3 years after primfaya
CLARKE'S POV
Everyday was the same get up eat breakfast, radio Bellamy, run the simulations on how to get back to earth, and take care of my daughter, Maddie. I think I was about 3 months pregnant when I got back on the arc. And knowing that the world was going to end i couldn't tell Bellamy he was going to have a kid, he never would have let come up here. But I learned to cope. Everyday I would tell Maddie about Bellamy and the Rest of the 100. Her favorite stories were about raven. And How many times she had saved their asses. Ever since the day she was born I told her that we would find a way back to earth. And I have failed her. I dont regret telling Bellamy that there was a second ship hidden that allie had told me about. I just wish that Maddie could meet him and everyone else.
FLASHBACK ( right before she left)
Raven and I had tried everything, but we couldn't make the nightblood. Raven had told me that the recipe or whatever scientists called it was on the ark. And since there was a rocket in allies lab for someone to take. Raven had offered but I told her she could easily have ceased. So I said that I would go. She was very resistant at first but knew what had to be done. We both knew that there would be no way for me to come back.
I said my goodbyes going to Bellamy last. I told him how much I loved him and that I would see him soon. Lying to him made my heart feel empty. He refused to let me go. But I told him that it was the right thing to do. He wanted to go in my place but raven had only gone through training with me. I could see the tears started to flood in his eyes.
" Clarke please dont leave me."
"Hey, hey I'm not leaving you I'm saving your ass like always."
He gave a small laugh and gave me a kiss.
" Clarke Griffin you are the most stubborn person alive and thats why if you die I'm never talking to you again"
"Never" I said in a playful way
"Never" he answered quietly. He kissed me wrapping his arms tightly around my waste. Making me feel like there was nobody else in the world but us. He made our way into a tent, not separating even and inch. He started to tug at the back of my shirt taking it off. As he pulled his off i moved my hand along his chest as he started to kiss my neck. And then under the covers we went.
BACK TO REALITY
I couldn't stop crying. I miss him so much. He gives so many emotions that i dont know what to do with. I immediately stopped crying as I heard maddies foot steps in the hall way. It sounded like she was running.
"Clarke!"
"Hey, Maddie, whats wrong."
" There's a ship. And there is still people on it.