So I sort of was neglecting my fanfiction, and that was because I am just going through this fanfiction-netflix-Throne Of Glass- faze where I couldn't come up with anything. I honestly didn't expect 6 reviews on what was just a snippet of a chapter. Reviews:

FairyFlare: Thank you so much for the comment, hope you enjoy this chapter.

Guest: I feel aawful for Clary too but just know that you might not like this chapter much.

torigirl03: It sure is, I love that show.

FangirlForLifeDisorder: I LOVE your nickname and thank you.

Famous0618: I thought about that happpening, but the only way that happens is if she is is Aline's group, and that would never happen.

Sorry for the wait here's the chapter!:

Simon POV

After watching Clary storm off I was pricked with remorse, but that only increased my the vindictive side of me. What right did she have to be enraged with me? I was the one who was always there for her. When Clary was in distress I was the one who comforted her. Since birth she has been like a sister to me, more then a sister. If she was really my best friend and could read me as good as she says than how could my feelings not have been obvious to her?

I couldn't be more obvious then if I strapped a neon sign to my forehead saying "I love my best friend!"

Now she probably hates me. But I hope she does. I hope Clary feels the same exact way that I did when she ripped out my heart like the evil queen (high five to whoever gets this reference) and crushed it in her petite hands, for me to feel in all its antagonizing agony. I mean she was my best friend and she just hurt me like that!

Clary can see what she missed out on, what she turned down when sh didn't love me. I should get a girlfriend just to infuriate her even more. Maybe Isabelle. No way. You may want to get back at Clary but no matter how low I have already sunk, I will never use another girl. At least I'm not completely gone.

"Did you see the way that she waked out like that?" Ugh, Aline.

"I have to go, I'll catch you at lunch." Jace stated, then left in the same direction Clary had. Where was he going?

"Aline when are you ever going to end this... feud with Clary?" Isabelle inquired, yet sounding equally bored at the same time.

"It's not a feud it's a war. Also she wronged me too many times. She needs a taste of her own medicine." I snort from the statement, remembering Clary's migraine pills. "What's so funny?" She asked directing her question at me.

"It's just that Clary has the disgusting migraine pills that she sometimes takes. Trust me she hates them."

"So she does, thanks for the info Si!" I cringe, my nickname just felt wrong coming form her vile mouth.

This was going to be a long day.

*time skip*

Clary POV

I'd lie if I said I didn't want to leave school. I debated ditching, and even transferring schools. But I couldn't give Aline the satisfaction of knowing that she got under my skin. And if I transferred my mom would need an explanation and I sure wasn't ready for that.

it was just lunch but I felt like dying. Standing in the arduous lunch line, I gave careful consideration to this whim. Would anyone really miss me if I was gone? I have no friends, my mom would learn to get over it. What Aline said-what Valentine said must have all been true. I really am a worthless waste of life aren't I?

"That will be $4.95 please." A lunch lady said, breaking me out of my self discriminating trance.

After handing over a five, I was wrong to wish that I wouldn't be bothered.

"Oh Clary!" Oh great.

"What do you want now Aline?"

"I just wanted to make sure you were alright and everything. I mean Simon told us all about how you get frequent migraines." She knew! Simon told! Oh god just hearing that is giving me a migraine right now. I need to get out of here.

"While I am so glad you care for my health, I have to get going. Goodbye Aline."

"Oh but I'm not done yet. I mean the fact that you get migraines must mean that you are mentally unstable and should get help. I know this great place for the mentally insane, you'd fit in great!"

"You have got to be kidding me Aline. I get that we have had a rough past but I am not going anywhere and I personally don't see as to why you apparently want to get me out of the school."

"Oh trust me it isn't just me that wants you out of this school. Everyone here hates you now that your best friend has suddenly seen the light. No one would miss you if you dropped dead and I frankly hope you do just that." Another one of my fears-confirmed.

"Aline can I talk to you for a second?" Jace. What was he doing here? I certainly couldn't have him backing her up.

"Not now Jacey can't you see I'm doing something important?"

"No this can't wait I need to talk to you now." The strain he put on the last word almost scared me.

"Fine then, see you later waste of life!" With that she left, her arm wrapped around Jace's

Dumping my lunch into the trash, I pondered Aline's words. 'waste of space' 'everyone hates you' 'no one would miss you if you dropped dead'. Was that really all I was in life? A waste of space that will never have any use? Some part inside me knew that I shouldn't care what others say but another part of me couldn't bat her harsh words away. Drop dead? Would anyone really care if I was breathing or not?

With that I opened safari on my phone, and typed in "how to kill yourself"

After looking through a couple of pages and realizing I couldn't get a gun, I had decided my fate. Tears streaking down my face, I knew this was the best option. No one would ever get to me again. I was still finding the simplest way when a voice over my shoulder called out my name.

"Clary?"

Oh crap.

So who hates me now?