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A/N- Nothing much to say besides enjoy... and I don't know?

Chapter- Doomed Brother

Damon and Bonnie sit in Elena's room talking for the better half of an hour forgetting that Stefan and Elena were downstairs waiting for them. But they were getting to know each other much to both their surprises.

Bonnie wondered why she was actually entertaining his questions and Damon was questioning why he even cared to know these things about her.

Elena and Stefan had been enjoying each others company but they wondered what Damon and Bonnie had to discuss with each other for the better half of an hour , and Stefan couldn't keep himself from listening to their every word, while trying to give Elena his attention as well.

Bonnie leaves and the Salvatore brothers realize she has a small piece of them each… damn how did that happen is what they question their both in love with another woman but they can't seem to keep this particular one off their minds.

Caroline had rushed over to Bonnie's after her frantic call.

Bonnie bit her nails anxiously awaiting for Caroline to pick up her jaw off the floor, although it was understandable for her to still be in shock ; Bonnie just dropped the mother load of all bombshells on her, although most wouldn't trust Caroline to hold water Bonnie was her best friend and she was willing to trust her with this besides she had to get this off her chest this secret was eating at her and this thing between her and Damon was developing into something unknown and these feelings she having for Stefan just doesn't make sense to her nor do they seem to be subsiding at all.

"Say something"

"What the fuck happened?"

"From the little pieces that I got from it is that we were very drunk, and we lost our inhibitions, and well Damon never had any to begin with so it worked out perfect for him"

Caroline holds her mouth open trying to think of the right thing to say. "So were they any good?" Bonnie frowns. "Caroline, please I just told you that I had sex with both Salvatore brothers, one of whom happens to be dating our best friend"

"Right…But nod-"

"Caroline" Bonnie exclaims calmly. "Sorry, what can I do to help"

" The thing is I have no idea, what to do?"

Bonnie goes to the window looking out, she feels torn but and like a bad friend for what she may possibly feel for Stefan and this thing with Damon now is new territory for them. Bonnie Doesnt answer Caroline but she make a decision about Stefan and Damon clearing the air once and for all.

"I thought it would be better if I started with you"

Stefan saw that she was intense and unsure about reveling all that happened between her and him. "We don't have to this, if you don't want to"

"I thought you said that you wanted to know"

Stefan smirks. "I only said that because Damon was being Damon" Bonnie laughs slightly.

Bonnie takes a sit on the couch and Stefan joins her. "I'm just worried ,that when all is reveled... that things will be ruined between us, more than they already are"

Stefan sighs placing his hand gently on her thigh. " Nothings ruined between us, you are one of the few people I can truly count on… so whatever happens we can just blame Damon"

Bonnie and Stefan laugh. "So don't worry, it'll be fine" Stefan looks at her with such reassurance that it sends an overwhelming calm through her.

Stefan and Bonnie had dropped their blood into the cup each sipping from separate cups exhaling awaiting the effects of the spell to kick in. "It takes a minute"

Bonnie and Stefan stare at each other before falling unconscious… Stefan crossed his arms nervously because he was curiously intrigued that he could ever want Bonnie this way ,yes she was beautiful but completely off limits. and was Bonnie timid and not sure of what to feel.

Stefan chased after the drunk girl who slid in her socks across the floor laughing with the bottle of whiskey in hand as he gave chase to her laughing more than he ever had in his whole life and it wasn't because on this night he didn't have a worry in the world , it was because he was truly happy and enjoying himself. Bonnie busted through Stefan's door closing it followed by Stefan who picked Bonnie up into a bear hug falling on the bed with her licking at her neck kissing down her breast to her stomach placing pliant kisses which lead to him biting down into her torso and hip bones, her blood was a sweet calm otherwise Stefan back on human blood would not be bolding over so well right now her blood calmed and stimulated Stefan which makes him switch positions with the young witch, who liked when his fangs scratched at her flesh she would damn herself for enjoying it so much if she were in her right mind…

Stefan laid flat on his back as Bonnie straddled him she licked and sucked at his chest and neck leaving bruises that quickly healed but that didn't stop her from trying. Stefan had long lost his shirt and Bonnie removed and unzipped his jeans she griped his hard cock in her smooth hand stroking it with tender ease before placing her hot mouth on the tip licking which causes Stefan to buck his thighs the moans coming from him makes Stefan bit down into a pillow he can't take anymore he wants her now, Stefan pulls her gracious mouth from his large and harder than harder cock. With her still straddling him Stefan smiled sliding her panties down to her ankle, Bonnie smiles taking a big swig of the whiskey before she guided his hungry cock into her un-awakened abyss.

As he entered her the walls of her moist center squeezed at his fordable cock. this earth shattering moan escapes her lips this is new as she spearheaded every stroke riding him up and down Stefan takes every chance with each stroke to go deeper and further… but Stefan can barely keep his eyes open he doesn't know if its from being inside her or having all of her blood in his system.

Drifting off Stefan was high from the amount of blood and taken aback from liquor and the potion, Bonnie suddenly felt these soft wet lips on the back of her neck….

Stefan and Bonnie awaken quickly feeling every bit of emotion they just experienced in this memory this would be the down side of the spell… it would be better to feel this things if they didn't have too consider two other peoples emotions.

"I thinks that enough " Bonnie says feeling hot and bothered standing quickly. And Stefan ponders what he just saw rubbing his lips he made his way over to Bonnie who distanced herself at the window.

" I was your first?" Stefan does a Damon enclosing his body in front of her. Bonnie nervously nods her head.

"it seems you were" Bonnie stared into Stefan's smoldering green eyes the sun was hitting them just right.

