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Chapter- Real kiss
"Your in love with me?" Bonnie turns the corners of her mouth up slightly struck in a daze.
"No"
"Than why are we talking about love?"
"Because... I could be" Damon squints intrigued by the look on her perplexed brow.
Bonnie turns her back to Damon because this between them is so wrong that its right which forces these thoughts on her that she tries to deny out of fear, of being hurt by this nefarious vampire who she knows is very much in love with her best friend so why is he doing this too her why does he say things that he doesn't mean…
"You haven't even kissed me and I mean really kissed me…and those kisses just to get a fucking rise out of me or because we were arguing, don't count"
Damon twisted his lips in realization because he honestly hadn't really kissed her except to fuel his own selfish desires and expectations he had for her in his clever mind… and her incredible will to deny even having the most remote feelings for him.
They were in the early stages of hard-to-get.
"Do you want me too kiss you, and I mean really kiss you" Damon asks taking a step towards her.
"I think that could be a start" Bonnie nods her head yes meeting him with a step of her own.
Kris Allen- I need to know…
Life's been blinding me from what I thought I'd see
Is there clarity in this insanity?
What's she want from me?
Roads in front of me taking me astray
Are you leaving me or are you leading the way?
Can you hear what I'm saying?
I need to know, I need to know
I need to know, I need to know
Feels like I'm breathing under water
Trying to climb but I keep falling farther
Will you take my hand?
Feels so far away, wanna see your face
Are you even there? Can you show me?
Can you make me believe?
I need to know, I need to know
I need to know, I need to know
I need to know. I need to know….
Bonnie stands underneath Damon closing her eyes she anticipates the feel of his lips, as if she's never felt them before, Damon places his hands to her face and finds that he 's nervous he hadn't expected that, his lips met hers a delicious poetic melody of fire and sheer awaking of passion that burned through the depths of their every fiber that broke will-power that they had to deny what lingered underneath the surface of things they feared about each other…
This larch catches his throat that sent butterflies through his body as his hands diligently draped around her waist, as her arms wrapped perfectly around his neck pulling him closer and deeper into this kiss that stole every ounce of strength she had…
Damon lifts the delicate petite girl into his frame as this kiss became more intense and more needy then any other kiss they had received in their entire lives.
If what was happening between them was a mistake, Bonnie was more than willing to take on the challenge and all the consequences that come along with being with Damon.
As Damon practically smothered her with his mouth, the prominence of what Stefan may mean to Bonnie worries Damon since this all happened its been crushing into his jealous heart that feels hollow and shunned by love that longs to know what lies in the tender witches heart.
Two drunk teens come crushing into where Bonnie and Damon are interrupting their kiss which pisses Damon off.
"Eh, get your on room, you little Horny bastrads"
"Sorry, Dude…But your one to talk" The guy says looking down at Damon's pants pushing his girlfriend from the room as Damon gives him a death stare which hurries the kid from the room.
Damon slams the door turning to face Bonnie who was cracking up at the situation examining Damon up and down naughty.
"Horny, little creep" Damon says to himself.
"Why Mr. Salvatore , should I be flattered" leaning against the dresser.
Damon smirks walking closer. " I think you should be, I don't wanna brag, but he doesn't do this, for just anyone"
Bonnie smiles shyly because sex is still very new too her- Bonnie bits down on her lip as he made his way even closer to her standing right in-between her thighs now.
"Can I ask you something?"
"Sure, what do you wanna know?"
Damon runs his hands through her hair and down her face. "What did I walk in on. this morning between you and my insipid little brother"
Bonnie swallows nervously removing herself from Damon's clutches; Damon smirks taking a seat on the dresser.
"And, we were getting along so well" She says making her way across the room.
"That serious huh?"
"No, not really… it depends on how you look at it" She nervously scratches the side of her face.
"Well, the anticipation is killing me" He says it so dryly and sarcastically irritated.
"If your going to be an ass, I'm not going to tell you"
Damon rolls his eyes. "Well ass is my middle name" he hutches his shoulders.
"Do you want your question answered or not"
"I'm all ears"
"I showed Stefan what happened between us, he has his memory of that night"
Damon furrows his brow standing. "I want you to do the spell now, I wanna see what happened…I hate being left out"
"I don't have the potion with me"
"You're a witch can't you summon it"
Bonnie exhales exasperated at his childish and demanding behavior right now. "this isn't the right place or time to do that" Bonnie shakes her head no.
He rapidly blinks because he's silently agreeing. "Alright,later after we have dinner, we'll go back to your place enjoy-"
"Dinner" Bonnie interrupted. Damon shrugged "I figured, I feed you before…"
"So, your asking me to dinner?"
"If your accepting"
Bonnie and Damon merely stare at each other trying to read each others minds through osmosis which is funny because they already have a connection that goes deeper than they could possibly imagine-each ready to let their guards to finally let someone truly in.
Bonnie smiles leaving the room followed closely by Damon walking aimlessly behind her.
"So, is that a yes?"
The party ends and everyone departs Stefan and Elena, Caroline with Matt- and Bonnie and Damon had left separately would she met him for dinner or will she stand him up.
Stefan and Elena go back to his place and things don't start off like Elena had hoped for.
Elena notices that Stefan's been acting differently towards her a distance as placed itself rudely in the middle of their epic love; Stefan's touch is faint and un-lasting that deer caught in headlights look that sparked in his eyes when he looked at her was dim and fleeting fast.
