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'Tell me what happened' Sam said leaning back into his chair, his face looking old, harsh, tired like a father

'Well I heard Seth yelp, so I went to help him' I started hoping this was where Sam had meant for me to begin

'Why?' He asked me folding his arms

'Why?' I asked questioning him surprised he was being so abrupt, what did he expect me to say?

'Yes, Why?' he said waiting for my answer

'Because Seth needed help, I thought he was in pain' I said hoping to not sound as though it was obvious

'But you knew that Edward could have been out there' he said almost bewildered

'Yes so I couldn't let him hurt Seth' I said then taking another sip of my drink trying to keep my cool

'Right' he said taking it in, he seemed so arrogant, this wasn't a joke

'So I ran to see if Seth was okay, Paul came with me Paul could handle Edward, then Seth was just laying there, as though he was unable to move.' I took a breath trying to remember as much as I could

'So Seth wasn't hurt?' Sam asked me

'Well, I couldn't see if he was hurt, he was distressed tough' I told him, how was always so calm, as well as making everyone feel worthless

'Anyway, Paul didn't go for Edward until he was knocked to the ground, I don' know why he didn't finish Edward then and there' I asked looking at Sam

'If Paul had killed Edward, all those new born would not have a leader and would be out of control, and vampires would take over again.' he said in a matter of fact tone

'Oh' I took in this information

'So how was Edward on the floor?' he asked slightly softer this time, relaxing slightly, his hands dropping to his lap

'Well, I got angry, really angry, I just remember moving towards him and shoving him in the chest.' I then smiled thinking of Paul over Edward, snarling and snapping in his face.

'Then he-Edward said that I belonged to him, to his Army' I said confused and disgusted

'What else?' Sam said now leaning forwards now

'Edward said that, OUR army, as though it would be me and him, that I had come back for Edward' I said looking at the ground as I thought about what Edward had told me

'Right, are you sure?' Sam said I nodded

'Yes' I just held the glass in my lap, keeping my hands busy

'Okay, thank you' Sam said moving quickly and leaving the room

'Sam?!' I called after him, he looked around at me

'What does it mean?' I asked worried

'I'm going to find out' Sam said walking out, leaving me alone in the room, i heard Sam talking to the others, Emily knocked on the door and walked in.

I lay in bed all alone and cold, Paul still wasn't home. Paul was out after Edward, Sam and Jake had gone to see the Cullens, Jarad had gone to track Paul, Quill who were patrolling around the Cullens, Embry was patrolling around the houses of the imprints, and Seth was guarding Emilys. I couldn't sleep Edwards words were just going over and over again, why me? what were the guys going to tell me before all of this happened? I lay listening with the window open slightly, it was still I could hear Seth Padding around as he and Quill calling out to one another. I moved down the bed pulling the covers around me a little tighter, moving my legs around, hoping it would warm the bed up.

I must have drifted off as I never heard Sam come back from the Cullens, I woke up when Emily opened the door. I looked around and saw her in her dressing gown

'The guys are back from the Cullens, so we are going to bed, if you need us, just call okay?' she said softly

'Okay, thank you' I said feeling tired

'Night' Emily said smiling before closing the door

'Night' I said back to her turning around and listening out, I heard some faint calls and howls, that must be the other guys letting them all know they are back, I wanted to know where Paul was, if he was okay. I kept waking up worried, I looked, the bed was still cold and empty, I sat up yawning I looked out of the window, the moon wasn't very bright, I closed the window and went back to the warm patch. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes.

My eyes opened as I jolted awake, it was still dark, I looked around, my familiar outline was looking out the window, just his boxers on, his tattoos and features lit up by the moon, his face hard.

'You're back' I said in my sleepy voice Paul looked around at me

'Hey sweetie' he said I moved over as he climbed in, I snuggled up to him, taking the warmth in. I felt him almost stiff beside me

'What happened?' I asked him I was laying on his arm as he lay on his back the other covering his face

'Let's say Edward is down a few troops' Paul said with a smirk. He had killed people? Children? No he had killed vampires that were going to kill us, I thought

'You must be tired' I said to him looking at him

'Yeah,' he said moving his arm away from his face, he looked rough, that's when I saw the dirt all over him.

'You're filthy' I said to him moving away from him, I turned the side light on. He was filthy

'Go have a shower!' I told him, he just groaned and flopped back into bed

'NO I'm shattered' he said

'Go, this is Sam and Emilys' I said to him, he just huffed, I watched as he walked into the shower, I heard the water turn on. I waited for him to come back, I raked my finger through my hair and checked what I had on. I looked as he walked out in some dark blue trackie bottoms, hanging from his hips. I just looked at him, my mouth watering, he rubbed the back of his neck as he walked over to the window again.

