Barry looks Caitlin straight in the eyes and walk towards her. Caitlin just froze she didn't know what to do. When he stops in front of her, he studies her face a little bit and he grabs something from his jacket and shows it to her.
"Is this yours?" He asks in a soft tone. Caitlin didn't respond to scared about telling the truth
"Cait, is this yours?" He repeats the question but he raises his voice a little bit, while Caitlin just gulps and looks at the ring.
"Fine, if you don't want to answer and you will not have it back." He turns around and started to walk away but Caitlin come to her senses and grabs Barry's arm
"Barry, wait." When Barry faces her, she saw that he's already crying
"Why Cait? Why?" But she just stood there, not knowing what to say
"Answer me Caitlin for Godsake!" Barry snapped. He wanted answers but she just stood there like she is invisible or something. Caitlin was suprised by his action, she removed her hand from his arm and took a step back
"Why did you do that? Why didn't you tell me? Don't you trust me?""I do trust you, Barry."" Then why?! Why did you hid it from us?! We trusted you and we even forgave you for betraying us without any explanation and you still have secrets?! How can you also be with that psycho?! He killed HR and now you are stil-"
"Because I love him!" Caitlin couldn't take it anymore. After Barry calls him a psycho, she just couldn't take it anymore but she still has control over Frost. Barry was shocked by her sudden of outburst. He didn't even know what to feel in that moment. But they didn't know that Cisco, Harry and Joe just arrived and saw how mess of their faces are. They already knew that they are having an argument but remained silent to know the cause of how they are happy and jolly yesterday and now you only can see sadness and betrayal in their eyes.
"I loved him" Caitlin's tears are already falling. She saw how Barry can't say a word so she continued. "He was there for me when I was alone. When we are alone, we aren't Savitar or Killer Frost nor we are not Barry and Caitlin, we are just lovers who will do anything for each other. He was also there when I needed you the most." The last statement was like a knife to Barry. He felt like he was stabbed and bleeding nonstop.
"I know, I was sorry for that; I already regret everything that I've done these past months. I made a promise to myself that I won't abandon you again."
Barry confessed. He took Caitlin's hands and looked at her red puffy eyes
"Do you still love him?" He asked her. She looks in his eyes and she saw the feel of betrayal and a little bit of jealousy on his eyes which makes her feel guilty
"To be honest, a small part of me still do but the other part me doesn't because he made me betrayed my own family and killed HR. HR was family." They already had stopped crying but there are some few tears still coming out from their faces
"Then why do you still keep the ring?" Barry wiped the tears from her face. Caitlin sighs before saying
"Because this ring reminds me that I will never be happy" She took the ring from his hands and she looks to the ring "that I will always choose doing the right thing over my happiness. Everything that happens to me Ronnie and Hunter is always the right thing even when I want to be selfish but can't do it because saving the world is more important than being happy. But when I got that choice last year, I did some bad things that caused me to betray you guys and when I come to my senses, I did the right thing and guess what happened next. I lost him. I lost the man that I loved."
"Cait" He lifted her face so she will look at him "Don't think that you can't be happy or you have to choose between being happy or doing the right thing. You can do both Caitlin.. Just believe in yourself, okay?" She nodded and he pulled her arms into his. They were now hugging each other
"I'm sorry" Caitlin hugged Barry tighter and her face is now buried in his neck
"I'm sorry" She repeated
"It's ok. I'm sorry too" Barry's tears are starting to fall.
"I love you" Barry said without realising that he said it from his heart but thankfully Caitlin didn't hear it because she was so busy crying in Barry's arms. They don't want to stop hugging each other because they felt comfort and love from one another so they stayed there for a few minutes while the other three left them alone in the cortex.
