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Elena rushed to the guestroom, she almost run. Bonnie's dad died? But how? And when? And where were Damon then? He has to be there! Elena reached the door and halted. Damon's words echoed in her head. Maybe if she had been there for her…If her weekend with Stefan had been less important. If she had been much better friend…Here's the time. Bonnie needs her. She has to do everything to ease her pain.

Elena unlocked the door and opened it lightly. "Bonnie…" Elena stepped inside and walked to the bed where Bonnie was sitting. She was deep in her thoughts while she rolled a white tulip between her fingers. Elena gently touched her shoulder to let her know her presence. Bonnie jumped a little scared, and dropped the flower. "Sorry, I scared you." Bonnie shook her head but she wasn't able to speak. As soon as she saw her best friend, the tears rolled down on her face. "Elena…" Elena sat on the bed and immediately hugged her tightly to comfort her. "Shh, everything is okay, now. I'm here for you."

They sat like this for long seconds. Elena whispered comforting things to her and caressed her back consolingly. "Do you wanna talk about it? Can you…tell me what happened?" Bonnie cleared her throat and pulled away. She whipped away the tears with her fingers and nodded. Elena took her hand and encouragingly squeezed a little.

"I was in the living room when my dad came home… he was very excited… he said he found someone…someone who can give me power… to me and …him."

"Your dad also wanted magic?" Elena was surprised by the news. She known Bonnie's dad like someone who hate the witch thing. When they were little and Grams talked the Bennett witches' history at Halloween, Michael always emphasized that it's just a story. He never let them to believe. And now when her daughter is finally 'normal', he also wanted to be a wizard. That was weird …and unbelievable.

"That was what he said. I was surprised too. I mean, you know my dad…you did know him."

"Who was that someone?" Elena suddenly changed the topic. Bonnie swallowed back her tears and shook her head. "I don't know… She said her name is Katherine. That's why I called Damon…I thought he maybe…" Bonnie looked down the white tulip what lays on the bed, disgusted.

"You called Damon and he didn't help you? He said he was your savior. " Elena looked at Bonnie with disbelief. She knows that Damon is not an easy person but she was sure he's not as heartless as everybody thinks. Maybe she was wrong.

Bonnie laughed dryly. "He did help me. Just not at time…"

"Maybe he was busy. Did you ask him what did he do? Maybe he has a good explanation…" Elena tried to defend Damon but she has no idea what would have been more important than Bonnie's 911. Bonnie lifted her head up and deeply looked into Elena's brown eyes. " He let my father die, Elena. There is no good explanation for him."

Elena sighed and hugged Bonnie again. "I will hate him forever for that." Elena stroked her hair and said nothing. She looked toward the door and saw a faint shadow like someone would have stood in the corridor but when she looked there again, the shadow disappeared.

oooOOooo

"Damon!"

Damon rolled his eyes when Elena literally burst into his room. "I suppose you talked with the witch. Did she say how bad I am? Betrayer."

"Stop joking, Damon! Give me an explanation and should be very good! What were you doing when Bonnie send you the text?" Damon smirked and stood up from the chair. "That's not your business, Elena. Whatever I did, I'm swear I thought of you the whole time." he said with a wink.

Elena shook her head tiredly. "Well, you have to approve the things."

"And yet how do I do that, Elena? I can't wake the dead. You want me to create zombies?" Damon wasn't surprised that Elena asks his help or most likely command him. She always does this after all…'Behave Damon…You have to be a good person…' Like if it would be that easy…

"No. I want you to compel Bonnie. Make her forget that night." Now, Elena surprised him. What's more, upset him. He took a step toward her and narrowed his eyes.

"I won't compel her." His voice was calm, yet.

"Damon, Bonnie is weak. She is not able to deal with it. I don't want her to suffer!"

"How do you know what she able to bear? She was a powerful witch. She is strong much stronger than you are, Elena. I know the witch and me not friends but I do respect her. I thought you also do. You can't control your friends' life, Elena. I won't play with her mind. She can deal with it. She lost her grandmother, she lost her power and now she lost her father too. Those things make her stronger. I now you wanna protect her but believe me, she doesn't need my ability. She has to fight with herself. You can't help her. That won't be your fault if she falls."

Damon talked with so much passion that Elena knew that immediately he does care for Bonnie at least a little. After all he saved her. She realized Damon is right. Bonnie is powerful, she can deal with it. She can't mess up her mind. "Then what do we do? What's your plan?"

Damon raised his eyebrow. "What's my plan? Nothing. As I said Bonnie is your responsibility and not mine. You and Stefan have to figure out smoothing not me. "

"But you said you respect her." Elena was confused now. Damon was so inscrutable.