'Why are you worried?' I asked him he clenched his jaw and look a deep long breath

'I'm fucking mad' he said my face dropped as he said it

'Oh' I said falling silent

'He could have done anything, he could have taken you, killed you, killed us, he wants YOU, I have to keep you safe' Paul said clenching his fists as he moved over to me crouching down his hands resting on my knees.

'But he won't have me, I want to be here' I said looking into his eyes rubbing his hands with mine

'He'll come back, that fucker came on our land, to see my girl, to take you' he said scrunching my trousers in his hands.

'Paul' I tilted his head up to look at me

'He won't stop unless we stop him' Paul said the reality hitting me I was in real danger, if Paul and the Pack were worried then it was serious.

I wrapped my arms around his neck, he pulled me onto his lap, my lags went either side of him, I had been loosing weight as I hadn't been eating, as well as being worried and stressing out so much over the past month or so. I let him hold me tightly against him, I wrapped my legs around his waist. A growl came from him I smiled he was my wolf. I felt my vagina tighten and relax a few times, I held on to him my lip close to his neck, his hand running up and down my back with long and firm strokes, I kissed his neck softly, another growl from him, I kissed his neck again and again, getting harder and harder, I moved down to his shoulder, I bit his shoulder softly, my hands moving around his torso, his hand ran up my back his hand went into my hair he grabbed a handful firmly, making me move my head back in the direction he wanted it to, I looked at him, he licked his lips as he moved towards me placing his lips against mine, my body pushed up against him, my nipples getting hard as I moaned against his lips. He hand his large hand on the side of my face, pushing the hair out of my face, we parted my heart pounding, almost feeling dizzy, his eyes dark, another growl coming from him, different this time as though he was getting impatient. I gave him a small smile, Pauls other hand on my waist, my breasts rising and falling against him as I was pressed against him. He kissed my lips softy, over and over, he bit my bottom lip taking me by surprise, I tightened my legs around his waist, he flinched suddenly when my hand dropped from his torso on to his lap, our eyes met.

Out breathing fast and heavy.

'We can't not here' Paul said in a ragged voice

'Why?' I said pouting

'Sam knows, It's his house' Paul said sighing, tilting his head back.

'Okay well when we get back to our place...' I said kissing his neck his muscles twitching

'Deal' he rumbled

We lay down, calming down letting sleep wash over us.

I woke up wrapped up in Paul, I stretched and turned so I was facing him, his hair flopping over his face which was relaxed for a change, I traced my finger along his collar bones, shifting to get more comfortable, I looked down at his tattoos, the sun was up lighting the room up. He had writing under his collar bone going from one side to the other in a reverse arch reading.

Loyalty Of The Pack I traced it with my finger, it was dedicated to the Pack, he had the same symbol tattoo as the other pack members on his chest. He had a blooming rose on his biceps and a paw print on the other, perhaps that was for his Mom and Dad. He had some tribal tattoos over his chest. I snuggled up close to him and rolled so he was against my back, I laced our fingers together I closed my eyes and enjoyed us being together.

A few days passed Edward and his army were keeping thier distance, Sam told the Cullens of how Edward came and attacked me, It was decided and agreed, tough Paul was unhappy that they would team up and train to help defeat Edward, Edward didn't know about this so it would take him by surprise, as well as the newborns being unaware of the strength of the wolves. This gave us the upper hand.

Paul drove me to the Cullens house, he was on high alert there would only be the 'Mom' and 'Dad' of the Cullens though it was how they were perceived to the rest of the world. I sat next to Paul in the truck, Paul had been getting our house back to normal so we could move back in soon.

'Ready?' he asked looking over at me I just nodded and got out of the truck, I met Paul out the front he took my hand and I stuck close to him, we walked up to the grand modern house, we walked up the steps, Paul stiff and on edge going into enemy territory, we knocked on the door, a tall, pale man with the face of a 30 year old, opened the door, he had a kind face and manor.

'Hello Lily,' he greeted me with a smile he acknowledged Paul and moved to invited us into his big minimalist house. Paul didn't leave my side, a lady with dark bushy hair walked into the room, they looked like a normal couple, yet there eyes were golden, their skin like a marble statue, they didn't seem to blink or breath often enough, and they were as fast as anything. They took us through the house, art work hanging on the walls I looked at it, it was abstract, I carried on around, Paul was holding my hand tightly, not leaving me. They took us to the kitchen, it looked as though it was hardly used, white marble tops, clean, as though it had just been installed, the knife handles sparkling clean sticking out of the block, the Chairs all in line under the counter, they sat down opposite us as I looked at them both. Their golden eyes flicking over Paul and I constantly, they were old fashioned.

