A/N hi guys, sorry I think this is a bit of a shit chapter but I put it in anyway so yeah tell me what you think laters.

Chapter 5

So we start the training the next day. As I am still sick most of it is informing me on what the force is and how you manage to tap into it for the first few days.

However, now we are working on moving small objects, which hasn't been very successful they shake and that's about it, though the inquisitor says that that's normal when you are learning. Even though he is trying to teach me the force, I still have to stay in my cell, which I can understand but every once and a while I hear blood curdling screams, which is a bit off putting and the inquisitor says to get used to it.

The inquisitor and I have spent countless time together but I still don't know his name. I get the impression that nobody does which confuses me, why doesn't he trust me or anyone for that matter?

I'm suddenly pulled from my thoughts, I look up to see a trooper walk into the room, he drops the food in front of me.

"Lunch is here jedi." He sneers at me. I just roll my eyes. This is the reaction that I have been getting since the inquisitor said he would train me.

"Thanks Bob its very much appreciated." I snap back, he just sneers at me. To be honest don't know what hisname is, I just decided to call him Bob this pisses him off to no end, which I think is hilarious.

"The inquisitor is going to be here soon," he says in a monotone. From the impression that I have been given, all the troopers have a fear of the inquisitors. I can understand that from their reputation but I find it hard to believe that the inquisitor is a bad person. I understand that he might be putting up a front with me but why, I don't know.

I drag my food so that it is in front of me and look down at it. It still looks completely repulsive, however, I have gotten used to the taste of it through necessity and can now eat it without heaving.

I eat it quickly so that I can't taste it as much and when I'm finished I sit back and wait for the inquisitor. I sit there waiting for my lesson, you would think that being kidnapped would be more exciting but after I got over the whole 'I'm dying' thing, it's very dull.

I sit in the middle of the room, after a little while I think back to what the inquisitor was saying about meditating. Apparently, that it is the best way to be able to tap into the force. I close my eyes and empty my head, focusing on the energy that is inside my body and trying to entice it grow. I begin to feel that power take over my body and I fall into oblivion. I feel hums from the people all around me. I twitch when I sense something cold and dark coming towards me, although, I do breathe a bit easier when I realise that it is the inquisitor. Is that why I sometimes feel cold around him?

I feel his presence getting closer and closer, I feel the anticipation grow of having my next lesson with him.

He enters the room and I can feel him looking at me, I open one eye and I grin at him.

"How am I doing?" I ask feeling smug.

"Better then you should be doing," he tells me, moving over to come sit in front of me.

"I can't help it that I'm so amazing" my grin grows as I open my other eye, he still has his bitch face on but I can tell he's amused.

"You are advancing very fast, it should only take you a few months of training and you can become an inquisitor." I freeze at that and the smile falls from my face.

"What do you mean an inquisitor?" He looks at me and raises his eyebrows.

"Why else do you think I am teaching you the ways of the force?" I feel the panic start to grow inside of me.

"I don't know I thought it was to be able to control things easier. You know, you then let me go home." I mumble, only then realising how stupid I have been. I mean did I think I was special? That he was doing it out of the goodness of his heart? No, why else would he help me if not to gain something from it. I sigh. I don't want to be an inquisitor, I want to be good not bad.

"You are very naive," he says.

"Tell me about it," I mumble to myself. He gives me a minute to process what he has just told me before breaking my spell of concentration.

"You think that the inquisitors are evil but everything we do is to protect people, someone has to do the job." He explains. I'm surprised that he's being so nice about it, I mean he's reassuring me.

"Do I have much choice in the matter?" I ask and he shifts uncomfortably.

"You are force sensitive and are rather old to be trained. You're lucky to be getting this chance." He looks me dead in the eyes.

"So what happens to the people who are force sensitive and don't join the inquisitors?" His silence is all the answer that I need.

"Let's just get to the lesson shall we." He says, dismissing our conversation.

"Ok" I say his silence saying a million words. We start the lesson but I don't do as well as I normally do as I'm so distracted. I can see that he is trying to keep his patience but I can also tell that he is starting to get annoyed with me. After about two hours of no progress he gives up, on the bright side I can sense his irritation.

"I think that's enough for today." And he moves to his feet in a swift movement. I give him an apologetic look.

"We will carry on tomorrow. I will leave you tonight to get yourself in order." I nod my head at him but I don't think he sees it as he glides out of the room before he has finished talking.

I lay down on the floor. I feel like I have hurt his feelings, well he's a big boy so I don't think that is quite right but I think that I have offended him with my reaction at the thought of becoming an inquisitor.

I mean do I have it in me to do some of the stuff that they do? I know that they aren't good people. Even if the inquisitor is right in that they do what they do for good I still don't know if I will be able to do what they do.

The rest of the evening goes by in a bit of a slow blur, I eat my dinner and sit around waiting for it to be an appropriate time for me to go to sleep. Well the light turning off is usually my signal.

Once they do, I lay my arm on the floor and use it as a pillow to get into a comfortable position but I can't get to sleep. I keep thinking about me becoming an inquisitor. Maybe I would be able to get out of here, maybe someone can try and get me out of here.