"That's true. But that's it, nothing more. I won't compel her because I know she doesn't need it. By the way what do you think what would she do with me if she gets her power back and figure out I compelled her? I won't risk my life…"

"So you think she can get her power back someday?" Elena tried to read Damon's emotions but he was mysterious as always. A closed book without a key…

"Yes. I'm sure about that." He said firmly.

oooOOooo

"Damon…can I talk with you?" Damon halted and turned. "I won't give you my blood." He said with a smirk and eyeing Bonnie whom stood in the doorway. Bonnie ignored his comment and came to the point. "Why didn't you talk to Elena about this? Why didn't you tell her that I asked you to turn me? Why did you keep my secret?"

Damon took a few steps toward her before he answered. "I said I won't tell anyone what happened between us. I just kept my word."

"I don't know you like someone whom is able to keep his word…" Bonnie folded her arms and leaned against the doorframe. Damon laughed bitterly. "You don't know me, Bennett. You don't know anything about me. You don't know who I am." Damon looked into Bonnie's eye and she didn't break the eye contact. "Maybe because I don't care who you are."

"Of course you don't. You decided that I'm the bad guy, long time ago. And you are satisfied with your decision." Bonnie's eyes narrowed. Damon's voice was cold almost scornful. What is he thinks of him? He's the one who get hurt?

"You let my father die, don't play the victim." Bonnie clenched her fist and almost growled at Damon.

"Yes, I let your father die! What do you want from me?" Damon lost his patience and suddenly bitten his wrist. "That's what's you want, don't you? Here! You wanted my blood? Here is it!" He lifted up his bleeding hand and offered to Bonnie. "You still wanna be a vampire? Fine! Drink!"

Bonnie's eyes widened, Damon's behave really scared her but she got what she wanted. She took Damon's arm with shaking hand and lifted up a little but not close to her mouth. That was too real. She really gonna do this? She will become a heartless monster ...a bloodsucking vampire?

"Do it!" Bonnie twitched to Damon's roar and looked at him. She almost cried when she saw him. Damon was in vampire form, the dark veins enmeshed his whole face, his eyes were dark and bloody at once. He snarled at Bonnie so she could see his dangerous fangs. "That's what you want then do it! You wanna be like me? Drink! If you wanna give up just drink my blood! I would gladly kill you after that!" Bonnie looked up at him with tearful eyes. She lifted up Damon's wrist and closed her eyes. "Drink!" Damon shouted again. Bonnie squeezed his hand and leaned to the shiny blood.

"No…" her mouth barely touched the liquid, she dropped down Damon's hand and leaned against the wall, crying. Damon whipped away the blood with his palm and shook his head. "I think I was wrong. You're not strong. You're just a weak little girl."

Bonnie squeezed her eyes so more tears escaped from the corner of her eyes. "I hate you…" she whispered. Damon walked closely to her and leaned. "That's fine for me." he whispered into her ear then left the sobbing Bonnie behind.

oooOOooo

"Damon!"

Stefan called him from the study room. It was late at night. Damon walked to his room with a glass of whiskey in his hand. When he heard Stefan's voice he stopped and stepped inside the room.

"Looks like I'm very popular today…"

"We need to talk. Honestly." Stefan stood from behind the big wooden desk and walked toward his brother. "What happened last night?"

Damon tried to calm himself. He tired of the lot of talk today. He was tired of everyone. "Elena didn't tell you? Some vampire attacked the witch and his father. The bitch killed the man I killed her and I saved Bonnie and bring her here. End the story. One out of two. I think that's not that bad. At last the witch is alive but thanked anyone for me? No."

Stefan heard his brother calmly, when he finished he spoke again. "Elena said it took more than half hour to arrive to Bonnie's house. It's a small town Damon. What did you do?"

"What did I do? You wanna know what did I do?" Damon lost his patience again. It was enough. He promised to himself he will keep it secret but he was so angry. Why didn't they leave him alone? "You say Bonnie is your friend, right? You say you care for her, right? That she's important for you." Stefan nodded his head so Damon continued. "Do you know she moved? Do you know her father brought a new house? I was late because I didn't find her, Stefan! I went to her old house I even went to Grams house! It took a half an hour to find her! If you care for her, if anybody cares for her, her father will be still alive! So don't judge me, Stefan. She's your responsibility; you are her friends and not me. Why did she call me? Caroline was in the town too! I went to her when I didn't find Bonnie but she didn't know about the new house! Yes, I was late but I did everything to be there! What did you do?"

Stefan lowered his eyes, Damon was right. They neglected Bonnie recently. They didn't even know about her move.

"Did you tell her that? Maybe she forgives you if she knows the truth."

Damon shook his head. "What should I tell her? Her father died because she didn't send me their address? Should I tell her that everything is her fault? That's much easier if she hates me. Much better than if she hate herself…"

What do you think of Elena and Bonnie friendship? What do you think about Damon? Did he make the right decision? He choose Bonnie's hate over the forgiveness.

Again, I have music issues. I hate to read without music! While I read this I listened Nate Dogg, Eminem, Linkin Park, Nickelback, Flyleaf, Adelitas Way... so I have a long list.. :D You are also a music person or you prefer the silence? :)