'We are so sorry for how Edward had been behaving it is unbelievable, why he is acting the way he is' The small framed lady said her brown hair tied in a high bun, making her face tight and exposed.

'That's okay, do you have any idea why he is doing this?' I asked leaning forwards resting my arms on the table looking at them both, they both sat there looking blank.

'No we have no idea, we thought it may be because Bella has left him but things, Edward has been saying and the way he has been acting makes it seem as though he has been planning this attack, against us for a while.' the Man said his eyes seeming to show compassion.

'So who is Edward trying to fight against?' I asked remembering the way he was panicked and frantic

'Everyone, us, the Pack, humans he is in a different frame of mind' The man said almost comforting the lady, who seemed upset

'Why does he keep coming for Lily?' Paul asked his deep voice filling the room I put my other hand around his, Paul had done so much for me, he had always been there for me.

They all turned their focus onto me, I shifted slightly.

'We think it is because, Edward can't read your mind the same he couldn't Bellas, though Bella had a shield which he was completely unaware of, you're is pain, I can feel the pain and hurt radiating from you' Mr Cullen said looking into my eyes I glanced away, I didn't feel that sad or hurt, was it just the way that I am? Carlisle seemed full of compassion towards me, or was it pitty?

'SO why me? Because I'm confusing to him?' I asked

'Honestly?' Mr Cullen said looking at Paul quickly, I just nodded my heart pounding

'If Edward could change you, you would have powers so strong because of this pian you would be able to lead his army, Edward wants you for his army to then fight against the Pack and those you care about' Mr Cullen told me

'Sorry' The lady said standing and suddenly vanished form the room

'This is hard for my wife to process.' Carlisle explained to us I sat there talking in this information, Edward wanted to turn me to fight against those I love and to just use me. I took a deep breath.

'Thank you, we better leave now' Paul said I could feel him shaking

'Thank you for coming over' Mr Cullen said holding his hand out Paul couldn't doit this was his enemy. I took Mr Cullens cold hand and shook it Paul looked away ready to go.

'How is Bella?' He asked still gripping my hand

'Bella is well, Jake is taking good care of her, she does ask about you and your family' I told him he smiled

'Tell her we all miss her and send our regards' he let go of my hand

'I will do' I told him as he showed us out of his house. Paul opened the door for me, I climbed in he shut it hard behind me. He climbed in the truck rocking as he did so, he drove off fast, his leg twitching, the cab getting hotter and hotter.

'Paul stop, please pull over' I asked him he did as I asked, he opened the door ready for him to get out. I pulled on his arm, he looked around at me, he shuffled over my way, I climbed onto him, straddling him, I wrapped my arms around his neck and buried my head into his shoulder.

'Hold me' I whispered into him, his strong arms came around my body, he was still shaking slightly, I held onto him tighter. I moved my head back and looked at his hazel eyes. I placed my lips on his, I closed my eyes as he pulled me closer to him, he stopped shaking slightly. He carried on kissing me, he deepened the kiss, I put my hand under his shirt and felt all of his torso, a soft growl came from his lips.

'I'm scared' I confessed to him, out of breath

'I promise I'll let nothing happen to you, you are my world.' he said pulling me in for another kiss, I smiled as a tear rolled down my face, his thumb wiped it away for me.

'I'm obsessed with you' he said in a husky tone, his hand went under my shirt, and ran along my back and my waist, his burning hot hands leaving a trail I could feel after his hand had left that spot, out tongues running over one another, out breath picking up, he was slowly starting to grind against me, moving me around, my hand stopped and rested on his waist band, his hand ran up my stomach and played with the bottom of my bra. I let out a long moan and his started to kiss my neck.

'I need to have you' he said his hot breath against my neck

'Then take me' I told him pushing down on to him, he softly bit my neck

'Not like this' he said stilling

'Take me to yours' I said getting out of breath and frustrated, Paul pulled away his eyes dark. He questioned me with his eyes

'Don't you want to?'' I asked suddenly feeling embarrassed

'Yes, yes more than anything' he said pulling me in for a deep kiss, I felt hot and clammy all over.

'Then take me home' I whispered against his ear.

I lay on my side, the covers over me, I looked across, Paul was coming back from the bathroom, he stretched and had a massive grin on his face, I smiled to myself, thinking of earlier. It was good, he was so strong, it was scary, though he seemed to hold back afraid he would hurt me or get carried away, he climbed onto the bed and crawled over me looking down, I covered my face with the covers, he pulled them away, I pulled them to cover my body up. He let out a low playful rumble, I felt the heat creep up my face. Paul pulled at the covers again, I looked up at him, he lent down and kissed me, pushing my head back into the soft pillow, I smiled against his lips, his wrapped his hands around my waist under the covers, his warm skin almost burning mine, I wrapped my arms around him, holding onto him, he pulled me up towards him out of the comfy covers, his naked body, pulled up against mine. He lay down on his back as I lay on top of him, our bodies fitting together as though they were carved from the same wood. He pulled me up towards him so we were face to face, rested my head on my hands which were resting on his chest, his head leaning back.