Stefan senses that Elena feels the change in his motions, maybe its his guilt over what he dooms growing in the pits of his being for her very on best friend this feeling of betraying Elena aren't enough to stop the attachment blooming for Bonnie but he must, because he loves Elena like he's never loved anyone before her but is that changing now and can it be stopped.
"Stefan is something wrong?"
"No"
Stefan shakes his head pulling Elena into the most passionate kiss they've shared in weeks, Stefan crowns his hands around her pale skin kissing into her cherry lips closing his eyes- and his brain shifts and the smell of fire and honey coax its way through and straight black hair becomes curly and opening his green marbles soft caramel skin block his view of who he's with and cloud his- mind he thinks what is happening is the worst form of torture he could ever imagine.
"I can't" Stefan pulls away because he doesn't want to hurt Elena by pretending at this moment that she is what he wants right here in these seconds…
"Stefan what's the matter?" she asks wary.
"I love you, I just want you to know that…but there's something I have to do"
Stefan leaves a bewildered Elena stewing with thoughts of what the hell is going with Stefan, hell come to think of it Stefan isn't the only one acting strange she could put Damon and Bonnie on the list as well their acting stupidly weird around her and when they are all together.
Bonnie returns home and the most sweet aroma warms her from the inside out, she practically skips to the kitchen stepping inside she sees the last person she expected sitting the table for two.
"What is this?" She questions with a smile.
"Well, you never gave me an answer,so I took it upon myself to make the decision for you"
Damon pulls out her chair and she takes it dutifully, Damon smirks mischievous as he takes the spot across from her wariness Flaunt on both there faces…
Bonnie would have never guessed this side of Damon was there he was almost sweet but he still had major flaws and temper tantrums that did not escape her but this was a niceness to him that she liked but how long would it last tonight…
They enjoy dinner and Damon is patient but he wants to get right down to business as usual.
"Are you sure about this because, tonight was actually nice and I don't want to ruin it"
Damon furrows his brow. "I promise not to be an ass about…it"
Bonnie makes the potion and they delve into the specifics parts of that night that has brought them to the forefront of all the development bringing them closer and closer together.
Feeling these soft lips smoothly glade down her back as she is still comfortably filled with Stefan Buried deep within her sticky walls. Stefan having released a explosion of his insides that weakens his resolve, but bolsters Bonnie's need for more she was hungry for more, Damon makes his way to her neck, to her soft breast sucking at her swollen hard nipples-Damon took the whiskey bottle pouring it on the corners of her mouth slightly sucking it off her delicate fiery skin the heat steaming off her flesh Damon lifts her quickly Bonnie wrapped herself around him as they made their way around the room roughly knocking over lamps and picture frames devouring each other.
This fever to have his manhood surrounded by hotness throbbing in-between her thighs bubbled up and made its way inside her still to freshness, if he were alive the moment he entered her would have sucked the air from his lungs in an intent-fucking into her dangerously raw and animalistic thrusts propelled them into depths unknown falling back into the bed Bonnie settled into every thrust as Damon let his juices free deep in the mists of her flowing passion experiencing an orgasm that makes her quiver uncontrollably drained and exhausted she falls into the center of the bed losing consciousness...in the middle of the Salvatore brothers.
"So... there it is"
Damon exhales deeply not looking at the young witch but what, right did he even have to be upset because he started the whole mess of events that led to her, him and his brother doing the unthinkable but that doesn't mean he has to like it either. "So what now?" Bonnie asked dreading his answer afraid that Damon of all people would do the rejecting.
Damon doesn't say anything he just gets up and leaves her standing their his emotions were all over the place, he couldn't believe that he felt, the things he felt for the witch, he wanted her like really wanted her and now that the truth is out could he accept the Stefan part of the deal and that is feelings for Elena isn't all consuming after all.
The knock at the door brings Bonnie to it quickly thinking that its Damon coming back to say something that would ease her mind now about them.
"Stefan"
Stefan is fidgety and nervous as he enters the house he needs answers and theres no time to waste closing Bonnie into the corner exhaling heavily."Is the spell warn off?"
"No, why?"
Stefan bores those green eyes into her fixated like a hungry man. "Because! I still feel you, and its driving me crazy"
Bonnie gives him the same intense look. "What do want me to do?",
"I need you to make it stop" His voice was pleading. "Stefan , you just have to remember that you love Elena"
Stefan presses his forehead to hers. "And if that doesn't work, what if... what I feel for you is real?"
Bonnie swallows hard. "Lets just give the potion time to work its way out of your system, before we cross that bridge"
Damon watches their close encounter and he doesn't like what he sees, is this what Stefan feels everytime he sees he and Elena together knowing that Damon habors feelings for her and the roles are reversed. its Damon who doesn't like that Stefan may have found himself engulfing in the realm of Damon's world granting the vampire the chance to see the errors of his cocky ways...but Damon would be damned if Stefan gets the girl he's probably been waiting his whole life for and never realized it.
Stefan leaves. and Damon goes inside to make an effort and Bonnie is happy because she's also willing to make the effort with Damon- Bonnie is sure that what she and Stefan feel is the result of the potion and that everything will work itself out in the end...
But these thoughts could also be considered anvils and nothing will work itself out so easily.
Three weeks later the Bennett resident ,Caroline is catering to Bonnie's needs she's been dealing with the worst bout of flu which is strange with the type of weather they've been having.
"How long have you been sick like this?" she asks curiously.
"About a week or two"
Caroline gives Bonnie the once over curving the corners of her mouth. "Umm, did you ever think maybe this isn't the flu"
Bonnie squints confused. "What else would it be?"
Caroline and Bonnie just Stare at each other...