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*Tobias POV*

The drops of shower water still irritate the scars I have on my back from my father's black belt. I never told Tris, not wanting her to worry about me. I always hope that the water will wash away the memories from him, and the scars he left. I let myself stand there in the middle of the shower, tears still fill my eyes and drop down my cheeks. I try not to cry, keep up the boarder between me and my emotions. Sometimes things just get to me and I can't help it. I turn off the shower and wrap a towel around my waist. I slip on my usual black V-Neck T-shirt and black sweatpants. I plug in the razor and run it along the sides of my head. I don't cut the top. Maybe it's because I like it long. Maybe it's because I fear people might ask questions if I begin to look like the abnegation again. I bend my ear back to protect it from the razor. When I finish I sweep up the shavings and walk out of the bathroom. I sit on the bed in our room for awhile. I see the door open and a small figure appears,Tris.

"H-hey" she says quietly

"Hi" I respond

She sits on the bed next to me and lays her head on my shoulder. We look out the window for a minute.

"I like you hair"

A show a small smile "Thanks"

She kisses me, then gets up to get showered and dressed. I feel cold without her warm presence next to me.

*Time skip to lunch*

Tris and I walk hand in hand into the lunchroom, we walk over to where our friends are sitting and sit down. More fearlandscape training will happen after lunch. I overhear them talking about their initiates.

"Yeah this one girl had a fear of cows... yeah cows" Zeke says to Shauna

"The dauntless borns are afraid of the weirdest stuff this year" Christina adds "What about the transfers?"

"They're, fine" I say not trying to continue the conversation "Just,normal I guess"

I notice Tris giving Christina and Zeke a look, she knows I don't want to talk about it. I see Christina nudge Will with her arm and they both walk out of the cafeteria

*Christina POV*

"Babe I just came up with the best prank for Tris and Four!"

"Chris, I thought we weren't going to prank them I really don't want Four to kill me"

"Nooo you'll be fine, anyway I just got some Amity bread from a friend, and you know what in it right"

"Oh lord Chris we can't do that"

"Come on it would be so funny"

"Okay,Okay but after training"

"Alright"

*Tris POV*

After lunch Four and I walk to the fear landscape rooms and begin setting up and getting the syringes.

"Don't worry about it Tobias, everything will be fine"

"I know, I know"

I smile and put my hand on his cheek, it's rough with stubble. I touch my lips to his and I feel him wrap his arms around me. We being kissing with more passion and he slips his hand under my shirt. I lift up the back of his.

"Ahem" I hear a transfer fake cough

They were here the whole time we were kissing... great. Both of our faces turn bright red and we try to compose ourselves.

"Uh today there will be more fearlandscape training, you won't go through the full thing only about 1 or 2 fears." Tobias says in a shaky tone,he's really embarrassed. I hear some of the transfers snicker at our embarrassment. "Barron" Tobias calls out

"Shit" he whispers

*About 2 hours later*

All the fear landscapes are done, and I'm glad it gets boring after awhile. I go over to Tris and put my hands on her face.

"Wait, lets make sure there aren't any initiates" She says jokingly

"Yeah... that was..."

"Embarrassing"

"Yep" Tris starts to smile and then pushes her lips into mine. I put my arms around her waist touching the small of her back.

"Come on lets go get food,I'm starving"

"Okay"