'I'm SO tired' I said as I sighed out

'How tired?' he asked lifting his head a smirk on his face

'I just want to sleep' I said rolling my eyes as I smiled, his body warming mine, my legs falling either side of him, my breasts pressing down feeling slightly uncomfortable. He rolled over taking me by surprise so he was on top of me, he was quite a weight, I ran my hands up and down his muscular arms, then over his back and back down to his waist line, he leant down and moved my head to the side so he could kiss my neck. My back arched up and pressed against his chest as his hot lips trailed down to my collar bone, I just giggle and pulled the covers around me.

'That was fun' Paul said in a deep voice giving me goose bumps

'Yeah, it was' I said feeling my face blush. He placed a warm kiss on my lips as he then lept and pulled his pants on. He found my underwear and passed them to me, he turned his back so I could put them on. I felt shattered, he was so gentle, I could tell he held himself back. It was difficult to think he had been with so many other women yet I had only been with one person. I climbed under the covers and settle down ready to have a nap, Paul crawled under ad ran his hands all over my body as I lay on his chest and fell asleep. I felt Paul still running his hands over my body and hair when I woke up. I felt sore down there and moved slowly.

The next day i woke up smiling feeling a stronger connection with Paul, i shivered as the cold woke me up, i jogged tot he bathroom and had a shower, hoping it would warm me up, i trotted downstairs, looking around for Paul,

I walked up behind him and wrapped my arms around his neck, he took my hand a placed a kiss on the back of it, I rested my head on his shoulder looking at the paperwork.

'What's that?' I asked looking at a newspaper headline

'Nothing, just some old papers' he said moving them, I walked around the table and picked up the paper.

Couple go to Washington never to be seen again

A picture of my Aunt and Uncle smiling at a party underneath

'Lil..' Paul called out I had walked over to the window for better light to read the article from the Seattle newspaper.

Mr and Mrs, Thompson, were a low key, friendly couple that had rsided in their Seattle home for a number of years. After taking on their orphan Niece after loosing her mother in a tree felling incident, Took her on with love and support. Mr and Mrs Thompson had gone to visit their Niece in Washington to see how she was as they were concerned s they had not heard from Lily (inset) fr a number of weeks. My eyes darted over to the image of me, a school photo from Senior year.

'No' I said over and over shaking my head, Tree incident? I carried on reading frantically.

'Seattle PD tried to trace Mr and Mr Thompson but there is a dead end, their bailiffs are waiting for a back up of 4 months rent, have they deserted their debts and Niece or had something worse happened? Continue on Pg5.

I read it over and over again,

'Lil-' Paul said sadly he was beside me

'She died in a car crash. They told me she dies in a car crash. I screwed the paper up in m yhands and charged outside, I pulled my phone out and called Sue

'Hey darling' She almost sang when she picked up

'Sue have you seen he article?' I chocked walking down the drive the newspaper still in my hand

'What article?' Sue said concerned

'Are you home?' I asked her

'Yes' she said I heard a timer go off in the background

'I'll be over soon' I said and hung up the phone, I heard Paul shut the front door, I heard his paws thudding on the ground as his wolf came up beside me, we must have look like we are against the world. I ran my hand along his fur and he moved closer to me, we hovered at the road seeing if anyone was about, Paul crouched down and nudged me to climb onto his back, I grabbed his scruff and swung my leg over, I held on to him leaning forward slightly, he was so tall and I could feel all of his muscles moving and twitching underneath me. He lept forwards, throwing me back slightly, he was pounding the ground hard and fast, he knew the woods as though he designed them, knowing where the roots were as well as the type of ground he was on, I held on and tried to keep my legs tucked in, he was so fast and agile, it made me laugh, I wrapped my arms around his neck and nuzzled into his warm fur, he growled softly, I looked at all the trees whiz past, we were heading over to Sues. It too my breath away how powerful he was. I heard a distant howl in the distance Pauls ears pricked up as the stopped and listened and gave a deep howl back. We carried on,

we got to Sues, she was standing in the kitchen I could see her through the window, I climbed off of Paul, I moved around to his face.

'Thank you' I whispered to him kissing his face a few times I still had the paper in my hand he nudged into me, I jogged over to Sues house and let myself in.

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