone so understanding and nice. I don't deserve to be here in his arms.
Suddenly feeling disgusted with myself I got out of his grip easily and quietly,making sure that I didn't wake him and I tip toed out of his room. Though I ran out of the house in the raging snow outside and I didn't stop to look back.
I kept running and running down the street until my lungs screamed out to me with pain. I stopped running and dropped to my knees. I choked on the cold air and tried to control my breathing. But it was now use. I started into a coughing fit until I felt a sharp pain in my throat and a drop of blood fell from my mouth.
"Shit."I gasped.
I looked to see were I was. I was at the park again,and sitting in the parking lot not to far away was my car. I smiled and tried to get up. It was no use. My joints ached when I tried to move and I just fell back to the ground.
I gasped at the frigid cold that gripped my body and took in harsh gasping breaths.
Is this the end of me?....will I finally join my mother in death....
Then my eyes closed,and I don't know if I would wake up again.
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Did you guys like this chapter?? Sorry it took me so long to write it!!! I apologize!! I SO SORRY!!! I'm getting back to work now!!! Make sure you R/R otay!!!!! -I misspelled it on purpose!!! :) well anyways...BACK TO WORK FOR ME!!! OMG!!! X-Mas break is almost here!!!! YAY!!
~FH17