Stefan hadn't expected his hand to brush the hair from her cheeks lingering his thumb across her smooth skin, Bonnie watched his hand move sensually from her cheek down to her neck.

"Stefan" Bonnie interrupts because she wants to stop this before it goes to far.

Stefan puts his finger to her crooked lips, he can't explain again but she's running rampant in his blood his bones he needs this too satisfy a silent hunger eating at him.

Stefan leans in to kiss her and Bonnie's breath quickens she wants to move away from his lips but she can't, something is happening between them that wont be stopped much like her and Damon but with them their were two other people involved and with them developing feelings only further complicates matters and makes them that much worse than just having great sex.

They kiss and its rough and seething a mixer of passion and guilt and regret that quakes with a rush of a soft longing that wasn't always there but developed from a friendship that was strained and a night of sweet surrender that's drowning them.

Stefan pulls back and he takes a minute for the guilt to hit but what he feels for Bonnie wont allow the guilt to run over what he's feeling, kissing her just now only makes his hunger grow wilder.

"I shouldn't have done that"

"No you shouldn't have" Bonnie exhales deeply.

Bonnie swallows hard because her guilt is just as deep and forced to hide just like his, Bonnie feels wrong for even liking the feel of his lips, his soft touch his hands make her wonder how could she truly choose to believe that all her actions with Stefan was fully the result of the potion and not some secret part of her that held a secret emotion for him but could never act on it because of Elena and them being together, and now there's Damon who she realizes has some part of her that belongs solely to him and the feelings she has for him could grow to be more and grant them a chance at true happiness but she has to figure this thing with Stefan out first in order to move forward with Damon.

Bonnie finds that she could move forward with him but something gigantic and huge is holding her steady and firm in position one with very little effort of moving forward happening anytime soon.

The knock and quick entrance of her unlocked door move Stefan and Bonnie apart awkwardly, Damon twists his lips and frowns his brow at them suspicious because it feels like he just walked-in on a private moment between his witch and brother who shouldn't really spend any alone time together because he doesn't like it and that's all there is to it… and second her door was left unlocked for any murdering psychopath to walk in.

"I'm not interrupting am I?"

"No, we were done"

"Is that true, Little brother?" Damon asks skeptically smirking. Stefan looks at Bonnie once more turning his attention to Damon. "Nice flowers" Stefan taps Damon's shoulder leaving. Damon had forgotten that he even had the flowers.

Bonnie feels that guilt kick at her ass once more seeing Damon standing there flowers in hand she'd never guess he was the flower giving type. "Those for me?"

Damon wants to question her about what he walked in on but he was feeling sweet much like when he was human. "No, Yes" Damon hasn't been the flower giving type for centuries and here is nervous about what this gesture means.

Bonnie looks puzzled for a moment smiling. "There beautiful" Damon shrugs. " I have been known to have fabulous taste…I mean look at me" Damon flashes his eyes smirking.

"Just give me the flowers before your ego explodes and kills everything in the room"

Damon hands Bonnie the flowers following her as she makes her way to the kitchen, this genuine smile creeping on the cheeks of both of their faces.

Tyler throws a party and the usual and unusual people make themselves seen some come for others and others come because they weren't invited. But the party is full of a bunch of teens involved in underage drinking and no adult supervision every parents nightmare and every kids dream…Bonnie, Elena and Caroline spend most of the night together.

Bonnie looks uncomfortable as hell every time Elena speaks of Stefan or Damon and Caroline looks ready to spill the beans but Bonnie and Caroline know that it would break her heart if she ever learns of the dirty little secret the witch and vampires are keeping from her.

"I think were doomed brother" Stefan averts his gaze from Bonnie. "How so...brother?" Stefan knows to play coy when it comes to Damon and his questions.

"We seem to have a pattern of falling in love with the same woman"

"Elena"

"True, but not talking about her" Stefan curls his lips Sighing. "Katherine"

"Nope guess again"

Stefan laughs. "Bonnie, well you're wrong I'm not in love with Bonnie" Stefan's face deceive him for a moment.

Damon crunches his forehead like he's thinking. "Tell that to your face….because it doesn't seem to know "

Damon wants his words to Stefan to come off as unfeeling as possible but that's not the case they come out far to serious and with much feeling behind them which surprises Stefan and Damon both as he makes his way over to the young witch.

Damon grabs Bonnie by the arm pulling her side out of ear shot of everyone he as this confounded and bliss less look on his face. "I don't know what the hell is happening to me, especially what I'm starting to feel …I hate it and I like it but than again I don't understand it"

Bonnie is confused because he's rambling. "What are you talking about?"

"You and Stefan… you and I, thought we making progress"

Bonnie sighs thinking of this morning. "There is no Stefan and -"

Damon Shakes his head for her to stop. "Don't lie… its obvious you feel something for Stefan, but I guess its justice in some way for me always hound dogging the only two women he's ever really loved" Damon laughs a little he needs this conversation to more sarcastic and less serious but he can't fake the truth in his words.

Damon shrugs indifferently its his own fault falling for women who ultimately love his brother more than they ever willingly love him and he's the loser because he always loves than more and its never good enough.

Bonnie want's to tell him that she doesn't feel anything for Stefan but she can't lie not to him he'd know and so would she, she doesn't want to taint a relationship that's barely started on lies.

Before she could speak up with something to ease his mind about Stefan he interrupts.

"I just think there should be at least one woman in this world who loves me, more than my brother" Damon feels like shooting himself in the face, because he hates that she sees how much he actually longs for love and to truly be loved in return...