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a/n- I hope It doesn't annoy anyone but I love to had lyrics to my stories especially because I mainly listen to these songs when I write the music is kind of like my muse for me. okay so I will be exploring both relationships Bonnie/Damon and Stefan/Bonnie I know the story is a little slow but its a delicate thing to write a threesome I want to approach it right but all will be revealed so stick with me.

Chapter-favorite thing

Corrine bailey Rae- Just like a Star

Just like star across my sky, just like an angel off the page

You appeared into my life, feel like I'll never be the same

Just like a song in my heart, just like oil on my hands honor to love you

Still I wonder why it is I don't argue like this with anyone but you. We do it all the time blowing out my mind…

Damon held his knee in between her thighs they only stared each other down, he was like a hurricane of mixed emotions and she's like the calm after the storm, crisp clean air flowing between them the bathroom was a subtle maroon of passion and forbidden desire.

Bonnie removes Damon hand from under her dress breathing heavily she was extremely turned on by his subdued touch. "We should get back out there Stefan's, waiting"

"Are you sure that's what you want" he looks her square in the eyes.

"Positive" Bonnie untangles herself from Damon opening the bathroom door.

Bonnie walks past Stefan who is leaning against the wall with this indescribable look on his face, Damon comes out smirking noting the look on his brooding features.

"Listening Stefan, naughty boy" Damon makes his way into the living area followed by Stefan.

Damon, Bonnie and Stefan gather around each other in front of the fireplace. "So how does this work exactly" Stefan question's curious.

"Well, we each have to drop some of our blood into this cup, drink from it and we'll each be able to see what really happened"

"Sounds simple enough" Stefan replies trying to keep his mind off what he heard.

"There's just one thing, two things we'll feel everything that we felt that night"

"We'll be reliving it basically"

"Yeah" Bonnie nods quite simply with a shrug of her shoulder.

Damon looks at Bonnie and Stefan he doesn't want her to feel anything regarding Stefan, he gets this unexplainable feeling in his gut he's somewhat feeling territorial and he shouldn't be but he can't help it.

"Okay well, I say we skip over everything boring, which is everything to do with Stefan"

Bonnie nods at Damon to cut it out taking a drink from the cup she passes it Stefan who hesitantly drinks from it, Damon takes the glass quickly making it disappear, they all look at each other because nothing's happening.

"What now?"

"It should've worked by now"

"Maybe you did the spell wrong" Damon blows air from his lungs unimpressed.

Bonnie frowns insulted. "I did the spell right" Damon raises his eyebrow. "Obviously not"

"I would like to see you do better"

"Guys, hey guys" Stefan tries to interrupt the bickering two. "What?' Damon and Bonnie say in union.

"It worked, now you two can shut-up and pay attention" Stefan sounded as if he were a bit angry with them.

Bonnie stands in between Stefan and Damon. "Where are we exactly?" Bonnie, looks at Damon still annoyed at him doubting her. "A Dream plain were all sharing the same dream/memory"

The trio watches as the events of that the day begin to play out it starts just as they remember Damon being annoying as usual, Bonnie hating that she had to be anywhere near Damon, and Stefan looked broodish and worried per Bonnie and Damon conflicting personalities being thrown together like this and the one person who could play intermediary for the two is no where around.

They watched as Damon circled the drinks pulling something from his pocket shrugging as he poured it into the whiskey; Offering his brother and the witch each one smirking.

"Hold it, what did you put in the drinks"

Damon shrugs. "A little something I took from one of my ex's, she always kept it locked away and I was curious about it"

"So you used it on us and you had no idea what the side effects could be"

"Yes, wow that does sound bad now that I hear it out loud." Damon blinks rapidly looking at them both like he doesn't understand the gravity of what he did.

"Levo Liberum potions…do you even know what that means?"

Damon squints shaking his head. "Not a clue"

"This position masses with the ambitions of the person who is under its effects"

"Like suppresses them… if that's case you need to take it more often"

Bonnie laughs a humorless laugh. "It doesn't suppress ambitions it gets rid of them idiot"

"Oops, my bad... I was drunk through most of Latin…severe Depression"

"I would tell you too drop dead, but what would be the point"

"Hey, you should be a little nicer to me, I bite remember"

"And I start fires with my mind, your point"

Damon shrugs boyish. "Just saying you could be nicer"

"Yeah, I could"

They proceed back to watching the nights events play out, Damon turns his head annoyed at seeing Stefan and Bonnie kissing and him feeding off her.

"You let him bite you" Damon sounds like a jealous boyfriend. Bonnie averts her gaze from Damon almost like she was in trouble with him. As Stefan was smiling only he doesn't recognize that he's delighted.

Bonnie and Stefan begin to feel aroused and elated from this memory they can't believe that they felt this amount of excitement for each other, Stefan had Bonnie sitting on the dresser going town he was feverishly lapping her up in his mouth, Bonnie closes her eyes because it feels good hell it feels better than good she scratches the side of face blushing.

Stefan watched amazed and intrigued at his own intensity he consciously crosses his hands in front of his jeans because his emotions were running over broad.

