Ch. 12

I flushed with embarrassment as I bared myself to Emmett.

I avoided eye contact with him; I didn't have the courage to look him in the eye as I removed what remained of my clothes.

"Rose, if you've changed your mind... I won't force you to do anything you don't want to do." he said. His voice turned raw with concern as he spoke to me, but I wouldn't let what he said unnerve me. I had very little courage left right now.

And I plan to use that last bit to do what I planned to do in the first place. I wouldn't let myself chicken out, not now when we're so close already.

We might not be able to get another chance like this one, if we do get another chance someone might interrupt again.

In a matter of seconds, I stood completely bare in front of him.

I kept my eyes diverted still, feeling self- conscience of my body being fully bared.

"Rose look at me, I won't do anything you don't want me to do." he said gentler than he was before.

I looked at him then, my anger bubbling up and over before I had a chance to stop it.

"Stop talking like that. If you don't want to do anything, tell me that. I want you more than I've ever wanted anyone else. So stop trying to make me change my mind. It's made up and that's final." I hissed.

He laughed at my burliness, and then his eyes grew dark with unsaited lust. "Then come here Rose, let's pick up where we were interrupted in the kitchen." he said.

But instead before I even got a chance to move from where I was standing he was in front of me and was all over me.

He lips claimed mine into a biting kiss.

His hands found my breasts and kneed them with his hands. I shivered as his hands twisted my nipples into hard taut peaks, making them sting when just the air brushed up against them.

I let my hands wonder forward, and met the skin of his hard muscular chest.

I felt a shiver go through him as I brushed my fingers downward.

"Rose, I'm barely able to stand it anymore. I'm losing control." he warned.

I gripped him in my hands, loving the way the contact made him shiver again, and loving the effect I had on him.

I looked up at him, and smiled at him.

"I think I like the thought of you losing control." I said.

He growled deep in his throat as I stroked him, as I clenched him hands around the length of him.

"Rose, you need to stop. I'm going to lose control." he warned again, this time his voice was nothing more than a guttural growl from the back of his throat.

I smiled once again, let go of him, and walked out of the bathroom, then ran down the hall to the bedroom.

I heard Emmett's thudding footsteps behind me. My excitement drowned out my fear, making me want him even more.

He caught me in the door way, and I noticed something different, his boxer shorts were gone.

I waited for the fear to come, but none did. There was no room for that, no room between the heat and fiery passion that we were feeling right now.

"Rose? Are you alright?" he asked uncertainly.

He was posed over my entrance; he was shaking with the effort of restraining himself.

I smiled up at him, laced my fingers in his hair, and brought his mouth down to mine. Telling him what my decision was, and sealing a silent promise that between us, telling him I wasn't going to regret my decision.

He took his chance, and entered me with one long, deep stroke.

I gasped when our bodies joined together.

Tears prickled in my eyes from him stretching me so completely, yet no pain came to me, or fear for that matter. I felt only complete happiness as I joined with Emmett, as I joined with someone that actually cared for me for the first time in my life.

His face was drawn in unsaited lust, telling me that he was waiting for me again.

I nodded, wrapping my arms around him, and wrapping my legs around his waist.

He pulled out, and then shoved back into me, making me gasp with pleasure.

He rode me hard, moving his hips to just the right angle every time so he hit the right spot each single time.

My orgasm came hard and fast, crashing over me and breaking me apart.

I felt dazed as I rode through it. Emmett was done a few minutes later, with one last thrust, he emptied inside of me.

He pulled out of me, gathered me in his arms and rolled over, draping me across his chest.

He ran his hand through my hair, and put his other arm around my waist, holding me tight against him.

I was still gasping for breath from the aftershocks of finishing.

It had been hard and fast, and completely satisfying that I can't even think of words to describe the feeling of it.

Tears slid down my face, happy tears...but yet they had a secret meaning that only I knew about.

I was falling in love with Emmett, hard and fast. And there was nothing I could do to prevent that, I'm completely vulnerable when it comes to him, I don't have a chance against the feelings I'm feeling for him. They will condemn me to be in love with someone that's entirely too good for me.

And the irony of it was…I don't care if I'm not good enough or not to be with him, I just want to stay with him, for good.

I want to get my happy ending in life, even if it's just for a while, I still want it.

-AN-

I'm sorry that I haven't written in a while… I've been through some hard times lately. I was just confused about everything for a while... but I realized that I need to continue my writing, so I can keep doing what I love. I'm good now, actually better than I have been in a long time. I will be continuing my fanfics until the end; I love them too much to give them up. It's too much fun writing stories. Lol. I'm also sorry this chapter is so short, it's actually the first sex scene that I've ever written, so I was kinda confused... so bare with me and I will get better over time. TTFN for now! I'll be writing another chapter soon! HAHAHAHAHA!

-Fictionheart17