Damon studied them both extremely agitated when he's suddenly thrown from the visions, Bonnie and Stefan sit up looking at him Damon had fought himself to wake up from what he believes was a nightmare in watching them.

"I think it would be best if we all did this separately, agreed" Damon looked at them disgusted and angry.

"Agreed" Stefan and Bonnie said together. "I have to go…I'm meeting Elena" licking his lips as he left the house.

Bonnie went to stand but the grip on her arm kept her in place, Damon studied her interrogatingly he's jealous and all fucked up about what he just witnessed; her and fucking Stefan obvious excitement and pleasure of being together makes him want to kill her and his shifty little brother.

The more Damon thinks about the little he saw makes him grip her harder. "You're hurting me" Damon ignores her squinting his eyes. "Did you like being with Stefan, huh... tell me, did you like when he ripped into your flesh, that he sucked on you?" Damon glanced down to her most precious gift.

For someone who isn't her boyfriend he was acting like he watched her cheat on him.

"You need to calm down and let go of me" Bonnie went to release herself but Damon pulled her to him with one quick move she was straddling him with her arms behind her back as he held her tightly.

"I could have you "Damon slid her further onto his lap he was so fucking hard that it hurt.

"Only if I want you" Bonnie felt that he was rock solid but she wasn't going to give in.

Damon challenged licking her slightly across the lips. "You want me" Damon kissed her breast and hard nipples through her dress touching his tongue up her neck.

"Tell me you don't want me"

"I don't want you" Bonnie held her back defiantly denying herself the obvious attraction and pleasure.

"Prove it" Damon whispered in her eyes licking it. "Your ass is on fire" Bonnie whispered back as Damon felt the burning he released her gently standing as she laid on the ground smiling.

"Nooot cool" Damon lunged for her on the floor with his right-hand at her throat softly and his other hand at her thigh. "These were my good underwear, but I digress… and I understand" Bonnie swallows hard as he quickly left, she exhaled not grasping what he meant by that.

As Bonnie sat there alone she couldn't help the curiosity of wanting to know more about that night she had to see more, before could talk herself out of looking the contains of the glass was empty and before drifting she spoke his name.

Damon and Bonnie ….

She watched stunned by how raw and vivid these images and feelings were pinpointing the most intriguing memory.

Damon pinned Bonnie in the corner by the wrists her legs wrapped around his waist as he stroked with such a palpable relentless hunger into her restricting walls as she fought the urge to push him away. It hurt so bad, but felt oh so good he was blowing her mind and body. She was exploding has he blasted long strokes of unforgivable power into her epicenter of desire.

Bonnie stopped this dreamscape catching her breath she found that she sweating and aroused, what she felt while with Damon ;scares her so much that she feels like jumping out of her skin she needs to be someone else because if what she feels for Damon is real the insane asylum has a bed waiting for her.

After her shower Elena calls and asks Bonnie to come over, which she hesitantly agrees because the last time Elena asked her to come somewhere things didn't go exactly as she'd planned.

"Bonnie's here" the brothers say in unison… Elena see's them give each other the strangest looks of alpha male syndrome especially when it comes to Bonnie lately.

Elena opens the door quickly feeling as if her bestie has been M.I.A. lately. "What's the emergency" Bonnie asks smiling not fully in the house.

"Nothing" Elena smiles pulling Bonnie into the house. "I just wanted to see my best friend, I feel like we haven't talked for awhile."

"I guess I have been a little neglectful of you" Bonnie pouts hugging Elena, she spots a smirking Damon.

"Oh, you didn't tell me The Salvatore brothers would be here"

"Why do you assume they're both here?" Elena cocks a brow.

"Because where there's Elena there's Stefan and where there's Stefan there's Damon"

Elena and Bonnie laugh because she's right the three of them have this weird little us against the world even though Damon and Stefan barely tolerate each other most which is because they wouldn't allow anyone to harm the other.

Elena goes to the kitchen and Stefan offers to take her coat. This irks Damon because his gentlemen gene takes a little longer to kick in.

"T.G.F.S.S." Both Bonnie and Stefan look at Damon confused. "Thank god for Saint Stefan"

Bonnie rolls her eyes because he's taking this whole jealous I don't care act too far.

Damon and Stefan each can still feel her flowing within them she in there blood, she's so forbidden that they almost can't take it.

Bonnie can feel each of them she isn't sure whose emotions are who they are confusing; she can't be this near to them each with feeling the absolute worst bout of ecstasy imaginable. Two vampires with confusing feelings for her makes her feel like Elena and she's no Elena she wouldn't do that too two brothers whose relationship is already a fragile one at best.

Bonnie heads upstairs to Elena room. Followed swiftly by Damon who just can't help but wanting more from her.

"What do you want, now?''

Damon smirks at her frazzled demeanor. "I Just want you to admit it, you loved that you lost control…because you finally got the chance to break away from the uptight-goody two shoes that you're stuck being"

"You know nothing about me to make that assumption". Bonnie sits on Elena's bed looking exhausted. Damon slowly makes his way into the room leaning against the door frame.

Damon frowns thinking that he knows absolutely nothing about her really. "What's your favorite food?"

"Spaghetti, why the sudden interest" she answers and questions with no hesitation.

"Because I don't know you, but I want too"